Monday, April 30, 2007
♥ Eyecandy no more!

9.27pm. I keep forgetting there's no school tomorrow. But I can't wait to get to bed anyway. Habit lah, can't help it. Only reason why I'm still awake is because I just ate dinner and I can't go sleep. Dinner at 9pm because? Duh, training lah. Sian.

Oh I take back all that I say about the coach being okay-looking. Because I was so freaking angry with him just now. I thought I was told training's from 5pm to 7pm at YCK, but apparently that's the time slots for the courts, but training officially ends at 8pm where 7pm to 8pm he'll make us do some other things.

And. chunying was waiting for me to go home. So I told him I got a friend waiting for me and whether I can go now and I'll do whatever the others do another time. Like a payback or something. But he refused. And he told me to ask my friend to wait another hour. So I said no, I can't make my friend wait, and I have to go now.

And I EVEN MADE THE OFFER TO DO DOUBLE OF WHATEVER THE REST DO.

But the freakhead still refused.

...

It's not like there's still court time you know. It's plain physical (not really physical, because it's not really tiring actually) so I can always do it for him another time right? Tsk.

So anyway, I was really angry with him just now. So after calling chunying and apologising and telling her not to wait for me, we sat down to listen to him and I was super buay song because KNN lah, I don't like him anymore. :( And he has this super ugly haircut today which make him look really weird. And I feel like killing myself for the 1902739287 times for ever saying he's not bad looking.

Ah then we ran 10 rounds outside the sports hall. The way Wu Jiao Lian used to make us run. And we came back in and we did some weird footwork. Okay not really weird. But I was still irritated by that weird hair guy at that time so whatever he made us do was weird to me. And I must have looked buay song enough because he asked me Not happy arh. But I was totally attituding him lah, I didn't even want to look at him.

For three seconds or so, I felt really mean being so rude to him. Afterall he's my coach, what. But three seconds later, I remembered how mean he is first. Meanie. He'll start growing two big Minnie ears and become a Mouse. Herh.

Okay, enough ranting. I declare that he's not not NOT good-looking at all. I wonder what got into my eyes. -rubs eyes-

On a lighter note, I met chunying, gillian, Vanessa, Aaron and Hanhui yesterday! They sang the birthday song in the very crowded Macs and it was Super Paiseh. Especially with Hanhui the spastic around. (Wash the Cookie monster HAHAHA!!) Lol.

There was a cake.

And the night before there was another cake at Chingwen's house. No, two cakes. Because Weilong the idiot thought he's supposed to buy the cake when Chingwen already told him she's buying it. So we had two 1-kg cakes to eat and there's only four of us. I dreamt of cakes chasing me around the house that night. Nah, just kidding. Cakes can't run, you dumb.

So that's two cakes, plus one mini cake at Macs, plus one slice cake at Sharon's house. Uh, so my birthday was rather cakey. Cakey sounds weird. Cakey cakey. Okay nevermind.

Thanks to all! :D

Oh, and some other people smsed birthday wishes after I blogged the other time, and Layjia request that I thank her on my blog for her birthday sms too. So, thank you Weixin, Joan, gillian, Layjia, Spiky, Priscilla, Vanessa and Jody for your birthday smses too.

And yes, you saw the word JOAN in the last sentence. Joan the great actually used her handphone to sms me Happy Birthday!!!!!! Come on, gasp! What are you waiting for?! JOAN LEH. JOAN TOO JIE YING used her handphone to sms can!!!!! I thought she'll only remember she has a handphone when her 2 year plan is up and Starhub or Singtel send her a letter asking her whether she wants to renew the plan. Hahaha!

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUU blah blah blah blah blah-
Me: Woah. So touched.
Chingwen: Who's touched?
Me: Me lah. I'm touched.
Weilong: Walao. Sounds wrong.
Me: Huh? What's wrong?
Shannon: His mind is warped.

... Okay. I just realised what they meant.

Tags >>

harnhwei / fiona/ Weisiang > Yay thanks! :D

harnhwei > Don't bother lah! Fail means fail lah. Lol. Go wash Cookie Monsters lah. Hahaha!

emma > Put liao lah, happy? Haha. Haven't seen you since forever can. Lol. Come NJ visit me! :D LOL.

siao geen na > Aunty, you're the one tagging as siao geen na can? You're spoiling your own reputation not me! Stop trying to make the whole world think that I have something to do with YOUR charcoal black guy alright. I've had enough liao lah, Soonkiat, Weeyang, blah blah blah blah blah. Coach lah hor coach. Hahaha!

weeyang > o.O He's not my beloved coach anymore. LOL. PLAY BRIDGE!!!! :D Haha! We must continue thrashing Jaslyn and (whoever her partner is). Haha! :D

wilson > Ya lor! No sincerity. Why need com to know when's my birthday?! Haha! You big chest guy. Only remember about your Canoeing people right! Hahaha!

Byeeeeeeeeee!

Saturday, April 28, 2007
♥ 28 April

Hello! I'm 17 yay!!!!!

Birthday this year seems pretty quiet compared to last year. It feels like any other day though. Somehow, 17th birthday doesn't seem as big a deal as 16th and 18th. Why huh.

Nevertheless, thanks for wishing Happy Birthday because yea, I'm happy today even though there's training ZZZ!. :D

Weilong, Anson, Chingwen, Fiona, Sokmui, Yuwen, Shannon, Huiming, Chunkit, Ivan, Ruting, Chunying, Hanhui, Weeyang, Jiahao, Yongyuan, Sheralyn, Arthur and Junjie. I kept all smses! :D

So last night I stayed over at Sharon's house with Laimeng, Mooncake, Wilson and a zi bi guy whose name I don't know. Lol. Haha and it was pretty spastic because there was no candle to put into the slice of tiramisu so I've to imagine there's a candle there and blow it. Lol. Thanks for the cake though! :D

And Laimeng IS A SIAO GEEN NA lah. She's this woman who's crazy over a black guy in badminton but for some reasons refuse to admit it. And because I'm smart enough to tell (actually no, I don't have to be smart to tell, it's freaking obvious she's interested in him), she decided to turn around and say I'm interested in him.

Zzz! I seriously think the coach is better looking than him. Stop saying my taste is weird lah. The coach is not that bad what.

Oh and then there's another mad woman called June who pairs me up with any random guy at every different training. It started with Soonkiat, and simply because we're both from Anderson, and happen to be in the same class. Ha! Then we went AJ for the friendly. She saw Weeyang and I talking together and so I must love him.

-.-

Okay, neh mind.

And then the black guy, aka Guohao, started because after training at Tampines, we were asking one another which way are we heading home and I happen to live in Woodlands and him Marsling. So I must love him and he must love me and we must be the sweetest couple in the world. LOL.

No, duh. I'll probably love the coach more.

I don't have much to say actually. Except that I feel really tired because I hardly slept last night, having to wake up at what, 7.30am? For training. Zzz!

Tags >>

Yr blogskin lover > Which one are you talking about? Leave your email so I can send you the pic if I still have it? Photobucket account's working fine so all links should still be intact. Tell me which skin you're talking about?

Aaron > Of course I'm a nice friend. You're stating the obvious. And sorry to make you hang up last night. I just figured if we went on talking, I'll get a new boyfriend for my next training.

2359hrs > Why do you call yourself 2359hrs anyway? Haha. And yea, I wondered where I got that patience from too. Lol.

Sokmui > It's okay. My ice cream. :D

harnhwei > I do remember that date lor. Who says I don't? I even made note in my handbook okay. Haha. And you won't pass your Physics test. You WON'T LAH. Even my Projectile Motion is better than yours. That's a very very very hopeless case for you.

fiona > Haha. Just make sure you score well lah! For Colours Awards! :D Haha. And it feels like 2189741 years since I last seen you again, although it's been a week plus at most. Haha.

Weeyang > Yah I saw WU JIAO LIAN!! Hahaha. And I saw you on the bus too. Haha. And because I hi-fived with you on the bus you became my scandal for today's training. (Yes I know you're wondering what we're doing talking cock like these when we should be training. I'm wondering too.) Haha.

emma > Stay in IJ and top IJ? But I'm attracted to the bright red tie! But now I'm super super super depressed can! Cause College Day only usherers need wear ties. :'( -bawls eyes out- I miss you lah! Why you left IJ the other time I went there?!

Jojo > Jojo who?

Laimeng > Aunty, you didn't find my blog. I typed in the address for you okay. LAU ren. STML arh. Tsk tsk.

minghan > Haha! I know about YUN JIE lah. Her hair looks like a sad cloud. But, once in a while should stop laughing at her hair, lah. Yun jie, HAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL.

