Sunday, April 30, 2006
♥ Post-birthday

Had a wonderful day today. Thanks Chingwen, Weilong and Shannon for planning everything. For being so crazy today, for making me laugh so much. Haha.

The day started off with the four of us watching The Alibi (NC-16 SHOW LEH!!) at Orchard. Haha. The show was okay. Then they brought me to Chinatown, I had no idea for what, but they just did. We walked to Kreta Ayar Street, where they stopped me in the middle of the street and Weilong did a charade and I'm supposed to guess where they're bringing me to.

-_-

The answer was YumCha. But his charade was so lousy my answer came out as Win-something.

It felt so weird because this is the first time I ever ate in YumCha. Haha.

Then they brought me to this street where it was flooded with tourists, selling all sorts of exotic stuff, like wooden statues and many other gorgerous things. The place was so vintage. I loved it man. I was so amazed. To think as a Singaporean I've never walked that street before. I was supposed to choose my birthday present. Haha. They got me a pretty wooden box. (Damn ex lah, walao, I wouldn't have chosen it if I knew the price.) Lol.

And I thought that was all. But after that, they walked me to CK Department Store where the the two boys disappeared saying they want to go to the toilet. After waiting for like, 10 minutes or so, Chingwen disappeared saying she's going to look for the two of them by asking some passerbys to look into the male toilet or something. So I stupidly stood there waiting for the three of them for the next 15 minutes or so, before receiving the message from Chingwen.

"COME FIND US IN THE LUCKY PLACE WITH FLOWERS AND IS HIGH UP IN THE SKY."

Another riddle. And I really couldn't solve it. So I called them but all of them rejected my calls. Lol. I gave up and sat in the Macs eating ShakerFries. HAHA. After another 20 minutes or so, they gave up waiting and called me to ask me to go up to the overhead garden on Lucky Chinatown, which was just beside me. -_- Lol.

I went there and they sang me a birthday song with a birthday cake there and then, with all the Caucasians tourists staring at us. Lol. Super malu. Haha.

We took a cab to the 24 hr coffee shop in Potong Pasir and had supper there. Yum. Lots of food, I really ate alot. They were shocked by the amount I could take. We ordered crabs, fried oyster omelette, rojak, satay and i-don't-know-what's-that-called. Hungry mah. Lol.

And then we cabbed home.

Stupid decision. Really stupid decision.

Dropped Shannon at Hougang. The road was super congested with people flooding to watch the elections speech in Hougang held by the Workers' Party. Walao, jam like crazy. The driver took a shortcut in halfway and drove a long way into Kovan, past Serangoon, into Ang Mo Kio and then to Yishun, where Chingwen and Weilong stay. BUT YISHUN IS CONGESTED AS WELL. Walao!!

The cabfare totals up to $23.40. -_- Which is enough for cabbing from Tampines to Westcoast. Tsk.

Superb day. Because I have superb friends! :) Thanks so much!! :D

♥ My bestest birthday ever! :D

This post was actually typed out two days ago, 28 April. But Blogger conked out and decided to post only the title of the post and the long long long long longgggg entry was wiped out. Saddening huh. But that didn't spoil my day anyways. I had a great great greattttt day yesterday. My bestest birthday ever.

This year.

There's no brother to spoil the surprise of my friends sharing to get my dream racquette for me. Not that they're getting me another racquette this year, I won't be needing one anymore. They, 48 people, shared to get me a Zen Neeon Mp3. Shocking man. How did you guys manage to choke up 48 people AND NOT LET ME KNOW?! Everybody knew about it, even Fiona, whom I told "I think Meiching is planning something for my birthday."

And all other so many thoughtful gifts from all my friends. Suddenly I felt so so so so loved. =')

This year.

I kept awake, very very awake, from 9.30pm onwards on 27 April. I was watching the early birthday present, the Jay Incomparable to Jay concert DVD, that was given to me (another big shock) from gillian (small 'g' okay!) couple of weeks ago. It was so nice. Even though I watched it alone. I felt like I was at Taiwan watching the concert itself. And when Jay sang "Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le" I felt so happy I could die. :D

And at 12am sharp, I received the first birthday greeting sms from Muaha.

