Monday, February 27, 2006
♥ Inspiring

YAWNS.

It's Monday. Inspiring Monday. But today was the most enjoyable Monday in my life! Guess why? MRS THERESA LIM SAID THE INSPIRING QUOTE!! Muahahaha. This is probably the first time I ever paid attention to what is being shared. Haha.

Monday. Monday. Monday. Monday. Monday. Mondays are beautiful because they are not Fridays. LOL.

Anyway, it still feels weird not needing to go for trainings. The hall today was flooded with Sec Ones. (Weeyang was so fed up that his backhand is better than their forehands...) Haha. So fast huh. 4 years le. I could still remember the toot me doing starjumps with Ruth in a corner when Leonard told us to do 60 jumps. He meant 60 knee-to-chest jumps, but aiyah, Leonard mah, the only things he say in full length is vulgarities. Haha. And all those Sec3s-then, Lao, Low, Ahsiao all sitting in a row and laughing at us. -_-

Aye. Others can't wait to step down from CCA. Why am I complaining when I can step down? Doesn't make sense huh. Because you're not in badminton mah. Lol.

Am falling asleep. Tomorrow is a long long day.

I wonder why Sandy is called Sandy. She's not sandy, and she doesn't have a fish tank over her head, and she's not Gillian's cousin. I can't remember why I named her Sandy in the first place. Maybe that's the best name I can think up of next to Ali. LOL. I have fun pointing out of the window and when Weixin turns to see no one, I tell her.

Sandy.

LOL. You should see that look on her face man. It's really priceless.

Haha. Bye! :)

Sunday, February 26, 2006
♥ Hrm

I'm wondering...

Saturday, February 25, 2006
♥ Fever! :D

I keep forgetting I have to remain good posture at all times. I never sit up straight in class, I'm always slouching, head on the table etc etc. Except for Geography lessons, of course. Haha. You know, Mrs Lim mentioned Shah Rukh Khan in one of her lessons? Hahahaha. It just makes me love her more. XD

Oh, back to the posture thing. The health check sometime ago says my backbone is still not straight. Lol. And my next checkup is April. 15th, if I'm not wrong, and if the situation does not improve by then, I'll have to wear that that that, don't know what thing. Lol. Something you wear around the waist to straighten the backbone. Haha. And the healthcheck went like this:

Nurse: Meigui, right?
Me: Yah.
Nurse: Are you still going for follow-ups in SGH for your backbone?
Me: Yah.
Nurse: When's the next appointment?
Me: Er, I don't know.
Nurse: It's September, right?
Me: I think so.
Nurse: I'll bring it forward to April.
Me: ...Why?
Nurse: Because your backbone is not very straight. (Duh, I know that. -_-)
Me: ...Okay.
Nurse: Come, I measure your spine.
(I bent forward while she measured my spine.)
Nurse: Always remember to maintain good posture.
(Changes my posture from leaning backwards with one shaking leg propped on another to sitting up straight.)
Me: Haha. Okay.

My fever's much better last night. Went down to 37.6 degrees. But this morning I woke up shaking. I think Sandy removed my blanket last night, or Sandy ate my blanket last night, or Sandy played hide and seek with my blanket last night, or my blanket dropped onto the floor. LOL. Anyway, I was freezing and my forehead burning. I sat up and felt like Sandy was sitting on my head. (My head was heavy...) So I came out of the room and measured my temperature. 38.7 degrees. Damn it. All because of Sandy.

So I searched for food, because I can only take my medicine after food. And I amazingly found beancurd in the fridge. Haha. Which I ate. And I took my medicine. :D

Oh, did I mention? Two nights ago, when I was running the high fever at 39.2 degrees, I started having so many weird dreams.

I dreamt of Huiming coming to my room and smiling at me. -_- And because I was freezing, I told her to help me fetch a pair of socks from the drawer in the storeroom. My feet were literally freezing. Haha. And then I started having thoughts of Differentiation coming to my mind. All those e to the power of 2xsquare + 14x started coming to my mind. And I tried blocking those horrible thoughts out.

I wondered out loud, WHY AM I THINKING OF MATHS WHEN I'M SICK??

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Oh yah, I'm sick...

And Maths didn't appear in my mind only once. I hardly had any sleep that night. My brain literally felt fried. At 3am, I woke up to drink water, and to take a pair of socks. Lol. When I went back to sleep, I thought I heard bees buzzing by my ears. Haha. Is hallucination part of high fever? (Actually, it's quite fun...) Haha.

Anyway, I hope I can recover soon. I'm not used to cooping myself at home like that.

Bye! :)

Not yet.

Friday, February 24, 2006
♥ Friday

Today's not a nice day because:

1. It's Friday.
2. I fell sick and I can't go to school.
3. It's Friday.
4. My head hurt like hell this morning.
5. It's Friday.
6. My fever shot up from 39.2 degrees yesterday to 39.5 degrees this morning.
7. It's Friday.
8. I felt like vomitting but nothing ever came out.
9. It's Friday.
10. I had to see the doctor for the MC.
11. It's Friday.
12. I would miss the badminton outing and dinner.
13. It's Friday.

But then, as the day went by, Friday's almost over. And things began brightening up:

1. Friday's almost over.
2. My fever subsided.
3. Friday's almost over.
4. The headache's not as bad.
5. Friday's almost over.
6. The badminton outing and dinner is postponed to next Friday. (Friday, again)
7. Friday's almost over.
8. I missed the Lit test.
9. Friday's almost over.
10. I passed my Physics test.
11. Friday's almost over.
12. Spiky failed his Chinese test. No Swensens treat for him.
13. Friday's almost over.