Lol. And I just received the birthday powerpoint. -.- Ha! 40 slides of lameness. Man, what friends is these.

Huizhen:

pris asked me dont say 'happy birthday!' so i say happy bday!. leng. anyway have a great year ahead.
--huizhen--

And Jiahao:

Jia Hao says: Hey Meigui!
Jia Hao says: 1st sentence done
Jia Hao says: Happy 17th Birthday!
Jia Hao says: 2nd sentence done
Jia Hao says: Or is it 18th.
Jia Hao says: 3rd sentence done.
Priscilla says: that's so lan
Jia Hao says: okay okay restart
Jia Hao says: YO MEIGUI!
Jia Hao says: 1st sentence done
Jia Hao says: Heres a beatbox version of happy birthday song for you!
Jia Hao says: 2nd sentence done
Jia Hao says:
(boo boo kee b-boo b-boo kee tch tch tch kee t-tch tsk tch keeeee) Happy birthday (chigga) birth- (chigga) birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu (chigga chigga hwaaaa chigga chigga chigga hwaaaaaa) happy birthday (ay ay ay ay) to youuuuuu (chigga boo boo kee chigga hwa hwaa hwaaaa) Happy BIRRRRRRRRRRTTTHHHHHHHHHHHDDDDDDDAYYYYYYYYYYY to (chigga bm pff bm chigga bm bm kee) 17thyearoldgirlwhoalwaysalwaysalwayshalameabouteverythingalmosteverytime andeverywherewhoisangmeiguiandis17yearsoldatthismomentnot16nor18 (boo boo k-kee ta ta ta ta bm) HAPPY BIRTHHHHHHHDAAAAAAYYYYYYY TOOOOOOO (pulls voice till super high like jay did in fa ru xue at 04:03) YOUUUUUUUU (chigga chigga bm bm kee tch kee bm keeee bm kee)
Jia Hao says: 3rd sentence done
Jia Hao says: Hope song doesn't haunt you. Have a happy 17th birthday!
Jia Hao says: 4th sentence done
Jia Hao says: -not jiahao
Jia Hao says: DONE.

LOL. He did that last year, and I did that to chunying this year. And now he's doing it again. -.-

Chengcheng (so random huh):

Cheng Cheng says: happy birthday!
Priscilla says: that is so lan
Priscilla says: something else?
Priscilla says: more words?
Cheng Cheng says: eh i dunnoo leh how come everything i say hb to ppl de wishes they also think is lan
Priscilla says: say more?
Cheng Cheng says: erer
Cheng Cheng says: u help me think
Priscilla says: ...................
Priscilla says: hmmmm...
Cheng Cheng says: i not good at wishing ppl
Cheng Cheng says: eh
Cheng Cheng says: enjoy life in nj?
Priscilla says: WOW
Priscilla says: not bad
Priscilla says: that's 2 sentences! lol

Huabin (when the people gets more and more random):

Hey meigui, long tym no c.. hope u njoying life in jc..n grow taller?
Last but not least, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY.
-HuaBin

(I knew I shouldn't have laughed at how short he was in Sec 2. He's freaking tall now can. -turns to Jiahao- But some people just never grow, do they. LOL.)

And then there's Mr Spastic:

YongYuan says: so funny la
Priscilla says: what is so funny?
YongYuan says: very dumb leh
YongYuan says: what you doing huh?
Priscilla says: compiling all her birthday wishes and sending them to her
YongYuan says: happy 17th bday. all the best in everything you do
YongYuan says: can ma?
Priscilla says: okay...lol
YongYuan says: what la
YongYuan says: i dunno what to say le
Priscilla says: okok
Priscilla says: LOL
YongYuan says: aiya. you help me edit la
YongYuan says: lol

-.-

And there're others more sincere ones lah. :D Haha.

But I spat out milk at the second last slide.



Fuck. Okay sorry. I should be nice. People spend the time and effort leh. Um, thanks but I wasted around 20ml of milk at the 39th slide.

Ah. Got to go. Bye!

Thursday, April 26, 2007
♥ My logic

Hello. 8.22pm and I don't want to fall asleep because eh, I forgot the reason. Oh, I've to print GPP draft one and delude myself further that I will be able to pass the Econs test tomorrow without studying for it.

Yea, I don't intend to study for the dumb case study test on elasticity because

1. I hit the thumb (the one the basketball crashed into) with my racket today and I feel disabled to a certain extent. And so disabled people should rest as much as possible and not stretch their minds to understand elasticity. DID YOU GET THE JOKE? Stretch minds to understand elasticity. Tsk. You're wols.

2. I doubt I'll pass it anyway. Tests in NJ has taught me to realise that it's useless to bother studying for any tests because you'll still fail it anyway. Yea, I mean it.

You know, MG logic states that

Study = No fail --- (1)
No study = Fail ---(2)

Adding equation (1) and (2),
Study + No study = Fail + No fail

Factorise,
Study (1 + No) = Fail (1 + No)

Divide throughout by (1 + No),
Study = Fail

Therefore (draws three dots), by MG logic, it's useless to study. The end.

See. So, don't bother. Ha!

"erm, you are beautiful, pretty, sunshine, friendly, kind, wonderful, marvellous, fabulous, magnificent, serenful, patient, joyful, considerate, loyal, best thing in the world..erm, insightful, wise, clever, very clever, genius, very slim, tall, funny, humorous, hilarious"

Sokmui's description of me. The "tall" made everything very insincere. Haha!

Got to go. Sis wants use com. And I'm scared of her. Reply tags another time. :D

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
♥ 一个人生活

林凡 一个人生活

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱你怎么会是这个结果

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱

你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 no

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺

爱情是个梦而我睡过头

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
记忆里面擦去你的承诺

爱情是个梦而我睡过头

Song heard over radio this morning. Nice huh.

♥ Wilted

Ah hello.

Sokmui, I too really think that I should be angry with you but I really aren't angry anymore. And I feel dumb for not being angry at you when I should because it makes me feel like a retarded retard whose feelings fade so fast (feelings fade fast is a cute alliteration, ha!).

-.-

Lol.

After training yesterday, I was beginning to regret asking Sokmui out for dinner because the blisters on my foot was killing me so badly I couldn't even walk properly. But then I can't contact her because her phone's out of battery. So I thought, nevermind, I must not skip dinner. I took 74 (in the dark, okay not really dark, but dark enough) to AMK but missed the stop (again!) and ended up 5 or 6 stops away. Anyway, I managed to reach AMK station at I-lost-track-of-the-time. Around 8.30pm? I don't know.

But then, Sokmui was still at Asian Civillisation Museum (Novena). -.- And I didn't know. And she told me she's ending at 8.30pm because that's what she was told. So I waited. And waited. And waited. And waited. And waited.

And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.

And I kept thinking, "Ah, I'm running out of patience. My patience ends at the next Jurong East train, 4 more minutes. If she's still not here, then I'll go home."

But then 4 minutes later, the train comes and there's no Sokmui. So I looked at the screen and it says next Jurong East train in 5 minutes. And I thought what's 5 minutes man. She may be on the next train.

So I waited...

And then 5 minutes-train came. But there's still no Sokmui. So I looked at the screen and it says next Jurong East train in 6 minutes. And I told myself Okay, final liao. This is really the last train I'm going to wait.

6 minutes-train came and still no Sokmui. I walked to the front and almost walked in but then I thought What if she's on the next train? She doesn't have a handphone to call me. And she may really be rushing. What if, she reaches in the next train but then I'm gone, and then by the time she finds a public phone to call me, we'll both be so angry with each other. So I continued waiting. -.-

And then Wilson plus Abel Yang appeared. Wilson looked shocked to see me at MRT station so late at night, so he double-confirmed that I'm Meigui. -.- And then I told him I've been waiting for one hour. And he said, "Go home lah, your friend pang seh you already." And I told him, "She coming already, I think."

-.-

So anyway, they left and I continued waiting. Guardian closed and I continued standing outside Guardian because that's where I told Sokmui to meet and I didn't dare sit down on the other side in case she can't see me because she's not wearing specs and I can't see her because I fall asleep.

But she never came. :'(

One and a half hours later, I thought I wilted.

And then my phone rang. She called, and her first words were "Oh my god, oh my god. Go home go home."

........

I managed to very patiently ask her where she was. And she told me in a very scared tone she's still at the museum.

...........!!!

I hung up on her because

1. I was angry. Duh.
2. I was very sleepy.
3. I need a free hand to flag cab.

Zzz. And I was so angry/sleepy I rejected the many calls she called using her friend's handphone. Until the driver woke me up asking me which part of Dr16 I want to go. Then I answered her call and asked her to talk to me tomorrow because if she continued talking to me then, I may go really mad.