28 April this year was exceptionally hot and bright. And to think the past two days it had always been raining in the afternoon. I wonder was it just me being stupid and retard as usual and jumping around which then leads to the rise in body temperature, or is the weather really sunny? Haha!

Thanks Shikin for the Hersheys bar and the Kitkat chunky. I finished both already. Haha. The Hersheys bar turned very, erm, flexible by the time I reached home. But I froze it (not me actually, I mean the freezer) and ate it nonetheless. :D THANKS THE GIRL WITH LONG HAIR! :D (Whether you like it or not, I'm going to bother you every morning about your long hair! Haha!)

Thanks Junjie for the three lollipops, haha, and the numerous birthday wishes (I lost count already) you started saying/smsing/msning to me since 6am on 28 April. Haha. :D

Thanks Ruting for the Meigui keychain! :D

Thanks Jiaru for the bunch of bananas!!! Haha! I've finished all after realising it'll not last till Tuesday. I promised Vanessa, a fellow banana lover, I'll give her two of the bananas. But it's okay! I just bought another bunch! :) Anyway, thanks Jiaru! And I hope your birthday turned out great as well! :D And I'll make you your hot guy using playdoh! Haha!

Thanks Ann for the nail polish (I still don't know what I'm supposed to do with it) and THE WATER GUN!! SO FUN CAN!! Hahahahahaha. I love terrorising people. :D

Thanks gillian (still small 'g' okay!!) for the DVD. Thanks for giving me that early so I could watch it over my birthday. Thanks for giving me the limited edition one which comes with the wristband which I like so much. (I know yours is orange, match your bag and hairband mah!) Thanks for the beautiful Jay necklace which I wore for the whole of my birthday. Thanks loads for the tuna sandwich breakfast you made for me. So touching can! Thanks for the birthday cupcake your mother made you bring for me. It was delicious. Haha. And thanks Germaine for the paper box!! Haha! Thanks sotong for making my day special! :)

Thanks B Girls for the birthday cake. :D I loved seeing Charmaine being so walaoy when she knew I knew about the cake. Haha! And Ruth remained stoned despite many attempts to irritate her using the water gun. Haha! :D

Thanks Chunying, Sarah, Huishan, Yixin, Angel, Shahida, Haobo, Nathanael, Sokmui, Naomi, Sheryl, Huizhen, Jiahao and Anson for the TWO PLAYDOH SETS!!! :D I was so happy I almost cried when I saw the playdoh sets. And guess what! Sokmui wrote "I promise I wun kill you" in my birthday card!! HEH HEH. I WON'T BE KILLED BY SOKMUI! HEH HEH.

Thanks (takes a deep breath) Jiahao, Anson, Weisiang, Meiching, Priscilla, Sheryl, Weixin, Naomi, Layjia, Arkar, Ruth, Weeyang, Junjie, Spiky, Alfred, Shuling, Ankita, Arthur, Yongyuan, Sokmui, Suyi, Huiming, Weiwen, Chengcheng, Haobo, Hanhui, Wilson, Weiching, Benjamin, Nigel, Kakei, Soonkiat, Chunying, Jiaru, Chloe, Vanessa, Qijia, Ann, Angeline, Eunice, Joan, Jaslyn, Jenna, Charmaine, Felicia, Yongkiat, Jo&, Aaron and Fiona for Zen Neeon! :D

Thanks BROTHER! For the Sakae Sushi set! (Fiona! Remember that set we saw the woman carrying in front of us in Causeway? The one I said I could finish 3 of it?) But I'm so full, even until now. The sushi set is still in the fridge! :)

Special thanks to Meiching for going through all that trouble of finding so many people to raise funds (sounds so Mdm Lim) to get the Mp3. It's the thought that really moves me. Thanks for making me feel so special. Thanks so much!! :)

Thanks to Fiona for going through the trouble of buying the birthday cake and attempting to light the candles under the fan and making yourself look as tall and dumb as usual. Haha. Thanks for everything.