There's always a nicer Saturday to look forward to. -_-

Thanks for all the Get-well-soons and Take-cares! :)

Wednesday, February 22, 2006
♥ Happy Birthday Fiona

Firstly, I'm sorry for updating this much. Those who don't come online often find themselves reading 5 posts at a go or something. So this apology is out for all those who find it irritating when I blog so much (especially GILLIAN the gigantic sotong). LOL.

Happy Birthday Fiona!

Haha. You're 15! Same age as me! And I'm still sore about the fact why you're more than 10cm taller than me! Haha. And, happy eating the beloved watermelon. So spastic.

Congrats to C Girls for getting the 4th position trophies today. Though you guys didn't win AMK, it's okay. Great job done already. (Somehow, there's this sour feeling inside me when I helped the girls take their group photo with the trophies today...) Hai.

Not studied for the Chemistry test tomorrow yet. Should really buck up 'cause my L1 is dead already. And I want, very badly, Colours Award GOLD. It's money, okay. Feeling very sleepy, can barely keep my eyes open. So. Tired. And today's only Wednesday. Tomorrow's a day with extra lessons, and then there's still Friday.

I hope this Friday will be fun.

:)

Tuesday, February 21, 2006
♥ Wallpapers :)

I can't decide which desktop picture I should use as my wallpaper. They're all Jay, anyway. Hahahahaha. All just as shuai, that's why I can't decide.

















I don't know which one to use. All of them are just too shuai. =P Sokmui, Priscilla, whoever-reading-this-and-is-not-Jay-fan, stop giving me that look. You people just haven't learn to appreciate Jay, yet. Haha.

Hooked onto Si Mian Chu Ge. Thanks Weisiang for sending me the song! Haha.

The headache I'm having is blasting my head into two. Maybe I should just off my com to sleep. As for Loci....... :D Haha. There's always a Wednesday morning! =P (Then I shouldn't have brought my pencilcase home...) Haha.

It's been a long time since I last read a sadistic book. =/

Bye! ALL THE BEST FOR C GIRLS TOMORROW! AND MAY LIM THINK THROUGH AND NOT GO CRAZY TO FORCE THAT MANY SUPPORTERS TO GO! -_- LOL.

Monday, February 20, 2006
♥ If I go to heaven

If there's such thing as hell or heaven, I want to go to heaven. (Duh, who wants to go to hell.) Because, life's hell enough.

I came across this idea while I was walking home from Singapore Sports School just now. If I can choose to go to heaven or hell, I would choose heaven. If I can choose 5 people I want to take along with me, they will be:

1. Jay. I'm not saying he'll die early or what lah! I may just wait patiently for him up there. :) Haha. And of course, I'll bring along all my Jay posters and Jay albums and Jay books and Jay files and Jay stuff up there to let him autograph. Haha. I can't imagine how I'm going to survive without listening to his songs. But then again, when I'm already in heaven, why will I need to survive. -_-

2. Priscilla. Free entertainment just in case it gets bored up there. Or too hot. We do wonders in cooling each other down with our lame jokes sometimes. Furthermore, I can't imagine how it will be like without someone by the side to say Jay sucks when I say Jay is the best. Some things just need to be balanced out.

(Interruption. I bloody called Starhub again. And Starhub got scared and decided to wean of 50% of mine and my sister's handphone bills for this month. -_- 'Cause I added the line "So I'm paying my bills and I can't use my phone?" STARHUB IS DUMB. And I hanged up on Starhub again. Man, POOR THING. Never work as a Starhub operator. NEVER.)

3. Gillian. At the same time I need some Jay fans on my side. :D Then I won't be bored while queuing up to get Jay's autograph. I may be allergic to sotongs, but, I can always wish for the allergy to go away what. Afterall, I'm in heaven, leh.

4. Charmaine. I need someone to play badminton with me. And probably when she's in heaven she'll learn to be good and stop scolding so much Walaos. Great service to mankind okay. Imagine a day when Charmaine will NOT say any Walao. Won't it be nice~~

5. My father. LOL. Sounds so biased huh. Why not mother. 'Cause my mother follows wherever my father goes. So this is effectively bringing two people along. HAHA. =P

I did not include these people because:

1. Fiona: I want to turn over a new leaf when I go to heaven. I'm not going to be spastic anymore. If spasticity is a crime, Fiona is very very very bad influence. LOL. I may be more spastic then her now, but believe me, one day, ONE DAY, she'll definitely outshine me when it comes to the Who is More Spastic Annual Tournament. She has great potential in this field. Trust my eyesight. I know she's good.

2. Sokmui: I figure sadistic people prefer to go to hell. So wells. Besides, no killing is allowed in heaven. I doubt Sokmui agrees to that. Before I knew it, whoever set that rule might lose his head when he hears Sokmui plays the piano. Heaven may be heaven, but devils are still not allowed. =P

3. Jiahao: He has to be wherever Sokmui is, so that Sokmui never runs out of people to kill and big heads to collect. Three cheers for the noble Shortie. =P Thanks for sacrificing yourself/your head for the sake of fellow mankind.

4. Angel: (I'm being lame.) She's an angel herself, will be going to heaven no matter what mah. LOL. -_-

5. Jody/Layjia: I'm afraid heaven is not soundproof.

6. Jeremy: I didn't select him because his name didn't come to my mind earlier. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I love giving lan excuses.

