Friday, May 27, 2005

today's sports day~!! whee

din take part in any of the events.. congrats to badminton team for getting 2nd in the inter-cca relay~!! ^^ and er, no more le? -.-"

today quite fun lar.. 3/1 was playing scrabble at the steps... ya.. realli fun.. dunno wad else to say.. it was a fun day.. ahhahahaz..

but i miss 2/6 alot~!!

er, congrats to all who is reading this and got a prize in one way or another -.-" lolz..

and *drum roll*

TERM TWO IS OVER~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i.e. HOLIDAYS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not considering the fact i have to go for trainings four days a week... Zzz

longgggg list of homework.. i aim to finish them by the end of week one.. jiayOu!! at the most bring to 2/6 chalet to do.. hahahaahhaz.. and 2/6 class tee!! ahhhHHhhHH.. better faster settle.. Zzz

tml going to anson's sister's carnival~ wheee~ meiching, ann, jiahao, me and anson are going.. yayy.. get to see mandy finally~~ yayyy

and the reason why my mother wanted me to come home for dinner tonite is so damnnnnn DiaO... let u guess.. guess write i give u one lollipop.. -.-" give u one thousand guesses u oso wun guess it rite de..

juz reached home from yck sports hall.. eaten a cup of cup noodles.. now waiting for it to digest so tht i can go bathe and mayb start abit on my homework.. ahhahaz.. i'm not spastic/crazy/homework-deprived/hardworking/studious/out of my mind.. i juz wan to finish everything so tht i can relax 101%!!! so tht none of the days after my training i hav to come back home, tired and taking out my chem workbook to finish the one page i scheduled for myself to finish.. and so tht i wun hav to go find anson on the last day of holidays and finish all the assignments due the next day~!! hahhahaz..

choZ~

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

ahhh

I'm bored so I've decided to blog this entry in perfect English, correct punctuations and no short-hands. Keep that -_- look to yourself. I'm just killing some boredom, since I've finished all homework (puts on smug look and looks at all others). I'm not laughing. Haha.

Let's see. It's seems like such a long time since I had last blogged but it has been only three days actually. Term 2 is ending soon. Yay. Tommorrow's normal lessons and then Firday's sports day and then voila!

HOLIDAYS...!

Not like I would be any less bored during the holidays. Teachers are already handing us holiday assignments (Literature and Physics) even when there are like, two days more of lessons before holidays officially commence, to remind us that we shall not be bored at all during the holidays. How sweet of them.

We had Chemistry for the first lesson today. It was a lab session, and so we went to the lab. And then we did some testing-for-gas thing and then Mrs Hyhun started acting Mrs Hyhun (spasti*). Nothing out of the ordinary really. She was just being herself, very entertaining. Maybe she should teach us Maths, she'll go crazy like how we would. Haha.

It was raining hard this morning so we stayed in class for PE. Mr Fadhli came into class and started talking with us. Today's his last lesson with us, afterwhich he'll return to NIE. =( He has that cute smile that reminds me of the doggy show we watched during Physics lesson, the one where the dog and the owner went to Moon because they needed cheese. Mr Fadhli reminds me of the characters in the show, where they smile and the teeth is so into the mouth, with their eyes lit up and eyebrows in the ^ shape. He talked for a long time and started telling us why he thinks it's good for us to have BGR now. He's had his current girlfriend with him since he was 17 (he's 27 now). Wow.

We spent our Literature lesson in And.Search, because we were supposed to do our SEM survey and we stayed in the lab afterwards. I had nothing to do so i started rearranging the icons on the desktop. Haha. And by the way, Jiahao found the lyrics to Qiao Duan!! Yay! Finally I know what Jay is singing! Sometimes i wonder if Jay sings according to the lyrics at all, since no one could make out what he's singing, even with the lyrics it sounds more like humming the lyrics rather than actually singing it.

Physics was boring, d-u-h. We did the soundwaves experiments etc and it got boring so Mr Yu asked for the voice with the highest frequency one can go. Anson's was 2000 Hz. Wow. Aaron's was 2512 Hz. Woww.

Mrs Vijay didn't come for Maths, so we had the free period. I realised 3/1 can really be extremely quiet when the noisy ones aren't around. No offence, but it really was amazing (To ann, I didn't learn the word 'amazing' from 'Amazing Race'). Everyone left in the class doing the Maths homework then could really sense the difference. It was like, there was no sound, not one sound, except the music being played in the background. It's like, so shiok larh. I turned to look over and then I realised --- Wow? Is this 3/1??