Thanks VVV for smsing me the two birthday songs, including the super lan RNB version and making me laugh like a moron at my handphone.

Thanks 4/1, for singing me the birthday song during GEOGRAPHY LESSONS!! And Mrs Theresa Lim gave me a TIMEOUT CHOCOLATE!!! I'm never going to eat it!! :D

Thanks Sokmui, Naomi, Priscilla and Felicia for having spent your dinnertime with me. Haha. Even though the sole purpose was to bring Felicia out to eat Singapore food, I had so much fun eating out with you all. It just makes my day happier! :)

To top it all up, 28 April's NAPFA test was the happiest ever. I got 4As and 1C. I jumped 170cm for Standing Broad Jump. My happiest ever. I got a GOLD for NAPFA.

What's more. I didn't see Patricia Goh for the whole of the day and I didn't have to hear Heng's voice because she granted us one hour of free period during English today.

DOESN'T ALL THESE JUST MAKES 28 APRIL SEEM LIKE THE BEST BEST BEST DAY EVER?!

I'M SO HAPPY I WISH I COULD RE-LIVE 28 APRIL AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!

Thanks everyone!! Thanks for making this birthday the bestest birthday ever. Thanks for making my day so great. Thanks for letting me believe not all Fridays are bad afterall. I love you guys! :D

AND





I'M 16 ALREADY!!!!





-runs off to play the playdoh sets!-

Monday, April 24, 2006
♥ MUA HA

I was playing this sadistic game earlier where I'm a freaking ugly Komodo dragon and I go round killing wolves to get their meat to cook for some Komodo dragon's birthday banquet. Damn lame. And the dragon is really really very ugly. No idea why I played the game for so long.

Fiona Thia Kia Hua has a new name called FIONA THIA MUA HA. MUA HA as in MUAHAHAHHAHA that MUAHA. :D

Nothing much to blog about. Rather lifeless now the common tests have started. I'm failing AMaths. And I'm not feeling anything about it. Which is a bad sign.

And I've been online for I-have-no-idea-how-long already.

I feel like killing myself for some reasons.

Sunday, April 23, 2006
♥ Gackt layout

For Jiaru, codes for the Gackt layout.

Click Here to download the codes.

I remade one at my friend's house the other day using Photoshop. The one I did at your house arh. I did up the codes with the background, scroll and everything, and the colours turned out real weird. I still have the image done using Photoshop though.

Here. That's the image. Maybe I'll try making a layout using that some other time.

Common tests start officially next week. First up is English and AMaths. Blah. I can't wait for everything to be over. The only enjoyable thing about tests and exams is the finish-everything period. But that never last long man. Being in Sec 4 just makes it worse. Tests never stop. I'm hoping O's to be over soon. I always love "get it over and done with".

It's 10.10pm already. Woah. Time really flies.

I'm feeling rebellious. I feel like skipping school tomorrow. Haha. I feel like spraying paint on the public phone cubicle. I feel like kicking cans into windows. I feel like screaming some hardcore rock song in the multi-storey carpark. Maybe I should look rebellious tomorrow. Just to scare Gillian and the rest. Hahahaha.

One of these days I wouldn't bring my bag to school.

Try imagining this.

You are walking along the street, it's midnight, roads dark and lonely. All you can hear is your own footsteps, your own breathing and the occasional crowing of birds. It's windy. You have no idea where you're heading, it just didn't seem right to turn back, or turn left, or right. You feel the way ahead is the right way, although there are no reasons why you should feel so.

The street you're walking on seems to stretch on forever. Each step brings you to the same place. You feel like you're actually walking on the spot. The surroundings is just like what it was some 4 hours ago. It seems like you've not moved at all, or the background is moving along with you.

Tired, you sat down at the pavement.

And then you see a bright light at one side of the street. You strain your eyes to look and spot a figure beckoning you. You start walking towards the source of light. For once, you seem to be moving ahead, ahead, ahead, ahead. And you're approaching the light, approaching the figure. You reach out your hand to hold the outreached hand of the figure.