7. Weisiang: With his extraordinary powers to drift anywhere anytime, he won't need my help in getting to heaven. LOL. He's transparent anyway, the guard at the gate of heaven won't see a thing. :D

8. Anson: He's so clever he'll probably come up with some formula to go up there himself. -_-

9. Joan: She is slow what. How do I know whether she'll make it there or not. If later I see she can't make it, then I choose her lor. HAHA. This is the spirit called procrastination. We're both A****** students in it.

10. Spiky: I'll probably only enjoy ice cream treats while I'm still alive. Haha. And I won't need to earn his tuition fees when I'm up there already. XKCK! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

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Actually, I'm not in a good mood. Lalalalala. (I love contradicting myself. Makes me so Krishna of TET. HAHAHAHAHAHA.)

All the best for C Girls on Wednesday!!!

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And of course, MY ESSAY IS STILL UNDONE. NAH, I'M NOT PANICKING. NOT AT ALL. NOT AT ALL. NOT AT ALL. THE ESSAY IS DUE TOMORROW AND I HAVE TO HAND IT IN TOMORROW AND I'M NOT AFRAID I CAN'T FINISH IT AND I'M NOT AFRAID I CAN'T SLEEP AT 10PM TONIGHT. -perspires profusely- I'M NOT NERVOUS AT ALL!! -jumps-

LOL. Bye!

Sunday, February 19, 2006
♥ Commonwealth Essay

Yadadada.

Tomorrow sounds fun. Tomorrow sounds like alot of things for me to complete, sounds like there's lots of things undone. Then I realise I'm going to be very free tomorrow afternoon onwards, when there are no more trainings. I wonder how I'm going to spend all those extra time.

Study?

Sleep?

Walk around in circles outside my classroom until Mr Ang comes over and tell me to stop because I'm making him dizzy?

LOL.

Have I done my Commonwealth essay? Make a guess!

Did you guess Yes? Man, you don't know me well enough. When will you ever learn?! -sobs-

(hyperventilating)

Another thing is, there's still no network coverage for Starhub at my house except the holy sacred place called "the space in front of the mirror in my room". Yes, I tested the whole house carrying my phone around like an idiot and see which part of the world is there actually reception. And I finally got it. Only. At. That. Spot.

My second sis just called Starhub again. And, she sounded worse than me. At least I used English okay. I think the only English word she used was Fuck, all others were incoherent Hokkien and Chinese.

BUT STILL. Irritating huh.

-_-

Maybe I should really start on the essay...

♥ Sunday

Today's Sunday. So I'm going to say this.

There's always a Monday morning.

LOL!

Saturday, February 18, 2006
♥ Fucked up Starhub

This is so nabei.

For the nth time, Starhub has no network coverage at my house. So irritating. So I called Starhub for the nth time to complain, and I DID NOT SOUND FRIENDLY. Duh. I'm super buaysong can.

Starhub: Hello, good evening, can I help you?
Me: YES, GIVE ME RECEPTION.
Starhub: I'm sorry, how can I help you?
Me: STARHUB HAS NO RECEPTION HERE. WHICH PART OF THE SENTENCE DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND.
Starhub: May I have your handphone number please?
Me: DO I HAVE TO REPEAT IT EVERYTIME?? THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME I'M CALLING ALREADY.
Starhub: I'm sorry, but I need your handphone number.
Me: 9061**** LAH NABEI.
Starhub: Okay. For verification purposes, may I have your IC number please?
Me: NABEI. YOU THINK I SO FREE CALL YOU FOR FUN AH.
Starhub: ...
Me: ...
Starhub: May I know where you live?
Me: Woodlands. YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW? THERE ACTUALLY ARE OTHER PARTS IN SINGAPORE WHERE STARHUB CAN'T REACH??
Starhub: Okay. Please wait while I help you check it out.

-puts me on hold with the lousy music for more than 5 minutes- (Seriously, my patience can only last 0.0000233 seconds... What's more the music is not Jay's.)

Starhub: Sorry to keep you waiting. Have you tried offing and oning your phone?
Me: YES. STOP REPEATING THE SAME THING EVERYTIME I CALL. AND YES, I SWITCHED TO ANOTHER PHONE TO TRY ALREADY.
Starhub: ...Okay, we have to notify the technicians department. We'll get back to you shortly.
Me: I KNOW. YOU SAY THIS EVERYTIME. HOW LONG IS IT GOING TO TAKE.
Starhub: We'll notify them now, and by tomorrow morning...
Me: TOMORROW. You are telling me I can't call or sms using my phone until TOMORROW. If this go on, I'm going to switch my plan to M1 or something. M1 does NOT have this freaking problem OKAY. Kan ni na.
Starhub: ...
Me: ...
Starhub: We'll try out best to work out the problem as soon as possible...
Me: I'm saying, I want my network coverage TONIGHT. I DON'T CARE WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO CALL YOUR TECHNICIANS.
Starhub: yada yada yada
Me: WHATEVER LAH.

-hangs up phone-

I've learnt two valuable lessons from this experience:

1. I'm not going to continue signing Starhub when my plan ends next month.
2. I'm never going to work as a pick-up-phonecalls-person at Starhub. LOL.

One more time and whoever picks up the phone there at Starhub really gets it from me. Walao!!

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ACJC carnival today. Went with Layjia, Benjamin, Jody and Zijun. Jody and Zijun left after drinking milo kingkong and eating a burger. Layjia, Benjamin and I went to the Haunted Mansion which was not scary at all. Layjia thinks otherwise, DUH. Have you ever seen her not scared by ghost stories? I think you can just stick a post-it on your forehead with the words "I am a ghost" and she'll scream when she sees you.