Then it was EFL and school ended. There was Meet-the-Parents session for the Sec 1s and 4s so we could not stay in our classrooms since the Sec 1s are using our classrooms. I went to the library with Anson and Priscilla, and then I went home at 5+, because the library closed and we had nowhere to go.

This Saturday is Punggol Primary's carnival. I'm going, because I want to see Anson's sister. Haha.

For convenience sake, to all two-sixers who may be reading this:

2/6'04 chalet 2005 (1st -- 3rd June)

Meet at Pasir Ris MRT at 3.30pm on 1st June. Please confirm with MG/SM if you're meeting up with the rest on 1st June, in case you are late so at least we can wait for you. Have your lunch first before meeting with us.

If you're coming by yourself after 1st June, look for Garden Terrace at Aloha Loyang. You can take Bus 354 from Pasir Ris MRT and alight near Escape.

BBQ is on the 2nd night. We'll be buying the food on the 1st night and the cost will differ based on the number of people at the BBQ.

The cost of the entire chalet for 3 days and 2 nights is $180. The cost will be divided by 5 (Day 1, Night 1, Day 2, Night 2, Day 3). Each sub-division therefore costs $36. $36 will be divided equally among the people who are there at the particular time. For example, if 10 people are at the chalet on the first day, then each person will pay $3.60. If there are 18 people at the chalet on the first night, then each person will pay $2. If the person was there for the first day and the first night, he'll pay a total of $5.60. The cost of the BBQ is paid seperately and will be shared among the total number of people at the BBQ.

If you have any problems arriving at the chalet when you come by yourself, call:
Mei Gui - 90618975
Sok Mui - 98326170
Naomi - 91776201

By the way, Ruth came up with a new design for the class tee, which is very nice. -_- So we've decided to use the abstract two-six design for the front and the new design for the back. There are people who do not want black class tees very strongly, so we've decided to use white. So it'll be a normal white tee (not polo). The price of the shirt has not been confirmed yet, but it should be ready by the first week when school reopens. Sorry for the delay =)

I'm getting sick of typing in the right cases, so I'll switch back.

-.-" byeZ! -.-"

Sunday, May 22, 2005

boo ah.. i'm back..

i'm extrememly bored and tht's why i'm blogging.. cant think of other things to do le.. was so bored to the extreme this morning i played hearts and solitaire at the same time in order to confuse myself.. dun give me tht diao look.. it's quite confusing ok.. click here click there den halfway i was thinking.. eh? how come i double click the ace it wun go up.. -.-

today whole day stayed at home to shake legs.. veh sian.. no one ask me out oso.. so juz stay at home and breathe.. =) tml's going sheryl's hse's gym wif ann, anson and maybe jiahao.. after tht den go out and play.. lolz.. crap..

next saturday punggol primary has carnival~!! anson's sister is the emcee.. and i'm going~~ and i'll get to see her ^^ yayy.. looking for more ppl to come too.. interested plz sms me =) it's 28th may from 9 to 3.. after tht we going out to watch magdascar =)

veh siannnn arhhhhh.. *yawns

anyway.. man u lost arsenal~!!!!!!!!!! FA cup finals~!! ahhhhhhhh... lost on penalties 4-5.. =( i cant watch it cuz the tv in the living room was spoilt.. can hear voices, but the screen is jumpish -.-" and cant make out any images at all.. i cant disconnect the scv box and connect it to another tv cuz the tv in my brother's room was out of reach since he locked the door and he isnt home.. and the tv in my father's room cant be used cuz my parents wan to slp.. Zzzzzz

nvm.. toked on phone wif ann last night from 12 midnight =_= to er.. 2 plus? forgot wad time le.. -.- woke up today at 11++.. Zz..