Just then, a hole appeared on the ground you're standing on and swallow you whole. You fall into the deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep hole. Keeps falling, and falling, and falling, and falling, and falling, and falling...

...

I typed all those to tell you how I am feeling now.

Nevermind who's the figure or the bright light. There's none. There's no connection of my life to the story and nothing in the story symbolises anything in my life. But that's what I'm feeling right now. Werid huh.

I'm sleepy. I always am.

10 things on my mind:
1. What time will I finally allow myself to sleep.
2. AMaths test tomorrow.
3. Vintage designs. My whole mind is on them. I'm really crazy over it.
4. That white pair of high-cut sneakers from Ebase. Another one of the vintage series.
5. If I'm a guy.
6. I feel like running.
7. Geography. Bhakra Nangal.
8. I just yawned.
9. I always am yawning.
10. Maybe I should sleep now.

Tada. I'm going to sleep. Bhakra Nangal.

Saturday, April 22, 2006
♥ Study!!

YAWN. We really studied last night, although we gave up at like, 3am. After Gillian's mother gave us a one hour lesson on P&C, Gillian was already asleep on the bed, Chunying half asleep and all of us were hungry.

We ordered Macs at a weird time of 1am, and it delievered at 2am. With 6 bottles of Nescafe, although it's abit too late. After we ate our supper/breakfast(?), we gave up studying the last three blocks, Chemistry, Emaths and Geography. We chatted for 2 hours(?), before I went up and fell asleep on the sofa. I was so tired I forgot to take out the rubberband on my hair before going to sleep. I tied my hair into two, and Chunying was very fascinated by it.

Was fruitful, I should say. At least I studied the most I ever did. And I wouldn't have done it if I'm cooped up at home. I'll most probably be doing what I'm doing now, coming online and blog and watch time wheeze past so quickly.

We finished studying Geography. :D Chemistry, except Alkanes and Alkenes. We were supposed to study that during the 2am to 3am block. But we didn't. Physics, mainly all covered. Although I still can't memorise all those formulae for electricity. And I acutally did one Maths Past Year Paper and two Differentiation worksheets. WOAH. -_-

Germaine still freaks me out because she loves staring at me and expecting a response from me. But I always ignore her. LOL. AND GILLIAN. WHY DO YOU HAVE SO MANY TOYS. =/ The frog game is very very very very very fun. And it's so disappointing the fishing game ran out of battery. Lol.

But it's really very tiring, lah. Haha. Weixin says we should do this every Friday.

... Crazy.

Left some books, no, most books at Gillian's house, partly because I know I'm not going to do much back at home, and partly because I couldn't carry all the books home.

Took a cab home because I was lazy to take MRT. And then I realise I could have brought the books home if I'm to take a cab. -_-

Oh. I forgot. I did up the layout for Jiaru already. Quite some time ago, actually. But it looks so forlon, I think there's something wrong with the colours. -_- I think I'll redo it when I wake up. View.

I can feel two distinct groups in 4/1 already. So, can't find a word to describe.

I'm hungry. But I'm sleepy too. I feel like ordering KFC. But I think I'll fall asleep by the time the food arrives. Ah. Forget it. I'll eat after I nap. No, not nap, sleep. Haha.

Choz.

Thursday, April 20, 2006
♥ sigh

Loads on my mind right now, feeling very erm, cluttered, if there's such an adjective. Lol. I don't know, I just feel as if I know too much. Too many inside stories, too many ugly sides of people I'm seeing. It seems like these few days I've been seeing lots of people flaring up, getting pissed etc etc.

There are people whom I can't stand. Not many. One. Two. Or maybe three. Many times I really want to just shout at them, for them to disappear from my sight. But on second thoughts, they haven't done anything wrong. They're just being themselves. And who am I to judge their character or actions?