I thought I should be very angry now but this morning I woke up and Sandy kept telling me it's past and there's no use harping on it. Because it's not like if I continue sulking, anything will feel better. And the next thing I was thinking was what to have for breakfast, whether to have prata or chee cheong fun.

But I still feel kind of stupid for forgetting about it so quickly. Or I'm lagging? Maybe I'll start feeling angry tomorrow? -.- Nevermind.

On a lighter note, I forgot to mention that I SAW WU JIAO LIAN AT TAMPINES SPORTS HALL ON SATURDAY!!!! :D :D :D Haha! He still looks the same. And I met him at the water cooler. :D And he's the first person I met who can't remember my name!!! O.O Wow. I'm amazed.

Weeyang, I know you're jealous. I saw WU JIAO LIAN leh. Eh hey.

Friendly tomorrow at IJC. Yay! I can't wait because it's at IJC!!! :D Lol. I'll know my way around SO well. LOL. And!! I don't have to take 21974147 years to reach home! :D :D :D Hahaha! I want to go find the western stall aunty and say HI! DO YOU STILL REMEMBER ME? And tell her how much I miss her omelette. :D

And find my gay!!!!! :D AH LIAN! :D Ohhh. And 0723B. :D Ms Yun and Mr Wong! :D

-.- Okay wait. I'm supposed to be there for friendly match. I just realised it's not a tour kind of thing where you get free time to roam around the school. :( Come hall find me will you? Ooooooh. Then I can pass Emma Lee Lay Jia the stupid loudspeaker the money. :D

But then. The thought of revisiting the scary place where gigantic millipedes crawl around like nobody's business freaks me out.

Did I tell you, I'm actually scared of gummy worms?

...

Even typing that out makes me feel retarded. But I can't deny, I'm really scared of gummy worms. Even though I know perfectly well they're just stupid sweets. I can't help it, really. It's such a huge phobia that I had to look away when Melissa or Yixin are holding gummy worms. And when they offered it to me I back away. AND. I absolutely can't stand the sight of them putting those things in their mouths. I'm paranoid, but I totally can't help it.

I'm sure if you throw a gummy worm at me, I'll cry.

I think if you throw a real worm at me, I won't stop crying for three days.

Yawns.

Got to get some sleep. I hate to do things I don't like. And I don't like homework. Therefore I won't do the MI assignment. Anyway, that ice cream doesn't even know my name, can you believe it. Today during PW I was blanking out when she kept nagging and nagging at my group table (other groups she only talk 5-7 minutes, ours she talk for 20 minutes can!). And then she was talking to me while I was stoning. So she tried to call for my attention but she didn't know my name! And when I finally looked back at her, I stoned again and she nagged at me for falling asleep with eyes open. Stupid ice cream with weird hair. I suddenly think Mrs Yeo rocks. LOL LOL LOL.

Ah and Mdm Wong sms me yesterday to tell me she miss "you people", referring to 4/1 obviously, after she saw the note I left at her pigeon hole. I wrote her a lame joke the other time I went back to find Fiona and to get O's cert. Haha. I miss her so much too!!! :( Maths sucks without her. I love ice creams but I don't love ice creams that teach Maths and PW and is my form teacher.

There's at least one of her lessons everyday, can? Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Okay. Drink milk, then bedtime. |-)

Tags >>

chunkit > ... My sense of direction sucks, so? I won't die of it so thank you for your concern.

fiona > LOL. Miffy looks spastic. Start counting down to prep prelims! Get out of the diamond list lah! Haiyo. Do something and score 10 times better than Jeremy! Haha!

lingyi > Ha! How?

harnhwei > Everybody has eyes so everybody can tell you're TINY. LOL. And it's been 17 days since I last saw you. That's two and a half weeks and I didn't even have a good look at you the other time at East Coast before you disappeared to who-knows-where?

sokmui > I don't have the song! Get from Weisiang lah.

perlin > :D

aaron > Aaron looks better than aaron. aAron looks twit and you tend to leave out the first "a" and it becomes Aron.

shihwei > Lol, yea I remember you. You're the guy-with-handwriting-nicer-than-mine.

jas > YAH. And she blogs more often than you can! You can't even match up with her!! Everyday busy drinking Campbell soup arh? Hahaha! FOJJ. LOL.

emma > Should be real one? If not how to get those pictures? :D

Sunday, April 22, 2007
♥ Assume

This is way way way way COOL LAH.

Laozhabor.blogspot

Haha! She even took neoprints! So cool can. :D

Sometimes I amaze myself so much. Ten minutes ago I got so pissed at Aaron for emo-ing and asking me questions I don't really want to answer. Then I read Laozhabor.blogspot.com and got so wow-ed and happy. Is that all it takes to make me happy?

Haaaaa. No lah, it just meant that I wasn't as pissed with Aaron as I thought I was.

I've got 241898777 tutorials I don't know how to do. Physics lecture test tomorrow. -screams and yanks Sandy's hair- Ahhh, I feel too tired for anything.

Haiyo, I think it's confession time to Ali again. Yah lah, there're things I didn't tell Ali. Thought I'll do fine by myself. It's not getting worse, but it's not getting better either. Don't bother guessing. You won't guess it, even with 900 tries. I'm serious.

Suddenly. I think I'm going to regret posting that last paragraph. Both ways. Stop assuming, you, yes you. Stop assuming things. Whatever you're thinking, it's nothing like that, I said so. I hate it when people infer things that aren't the least bit true from what I type, what I say, or what I don't type or say. Go figure. No wait, don't figure. Don't even think.

Sometimes I hate your brains because they assume. Conclusions shouldn't be that easy drawn. If it is, it wouldn't be called conclusion. If drawn, it wouldn't even conclude. Haa, I'm confusing you again. :D

Okay, I've to stop. Headache's a professional killer. :(

♥ Season

Everybody's falling sick. Take care, Sokmui, Priscilla, Anson, Laimeng. Got to do with the weather, or what? Falling sick season huh?

Woke up at 7.30am today, and it's been one and a half hours since I'm awake. I feel like a walking BBQ pit. Gone training yesterday with bad flu and not that bad fever, because the coach warned me on Thursday that I've to come on Saturday no matter what. And because I've got inborn Coach Phobia, I went for the training.

I just sneezed, again. I've sneezed at least 20 times since I woke up. Makes me feel so gillian. And back hurts each time I sneeze. Training tomorrow, provided I'm well enough to even make it to school.

Why do I feel so ke lian. -.-

Ah I should bathe and get some more sleep.

My birthday wish this year is double 5am everyday. Lol. I want 25 hours a day. And 5am is my favourite time of the day. Have I said why? Another time then say, lah. Eyelids feel hot.

Bye bye.

Friday, April 20, 2007
♥ Thumbs down

This entry pains me alot to type it out, so if you decide to read it, make sure you read every single pained word I've painstakingly typed. Ouch. It hurts to type SPACE because i used my thumb.

...!

Sucks lah. Ball crashed into my thumb when playing Captains' Ball today. The Crack sound was so loud I thought three fingers cracked or something. I never really realised how important my thumb is to me until today. I couldn't even shampoo properly. I'm so sorry, thumb. For neglecting you all my life. If I promise to thank you for every little thing you do in the future, will you be nice and stop hurting?

And I'm so freaking sad because we didn't even score once during Captains' Ball! :( Only five from my class joined James's class because the rest had to retake the items they failed for NAPFA. Not a single goal can!!! I'm super sad.

Ah no wonder lah, today's Friday.

First lesson of the day and I got chased out of the class, along with some other people, for not handing in GP homework. Double period, leh. Sian. And the worse thing is. I freaking did the compre but I didn't hand it in. That was the only homework I did at Macs the other day with Weeyang, Jaslyn and gang. But I didn't hand it in and got chased out of class because of that. It made me feel bad. :(

Aaron, I think Fridays still sucks more than Mondays. Fridays are the worst days in the week, still. Regardless.

On a lighter note, the watch I thought I lost was found! Yay! :D Lai Meng kept it for me when I left it in the hall after training yesterday! :D

Speaking of training, you know, I felt so depressed after training yesterday again. Ended at 8.10pm and I changed and walked out of the school. Time was 8.15pm and I walked all the way to the side gate to realise it's locked. Zzz! So I walked back into the school and attempted walking to the main gate which I recall is near the parade square. I walked to the parade square, but somehow got lost and ended up near the bookshop. o.O? Uh. So I continued walking and walking till I heard voices, and there! Got badminton people waiting for their parents to come and fetch them (TSK). Yea, so I found the main gate and walked all the way out to the bus stop.

