Monday, February 16, 2004

halo... time rite now is 8.17pm... dun feel like going to sleep... maybe i should try to break my record... going to sleep at... maybe 11pm? hahaz... dun siao lar... tomolo still got test... if sleep so late, can forget about passing le... er, well, i din give him back dat today.... for dunno wad reason, suddenly dun wan to give back... i oso dunno why... juz suddenly... yesterday i was still feeling he is such a coward, and i'm really tired of all these things, so i wanna give it back to him and end it once and for all... this morning cum to skoo dat time i oso thinking bout that... den c all my frens luffing, my mood sorta lifted up quite a bit... and due to dat, i'm not as pessimistic anymore... finally decided that i wud continue this crush and let him continue his crush for as long as he wants to... one day when he decided he no longer like me, then it's the end... as for now, i wud juz carry on day by day... let nature take its course... this way, at least both wud hav sorta a nicer memory...? dunno lar... wadeva...
suddenly realised that my tone now and tone yesterday is so different.. yar, frens sure do have a very big impact on ur feelings... thnx sok mui... for cheering me up... although u din do anything, u were juz THERE... and ur daily actions are juz enuff to make me happy... :D *sound so mushy... aiyah...
ann, it's really okay for me if u wanna go for recess or lunch with whoever... juz dat if one day, u dun wanna go recess or lunch with anybody else... yes, i'm available... can see u dun luff as much as the past... but u wud always be the ann in my heart... be it last year or this year... it's still ann... and old nice ann... :D changes occur to everybody, it's juz the way u wanna face and accept it... i accept u the way u are... if u really wanna change back to the "last year ann" or wadeva, i dun really care.... so long as the one thing dat doesn't change... ... U R STILL ANN!!! hahaz... diao~ no lar... juz trying to say that no matter how u change, u will still be the one and only ann... dun have to luff everyday, but at least stay happy (i noe dat is not easy)... i'm available... hahaz