And I never, or hardly cross their paths. So it's okay. But I really don't like seeing people around me getting upset because of things others do. I can get very fed up even though the matter may not concern me at all. I don't know why. Like, I can stand the class being noisy. But once Weixin or Gillian says "Walao so noisy." or "Very noisy leh.", I will shoosh the class.

And others' smiles really brighten my day.

I know I can be very very very very very irrtating sometimes. (Chunying still loves Soonkiat and vice versa.) Haha. What was I saying. Yah, me being irritating. But Aaron is still more irritating. And Miss Heng still tops the chart. That's beside the point. Just that I'm wondering, how many people have I actually offended unknowingly?

Oh. And another thing is. Sometimes stories I hear can be so disturbing I have nightmares about them. Er. Nevermind.

And sometimes I wanted to see some things, and then regret after seeing them. Because they're nothing like what I wanted to see. Or know, for that matter. It's happening so often these days. Many things I wish to know, and then realise, after knowing, I shouldn't have asked.

On a lighter note, I'm staying over at Gillian's house tomorrow night with Weixin, Chunying and of course Gillian, to study throughout the night for next week's common tests. Yes, I said throughout the night. Don't doubt it. I'm already doubting myself. Don't have to doubt me further.

Sidetrack. I haven't fallen down for a long time already. I wonder when will be the next time I fall down. -_-

Off to eat bananas. They cheer me up, somehow. You may consider getting me a bunch on my birthday. Just make sure they're ripe. I hate waiting for them to ripe before eating them. I have short span of patience.

And have a nice Friday tomorrow. :D

Monday, April 17, 2006

Hey it's me again. :)

Today is a superb, splendid, fabulous, fantastic, divine, joyful, marvelous, terrific, wonderful, incredible, stupendous, beautiful, extraordinary, magnificent, remarkable day.

What's the occasion? Make a guess! :D

Sandy: Because you screwed your Physics practical even without a screwdriver?

No. Faggot. And even then, I bet we all screwed our Physics practical. Okay, maybe except Son. And Anson. And Mr Yu. But Mr Yu didn't take the test. HAHA. (You know, it feels very retard laughing at your own jokes...) Alright then. I'll LOL instead. LOL. Come on Sandy, make an intellectual guess.

Sandy: What's that supposed to mean. You know I'm as handicapped as VVV. I don't have- what do you call that again? Erm. Blain?

Yah. Yah. Yada. Just pretend to think.

Sandy: (thinks real hard) I know! Because you don't have to sit beside Aaron today during Chemistry practical?

Close. That only makes today a fine day. Nothing more. Think of something more drastic. Larger impact. Like, -MAJOR HINT- you need not see some rolling balls for one day?

Sandy: OH! There's no PE today??

Nah. BUT PE sounds very very... relevant. :D






















Are you ready for the most heartening news ever?

HONEY HENG IS ABSENT TODAY!!! :D

And COUGHSmy PE teacherCOUGHS is absent today too. And did I mention alot of people are planning marriages in April? Oh, that's beside the point, or is it not?

And heyy. I don't give a damn whether some people live happily ever after or not. Oh. SIDETRACK. Most couple teachers have to teach in seperate schools, under MOE.

Sandy: OH MY GOD. WHAT'S THAT BRIGHT LIGHT. IT'S BLINDING MY EYES.

You dumb, it's called the GLIMPSE OF HOPE. It signifies the possiblity of days without rolling eyes and nags. And I'm basking happily in the warmth of that light. Just imagine, Sandy, just imagine.

H marries Y. One of them has to leave school. AndSS decides to let Y stay since it's the school rule to keep all balls at home, and H has broken that rule more than 127821 times. 4/1 is left without a form teacher. Under overwhemling response from 4/1 students, AndSS has to compromise and switch 3/8's current form teacher to become 4/1's form teacher. Mrs Joanne Lee walks into 4/1 classroom, and everyone cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer, and cheer...

Won't it be nice~~ :D

Sandy: Yea. Dream on, don't wake up.

Trying not to. WON'T IT BE NICE MAN. Cheers to WORLD PEACE! :D

Haha! :D

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Monday! But it feels like a Friday actually. Lol. No idea why. (My, it's almost 10pm.) Hrm.