Time when reached overhead bridge was 8.22pm. I missed a 961 when I was halfway on the bridge. Tsk! So I thought, nevermind, wait for the next bus, NEVERMIND man. I thought I'll have to wait freaking long but less than 5 minutes later another 961 appeared.

I FREAKING FLAGGED THE BUS BUT THE BUS DRIVER JUST SPED PAST ME.

!!!

And I'm visible okay. I was wearing a white shirt. And I'm the only person standing at the bus stop flagging like mad. There's no way the bus driver didn't see me. But he freaking ignored me!!!! >:(

I was so angry I literally screamed into the phone, other end Aaron.

It was around 8.45pm when I boarded a 961 who has an uncle nice enough to stop the bus for me. I wanted to thank him for stopping the bus for me, but I thought that was dumb since that's what bus drivers do what. Stop the bus and let people board, lah. If not what? Drive and drive an empty bus? But now that I think of it, I should have thanked him lah, damn it. I was the only person at the bus stop, and he could have sped past and maybe get home a little earlier, and there's nothing I can do if he doesn't stop the bus anyway. So I should have thanked him.

So anyway, I reached home at 9.20pm which is very fast already. Many thanks to the uncle who drives the bus fast, AND still made the effort to stop for every passenger. He (whoever he is) rocks. Yea. :)

10.01pm. No wonder I feel so so so so so sleepy.

Bedtime. Actually I've got more to say. Another time perhaps. :)

emma > Haha. Are you ever going to ask me to your house for bbq/Mahjong/play with your dogs? Okay leave the last one out. Yea I actually miss your voice, how weird is that. Haha!

gillian > Haha! I'm always trying to look out for you whenever 901 passes by Innova, though I know I won't be able to see you. Lol. Haha, see you SOOOON! Eh? You're not chunying. Haha. Nevermind! See you SOON too! :D

fiona > MIFFY! Haha! Miffy looks spastic with a cross as the mouth. Lol. And you bian tai, standing broad jump jump so far for what. Haha! Pepper Lunch hen hao chi! Hahaha! (points at Aaron and laughs, LOL)

chunying > Yea yea yea!! Let's meet up SOON, study SOON, so that we can bah bah black sheep have you any wool. Hahahaha! (I CAN SING IT IN TUNE ALREADY! I think.) LOL. And you spastic, you haven't tell me SOON fact of the day for a long time already! Hahahahaha! :D

Hunger for knowledge HA

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
♥ So old?

Well, hello.

I feel bad for skipping Maths makeup lecture today although it starts at 5.20pm and I've all the reasons to skip it so that I won't reach home at 7.30pm and start cursing for the nth time, where n > 9000000, how far NJ is from Woodlands. But still, skipping lessons makes me a bad student. :( Nah, shut up, what's being a bad student compared to reaching home at 7.30pm because of the longggggggggggg journey home.

NAH. It's not far. It's not far. It's not far. 1 hour and 40 minutes of bus ride, not including waiting time for the cursed 961, plus 10 minutes 901 ride, IS NOT LONG. Yea. I've high charge density, the positive side, lah.

I've been telling myself, if I use enough Chemistry and Physics and Maths and Econs terms in my real life, like the high charge density part, I may start understanding what Chemistry is all about. And the protonic joke.

Ah and I felt really stupid when I asked the Chem teacher where's the head of the ion when she said "head-to-head" bond. -.-

Anyway, I was on 961 today and I was getting bored on bus when one of these two NYGH girls sat down beside me and another one was standing next to her. And they were talking about how difficult Differentiation and Integration is, and one of them said "until now I still can't understand what is the use of discriminant". Lol, then I found myself smiling, I wonder why? Haha. That sounded like something I said last year, so similar. But it put myself at a whole different bay from where they are. It's like, a difference of one year and yet I feel so so much older.

So like I said, I was bored, so I turned to them and explained discriminant. Like if b square minus 4 a c is larger than 0, it means there are two different roots, and if it's equal to 0, there is only one root, and if it's smaller than 0, there are no roots. And then I explained roots. And then I taught them differentiation and even rate of change. (I'm not even sure if all that I taught was correct, but they didn't seem to object, so it should be? Haha.)

Lol, and they took it all in like I'm their teacher at school. It didn't make me feel good you know, I felt weird. Like, this is not the reaction I'm expecting. I mean, when I teach, of all things, MATHS, everybody look doubtful, throwing me Are-you-sures. But then when I taught it to two girls who're only a year younger than I am, it felt as though I was teaching primary 1 kids and they make me think I must look very full of myself but I really aren't.

And then I realise, ha, it must be the NJ uniform isn't it. So it all voice down to the title, still. Being in the top 5 JCs does mean something (though we all know it actually doesn't), to them at least. There, I realised how superficial people really are. Judgement by looks is bad enough, judgement by uniform is worse. Haaaaaa.

Ha, and I was smiling to myself at that thought, that these two girls here think that being in NJ is all that counts. That O's is all that measures how smart a person is. Wrong lah, so wrong. And I found myself telling them, "Don't concentrate on studying. Concentrate on your friends." One girl said "You so smart, obviously don't need to study lah." I didn't know what to say, so I just smiled. And look away before the conversation continues. Every passing second talking to them makes me feel very very much older, I don't know why.

Don't you people feel, it's only four months since you graduated from secondary school, but you feel so much older already? Or is it just me?

Lol, and I overheard the girls saying it's Week 5 of Term 2 already. Have you realised, second intakers, that it's you're halfway through your fifth week at your new JC already? That it's been 5 weeks into JAE, and that's half of your Term 2? Scary isn't it.

I wish time will slow down, just for me. Because I'm still chasing, far far behind.

But I think I can adapt to NJ, still. It's hard not to adapt when I'm that retarded, lah. Yah, I kind of believe that I'm retarded. And I can't help it. Yea, and believing in myself and everything else makes life 60% brighter (or maybe it's the bright-red-tie effect). I've picked up Confidence from the roadside a few days ago. And Confidence keeps me going because it keeps my head up and I can look where I'm going.

Hahahahaha! Did you get the joke?

Confidence > Head up > Can look where I'm going > Keeps me going. Get it get it?

Anyway, I'm used to telling jokes that no one laughs. It just makes me 0.000002% more retarded. It's okay man. I've surviving, living, enjoying. :D

Except for the fact that I've to see a gigantic ice cream that nags everyday...

:D I said nothing! :D

Have some apple juice and I think I need to pick up Patience too. I've to stop hating 961! Yep. :D

Training tomorrow and the only thing I dread about training is the journeyyyyyyyyyyyyyy home. Okay, stay protonic. Training will be great! Worth the ride and the fatigue. It's giving me the perfect chance to pick up Patience! YEA! :D

(But still, I finally recall one of the reasons why I chose to join badminton was because, CHUNYING!!!! YOUR AH SOON SAID CAN LEAVE AT ANY TIME. SEE. HE LIED AGAIN. He's such a liar. But it's okay, everything's okay as long as chunying xihuan. HA!)

Lol, bye!

Tags >>

jas > LOL. LOL. LOL. OH YAH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! My, I should have videoed it down. Why didn't you remind me?! Could have posted it under the title "Best Depression Therapy for ANYONE". Hahaha! "great image"?!?! VJ badminton players aren't spastic huh. That's so sad can! Then why are you in there?! They never kick you out because they want your salt right! Hahaha!

aaron > Nice person. I wonder what made me say that. Oh yah, 25 hours without sleep. No wonder I said such things.

weeyang > Haha! WEEYANG IS MY LAUGHTER VENDING MACHINE!! Hahahaha! You're destructive can! Hahaha, but everytime I open my pencilcase and see the one-out-of-six-parts of your deceased plastic ruler I can't help laughing! LOL. Even your ruler that has died a painful death looks funny lah! Hahaha!

emma > Haha! Don't bother about Chemistry man! (looks over to gillian) I MEAN, don't bother about topping Chemistry when there's a gillian around. Top other things lah! Pawn other things!!! Maths, Bio, Geog, GP? Haha! TOP YOUR SCHOOL yea. And I can't believe I'm saying this, but I think I miss your voice. LOL. O.O

Fiona > Sup sup sup! Haha. Why does it feel like forever since we last met when it's actually less than 5 days ago?! Haha. Those NYGH girls remind me of you lah! Differentiation is chicken. (I still remember myself telling you last year how nuts I am at Differentiation... Haha.) Let's study another time, IN THE DAY. Haha! :D

crazycrab > YES we all know that. Just that so many times she spill water at something only she thinks it's funny. So many things I said aren't meant to be jokes lah! Lol. How are you anyway? Anyone died of your cold jokes in RJ? Hahaha!

gillian > YES I WANT TO STUDY WITH YOU!!!! I haven't shown you the Chem test I failed remember? Haha. You've been banned to study? Huh? I can go your house already! :D

Sunday, April 15, 2007
♥ Awake

7.54am and it's been 25 and a half hours since I last slept.