2/6 chalet coming soon.. 1st 2nd and 3rd june.. 2/6 class tee still not yet settled.. Zz.. tuesday muz go find ruth and sokmui le.. and hafta find out from naomi wad time check in.. den decide time to meet and confirm how many ppl meeting there on the first day.. tot of how to calculate the cost for each person le.. =_= hav to bring calculator to chalet.. lolz.. second nite bbq.. lolz.. why i feel like i'm reminding myself wad to do.. hahaz..

choZ~

Saturday, May 21, 2005

[[when you are surrounded by people who dun give a heck.. you learn to not give a damn abt things too.. when you are surrounded by people who are damn hyper and high and over the moon.. nobody can be sad for long..]]

yesterday had speech day.. school dismissed at 1020.. went northpoint wif layjia and priscilla and anson.. had lunch.. priscilla went home to bathe.. waited for layjia to finish her food.. den layjia and me went to play kiddie coaster.. -_- den priscilla came and 4 of us went layjia's hse..

slacked ard.. nth much done.. played a little cards.. a little mahjong.. a little com.. blah blah.. did puppet show.. -_- left at 8pm++ went to eat dinner wif priscilla and anson at sembawang shopping center or wad.. dunno wad place iz tht.. den took free shuttle bus to yishun.. den took mrt home.. end of meaningful day

today is flag day.. met mr proton at novena.. he was doing flag day too.. the organization was actually his church.. three ppl gave me $2 notes.. novena ppl are nice.. had lunch at novena.. went back amk.. returned the bag.. went bugis wif anson.. walked ard.. bought bubble tea.. den went simei cuz nth to do.. den went woodlands hav dinner.. den went home.. meaningful second day

choZ

Thursday, May 19, 2005

juz back from training.. i hav damn lame juniors lar.. *looks at fiona* no.. correction.. i hav damn damn damn SPASTIC juniors larr.. -.-" ok lar fine.. i was spastic too -.-"

we were coming up with stories involving the salmon and the roe and dua3 jia4.. lolz.. dua3 jia4 is a sec 4 guy senior who is damn big sized lar.. lolz.. den we think up ways of how the baby roes would play on his body.. play hide and seek in the hair.. lolz.. den play play play suddenly see one huge white ball.. the dandruff.. hahahahhaz.. den toked abt swimming in the eyes... close eyelids = indoor swimming pool.. open eyelids = outdoor swimming pool.. super A~

hahhaz.. the purple icon/avatar cant be used.. dunno why.. lazy check.. onli can use the other three colours.. Zzz..

muscle aching like siaoZ..

tml school half day~!! whee

choZ

Sunday, May 15, 2005

halo.. i'm back again...

changed the background song again.. this time is Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day.. =)

went out yesterday wif ann like mentioned in the last entry.. we went yck gym.. was there for abt 2 hours.. kept running on the running machine cuz i felt like running... run run run den went play the cycle thing.. dunno how to cycle real bicycles so hav to resort of fake ones.. hahaz.. crap.. did other usual things and felt worked out.. lolz..

den we changed in the toilet there and poured alot of johnsons baby powder.. den we went bishan and jiahao treated us long john's for lunch.. den it was still early so the three of us went to take neoprints.. and den ann had to go for tuition so we went novena.. den ann went for tuition and jiahao went home.. i went woodlands, supposed to meet chingwen they all.. but they sudd tell me they at orchard... pangseh me.. so went home..

smsed ann to tell her she left her postcards wif me.. she finished her tuition and was bored and asked me to call her.. so i called.. and den we chatted.. and den she had to eat dinner so we hang up.. den elder sis bought home kfc and yoshinoya and lots of food for dinner wif her bf.. so i ate and ate and ate.. alot.. =/ den both sisters and elder sis's bf watched comedy on tv.. left the com on while watched a little while eating.. forgot wad show it is.. -_-

kept thinking abt alot of things these few days.. seems like i'm the least troubled one among all my frens.. -_- seems like i noe all my frens' troubles.. seems like i hav troubles too but i'm toking to myself abt them -_-" ok nvm...

see lar.. why so many frens.. so many everywhere.. how many realli noe wad i unhappy or sad abt at times.. last nite was thinking abt this.. and den i smsed at random at abt 10 ppl "Ahhhhhhhhhh".. juz to test how many will care.. out of 10, 10 replied.. show u the responses..

1. "wad happen.. wad happen.. wad happen..."
2. "shi1 lian4 arh?"
3. "so late dun wan slp ahhhhh me to wake me up.. tsk"
4. "huh? ah? ah wad?"
5. "i din boo u lar -.-"
6. ".......uh huh..?"
7. "wah... so long din hear from u.. hear from u only u start screaming... wad happen?"
8. "harh?"
9. "wad happen..?"
10. "want cry den cry lar.. take care"

-________________-"

number 10 was from chingwen.. -_-" hao ku4.. -_-" nvmZ..