Haven't done any homework. Brought pencilcase home only to lend my correction tape to Fiona. Planned to do my homework but didn't in the end, of course. Was playing and playing the cube. I still can't do all three layers!! Haha. But I will! Soon! :)

Home alone. I can play Hide and Seek with Sandy. Haha. Or I can watch Incomparable to Jay concert 10 times throughout the night and not sleep. YAH FUNNY. I haven't watched the DVD though. Haha.

My table's cluttered with toys already. And Gillian Ju Hua is supposed to bring Polly Pocket for me, because I've never had one in my childhood. I never had Barbies too, nor those cooking playsets or those Barbie houses. I had practically none. Except rubber dinosaurs. Which my father for some reasons love buying for me. -_-

I made my own MacDonalds playset and Barbie doll. That's also why I knew my Art sucks since young.

Okay! I'll go play with the cube a little while and then sleep! :D

Have a nice Tuesday! (Actually I don't mind living 17 April 100 times simply because I don't have to see someone today.) But then again, perhaps 18 April will be even better? :D

Sandy: 1... 2... 3... 4... 5...

Sandy's counting already! I have to go hide! -_- HAHAHAHA!

Bye! :D

Sunday, April 16, 2006
♥ I want my play-doh, please!

Days have been fine. Those type that makes you smile and be contented for what you have and how you should really appreciate everything you possess, this very second.

Zai na hua tian li wo fan le cuo

Tomorrow's Monday again. So fast huh. Week 5, Term 2. Part of me still can't take in the fact that I'm Sec 4 already. How can someone so crazy over playdoh go take O's? (Still can't find the Doh-Dough website Fiona talked about...) Haha.

Today. Tuitioned Spiky Chinese at Mos Burger, Woodlands. Saw how Fiona completed the square and realised I really love Sec 3 Maths. Looked back down at the Geography holiday homework I have to remark and redo corrections and I felt really despondent. Rested a couple of times until Fiona reminded me IT'S GEOGRAPHY. Didn't manage to complete it though. Marked and done corrections for like, 3 of 10. And then we went walking around Causeway 'cause all of us were mentally drained. Tuitioning Spiky is more tiring than doing three Differentiation tests. Really.

I really wonder where his 10 years of Chinese education went to. Maybe he never had Chinese lessons in his life. Maybe he imagined his Chinese teacher to be around. And to think before I met him, I thought Aaron's Chinese was ridiculous. Aaron's Chinese is superb, seriously. I think Faris speaks better Chinese than Spiky.

Not completed the Chinese homework too. I think I may start fearing Chinese now, seeing how scary it is to Spiky. -_- Or maybe because I may start laughing everytime I see yi wang wu ji in a Chinese paragraph. Okay okay, enough about Spiky and his Sucky Chinese.

Sidetrack. Jiahao = Void = Vegetable. Because he insists vegetables are retard since they're always grinning (greening). Since vegetables are retard, and Jiahao is retard, therefore, Jiahao is vegetables. Jiahao is VVV. Very Void Vegetable. Or Very Vegetably Void. Spread the word around. Jiahao loves his new name like mad. Oh, I meant VVV.

...

So there's a SSS (Super Spastic Spiky) and a VVV (Very Void Vegetable) in my list of contacts. Ha. Ha. Ha. (Doesn't make much sense to laugh at my own jokes...) HAHA! (Okay fine, I just did.)

I feel like eating bananas. But I just finished the last one two hours ago. =(

Nevermind. I'll draw one on Paint and satisfy myself by looking at it. Okay fine, I know how lousy my Art is. My banana will probably look like a banana-going-to-be in its playdoh state. FINE FINE. Stop rubbing it in. Moron.