And I swear the ghost was aum-chio-ing (smiling secretly) when I asked if I can borrow her comb. She was combing her hair, lol. Sooooo scary. Benjamin was trying to step on the hands that stretch out to grab our legs. LOL. Only Layjia was screaming, when she did not see anything. -_- And no hands grab her legs because she was in between me and Benjamin.

Met Gillian and Jo& after that. It was raining so heavily. And we had to walk to the bus stop to take bus across one bus stop. -_- Got ourselves wet thoroughly. Bloody cold. Gillian and Jo& were waiting for taxi in the school. The three of us took MRT home.

Rather meaningless. LOL. But at least the school's nicer than YJC. More stalls, more things to see. Haha.

Not done the Commonwealth Essay. Lol, aye, there's always Sunday. (On Sunday, I'll be saying There's always Monday morning. Haha.)

Bye! :)

Friday, February 17, 2006
♥ Friday =/

Why can't any Fridays be good.

The answer is probably just so next Friday can seem nicer. But it never happens. Every Friday is just as bad as the previous, or worse. No matter how hype I am in school early in the morning, telling myself it's going to be a wonderful day if I tell myself so, Fridays never end well.

Never mind.

Happy birthday Weeliang (2nd Feb), Ronghua (6th Feb), Ruth (14 Feb), Joan (19 Feb) and Fiona (22 Feb).

Lol. Must as well, happy birthday to all whose birthdays haven't arrived, this or next year. LOL.

I can't wait for my birthday, when I can just walk into the NC16 movie theatre, haha. (I just realised my birthday is on a Friday...) Lol, never mind.

Is it deep already?

Thursday, February 16, 2006
♥ Update

I'm updating because Layjia wants to read a post. -_-

I really have nothing to say. We lost to Sengkang, no top 4. :D (I'm not happy lah, duh, smiley face is to cheer anyone up. :D)

Happy two years old to my blog. :)

Congratulations to C Girls for having gotten Zonal Top 4. :D

And, I hope tomorrow will be a nice day! It's a Friday though. =/ Bye!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006
♥ Disappointment is a scary thing

I'm not sure is it the instant noodles I've just eaten, but I'm feeling a lump in my throat, the type that you will get when you're standing in front of the whole school supposed to talk about what you think about the prime minister of Uruguay and you came prepared with a speech on the president of Paraguay. In short, when you're nervous.

Or maybe, it's just the match tomorrow.

All hope is not lost, yet. We just have to be 200% lucky. Seems like the whole team had been blessed with superb, extremely fantastic luck in the second round. First it's the boys' fixtures, then the girls' line-up, and today the boys' line-up, now we've to thrash to win. Didn't I say, if we're good, we don't need luck? Paiseh lah, first round of course can say that. But now we need luck, plenty plenty luck.

Disappointment is a very scary thing.

All the homework piling down. Spiky is not cut out to write Chinese compos. And I believe he scores E8, 100% positive.

I failed my first AMaths test with a beautiful score of 10/30. :D I love the number 10, but not that much in this case... Haha. Nevermind, Joan happens to score the same marks as me. I'm not disappointed, because I never expected myself to pass. Expectations is another scary thing, by the way.

Oh, digress, Mdm Wong thinks that Harh is very scary. I thought you scare people with Boos? Since when it's Harh? LOL.

Nevermind, I should be sleeping early.

Kay then, I still have that much compos to finish, and a Differentiation (8) to do (no copies to refer closely to...) Bye!

PS: I always believed in tomorrow will be a better day. Ming tian hui gen hao. I think this can't be more true for tomorrow. The day after tomorrow will always be a better day, than tomorrow.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006
♥ One last chance in the bus

This is my 440th post. Don't bother asking me how the hell did I manage to choke up that many number of posts, I just did lah, from all the extensive laming to extensive vulgarities, I managed it somehow. This Thursday will be two years since I last blogged here at Lonehearter. So fast seh, I'm going to graduate soon. Yes, I know, stop telling me how short I am. I will grow, or I choose to believe I will grow.

By the way, we lost today.

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Just trying to sound casual about it. Nah, I'm not going to talk much about it. Because I know my touching words will touch our B girls so much they break down into tears in front of the com so much so that they won't be able to attend school anymore in the future.

...

But on second thoughts, maybe I should do it so that our B girls are touched so much that they break down into tears in front of the com so much so that they won't be able to attend school anymore in future and thus fail O'Levels and thus retain for a year and thus have a second chance for the tournament next year. Joking lah. No, there's no second chance for us anymore. Nothing will change even if we win Sengkang this Thursday, because Sengkang lost to St Nichs with a score of 4-1, not 5-0. No chance for us, not a single milli milli micro chance. Not even opening 500 cans of Mili canned mushrooms will help because there won't be a single milli chance for us.

That's like, so sad right. So I cried lah. Because it's sad mah. Was I the only girl who cried? But I know I'm the first girl to cry lah. First time in history I not lagger than others. Joan felt sad only after we explained there's no second chance for us, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more.

I was saying, one year of training is just wasted, like that. No zonal top 4 means no medal. No medal means no acheivement. No achievement means wasted energy, wasted water, wasted breaths, wasted racquette, wasted badminton shoes, wasted footwork drills, wasted matches, wasted cheers, wasted time, wasted trainings.