got many things inside me dying to say but cant say anything.. hav alot of thoughts abt ppl but hav to keep them all to myself.. wad is xiang shuo jiu shuo xiang zhuo jiu zhuo.. not possible kZ.. now den i realise not possible.. some things i juz hav to keep mum.. some things i juz hav to pretend i dun mind.. some things i juz hav to seem like i'm always positive.. sometimes i hav to joke even when i'm not happy.. wad crap..

dying to run again.. =/

dunno wad to say.. mayb sth is wrong wif me or wad lar.. i'm used to lead.. no wait.. rephrase.. dunno how to say.. when it comes to things like deciding where to hav lunch or wad movie to watch etc.. i very sui bian.. wad others wan to do.. wad frens wan to do.. i follow.. but when it comes to things like organizing sth more major like bbq or wad.. i'm more used to leading.. wad has tht got to do wif wad i'm blogging.. good question..

somehow i like to help others.. i like to help others especially so when they need help.. not becuz they'll be grateful afterwards or wad.. but becuz i always believed tht ppl onli help ppl who they think deserved to be helped.. and all my frens deserve to be my frens.. so they deserved to be helped when they need help.. sth like tht.. my father always taught me and my siblings when we were young tht a successful person cant be one tht walks a lonely trek and succeed entirely based on his own efforts.. all successful ppl hav frens.. alot alot of frens.. and he taught us tht we muz be loyal and trustworthy.. never betray and never look down on frens..

yar, tht was wad i was taught when i was in like P4 or P5.. my father had 12 sworn brothers.. a few were dead.. and the others helped to look after the dead brothers' wives and children by forking out money monthly.. and help look out for each other.. one of the 12 sworn brothers is my godfather.. (i cant remember how he looks like -_- cuz i see him onli on new year days.. lolz..) i look up to my father as example lar.. same goes for my other siblings bah...

up till now.. all i've been doing is becuz tht was wad i've been told to do since young.. and tht was wad my father and my elder siblings did.. so it seems onli right to follow.. but seriously.. where do all my frens go when i need someone to tok to.. why izzit tht i cant seem to find a single person who wun feel irritated when i am not in a good mood.. why is everyone so used to seeing me joke and luff around.. wad's my problem..

there were times when i feel so tired and i feel like stopping time and travelling backwards and choose not be the one everyone goes to when they need a shoulder to cry on.. there were times i feel so down and unhappy but i hav to smile the big wide smile back in school juz to cheer those who are upset up.. there were times when i hav to put aside wadever is on my mind and act like an idiot to make others luff..

i'm not complaining.. becuz all these seems like wad i hav to do.. and i hav to do.. i muz do.. and hav to continue doing.. mayb i find joy in seeing others cheered up becuz of my stupid jokes and those lalalaluli lailanlia things.. dunno.. mayb i feel happier when others luff cuz u cant be too sad when u are surrounded by happy ppl..

and it all soon seems like i dun hav the right to be upset abt anything..

nvm..

wait.. i'm considering whether i should publish this entry... ok.. heck.. i feel like running..

i love ann.. she told me to write this..i cant say she told me to write this becuz she said i cant say is she ask me type in de.. haZ.. lolz..

Friday, May 13, 2005

i had things to blog abt de.. den blogger lagged and i forgot wad i wanted to blog abt.. so forget it.. blog on and wait for the thing to come back to me again..

feel like exercising.. running.. run run run run run run... i wan run... run run run run run run run.. tml going gym with ann.. -_- she suggest de.. i onli suggested exercising, or jogging.. she suggested go gym.. so go gym.. Zzz..

am very tired.. went jody's hse play mahjong today.. lost some money cuz i was suay.. met syn yeow at amk mrt.. how else can i define suay... suay...

dunno wad's wrong wif me lar.. sth keeps telling me things are not ok.. wad things.. er.. alot of things.. somehow wad others are going through make me think alot.. there are times when i sit in the bus or mrt on the way home and i juz kept thinking and thinking abt ppl.. and things tht happened.. den analyse analyse.. den come to conclusions.. den sometimes hav debates in the brain.. Zzz..