And just to remind you once again, Jiahao = VVV. :D

Okay. I'm getting sleepy. It's 9.45pm anyway. I'm supposed to sleep early. I woke up at 7am today. Lol. Have a nice Monday. And Tuesday. And Wednesday. And Thursday. And Friday. Okay fine. Have a nice week. But I may be here again tomorrow. Have a nice Monday then. Crap. Wasn't that what I first said? Man, I really love making morons read crap like these and then reveal the sad and brutal truth that he/she has just been bluffed into reading nonsensical blabbers again. Oh, and just to be a little more specific, the morons refer to you. Yes, you, don't turn behind. Sandy is behind and she will like a little privacy.

Okay, don't be dumb. I feel really dumb. Must be all the playdoh watching.

-_-

And I was saying I'm getting sleepy. A final bye. BYE. (Okay that wasn't final, but well.) If this goes on, I won't be getting to sleep before 10pm...

BYE.

Okay the full stop was the last thing... But now it isn't. STOP IT STOP IT. I'll end off with a full stop.

Bye.

Saturday, April 15, 2006
♥ BACK!

LOOK WHO'S HERE MAN. :D

Finally. Finally. Finally. It always happen at least once a year. Someone up there decides that I'm spending far too much time on my com and suspend me from it for like two weeks or so.

And everytime my com's repaired, I feel like I'm reborn. I doubt I can survive without a com for long. But I did, lah. Not like the time I saved by not using the com was spent on something constructive. I slept most of my free time away.

I slept the whole of today. Haha. Till like, 5 plus? I mean 5 in the evening. Haha!

Anyway, there's so much for me to say I don't know where to start.

Thanks Gillian/Sotong/Ju Hua/Gi-li-an for the early birthday present!! :D And YES! I DON'T MIND! :D

I got that Incomparable to Jay DVD with THAT WRISTBAND AND NECKLACE! :D

I'll watch it on my birthday! :D

Saddening huh. I got to go already. Nevermind! I'll blog... erm... tomorrow? Haha. Or Monday. It's 15 April already! :D 13 more days to... to... Jiaru's birthday! (as if I meant to say that...) HAHA! :D

Tata!

Friday, April 07, 2006

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Mentally worn out this week. Have lots weighing down my mind. Blah blah blah. Can't say I'm exactly happy. Can't say I'm exactly unhappy either. I don't know what's this I'm feeling. Perhaps I've been slacking too much. Perhaps I should just get down to work and all these thoughts will just stop flooding in. Perhaps I should stop confusing myself. I know I'm damn good at confusing others. Just ask the auntie who sold me noodles. But you won't know her. Ask Gillian then. But you might not know Gillian. Then think of some way to find out, like, asking me. But you may not even feel like knowing. Then forget it.

Sorry none of what I'm saying now makes sense. It's just. Just. Just. Sandy. Must be Sandy standing in front of the com and I can't see what I'm typing. Okay that doesn't make sense too. Sandy is transparent. So I can see through her. Or maybe because too many things have happened this week. Seriously, I can't remember what happened on Monday already. Let alone last week. It all seems to pass so quickly.

I seem to lose count of the time that is passing by constantly.

It's April already. I'm Sec4 already. I don't think I'm ready to grow up. I don't mind being called childish. I still like playdoh and doraemon. I don't think I'm ready to turn 16. It's hard to believe it's been 4 years since I first stepped into Anderson. It's hard to believe another 4 years down the road I'll be working in some profession. It's harder to believe another 4 years down the road I might be contemplating to marry and have kids.

I wonder how long I'll go on blogging. I wonder how long I'll go on coming online and chatting on MSN. I wonder how long more I'll be interested in Little Fighter 2. I wonder how many more years will I be able to sleep before 10pm every night. I think I'm afraid to grow up. I feel like a P6 now.

Sometimes I think back and try to recall what happened on this day last year. And what happened on this year last last year. My blog archives say that some time around this time last year, my com also broke down and my com was sent for repair for two days. I lost my 1000+ Jay pics. -_- Currently my com stores more than 5000 Jay pics and I haven't checked the jaychou website for eons.

On April 7th 2004, I had an entry saying there's a Geog test the next day. And I said 75% will fail. But I passed in the end, I think. I got 13/25. That was Sec2. Sec2 man. Who cares about Sec2.