Don't be dumb, I'm not so depressed that I decided to kill myself slowly by refraining from sleep. Besides, who told you I'm depressed? I'm loving it in NJ. Yea. Don't doubt it.

Lack of sleep causes weird side effects. One of the many include not talking sense, dollars, cheques, cashcards, ez link cards and oh, tapping the lock.

Lol. I think Tiny is right to say I enjoy making fun of myself. How many times had it been me saying "I've to stop laughing at myself for others to stop laughing at me"? See, I just said it again. But it never happens, duh, because for some reasons, I'm dumb enough to not be able to stop laughing at myself. See, I just did it again.

Anywayy, if you're wondering what I was doing last night, I'm not going to tell you because I feel lazy recounting the number of hours I've lost stoning at AMK Macs where I'm supposed to be studying with the rest. Ah, I just told you what I did last night even though I said I'm not going to tell you. That's the 217419278th time I'm proven I'm stupid.

Uh. It turned out to be quite a crowd, somehow. Conclusion is the people came are chunying, Weeyang, Fiona, Spiky, Jaslyn, Aaron, Hanhui, Ganjiahao and me. And I know it's a very weird combination. Somehow it just happened.

I felt like fried rice yesterday when there's Weeyang and Jaslyn around, and then there's Fiona and Spiky around, and then there's Hanhui and Aaron around, and then chunying's around, so when friends of different frequencies meet together it gets messy because I don't talk to Fiona the way I talk to Hanhui, and I don't talk to Jaslyn the way I talk to chunying. Uh, so I was really weird yesterday, and I couldn't help it.

I managed to study nothing. Ah, managed sounds too productive. I meant, I didn't manage to study anything. I enjoyed feeling weird though, okay, that's weird. No, I'm weird. Nevermind. Maybe it's the 25 hours working on me.

There's lots of things to blog about because whenever something really spastic happens, someone or myself will remind me to blog about it. But I never really do because I'm getting old and senile and I keep forgetting things. OH I remember!! Aha. chunying thinks that wires are short.

(inserts Weeyang's illustration of chunying's impression of wires)

It's supposed to be funny but because I can't insert Weeyang in my blog, you won't really know what I'm talking about.

But anyway, the spastic thing is spastic Weeyang reminded Spiky about 21974 times to bring the wire for his laptop along so that we can show chunying what a wire looks like. And chunying looked like she was really keen on undertaking Mr Merlion's current job. She kept wanting to spit water at us because somehow or the other, she's always drinking water when we (or rather Weeyang) do something funny. And then when she finally swallows the water she has in her mouth, she'll start hitting me like I'm the one who made her laugh. 9.8 times out of 10 times I wasn't the one deliberately doing anything funny.

She just thinks that whatever I do has to be funny because I'm spastic. That's a super biased opinion because I'm really not that spastic afterall.

Ah and I laughed at Weeyang so hard I cried last night. Can't remember what was it. But he's just super funny can. He says I'm entertained by him, and he's entertained by me because I'm so entertained by him. -.-

Weird. Why is it that I can't think of why I laughed so hard at Weeyang at any of the instances?! I remember pointing at him and laughing so many times, but I can't remember for what. -.- Nevermind. He's just very spastic. Jaslyn or chunying refresh my memory please?

WOAH. Aaron was right when he told me "pseudo" meant "fake". And he isn't that irritating afterall, lah. He helped me buy Teh-si yesterday. Which was really kind because I was 90% sure he will say No, get it yourself or something along that mean line. But he helped! Wow! That's SO amazing!

8.22am. I'm hungry.

I feel like skipping school tomorrow.

LOL I thought of something funny and I actually laughed out loud. But then right after I laughed I can't remember what is it. Haaaaaa.

I think I need some good laugh. Where's the nearest laughter vending machine?

Ah? No such thing?

Okay lor. I'll play with kill Sandy then.

Tags >>

Sarah > Lol. Some keyboards look really edible don't they. Like you can pluck the keys out and munch them. Heh look who's talking lah. You're the one who drank perfume okay. Hahaha!

Wilson & Spiky > Why hasn't anyone said anything about putting Wilson under B Girls instead of B Boys last year?! Haha, at least Yongkiat only gu niang abit. Not like some Canoeing (?)macho(?) with a expanding chest. Haha!

Weeyang > Haha! Cause you're scary mah! But you're still more funny than scary. And what was it that you did that I laughed so hard at?! Lol. And "shou" with Mooncake? Haha, what's wrong with that? She's my teammate if I happen to stay in badminton. :)

Aaron > There really was a green balloon in front of us last night. I'm not hallucinating, so you were the one blind enough to not see it.

Emma > Haha! Plan hao hao lai arh! Second attempt to plan a gathering huh? Yea JIAYOU IN IJ. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TOP THE SCHOOL YOU SPEAKER. Start with topping the class. If not next time no topping for your ice cream, cake, or anything. Haha!

Fiona > Fiona is spastic. Thereotically proven. By the SS essay "Very far". Hahahahahaha!!! Improve your freaking SS arh!!!!!!

You saw me when I was visible, duh. But not when I'm invisible, double duh. That proves something already.

Bye!

Friday, April 13, 2007
♥ Long entry

吻 - 萧亚轩

如果时间能把我们的思念稀释了　
从此以后互不相干各自爱着别的人
只要不遇见忽然下雨的清晨　
在起床的时候　
会莫名的失神

说好决定要努力忘了啊　
为何还有泪停在脸颊
你身边是否还是那个她　
取代我在你醒来吻你吗　
取代我在你醒来吻你吗

如果当时我们都能够勇敢的承认　
因为太在乎对方所以才倔强的等待着
后来每个失眠的午夜时分　
还不愿意后悔　
却忍不住会问

说好决定要努力忘了啊　
为何还有泪停在脸颊
你身边是否还是那个她　
取代我在你睡前吻你吗　
取代我在你睡前吻你吗

那段流着眼泪寻找解答的日子　
已过去了
只是没想到爱情要　
我们付出漫长想念代价

说好决定要努力忘了啊　
为何还有泪停在脸颊
你身边是否还是那个她　
取代我在你醒来吻你吗　
取代我在你睡前吻你吗

9.58pm and surprisingly I don't feel sleep creeping into me.

Those thoughts, can't be true. When things get a little to sensitive to touch. Trust me when I say I know.

Ah Tiny pangseh me today, telling me he can't make it only when I boarded the bus. >:( But I've got my best girlfriends to entertain me still. Haaaaaa. I called Priscilla, Sokmui, chunying and even Fiona because I was bored on the bus. And Priscilla brought Siewboon along. Sokmui was dismissed late so she didn't come. And chunying, aha, she had to go home and use her Weihong's pot to cook dinner for the seven wonders.

Fiona came and I taught her Physics! :D And then we had dinner, Priscilla went for her Astronomy Club -.- and Fiona and I went home.

Tiny called and damn it lah, Tiny, I should have said 'yes, let's meet at Woodlands' when you asked. I didn't know I will lose sleep now.

No, actually I know. But I just thought I should be so tired I won't realise what my heart has been telling me and what my mind has been doing to avoid it.

By the way, this song is nice. Wen by Elva. Weisiang, help me get it because I tried Baidu but I got 6 failed downloads. :D

I was telling Sokmui, Art Club sounds really tempting. Seriously, I wouldn't even think of quitting badminton if not because it ends at 8pm and the earliest I can reach home is 9.30pm. And I've to pretend I'm muscle ache free at home because my mother has been telling me to quit badminton because she says my back is going to break one day. I told her I won't break my back, and then I started laughing because I thought of the connection between "brokeback" and me being gay with gillian. Then she thought I thought she was joking so she got angry with me and didn't talk to me for three hours. -.-

So anyway, the point is, I can't even look like I've muscle aches or my parents will give me the "why are you doing this to yourself" look and tell me the 101 benefits of sleeping early. Plus the fact that I'm not young anymore (yes they keep insisting that I'm old and my bones will shatter sooner or later -.-), and the fact that my backbone did crack just made it worse. And then they'll go into how tired I look in the morning and how not tired I will look if I sleep early. The whole thing lasts for about two of three hours, with intervals of maybe 15 minutes in between. And then they'll tell me, but the decision is still mine, and that they can't do anything if I'm really so stubborn.