But then I realise, we didn't waste our energy because we bonded so well. We didn't waste water because drinking water is good for our health. We didn't waste breaths because every exersion of muscles makes us stronger and healthier. We didn't waste our racquettes because our racquettes become something we treasure most, like a favourite toy, or a precious whatever. We didn't waste our badminton shoes because we wore them, we ran in them, we exercised in them. We didn't waste our footwork drills because we enjoyed them, we enjoyed watching Hu Jiao joke about Joan, we enjoyed watching Hu Jiao and his "qi dong". We didn't waste our matches because we enjoyed watching Joan and her tyconess, we enjoyed watching Charmaine and her Walaos. We didn't waste our time because we enjoyed our time together, we enjoyed our lunches, our trainings and all the lame jokes I had to tell. We didn't waste our trainings because we love badminton.

Did you catch the last part? I said, we love badminton.

(This is the touching part, you're supposed to feel like crying.)

None of us will blame anyone of us because we are one.

One last bus ride to Sengkang and back. Probably no more in future. One last chance to tell all the lame jokes I have, one last chance to catch Jenna close up in a bus, one last chance to hear how Ruth never fails to be the laggiest in the bus, one last chance to joke about Jaslyn's sourness, to shun her in the bus, one last chance to see Joan look like she's going to migrate, one last chance to see Charmiane watching us silently in a corner, one last chance to see Alexis tending to her phone, one last chance to hear Fiona complain about her butt muscles in the bus.

We tried our best, we played well, we have no regrets.

...Really?

Of course. Certainly. Definitely. No doubt. Absolutely. Positive. DUH.

The team
Joan
Jaslyn
Meigui
Fiona
Ruth
Jenna
Charmaine
Alexis

:) It's been fun.

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Happy Valentine's Day.

Thank yous: Fiona, Gillian, Huiming, Chunying, Jiaru, Sarah(?), Shikin, Chloe(?), Apple, Sheryl, Naomi, Sokmui, Anson, Jiahao, Jerald. For all the sweets, chocolates, cookies and rose. Question marks 'cause I'm unsure, sorry, my mind's kind of clouded. And very sorry if I missed you out. Took me more than 15 minutes recalling who gave me all those sweets and chocolates.

(And thank you Spiky for clearing all my sweets and chocolates. And Wilson for helping me eat one cookie and Fiona for helping to eat the other.)

Weeyang, for the comforting one-line phrase that was rather touching. Perlin and Michelle for the smses, Spiky for making my change the :( in my nick by sending my his neice's pictures, and helping me do my Chinese compo (I can't believe I agreed), Jeremy for carrying my bag today, Huiming and Gillian(?) who asked if I'm okay, Joan for stoning outside 4/1 with me because we can't decide whether to go in or not, Mrs Theresa Lim for telling us it's okay since she'll get to see more of us now, and all others who've appeared. Oh yah, Yongyuan for just smiling at us. (It's enough to make the most depressed person in the world go haha.)

Today wasn't a very nice day, but tomorrow will always be better. :)

Monday, February 13, 2006
♥ Happy Valentine's Day, in advance!

I just got Anson to print my GDE. I've bought ink for the printer and then there's no wiring to connect the printer to the CPU. LOL. There's another essay on Colours? Write what?! LOL. And I was intending to do my Chinese compo at home till I realise, hey, I get to skip Chinese tomorrow! Lol. Bringing my pencilcase home is SO wasted. ;) (Haha, Fiona.)

Anyway! Smile! Because everyday will be another beautiful day! :D Smile because your favourite day will come! Soon! If not sooner! :D

By the way, Spiky is one of a hell funny. (the way he screamed that holy name thrice got me laughing like siao! Hahaha...) He still owes me 6 ice creams anyway, after treating me one today! Lol. And Gerald is SO CUTE! LOL.

(I'm waiting for the 168cm tall freak to come online... It's almost 10pm. -yawns-)

Okay lah! We need plenty of Good Lucks for tomorrow's match! =/ Have a NICE DAY tomorrow! :D

Sunday, February 12, 2006
♥ YJC openhouse

I'm still updating everyday man. And that bloody Gread Dad's essay due two days later is still undone. What can I write about my father lah?! And 700 words somemore! He's just, just, just, another father what! LOL.

Um, and other homework undone too. Lol, basically all the homework due are undone. 'Cause I have been resting and sleeping and relaxing yesterday, and am planning to do the same today. =X

Yesterday went to YJC openhouse with Fiona and her cousins! :) Felt damn inferior lah. Fiona that Don'tKnowEatWhatGrowUp is 168cm tall, and her cousin who's only Sec ONE (TWELVE YEARS OLD) is freaking 174cm!!!!! It's like two giants bringing a Can't-stop-scolding-vulgarities shortie out. :( And then her other cousin who's one year older than me is 168cm tall too, the one that looked like Lyna. The only thing I can be happy about is her P4 cousin who's shorter than me, for now. =S

The openhouse was boring.

We reached at one plus and most of the food were sold out. Lol. And the sushi was so expensive!! Five small ones that usually cost $1.20 for five cost $2 for three and $4 for five!! Haha, but we were trying hard to finish the money, I think I spent all $10 on food. Lol. Erm, $2 on 3 of the seaweed chicken, $4 on sushi, $2 on the hotdog bun, and $2 on the coffee icecream. LOL. Only the icecream was nice! Haha.

Was walking around the school and found it perfect for playing hide and seek. LOL. So many dark dark corners for you to hide lah! Haha. But the school's rather run-down, reminds me of those very old hospitals. Haha. And the staircases are confusing too. LOL.