Oh, by the way, Happy 16th birthday to Ann on 5th April and Huiming on 7th April.

Lol. I sound kiddy in 2004. Very kiddy. The type that when in Sec4 and you read what a Sec2 types, you'll feel like bashing that kid up because I didn't use correct caps. And my "oh" was "o", "there" is "dere", "just" is "juz", "see" is "c", "talk" is "tok", "what" is "wad" etc. But I didn't type lYke DisHhhXxXx. Haha. And some of the words I used frequently then I never even use them now.

So weird huh. I wonder how our grad ball this year will be like...

...

What'll Naomi wear?

-_-

What'll Weixin wear??

Weird thoughts... Will Jiahao ever find pants his length? =X

I'm typing this on Notepad now because I can't be sure when Blogger or my internet connection or my com will crash on me.

Tada. Shall post this and go sleep. :D

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
♥ My form teacher is the BEST teacher on Earth :D

My com crashed on Saturday. It's sort of repaired now, but some of my files are gone. It's reformatted and everything but I can't come online for long, because some program to protect the com from certain virus isn't installed yet.

And I wouldn't have the urge to come online and blog if not because I'm pissed once again by Honey Heng. *wide grin*

I counted the number of times she rolled her eyes at me within the 3 minutes she spent with me outside classroom 4/1.

12.

What fuck. 12 times in 3 minutes. That's like an average of 4 times/min. Which means 1 time every 15 seconds. And that 15 seconds include her question and my response. PRO CAN.

AND SHE BELIEVES I HAVE A PROBLEM. BECAUSE "SHE SENSE A CHANGE IN ME SINCE THE END OF TERM ONE" AND "IT'S AFFECTING MY BEHAVIOUR". AND SHE THINKS I "HAVE BAD INFLUENCE".

Yea man. The worst influence any one of us can get is you.

Fuck. Just because I left the school early on a freaking Wednesday. Just because YOU heard "All here" as somebody's name. Just because YOU made me go into Pat Goh's class to ask about English files from some guy when the files were right in front of you and so I rolled my eyes at you. Just because I raised my hand and confessed I ate in class. Just because I used brown rubberband to tie my hair instead of a black one.

Doesn't make sense okay! We're all going to fail our Lit Elec. How can you pass when your teacher is late for the first 10 minutes and then spend the next 50 minutes nagging at two dustbins?!

Her nagging powers is SO POWERFUL that she can start from the dustbin, to us eating in class, to us not respecting her, to the auntie having to clear the dustbin for us, to us being pampered, to the auntie having to go through this trouble, to us being self-centred, to youngsters being self-centred, to youngsters being indifferent, to the economy failing because of us youngsters in the future, to adults writing in to Straits Times to express their worry about our future, and then back to the classroom issue, about how we care only about ourselves, and then to not handing in forms on time, to how much trouble that is to her, to how much trouble we already are to her, to how she feels like giving up so many time (*BEAMS*), to how even our tables and chairs are not straight, and then back to the dustbin issue, all topped with many many many eyerolls.

She isn't satisfied when Haobo went up to clear the dustbin. She can't understand "Why Haobo has to do this alone".

THEN WHAT. 38 PEOPLE TO HOLD THE EDGE OF THE DUSTBIN TO POUR THE RUBBISH AWAY?! YOU KNOW WHAT? WE WOULDN'T MIND DOING THAT IF YOU'RE IN IT YOU KNOW!

Teachers' Day is coming soon. Okay actually it isn't. It's still 5 months away. But man. I'm going to make every teacher who teaches me a beautiful HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY card but I'll save my construction paper for her. I wouldn't want some paper scraps falling onto the floor and sparks two and a half hours of nagging about how we're not bloody respecting our classroom floor.

Do you see? Everything is about what she thinks and what she said and what she feels and what she believes we should be doing. It's all about she. And who was saying we're self-centred again? Oh, SHE. What? SHE again?!

Finally, I really want to say.

I love Mrs Joanne Lee.