been having many dreams.. most probably cuz i'm sleeping too much.. Zzz

the first dream i remembered i had.. cant remember when i had it.. dreamt i was at home drinking water or something.. and den it started raining and a pri school fren of mine dropped from the sky when i looked out of the window.. eh wait.. not from the sky.. how to say.. she jumped from the building.. and den when i looked out of the window she plopped down.. and i remembered she waved at me while she dropped.. spastic

second dream i had.. i was driving -_- and den sudd ann was sitting in the backseat of the car and she screamed to stop the car while i was on a dark road at night.. so i braked.. and den she got out of the car and changed to the front seat beside me.. den i continued driving and den sudd she disappeared.. den i continued driving and i on-ed the radio.. and den ann appeared and told me to change the radio station.. so i changed.. and den she disappeared again.. and den i woke up.. spastic

third dream.. last nite.. dreamt tht a rabbit followed me home.. and den i accidentally squashed it cuz i close the lift door while it was halfway in.. and everything spilled out and blood blood and blood.. tht squashed feel.. gross but er.. fun.. -_- not as in squashing rabbits are fun.. but it's rare to hav such dreams.. so it's fun.. ok nvm...

feeling weird now.. i'm smiling cuz i'm not happy.. ok crap.. i'm smiling at the jokes, but the jokes are not funny.. they're not even funny becuz they are not funny.. u get wad i mean.. some jokes are funny becuz they're so not funny.. and i'm smiling at those jokes which are not even funny becuz they are not funny.. i'm smiling becuz i dun wan to cry.. lolz.. wad crap.. i'm smiling cuz i neither wan to cry nor wan to be expressionless.. so i smile for the sake of smiling..

meeting chingwen and gang for sushi ard evening tml.. i said i'm broke.. i realli am lar.. so many things to pay for suddenly.. but i'm splurging like siao.. i'm using the money tht is supposed to be waiting to be paid for the insurance fees due next month.. next month.. june.. means june hols die oso muz find job to make up for the money spent.. if not i cant pay the insurance bill.. crap.. why i so short of money..

shannon wun help me record house of wax cuz he broke up with shuyun and i'm supposed to be on shuyun's side.. =/ is his fault one mah.. ok... fine.. i dun take sides.. but anyone except him who noes abt this matter takes onto shuyun's side immediately.. it's darh darh obvious darh.. nvm..

yay.. my lunch for tml is settled cuz mine and ann's are on jiahao.. crap

feel like going for jogging now.. Zzz.. wad's my problem..

still cant recall wad was it i wanted to blog abt.. stml..

orh yar.. btw.. changed the background song to My Immortal by Evansence.. juz in case u hasnt realised..

nvm.. still cant recall wad izzit i wanted to blog abt.. choZ

woke up very early today.. woke up at 5, brushed my teeth and realised today is a school holiday.. so went back to sleep

woke up again at 8 plus.. online, msn messenger wun let me sign in.. anything lar.. dun feel like toking anyway..

----typed alot of things but den erased them cuz dun feel like publishing.. Zzz----

byeZ

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

yoZ.. seems like such a long time since i last blogged.. common tests are over but i seem busier than before.. =_=

school.. was.. er.. sleepable.. hahahz.. keep falling asleep for physics lessons cuz the lessons are too difficult to understand boring.. mr yu's lessons supposed to be interesting de? dunno leh.. he juz started on kinematics.. i slept through half of the lesson.. second half of lessons anson woke me up to do the worksheets.. so i did.. and den realli very sleepable.. Zzz...

maths was.. er... we are at wad arh.. arh.. functions.. not tht boring but still sleepable.. although i din sleep in any maths lesson recently.. but mrs vijay kept telling us abt out future and how we should be planning and abt unconcious incompetence, concious incompetence, concious competence, concious incompetence blah blah.. =/

got back a few of the results.. none was especially good.. got 21/40 for chemistry.. passed by one mark.. is good enuff cuz i could hav failed.. although i studied for the test but the teacher onli went through two lessons of metals before the test.. Zzz.. obviously.. how could we hav done well.. the highest in my class was 27 lo.. so many failures.. Zzz..

ermZ.. 24/35 for physics.. expected grade so not realli tht disappointed cuz i studied onli on the day itself.. Zzz.. although mr yu said our class was the lousiest among all other classes and tht the paper was easy.. Zzz.. i din memorize any speed of light or sound or wad waves wad waves (already forgotten although i did my corrections today...) i feel so slack lolz..

wad else arh.. arh yar.. i passed my emaths.. quite a surprise.. 19/35.. was close to failing but mrs vijay probably gave me some marks here and there cuz there are too many failures in the class.. hahaz.. our class very not maths-inclined.. and mrs vijay is giving us another test next monday we did very badly for Amaths.. and she wan use this test to help pull up our marks abit.. Zzz.. how pathetic..

did we get back any other papers? eh.. dun think so.. EH WAIT?? TML'S THURSDAY??!! did mdm neo say we hav a river test on thursday???? arhhhhhhhhh.. yes or no? yes or no? yes or no?? eh crap, why i asking the blog... =_=

crap.. never mind.. dun think anyone from 3/1 remembers anyway... =/ at the most we rebel together.. -_-

anywayz.. next saturday our class need do flag day.. heard from sokmui 'orchard road ppl very kiam'... meaning wun donate de.. -_- 'orchard road ppl'.. wad crap.. ppl at orchard road is termed as 'orchard road ppl'.. hahahz.. so she say go novena.. so most probably going novena.. lolz.. first experience as a flagger.. -_- flagger.. hahahz...

