Sunday, July 18, 2004

erm... had been busy creating a website at geocities these few days... not realli completed yet... here it is: click here erm... ok... i had juz irritated my great brother and he has decided that he wun pay the broadband fees for this month... which means i wun hav internet connection for the whole of this month.. yesterday is supposed to be the last day, but for some reasons it is still working now.. so, no updates unless i go for free acess... gotta chao... byeZ

Friday, July 16, 2004

hi... i am back again.. decided to blog more often... now dat my worst worry is gone.. the maths file... hooray... thanx to so many ppl, naomi, sheryl, ann, i finally managed to do it...
dunno wad to tok abt actually... read and share is postponed to next monday.. =S hope everything goes well... mrs lim went on teaching abt eclipses today... dat is supposed to be part of my read and share topic.. nvm... suan le... =S
NAPFA is cuming soon... wif my stamina liddat... *shakes head* HAIZ.. and wad's worse, i skipped training again today.. cuz it started raining when i wanted to go... =S looks like it's fate.. monday oso liddat... *sigh*
feel so guilty... monday muz go le... cant skip anymore.. >_<

Thursday, July 15, 2004

hi everyone.. that's a new avatar... find it cuter den the previous one... well, i juz spent the past one hour or so trying to figure out some html stuff.. did i manage it? erm.. half half so to say.. managed to use a picture and did some layout thing... can say quite ok.. but still look quite sucky.. and i deleted it.. stick to jay chou for the time being...
i was online juz now, btw.. juz dat i blocked everybody in order not to be disturbed.. feeling right now.. kinda numb.. and blur... hav dat sort of feeling where u dunno whether it's day or nite... nvm, i'm juz crapping.. psycho
it's 9.30pm... hav lessons tml.. will be watching 2 movies during the chinese and english lessons... *sigh* time for me to slp in the avt... [the blood has turned yellow] who cares?
lol... sign off now

Monday, July 12, 2004

alright.. time to seriously update..? lolz... i feel sleepy.. but feel dere is a need to update this blog which seems to hav more quiz results den anything else.. should i tok abt my day?? dun feel like it...
current mood: depressed? dunno wad to say... one whole day of act.. kinda sick of myself... =S wateva... the laughters, the smiles, the jokes, the lameness, i feel so fake all of a sudden.. *piang* broken into pieces.. [glass is fake] lolz... i feel like metal.. -.-
ok, things to be sad abt? i dun realli wan to care... things like studies... many many more.. dun wanna care, but ppl ard me care SOOOO much abt studies.. ppl like sokmui, ann, sheryl, meiching.. so many so many more.. ok, mayb it's not them that are caring too much abt studies.. it's me dat seems cant be bothered at all.. but, what is there to be soo stressed abt?? no matter how hard u study, at the end u wud onli get a piece of shit cert that will at the most get u a high pay... so wat??
frens, family, blah blah blah... everyone hav their own problems... nobody seems to care for anybody... haiz...
all of a sudden parents start nagging me.. so not used to this.. they never seemed to care for me.. happened so suddenly.. start nagging abt my attitude, wad crap... all those craps abt me rude and stuff... i dun care and I DUN WANT TO CARE
-fucked up-

Saturday, July 10, 2004

hi dere.. not particularly in a good mood rite now.. dun wish to mention all those things... juz sick and tired of all these things.. feel like giving up but cant let go.. should i say i'm sad, or should i am say i'm frustrated? when can ppl juz stop bothering things dat dun concern them at all.. why cant they juz fu*k off and mind their own biz..? i tot after so many things THEY should noe how much i juz HATE these.. wadeva, i'm not going to care.. at least sunday is a no-skoo day.. let me hav some peace b4 i go round acting in front of everybody on monday..

Thursday, July 08, 2004

I am sooooo dead...
yo.. let's not tok about the unhappy things.. they will onli make me even more unhappy... wad else can it be other than MDM HEE AND HER MATHS TESTS!!!! ='( okok, dun tok about the horrifying experience i went through... c wad's dat <---? my avatar!! =D lolz... cute huh? hahaz... sighzzzz... today was another boring skoo day wif two tests in a row... (okok, dun tok abt them.. dun tok abt them...) *shivers*
signs off wif a deep deep sigh... hoping some miracle will happen on this earth and mdm hee will disappear in a smoke.. *puff*