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Feel like watching those two MVs again. Haha. :)

Bye! And have a nice day! :D

Saturday, February 11, 2006
♥ Feng`CaiHongTianTang

I just watched Cai Hong Tian Tang's MV, the sequel to Feng MV. It's ohmygodish SAD LAH. ='( It's about Jay, and his girlfriend, who lost her memory and later fell in love with Jay's best friend, Liu Geng Hong (they're both hairstylists). Won't tell you the ending, if you haven't already watched. Watch it yourself.

Feng MV 4:39 mins

Cai Hong Tian Tang MV 5:02 mins

So saddening lah!!! I've watched them 5 times already. After watching Feng, I just had to continue watching CHTT, and after watching CHTT I feel like watching Feng again. So the cycle goes on and on. -_-

Going to YJC openhouse! :)

Friday, February 10, 2006
♥ Be a Character-A1

I don't know exactly how to start this entry...

Erm, hi to all.

It's Friday. And I never liked Fridays. Yea, I got an A1, but so what. No lah, I'm not uncontented or unsatisfied or whatever. It's just that, it felt so, wrong, because some are sad about their results, some are extremely happy when they got the slips, so many were anxious, hands sweating and all. And I wonder how one release of results can produce that extreme emotions. It's kind of scary. Why can't everyone get A1s and everyone is happy?

I didn't feel a single thing before I received the results. Seriously, I weren't anxious, at all. It felt like three years ago when we were receiving our PSLE results. I weren't feeling a thing, just continued watching the people around me, how worried they are, how anxious they are. Yes, I was expecting an A1, and if I hasn't got it, I'll probably be disappointed, or something, I don't know. And I got the results slip emotionlessly, the heart didn't skip a beat.

When I saw people crying when they didn't get the results they wanted, I didn't know how to react. And it just didn't feel right to shriek in happiness in front of them. I won't ask you to imagine how you would feel if you're in their shoes, because you never can imagine, if you're an A1 student. But, common sense tells me that anyone would feel sour looking at someone yell when they got their A1 and you get a B3.

I guess Mr Ng only made them feel worse when he asked only those who didn't do so well to stay back for the talk. It's not like all of them didn't put in the effort man. What's all these results is so important thing coming to? And when I came back into the class and I saw Huiming with a table full of tissues, I didn't know what I can do. There's nothing anyone can do to make her feel better, unless you can change her grade. But you can help by being understanding enough not to go on and on and on about your A1.

And it's not that I'm not happy with my grade, that's why I was looking so sian throughout the whole afternoon. And when others asked me, Why you get A1 still look like that? My reply was, Because it's only a subject. And yes, it's only a subject. I know it matters, everything matters, but what matters more is you, your character. Yes, results go a long way. But results go, it's the character that stays.

I know it's easy for me to say. I'm a freaking A1 student. But I meant what I said. Don't cheer up, use this to push you to do harder for your coming tests, if results is what matters to you most.

And lastly, to great friends Huiming, Gillian, Weixin and Jo&, you're all character-A1. Believe me, this goes a longer way than what the Chinese results can get you to.

Told you, I never liked Fridays. Tsk.

Thursday, February 09, 2006
♥ yawns

Why am I online, again! Hahaha. I'm supposed to be revising for my AMaths test and Geography test! But apparently my Geog file and notebook are in school and so is my AMaths TYS! Damn it, why did I bring my pencilcase home, added so much weight to my bag.

Today's B Girls lost St Nichs. Ar duh. Haha.

Walked home today from Admiralty MRT in the rain. Fiona must go look for Mr Ang someday, she's bloody cross-eyed. -_- She told me it's stopped raining already. Tsk.

The oracy test today was............. Man, I just hope and pray and wish to pass. Bloody screwed up lah, I didn't prepare at all. Lol, I reached school this morning and the only thing I felt like doing was stone. Which I did. Haha.

What's this...

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

What the hell am I doing here?!

I have not prepared the whatever speech about people eating diet pills for Oracy tomorrow. Why can't we miss English instead of Geography?! I don't care about the test man, I want Geography! What am I supposed to reflect on the lame piece of Diet Pills crap lah! Haha. AIYAH. HECK LAH. I'M NOT GOING TO PREPARE ANYTHING UNTIL TOMORROW MORNING. I'm the second one, after Sumaiyah. AIYAH. HECK. Sleep is still more important.

All the best to all badminton teams in the 2nd round! :)

Sidenote, I'M STILL FUCKED UP THAT I LOST TO THAT FUCKTARD IN SINGLES. FACE IT, YOU WON BECAUSE I'M LOUSY. NOT BECAUSE YOU'RE GOOD. OKAY. BECAUSE I'M LOUSY, NOT BECAUSE YOU'RE GOOD. NOT BECAUSE YOU'RE GOOD. IF YOU'RE GOOD, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO BE A LINESMAN. YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE TEAM, LIKE JEREMY. AND YOU'RE AS LOUSY AS THE MEALWORM IN THE DRAIN. (which means I'm worse than a mealworm in a drain. ): ) I know I'm mean, but I can't help it!

What vengeful spirit?! TRAIN YOUR HEAD LAH. You are in badminton because you suck in basketball, and because your badminton mates hated you. And since you are sucking in badminton, you should be in some effing Green Club or something.

(Spiky is now telling me over MSN how to win Fuckathon. -_-)

Got to go! Bye!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006
♥ School is fun! :)

I'm still blogging everyday. Lol. There is a Geography test soon? Lol. But I have had tips from friends. ;) Want Geog tips come find me, I can't possibly write it on the whiteboard. LOL. Eh wait, I forgot most of what was said to me. Haha.