And that makes me feel like a really stubborn kid who loves eating the keyboard and won't listen to the parents who tell him keyboards aren't tasty. Blah. Okay, maybe not that bad. I'm the stubborn kid who loves eating the keyboard and KNOW that keyboards aren't tasty but still won't listen to the parents who tell me to stop eating keyboards simply because I can't stop eating keyboards.

... Nevermind. What I wanted to say was, I can't really quit badminton now because I already know the girls well. And they are really short of people to play for the tournament. And I got the coach to restring my racket. And the coach knows my name. And the coach made fun of my name. And I like the coach. And this and that. And so I'm somewhat committed already. So I can't just say, sorry I don't like the training or sorry I don't think I want to join badminton afterall. Because that's too irresponsible a thing to say.

And I know I won't be able to bring myself to quit now.

Zzz....!

This entry is longgggg. You must be really bored of my life my now. So, bye bye.

Tags >>

spiky > Aha. Okay! You go organise one! I'll come. :D

Sarah > Yea! So actually badminton people can join Photographic Society too!! O.O Haha!

2359hours > You're, Siyuan? Yea, the tag looks like crap. BUT THE TIE'S FREAKING NICE!!! I love red ties against grey uniforms. Ha! :D

Weeyang > LOL. She was outside waiting for me (me meh...? LOL) Hahaha. And yea! I'll see you again tomorrow! :D

Fiona > Aha. Okay, Weeyang and I will try to motivate you tomorrow! (If we can) Hahaha. Study study study!! Don't entertain yourself with your sources of entertainment anymore! :D Lol and I'm alright lah! Yesterday's entry was biased because the long bus ride made me grumpy. Haha. :D

Ali > We Are Adjusting. Nothing's wrong and everything's going to be alright, I promise. :) Thanks Buddy for understanding everything and making me feel like I understand everything too. :)

Jas > Lol. Whenever I train at NJ I start missing you can. :(

Wilson > Aha you canoeing change to Dragonboat guy still dare say me! How come you never join badminton leh? Lol. (thinks of your expanding chest) Hahahahahaha! And where's our fried rice!!!! Tsk!

Sokmui > Aha. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D YEA we must stay protonic!!! Cheer up too yea! :D

yy > WOW! O.O You tagged! With your six fingers! That's SO AMAZING! Yep, after four years I still think your six fingers are amazing. Uh, anyway, Weeyang will be angry if he sees you tag to ask me to quit badminton, even though you added just joking. Haha.

Thursday, April 12, 2007
♥ DEPRESSED

Trainings are making me really depressed. I can't be in any worse mood than now because it's so late and I've been sleeping late for the past 4 days.

It makes me can't be bothered to blog further.

And I'm seriously considering quitting badminton now because I really feel pathetic, calfs, thighs and back aching. And I'm trying to tell myself my backbone's not hurting at all.

I wonder if I'll still be alive tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm sorry Priscilla for refusing you straight when you asked for a favour. That was rude, but I felt really pissed when I came online to go some GP project and some cultural mapping crap and nobody seemed interested to even discuss? And then 5 MSN conversations popped up to ask me about notes and things I've promised to do but haven't.

That kind of sucks when everyone should know it's 10.19pm and I'm usually 40% awake but having slept less than usual for the past four days, I'm only left with 2% sanity.

If NJ is anywhere even NEAR Woodlands, I think I'll be 17% happier.

BUT it isn't.

AND THAT MAKES ME FREAKING DEPRESSED.

I think I'm going to cry tonight. Or maybe I should cry to my brother and freak him out so much so that he sponsors me cabfare for everyday. HA I WISH.

Doubt you care anyway.

I can't just quit now, can I?

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
♥ And Badminton! :D

Dear Sokmui, my irregular entries are not due to my (struggling) attempts to like NJ, nor is it because I'm so depressed to the point I can't type because my fingers are too sad to move or my eyes have ran away from NJ. Anyway, I only one day never blog what. Very irregular meh. I blog at least once every two days lor.

Ah. And I didn't blog yesterday because there was badminton training and I reached home at 9.30pm, gone to bed at 10pm and am damn freaking sleepy today. AND IT'S 9.11PM ALREADY. I haven't done the second draft for PI, due tomorrow. Zzz. Yet I still bother to blog.

Oh and you know what you know what! On Monday (or is it Friday?) I went to school and I saw a red tie on a grey uniform! I was staring at it while walking through the atrium then I saw ANOTHER ONE! And another one! And more more more red ties on grey uniforms! I was SO high can. Then I realised they're council applicants. OH. MY. GOD. WHY DIDN'T I RUN FOR COUNCIL?!!?! They get to wear the tie for a week plus! THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

I know you're thinking I can just wear the red tie since there're people wearing it in the school and I won't look so guai lan. But no, those council applicants wear a big name tag with their number on it. It looks kind of stupid, but I won't mind if you let me wear the red tie. So! I should have just spent the $4 and in return wear the tie for a week. And then fail the campaign anyway because no one will vote for me. Haa.

Oh my. Friendly with AJ = Getting thrashed tomorrow. Haa! But I'll get to see chunying and Weeyang and Priscilla!! Yep I'll be in AJ tomorrow! :D (I never thought I'll say AJ with a smiley but after a month plus in NJ, anything can happen.) And a combination of Weeyang plus Meigui and Soonkiat plus chunying means lots and lots of fun! Hahahahaha! ^5 Weeyang! :D

For some reasons, I'm happy today. I wonder why? Maybe it's the red ties among the grey cheering me up. Ha.

9.23pm! AND I HAVEN'T DONE PI! Tsk tsk. :(

I actually have got lots more to say. But, I guess some things should be kept to myself. Till the time is right? Nah, there'll be no right time. Gone before you know it? Yea.

Pictures of badminton gathering at Plaza Sing's Seoul! :D Actually, all the pictures are up on Jaslyn's blog too. But I'm nice so I'm uploading them as well. :)

These aren't all the photos, right? Ah. When Lao Rens are the ones holding the cameras, you can't expect to get all the photos because duh, they're lao rens and 80% of the time they won't remember which photos they've sent you and which they've not. Okay I think I should stop chiding the Lao Rens because I'm a Lao Ren soon-to-be. O_O Woo did I just say I'm grown up?

Nevermind, pictures, anyway.



All the girls. So I didn't forget anyone the last time I listed them out yea. Michelle, the one in pink on my left was being spastic when she wiped her wet hands on my head and say she's watering the flower. -.- I was too sleepy then to mind. But now that I think of it, #^%^&$!. Okay, nevermind. She's a old (she's like what, 19?!) and retired Lao Ren. So I won't gen ta ji jiao. Herh.





Night views at Esplanade. Pretty cool don't you think. It's populated with couples, lah. And I thought it was kind of weird for us to be making noise there. Ha.

Group photos!



I ♥ them! :D And Terry seems to be in a really awkward standing position. Why's he bending his knees anyway? There isn't anyone behind him is there? -.-? Lol, maybe it's Tofu the ultimate Lao Ren holding him down. Heh. And Junting went missing because Perlin overtook him. LOL. Jenna had her arm over Ruyan?! o.O Woo. Jenna is a really nice person. No underlying meaning, if you'll believe me.

Lol. And there's weird vegetables in the background. Ha that's random.

Ah then Ruyan suggested taking a picture with her friend who's been helping us take pictures. So we did.



Fiona was tortured by Dua Jia. Poor her. Woo and Junting appeared to overtake Perlin again! Hahaha! And Terry is standing straight but with an equally awkward victory pose... Lol. I thereby conclude Terry the Lao Ren can't take pictures. (Remember his sleeping pose the other time for the badminton chalet pictures? Haha!) And what's that he's holding anyway? Newspapers? Lao Rens love reading newspapers huh. Hahaha. :D

Yep. That's all. 5 photos nia. Haha.

Tags >>

Weeyang > Yea! Okay, let's mug on Saturday after my training. :D Afternoon. Mug at KAP okay? :D Haha. I'll ask chunying along and let's make Soonkiat go too! (though I don't know how to make him go...) Hahaha! :D

Aaron > You closed your blog. :(

Jas > " u sound so fierce when u told her got sk and yy sitting theere.. she must think there's a lion in u.. -.-"?? I sounded fierce?!! No I didn't! I was super ultra polite can! You hear wrongly lah!! I where got fierce lor. :(

Emma > LOL. Smart people in your class will motivate you to be smart what! Mug mug mug!! Cannot be top then be second lor. If not third also not bad. Haha. And oei organiser who planned a flopped gathering, plan again! :D

Fiona > Aha. When are we going to play badminton?! Next week lah, can? This week damn busy. Or do you have to study for preps already? Want meet out to study on Saturday?

Ali > LOL LOL LOL.