10pm le.. so fast??!! lolz.. i think i shld juz leave my whole school bag under the desk lar.. no use of it at all at home.. practically to bai mei onli... eh.. tht reminds me.. consent form for flag day.. ahahhahaz.. parents both asleep.. suan le.. tml morning then see...

ok.. anson said there's no geo test tml.. cuz the teacher changed it to next week.. ok.. i din even noe.. -_-

choZ.. got to publish cuz mc wan read.. -_-

Friday, May 06, 2005

i think i'm suffering from this larrrhh =_=

Schizophrenia

Common symptoms:

• alterations in thoughts. Examples of this are confused thoughts, lack of logical connection between thoughts and speech, the belief that other people can hear or read their own thoughts, and delusional thoughts (false beliefs that are not shared by other people with similar belief systems).
  
• alterations in perceptions. These include hallucinations and changes in sensory awareness. Hallucinations are the perception of something which is not there in the external world. They can be auditory ("hearing voices") or involve the other senses of sight, touch, smell and taste.
  
• alterations in emotions. The person may have abrupt changes in mood, experience conflicting emotions at the same time about the same thing, display inappropriate emotional responses, mania or elation that is excessive, depression and extreme sadness or despair.
  
• alterations in behaviour. These are changes in the usual patterns of behaviour for the particular individual and can include restlessness, agitation, unusual reactions and responses and day/night reversal (sleeping during the day, awake during the night).

reallli~ =_=

new song in background is Qiao Duan by Jay.. very nice.. jay's songs can realli cheer me up =)

cant find the lyrics of Qiao Duan yet.. anyone who can find it plz tell me the webpage or send me the lyrics in any case.. thnZ =)

look ard the school after 1230 today in the temp block.. tht's the aftermath of a math test today...

ya, it was difficult lar.. but there are still ppl who can do it.. =/ it's not we stupid, is cuz they clever lar.. -.-" wad else to say.. i'm 101% failing.. i managed to get 10 seconds to look at the question paper again after the teacher said pens down.. and i counted the marks of the questions i'm sure i'm to get a cross for, and they tally up to woo.. 23 marks.. whee?

k forget it, it's over.. (dat's wad everyone says.. but we will still get back our papers =_=) the other papers.. er.. wun fail anyone.. i think.. k and tht reminds me.. last nite i dreamt of me getting a report slip for term 2 and it says 42 upon 100 for A maths, and 37 upon 100 for chemistry.. =/

so sick lar.. stupid anderson.. tests.. and tests.. and tests.. and tests.. SO MANY

how i feeling now.. er.. abit weird weird de.. got those feeling like er.. how to describe.. er.. like a paper being stuck in a printer.. ok wad crap.. i've not been stuck in a printer before.. how wud i noe how it feels like.. crap

yesterday night i was watching this chinese show on scv wif my mother... it's some talkshow abt how parents can communicate wif teenage children.. and den there's a mother on the talkshow saying: "All mothers restrict their teenage children in some way or another.." and den i turned to my mother and asked: "why arent u restricting me at all?" and she turned to be wif the innocent look on her face and said: "i tot if mothers restrict children, children will hate mothers.. not meh?" =_= i see...

after school today wanted to go out celebrate de? but den afterMATH nobody feel much like going.. plus quite a number of them had ccas.. so in the end none of us went anywhere.. went to play abit of badminton in the hall den went to 3/3 crap wif priscilla and her sister =_=.. den got chased out and went to 3/1.. uh huh.. end of day..

i'm failing a maths.. but the good thing is at least i din fail e maths when i tot i wud.. i got 19/35.. 2 marks more than the failing mark.. how heng.. Zzz...