Anyway, we finally got our handbooks back. (after nagging at the principal, yes, I nagged at the principal. Lol.) She asked for our handbooks last Friday to check on our target setting. And then we handed in, and she didn't return them to us yesterday. So I asked Heng about it during English, and she said she'll ask Poh today. Then during Geog she came to our class for some reasons, and somebody asked her again. She said the same thing.

And then guess what. Poh walked past our class and I ran out to ask her about the handbooks. She said she hasn't finished going through the handbooks, and I said but we need our handbooks very badly, all our tests and homework dates are inside, and we can't live without our handbooks, and all the teachers are stressing us, and our lives are so messed up without our handbooks. Lol. Okay lah, I didn't say about the messed up lives part, but that's because she stopped me by saying she'll return them to us by this afternoon.

And then Heng smsed me! Lol. And she said, "Pls tell the class that Mrs Poh is not in sch, so, I can't ask her abt the student diary. Will do so tomorrow." Lol, I was about to open my mouth when I realised, Didn't I just talk to Poh?! LOL. So I replied, "Erm, she just walked past our class and I've asked her for it already. She says she'll give it back to us by this afternoon." Lol, and she replied, "Ok. Hey, u kept ur phone on? U are having lessons!"

She was the one who smsed me during lessons. During curiculum time whatever.

-_-

I don't like 4/1's form teacher.

At 2.40pm, under pressure from Evelyn (she needs her handbook like her life depended on it, haha), I got Weixin to go to GO with me to get the handbooks back. Poh was actually talking to Koh (sounds like tongue twister -_-), when I interrupted to ask for the handbooks. Lol. I thought she'll scold me for being rude or something, but she said the same thing that she hasn't finish going through them yet. So I resaid the part about how important handbooks are a part of our lives. And she said she'll send them personally back to our class later, before 5pm.

I realise how lame I can be....! Haha. Gillian really wants to kill me.

Did you hear about the Mr Ang joke? -_-

Question: Who do you go to when you're cross-eyed?
Answer: Mr Ang. Because he can dismiss the pupils.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Question: Who do you go to when you're bored?
Answer. Mr Ang. Because every morning he sees students with hair problems. (bored = bald)

LOL.

Okay lah. I still have to do homework. I brought my pencilcase home today, which is rare, and I have to treasure it. I'll be letting myself down if I carried that weight all the way home and I didn't use it at all. Lol.

Bye! (:

Monday, February 06, 2006
♥ So close! :)

I came home just now after training, and I saw Junjie wearing a white shirt sitting at his dining table. Lol. It's scary how close we're living. I tried waving but he didn't see me. Haha. And then he came online.

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
hey hey hey

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
are you wearing a white shirt now?

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
-.-

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WHAT THE

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MY PRIVACY!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
hahahahhaha!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
i saw you at your dining table juz now!

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WAIT

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
hahahahhahaa

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YOU GO TO THE BALCANY NOW!

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no lar kidding lol.. ya

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i roughly know where yo uare

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
lol

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
i juz came home lar!!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
i was waving and waving and you din see me

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
lol

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really??

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sorry!

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ya i just got home too.. cca

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
lol

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
tml you want to learn how to walk home?

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yes!

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extra lessons!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
okay!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
after extra lessons you come 4-1 find me?

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ok!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
hahaa

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
so funny

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
i can see you juz now!!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
lol

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lol finally.. dun need to wait for 901 like siao

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YA!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
and from wad i see

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MY PRIVACY!!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
like you nodding your head liddat

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
HAHA

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
were you doing homework?

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-.-" really?

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no, i just finished my dinner =)

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
lol

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ohh

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
hahahhaa

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
i go out now

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
wait arh!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
look out for the window!!

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OK LOL!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
LOL

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
i can hear you!!! (He shouted Hello -.-)

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
hahahahhahaha

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
can hear me laugh?

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nope =O

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laugh louder!

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
lol

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
hahahaha

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
was tht your sis beside you?

[[ 我的感覺 妳已聽不見 ]]___[[.jAy.]]:
and your erm father behind?

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ya lor

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haha

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so funn!

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i don't believe it.. so close!!

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LOL. I can see his whole living room, which makes up most of his home. Lol. But he can only see my corridor. Haha.

I think I'm going to miss all my badminton juniors (Yes, I'm a Sec FOUR senior already.) They look so cute! -_-" Especially Gerald. Haha. He was asked me today, when we were both looking out the windows in the hall, whether the school is farming. HAHA. And I told him Yar, they're ploughing grass. Haha. And he didn't believe that used to be a school field. Lol. He was the same junior who asked me "Is that the Chinese guitar?", pointing at the pipa during CNY rehearsal. LOL. So cute!

And all the C girls! :) And of course the towering one standing at 168cm and the very black one. (Serious, I thought Jeremy was a Malay when I first saw him. And then I heard him speak Chinese, I was shocked lah! Haha.) And the rest of the badminton mates! I'll miss Weeyang dancing around (HAHA) and Yongyuan staring at Weeyang not knowing what to do. Lol.

-sniffs-

LOL. Nah. I'll save the tears for the farewell party. Our juniors are supposed to perform for us. Lol. I just hope they're not going to stand in a line and sing Guan Huai Fang Shi. Whoever came up with that idea last year. =X But! Not expecting "potatoes" like Ruth and Jenna to sing Chinese? YOU'RE WRONG! They actually sang it! Better than Joan in fact. =X Haha. The only person in tune was erm Jaslyn. Fiona and I were taking turns in going off-tune. Haha. Was Charmaine there? Lol, I can't remember.