10.02pm! BEDTIME! :D

Sunday, April 08, 2007
♥ Spell

It's Sunday night, a few hours from Monday and the sky's darkening to the extent it's making me really sad.

Hard as I tried, I doubt I still like it in NJ.

Talk cock lah. Why not give up your stupid place for someone who really deserves it there.

Okay. I'll stop saying I don't like NJ.

On a happier note, I mugged with chunying today at KAP and we saw Charis again! Lol. That makes "I see Charis at KAP everytime I go there" true, because it's only our second time there. And chunying is still as crazy over COUGHS. Lol.

Ah. And chunying says the next time we mug, she wants someone who knows Physics and Maths to be around. I self-volunteered to be the one good at Physics and Maths but she gave me a Errrrrrrr, topped with a very doubtful look. That so hurt my feelings can. :( So anywayyy, we all know who she's trying to hint at, lah. :D Haha, so she threw me a challenge, because she says he'll never agree to mugging.

And I kind of know that is true, based on what Weeyang said. But I still accepted the challenge anyway. Because I'm dumb enough to like stupid challenges. Ah and Weeyang! Let's mug together!! (I think chunying can die when she studies with both of us lah? Haha!) Yep. :D

8.06pm. Did I forget something?

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. Happy?

Lol. Sometimes I think I'm so fried I make really good fried rice. But I'm not rice, leh. (suddenly thinking about gillian sitting at the beach and making fried rice -.-) Ha.

I miss Ali suddenly.

My eyelid can't stop twitching. It's been twitching for like, four or five days already? I wanted to blog about it twitching on the second day, but I forgot. And I remembered because it just twitched again. Not enough sleep, huh?

Haaaaaaaa. Speak of the (devil) Ali. MSN pops. Woo. But I'm going offline yea.

Reply tags another time. :)

Saturday, April 07, 2007
♥ Sandy

I was so happy yesterday because I met the badminton people! :D :D :D Although not everyone came; Ruth, Charmaine and Spiky couldn't make it. And Joan probably migrated to Saturn without telling anyone. Lol. But still, so many others came!

Jaslyn, Fiona, Jenna, Weeyang, Yongkiat, Soonkiat, Yongyuan, Wilson.
Perlin, Ningxin, Michelle, Ellie, Kaiyi, Junting, double Weilongs, Teehong, even Ruyan came. Lol.

I think I missed out some. But haiya, it's 9.14pm and 7/8 of my brain is already asleep. I'm not in bed because I'm still feeling full after KFC. Zzz.

Ah. And when Ruyan almost sat down with her friend at the two empty seats beside me, Yongkiat said it was too obvious I don't want them there. Eh! I got pause awhile then say very nicely that those seats are for Yongyuan and Soonkiat okay! Aha. And I forgot to look at Fiona's expression. Lol, I bet hers is even more obvious, lah.

Oh, and I'm supposed to be mugging overnight with chunying today but we both went for the Fourone outing at East Coast today and I'm super sleepy. I woke up at 6am today, and I slept at what, 11pm yesterday lah! Ahhhhhhhh and it's 100 days since my grandmother's death today so I can go people's houses from tomorrow onwards already...

MAHJONG!! :D

Lol. So anyway, we postponed our mugging date to tomorrow morning. We're meeting at 8am. Yea. I wonder why I agreed. Oh, because she said to meet at Woodlands. And so my brain only processed the Woodlands part and not the 8am part. AH! MEET AT 8AM?!?! Eh, actually okay lah. 7.30am is the usual time I wake up mah. Lol.

Um. And I've to say, Aaron is a huge idiot because he threw sand on girls. I wouldn't have minded if he threw sand on Haobo lah, but he threw sand on gillian! >:( And I got sand on my hair too. He made us really dirty and he didn't even apologise. Some people never change huh. Stupid irritant.

(chunying is an idiot too. What's with piyo piyo?! -.-)

Mhmmmm. Weeyang, Jaslyn! Send me the pics taken yesterday! :D

Friday, April 06, 2007
♥ 961 WHERE??

I think Meng Li Hua is an addictive song.

There was training yesterday and although it ended half an hour earlier, I was still sleepy on the bus because it was already 8pm and there was a jam on Bukit Timah. And all the red headlights around me tell me I'm going to reach home at 9pm. So I was so sad I began talking to my finger.

... No, I didn't. I'm not that zi bi, lah.

Anyway, I was feeling cold and hungry and sleepy on the bus I began considering quitting badminton because

1. It ends at 8pm.
2. Soonkiat says I just have to tell someone I'm not feeling well then I can leave early.
3. But leaving early at 7 plus means a even worse jam along the road, which makes reaching home the same time as it will if I leave at 8pm.
4. So I can leave at 6pm.
5. But leaving at 6pm will mean a bus as crowded as Orchard Road on Christmas eve. And it still. Jams.
6. So I can leave at 5pm.
7. And that means I train for half an hour because training officially starts at 4pm but it really actually starts at 4.30pm.
8. So I may as well quit it.

Or.

I can pretend to be a PRC scholar and live at Hwa Chong boarding house. You know, everytime I stand at the bus stop waiting 38927 donkey years before 961 comes, I get so jealous of all those NJ PRC scholars walking into Hwa Chong. Like, 20 minutes later they'll have bathed and are under their blankets. And I still have 38926 years to weather away. Waiting for the bus that never comes.

Another thing is, I hit myself a total of five times yesterday during training and I've got bruises and cuts on my hands and legs. And that makes me feel so retarded because common sense tells everyone that you hit the shuttle, not yourself, during badminton.

Ah. Nevermind.

Badminton gathering later. Yay! :D :D :D :D :D

Ah. 10.34am. No afternoon nap today. :(

Tags >>

jas > -.- There's no more kaya balls already. The aunty stopped selling. So sad huh. But Priscilla got the aunty's handphone number. LOL. And yah, I miss Jaslyn brand salt! Hahahaha!

weeyang > YES. I'll treasure every single one of your cold jokes from now on! Haha. Too much Chemistry until overflow to your Chemistry. HAHA! I want some Physics too! XD

wilson > YOUR CHEST STILL CAN GET BIGGER?! O.O Will burst arh! Stop growing lah, you DNG. Hahaha!

sarah > They bite because they're unloved? No leh. They're unloved because they bite! Hahaha. Aiyah, either way mosquitoes are irritating. Haha. And yea, I'll try to come later for the Fourone outing yea? Maybe meet you all for late lunch or teatime or something. Lol. :)

aaron > Dawn broke already! :D Three days left till nightime again! Enjoy your daytime! :D

Bye! :D

Wednesday, April 04, 2007
♥ Be Protonic!

It's Thursday tomorrow and there's no school on Friday so! Can you feel dawn breaking soon again?!

Haha. But there's Physics tomorrow. And we're to complete some tutorial that I really tried doing, going through the notes and everything but I really can't understand non-rectilinear motion. Some horizontal then vertical and then voila you get a dumb answer and you scream Yippee because you've a little more brains than me.

... But then again, I'll be protonic (positive) and believe that I WILL UNDERSTAND PHYSICS ONE FINE DAY! Yea. At least I know how to do rectilinear, mah. (I copied Valerie's tutorial, no?) I meant... At least I understood what the tutor was talking about rectilinear motion. :D

Lol, and oh yah, before I forget. chunying and I will be mugging on Saturday night, from around 8pm onwards, to Sunday morning and we need someone who knows something more than just the spelling of Physics to teach us Projectile motion, Circular motion, Dynamics and more. (Okay, I know no one will volunteer because people who read my blog don't study. Generalisation? Too bad. :D)

OKOK. Priscilla, I know you study. But you don't take Physics so you don't count okay?

Ah. You know, today during Maths tutorial, my Maths tutor (who is also my PW and form teacher) came into class in this light yellow shirt and I KEPT THINKING SHE LOOKS LIKE AN ICE CREAM. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. She really looked like an ice cream, lah. Like those corn or durian ice cream. Yea. And she's quite round, so it's like one scoop of corn ice cream on the cone, that is her legs. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

-.-

So I can't help smiling to myself throughout the lesson and she called on me two times because I must have looked really retarded smiling at her. Haha.

I was about to say I hate mosquitoes, because I just got a mosquito bite. But then I realise that's saying the obvious because duh, no one loves mosquitoes unless you're the mosquito's mother or father or child. -.- And anyway, mosquitoes aren't human. So it's still true to say no one loves mosquitoes. -.- But that's such a sad thing isn't it. Imagine being something that everyone hates. That's about as bad as Haobo's situation. So we should all be nice and try not to hate Haobo that much.

Nah, I'm joking. DUH.