sudd cant think of anything more to blog abt.. school is so sick tht the onli thing i feel like doing in school is to sit in class and eat pocky strawberry sticks and enjoy the aircon.. ha ha ha ha ha.. IF ONLYS.. =/

k le, tml or wad den blog.. now onli feel like sleeping.. Zzz.. choZ

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

there is a 2B pencil, a eraser and a sharpener on the computer table right now.. the sharperner is cute cuz it's red and it's transparent and it's small, in a hexagonal shape.. and when i opened the cap i realised the cap is actually connected to the sharperner.. but it's so fragile tht when i decided to be nice and help whoever the sharperner belongs to empty it, the cap of the sharperner broke off.. and although it still be capped back, it isnt connected to the sharperner anymore..

think think think

there are post-its notes stuck around the cpu.. handwriting belongs to me elder sis.. one of them says "House of Tutors Telemarketeers Call 90097787".. this probably means she wans a tutor job.. or mayb she's helping her fren check out.. another post-it note says "Remind mother and sis to eat dinner course their gastric is bad, very bad".. this means tht she wans to be nice and remind me and my mother to eat dinner.. but she forgot to do tht cuz she din remind me.. or mayb she is too preoccupied wif the tutor matter to remind me.. or mayb there's other things she's busy with.. not everything tht are close or somewhat share a similarity are related to each other...

think think think

i can tell tht my elder sis was the last one to use the com cuz she doesnt like the wrist support the rest of us, tht is my brother, me and my second sis like to use.. the wrist support, in the shape of a cow is on top of the cpu, instead of in front of the mouse.. which means my sis was the last one to use the com.. or it may be tht she was the last second one or the last third one and the ppl who used it in between forgot to take it down to use, or tht they din notice it is not in its usual place.. when things go wrong.. some ppl realise it, not cuz they are careful, but becuz they care.. when things go wrong.. some ppl dun realise it, not becuz they dun care, but becuz they are not careful..

think think think (positively)

if i take it tht my elder sis was the last one to use the com.. then she probably listened to music or watched some show using the com.. cuz the earphones is plugged into the speakers.. and the fact tht the earphones are on show tht she used the com cuz when i used it last night, i din use any earphones.. and my sis like to use earphones.. firstly becuz she dun wan disturb others.. secondly cuz she then has the freedom to listen as loudly as possible.. it's the same logic as hiding ur face if u wan to cry, cuz then u will hav the freedom to cry as loudly and as stupidly as u wan..

if i were to connect everything together.. my sis used the com and thus removed the wrist support like usual.. my sis probably used the pencil and the eraser to write the post-its.. and she used to sharperner to sharpen the 2B pencil.. she wrote down some stuff she check out on from the internet and stuck them to the cpu.. and den to add on, she wrote another note abt reminding me and my mother to take dinner.. and den she got bored and listened to some music or watch some shows.. and thus put on the earphones.. afterwhich she left everything as it is.. she din harbour any purpose for some boliao ppl (me) to come along and deduce everything she did.. but i still did anyway.. this is still a deduction.. and thus it may not be true.. so wadever i guess may not be wad actually happened.. another person could come along and sit down and hav a total different deduction abt wad might hav happened.. but tht's becuz we are different.. and everyone is different..

when u wan to guess and wan to noe whether ur guess is correct, confirm it through the most assuring way.. assuring ways may differ.. some ppl may feel tht the most direct way to knowing wad happen is to ask.. ok not some, most ppl would feel so.. but there will always be some weirdos who feel tht putting a video camera behind the com and turn back the clock and tape the scenario down and den watch it later is easier.. kudos to such weirdos.. becuz tht was my initial thought.. even before i tot abt asking straight.. no kidding.. tht was my inital thought..

and den some weird thoughts began to take shape.. things like the eraser standing up and doing a banana dance, and den realise it is so bare.. -_- or the pencil sharpening itself until its head breaks and den it screams.. MY HEAD IS STUCK IN THERE!!! and den the sharpener tells it "you can always get a new head stupid.. juz keep turning around.." and den the pencil shouted back.. IT'S DAMN DIZZY LARR~~ and den the sharpener says "how do u tok without a head arh.." and den the pencil shouted back I'M INSIDE YOU TOOTED!!

and den the sharpener got fed up and got depressed by the pencil's sharp -.- words.. and den it committed sucide and the pencil never got its head back.. without a head, the pencil lost self confidence and grew depressed day by day.. the eraser was afraid to lose another fren after losing the sharpener.. so it counciled the pencil and psycho-ed the pencil to make it think tht he can always find a new sharpener.. the pencil regained self confidence until one day the sharpener revived and killed the pencil before killing itself.. and den the eraser was damn sad and did a banana dance (bare) and den killed itself too..