Haha. Our juniors should learn to sing Jay songs! :)

Anyway, we had our EMaths test today! :D No idea why I so high, when I didn't do the last question and wrote down wrong answers which I knew were wrong for Question 5. Haha. But it's over! And whatever that's over means we're one step closer to O'Levels! And I can't wait for O'Levels to be over. Haha.

Got to go sleep! :)

Should not have...
But I still did.

Sunday, February 05, 2006
♥ Sunday, second post

Head's hurting like there's no tomorrow. I feel like I'm online subconsciously. Online because, we're supposed to type out our essays. And I don't feel like going out to Bugis. But I still can't think of what to write for Great Dad's essay. Even staring at him for one whole day doesn't give me the slightest clue what I can write about him.

And the other essay on what arh. Colours.

I had this idea about writing about some sadistic stuff. But it sounded too sadistic. So I tried changing the sadistic part to less sadistic. But then the story became bland. So I added in abit of sadistic killing. But it's not enough to make the story nice. -_- So I decided not to write a sadistic story. And then I can't think of anything else to write.

Anyway, I'm feeling miserable.

Can't tell you why. 'Cause I feel like running. Lol. No link again. Because the words are not in blue and they're not underlined. So there's no link. LOL.

I'm hoping I can be sick so I don't have to go to school tomorrow. But I want to play badminton in the hall. =/

Starhub just called. To tell me that the construction at Blk 575 is blocking the network coverage or something, and the base here is not stable. There's construction at Blk 575? Lol.









































































You must be damn bored since you're scrolling. I'm as bored as you are.







I think I should have gone. But, I think I'm right not to go. -_-

Lol. Bye, again. Haha.

♥ Sunday

Kind of miss playing badminton, although the last time I played it was two days ago.

Haven't been doing my homework.

I wonder why I'm so crazy over Jay. I wonder if I'll feel like going to his concert this year. (I can't imagined I just said that.) I'm thinking, whether it is possible if I'm to not be so crazy over Jay. If I force myself not to listen to his songs for a year, I doubt I'll still be able to sing his songs. I doubt I'll still remember the lyrics. I doubt I'll be able to know what song is from which album which track. I doubt I'll be able to recognize a Jay song anymore.

By the way, you know Jay has a new signature? Not very new lah, around November. I saw it on jay-chou.net. There's the cursive Jay, as usual, plus the word Zhou in Chinese.

Lol. No link to what I've been saying.

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Have no idea what to write for the Great Dad essay, due 14 Feb. My father doesn't ask me to help him squeeze toothpaste the way Priscilla's dad do. The only thing he does which other dads don't is to place bets with my mother on whether I'll bathe first or eat first when I reached home. And forget to state the bet. And then get laughed at by my mother afterwards.

Lol. Got to go. Bye.

Friday, February 03, 2006
♥ The Monk

Someone sent me this email...

This is really a great suspense...

Read it carefully to know what it is.

A man is driving down the road and broke down near a monastery. He went to the monastery, knocked on the door, and said, "My car broke down. Do you think I could stay the night?"

The monks graciously accepted him, fed him dinner, even fixed his car. As the man tried to fall asleep, he heard a strange sound. The next morning, he asked the monks what the sound was, but they said, "We can't tell you. You're not a monk."

The man was disappointed but thanked them anyway and went about his merry way. Some years later, the same man broke down in front of the same monastery. The monks again accepted him, fed him, even fixed his car. That night, he heard the same strange noise that he had heard years earlier. The next morning, he asked what it is, but the monks replied, "We can't tell you. You're not a monk."

The man said, "All right, all right. I'm dying to know. If the only way I can find out what that sound was is to become a monk, how do I become a monk?"

The monks replied, "You must travel the earth and tell us how many blades of grass there are and the exact number of sand pebbles. When you find these numbers, you will become a monk."

The man set about his task. Some forty-five years later, he returned and knocked on the door of the monastery. He said, "I have traveled the earth and have found what you have asked for. There are 145,236,284,232 blades of grass and 231,281,219,999,129,382 sand pebbles on the earth." The monks replied, "Congratulations. You are now a monk. We shall now show you the way to the sound."

The monks led the man to a wooden door, where the head monk said, "The sound is right behind that door." The man reached for the knob, but the door is locked. He said, "Real funny. May I have the key?"

The monks gave him the key, and he opened the door. Behind the wooden door was another door made of stone. The man demanded the key to the stone door. The monks gave him the key, and he opened it, only to find a door made of ruby. He demanded another key from the monks, who provided it. Behind that door was another door, this one made of sapphire. So it went on until the man had gone through doors of emerald, silver, topaz, and amethyst.

Finally, the monks said, "This is the last key to the last door." The man was relieved to no end. He unlocked the door, turned the knob, and behind that door he was amazed to find the source of that strange sound.



















. . . . But I can't tell you what it is because you're not a monk.

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So lame.

Think of nothing. Think of anything.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Ladies and gentlemen, presenting to you, the most spastic toy in this world:

Hahahahahahaha. Fiona and I found it at the toys section in Metro at Causeway. Lol. The tag on it actually says "Less 50%". Hahahaha. There were many other spastic looking soft toys. But this is the most hideous looking one. Lol. And we spent close to 30 minutes in that section trying to dig up more of these. And we found 11. Lol.

So dumb looking lar! Hahahahaha.

That's all I have to say lol. Congrats to B boys on having won Yishun Sec. I still have to treat Spiky to his ice cream although he lost to that Thai. Lol, I can't remember why I agreed.

Bye! :D