Aha. I think I'm high. That's another joke. Because at 156cm, I can never be high. (Yes, I'm only 156cm despite thinking I'm 157.5cm since the last time I was measured. So we aren't necessary what we think we are... I've been thinking I'm 180cm since 214719274192 centuries ago but I don't see the slightest effect. Not yet, maybe. Yes I've to be protonic again.)

7.03pm! And I haven't done Physics and Econs! Ah! Okay I'll be good and do my work. And sleep at 9pm?!!!!?!?!?! Uh, I'll be not so good today then. Homework can wait till tomorrow.

School starts at 8.30am tomorrow! Yay! But I've to go school on my own tomorrow because it's Qing Ming Jie and my parents will be at Guang Ming Shan bai-ing my grandmother. :(

Yep. 7.07pm. Oh, I forgot to eat dinner. -.- Doubt there's any food at home anyway. Ohhhhhh! I've KOKA instant mee. Yay!

PS: Apparently my tagboard has become some tagboard for badminton already-crazies/ badminton going-to-be crazies/ badminton want-to-be crazies. Aha. I miss them so much!

Weeyang's tag goes like this:
yay!!! badminton rocks! join badminton!!!! BADMINTON!!!! ahh... BADMINTON!!!! -.-
ahhh badminton? BADMINTON badminton BADMINTON... ahhh BadMintOn ROCKS! Badminton badminton BADMINTON!!!!!

Fiona's:
anyway badminton is GOOOOOOOOOD for health xD hahahahhahaha!

Spiky's:
yeah!! BADMINTON ROCKS/MOUNTAIN!S! WEEYANG!! MEET OUT SOMEDAY TO PLAY BADMINTON TOGETHER!

Get what I mean?

And anyway, Jaslyn, yes Soonkiat is in badminton too. And since I realise some time ago that he DOES read my blog, I figure I shall stop talking about him and chunying being together because he might not like it.

Hey wait. He wouldn't "not like it". So yea, let's all wish them all the best. Haha!

(Oh my, I'm beginning to miss those times when Mdm Wong joined in the teasing too...!)

So, this is my reply to all those who tagged:
Yea. Badminton rocks (although I really joined badminton because there's nothing else for me to join). And I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! Yes JASLYN. My food tastes so bland without you around, I've lost my appetite just missing you. (Pun intended, you know, think about the salt monster thing...) And Weeyang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so hot in NJ I want you to be there to say some ultra cold things that only I laugh at!

And I miss Fiona and her random rants. HER ULTRA SPASTICITY. Her hit-the-shuttle-high-up-then-anyhow-turn-your-wrist thing! AND SPIKY!!!!! I miss his funny eyebrows!!!! And I miss Yongyuan and his stupid jokes, Yongkiat, WILSON MAMA DNG, JOAN, CHARMAINE, RUTHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH.

-.-

Okay basically I miss the whole team except Soonkiat and Jenna because they're in NJ and also because I can't say I miss Soonkiat or someone named COUGHS chunying COUGHS will be unhappy. Hahahaha!

Mhmmmm. Dinner! Bye! :D

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
♥ PI?

Haven't been blogging because I've been busy with school.

...

My, are you slow or what. That's supposed to be a joke, or a very lousy excuse. How can I be busy with school? I'm only an aspiring-to-be-mugger, I can't mug for nuts. Ha.

Lol. But I didn't come online for TWO DAYS. WO-----AH. Because I was out the whole day on Sunday with chunying, the one who belongs to COUGHS you know who lah, I don't have to spell it out. :D Uh, I brought her to Queenstown!!! AND WE DIDN'T GET LOST! -wows till jaw drops and runs away- Aha, and then I brought her to KAP to study. Uh huh, and I managed to do 4 Maths questions and read (not understand) two pages of Physics notes.

Ah! And we saw Charis there! Singapore's so small.

And yesterday, I went for the badminton trials because I realise there's nothing else I can join in JC.

Thought of joining:

1. Floorball. I really wanted to join floorball when I saw the very pretty floorball stick all the floorballers carry. And floorball looks cute. I mean the word floorball itself. It has two 'o's and three 'l's. So when you put them together it becomes "lolol" which seems like you're "laughing out laughing out loud". (I'm really crapping so actually you can skip reading this. But you're always so stubborn aren't you.) BUT when I found out that that very pretty floorball stick costs $70, which is actually a subsidised price from its usual $140, I decided floorball is stupid.

... No, actually is just because I can't bring myself to pay $70 for a stick I use to whack a ball on the floor. My heart's gonna hurt as bad as the ball. :(

2. Hockey. Floorball and hockey are sports that won't require you to have past experiences since few people play them in Sec school. So I thought a hockey stick will cost less than the floorball one since it doesn't look as pretty. But then I realise I suck at hockey when I played hockey the other day. To the point where I'll probably hit the nearest person beside me and cause him or her to hate me for life.

And although Mr Hao is in hockey, so I get the chance to whack him by accident, I figured I should be nice and stay away from him the way he's staying away from me. :D

3. Canoeing. Uh, I thought canoeing is similar to kayaking and I really loved kayaking the other time I went OBS. So I thought of joining canoeing, till that day when I was chatting with Jenna and I realised BAM! I don't know how to freaking swim. I was still happily telling Jenna there's such thing as Lifejackets and that it's okay I can't swim because I can at least float. Then Jenna gave me her classic Jenna-smile and I realise it's useless to float when I can't move in water.

So now I'm reminding myself of all the harmful effects the UV rays have on the skin, just so I may feel better. And stop thinking I'm useless. Tsk.

4. Choir. NAH, that's a belated April Fools' joke. Saying I'll join choir is like saying Sokmui won't kill, or gillian is not random. Uh, that was random. Haha.

5. ODAC. But their ODAC has training once a week, and all they do is PT, games, or sometimes courses like cooking lessons. It doesn't sound fun, lah. So I was disinterested.

6. Netball.

Netball...

!!!

Why didn't I consider Netball?!

... I think I'm a retard. Nevermind lah. I'm in badminton already anyway.

So all those talk about NOT JOINING BADMINTON anymore is bullshit because I went one round round Ugugugu land and I'm back at badminton again. Zzz.

You know, yesterday training ended at 8pm and I was so sleepy I was going delirous on the bus again.

Train of thought on bus yesterday:

"Why I so hungry arh. What was the last thing I ate. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Oh my, why can't I remember the last thing I ate. EHHHH?!! What's the last thing I ate?!! Oh. I ate one longan. Mooncake's longan. Heh, sounds cute. Mooncake's longan. Like the longan's in the mooncake. Hahahahahaha. Why am I so retarded. Eh no, the question's why am I so hungry. OH MY GOD DID I FORGET SOONKIAT'S RACKET?!!!!! Eh? I took it? Uh, okay."

... And then I decided to think of PI for PW on the bus.

"PI. PI. PI... Uh. Founder of MacDonalds huh. MacDonalds... Ah I want to eat hotcakes. And ice milo. Mhmmmm. And corn. And HL milk. EH! PI!!! Uh, ideas to showcase his contributions... Ummmm, hotcakes syrup is made of what huh. Honey? Eh, I'm supposed to be thinking of PI. AIYAH forget it lah. Will there be dinner at home? Mhmmmm."

-.-

I'm thinking, the more I continue blogging, the more I'll convince you that I'm really that retarded. So I shall stop here. And get on with PW and GP and Econs, all due tomorrow. It's 5pm and I'll get them done in two and a half hours so that I can sleep on time! Yep! :D

Tags >>

Qiaowei > AHA HELLO!!! I know another Qiaowei in NJ, but Qiaowei of IJ is always the best! -sends flykisses over again- Haha! When will we ever meet again?! :( Take care!

emma > YAH LAH. You people shouldn't have camp! Only study study study, no life for you too! :( Haha. Mug hard okay! I miss bridging with you people. No one bridges with me now. :(

Hanhui > Moon can't be spelt without "o"s because Mn is the chemical symbol for some crap element we learn in redox. And so we'll get confused. And it can't be spelt with one "o" only because IT IS EXPLAINED IN THE ENTRY. Read it with your eyes lah, you dumb. Haha.

Fiona > THIA MUAHA. Haha. Stop the worxzxzxzxzxzxzxz. Lol. Start counting down to your O's le mah? Hahahaha! :D

Shazly > YEP YEP. Okay. Your link? Haha.

crazycrab > I'll still reply to your tag anyway, even if Aaron replied, because we all know that Aaron's words can't be trusted. But yah, for ONCE what Aaron said about Kaya balls is correct, so it's "balls of pastry filled with kaya". That's once in a very very orange moon where what Aaron said is actually right yea.

Aaron > In case you're dumb enough to not realise, this is actually an update. :D

Bye!