Tuesday, March 23, 2004

riteZ... hi dere... i am here 2 blog...
current mood: happy, relieved... juz recieved the news about my mum... she's ok... the lump is not cancerous... yay... =D
hahaz... kkz... but a bit fan oso... yes... fan about that idiot... =_='' hahaz... ok... coz i tink quite a lot of ppl noe my blog... *i dunno why* and haiz... can't mention the name liao lar... so juz named him 'the idiot'... LoLz... haiz... now felicia and naomi oso noe le... waKauZ... haiz... maybe i shouldn't hav even told anybody... haiz... i noe i shud trust them... but... it's like... how should i say it... now thinking it may be better if none of them noe... then even if ppl ask them, they will still say no or don't noe... but when u told them, they will answer yes when ppl ask them... haiz.. tat's the whole point... and the ppl who asked them will then confirm... and they will add to the list of ppl who noe... if onli i din tell anybody... den nobody can be confirmed... den all these damn things wun happen one by one... wad the f u c k... sorry for my language... i am juz pissed...
i am not blaming anybody here... juz pissed that dis is the ways the ppl i trusted reacted... kkz... i noe wad to do in future... =( heng nobody noes a lot about me... yay... even the most somebody noes about me is about 3/8 onli... meaning nobody in this world except myself noe very much about me... i am the onli one... haiZzzz
how am i feeling now: i dunno... no longer feel happy... the happiness is gone... suddenly.. =_= haiz...
guess i really dun feel much about my parents after all....~
wud be going out later... meeting sharon and gang... wan to watch jian gui... not so early... i meeting them at woodlands mrt at 8.45pm... sighZ... dun feel like going... but haiz, i haven seen them for so long le... time to meet them...
time now is 7.32pm... one hour plus more.... haiz... already feeling sleepy... how to watch movie liddat...
sighZzzzz