ok fine, scold me sadistic

the screen seems to be telling me something.. (ok wait, why is everything coming alive -_-) the screen seems to be telling me social studies test is over.. and den i seem to be telling it "It's not oval.. i think it's square.. as square as you maybe.." and den the screen said "Lame.." and den i said "yar.. as lame as you too... poor legless creature.." and den the screen got depressed and killed itself.. and den it became a non living thing and voila! we now see the screen as a non-living thing.. but it was one alive.. in my imagination at least..

everything is getting depressed and threatening to kill itself.. but i'm happy at least.. yea, i'm happy.. i'm telling a joke tht i'm lying tht i'm telling a joke tht i'm lying tht i'm telling a joke tht i'm lying tht i'm telling the truth tht i'm lying tht i'm telling a joke tht i'm telling the truth tht i'm lying tht i'm telling the truth.. go figure it out.. ok, dun bother to figure it out.. cuz i juz typed it at random and it's juz some gibberish and i'm not even sure whether it's the correct answer to wad i wanted to say.. so yar, forget it

and now i feel like doing something which might cause u to feel like beating me up......



PLEASE DO NOT READ ALL OF THE ABOVE... if u have already read it.. too bad... dun read the next entry.. hahaha.. i was joking.. pls read the next entry.. although i dunno when the next entry will be published.. so read all entries.. but wait, no one's so free to read ALL entries.. so forget it.. read all u want.. it's all crap anyway.. ha ha

-gone off to bathe cuz sharperner tells me so..- believe tht and u owe me 1 lollipop =)

Monday, May 02, 2005

sian arhhhhhhh... veh veh veh sian at home =) but tht is a good thing lar.. i rather sian liddat for the whole year den to hav to wake up early in the morning to go to school to take tests.. =/

tml ss test.. =) good luck to all... sianZ

Your #1 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

i'm here to define the meaning of the word Impossible

note: i noe u are reading this.. yar, so get it inside ur head.. Zzz.. i'm not even using the term brain here cuz i doubt u have one anyway.. i hope this isnt too difficult to comprehend for u.. it simply means tht it's time to wake up and realise how idiotic u are acting and wtf juz stop it.. argh

Impossible is like asking a 5 year old kid to go fly 100 aeroplanes at the same time.. ya.. u noe.. IMPOSSIBLE..
Impossible is like telling a salmon sushi to fight wif another salmon sushi.. it is imaginable but it is IMPOSSIBLE ok..
Impossible is like walking on the street and den suddenly an alien comes down and wave hi to u.. and den u get into his spaceship and he brings u to a tour around mars..
Impossible is like seeing things without eyes, hearing things without ears, toking without mouths, thinking without brains (tht explains why u are hardly thinking), swimming without water, blogging without internet..
Impossible is like making me score full makrs for any A Maths test set by any of the teachers in my school..
Impossible is like asking me to grow taller than the HDB flat overnight..
Impossible is like asking the two speakers in front of the com to speak to each other..
Impossible is like digging ur heart out, drilling holes into ur lungs, tying 100000 knots in ur intestines, crafting smiley faces on ur stomach, poking satay sticks into ur eyes, peeling ur skin off using a peeler, chopping ur fingers and toes, mismatch all ur veins and arteries, twist ur arms until they look like twisties, dice ur lips and tongue etc etc and NOT FEEL ANY PAIN.. yar, doing all tht and not feeling any pain is called IMPOSSIBLE..

so stop it, stop asking me stupid questions cuz the answer to all ur questions, no matter wad the questions are, is always NO.. or any other negative answer ur minute brain could come up with.. urgh

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paiseh to all the others reading this.. =/ juz abit super buay song abt the way some stupid brainless idiotic ppl are acting.. i marvel at the degree of stupidity the person could achieve.. he muz hav taken extra bowls of stupids every morning to substain it.. it is almost near to impossible for someone to have abstain such high levels of idioticity, stupidity, brainlessness.. but the person hav proved to be the world's most stupid being.. i sincerely congratulate him, for achieving such high and prestigious honours.. but the basic rule (i set it) to being the most stupid being is to leave Ang Mei Gui alone.. and he should, no, he MUST gladly accept it, for he cant help being stupid.. and tht i understand...

.. sorry for being so sacarstic.. but i'm not realli sorry anyway.. byeZ