Friday, October 15, 2004

hi ppl.. erm.........

currently having sort of mixed feelings.. came online juz now wif sort of a happy and light mood.. but now.. hmmm....

first off, good news first.. jerry is out of singapore idol.. smile.. yay.. one two three smile.. *smile* -.-" felt so happy juz now i screamed into my brother's ears cuz he insisted leandra wud be voted out.. but yea.. i won.. i'm so0o0o0o0o0o0 happy -.-"" hope u all get my sacarcism... hmmm...

erm.. and den.. i din go for the concert at victoria concert hall today cuz i fell sick after playing three hours of little fighter 2 at home.. =S wad crap.. there goes.. 25 bucks to the Chen and Lee family clinic.. lolz..

currently feeling.. dunno how to describe.. very very weird feelings, all mixed together... erm.. at a loss of words suddenly.. i need to tink straight.. brb.. i go get some ice cubes..

currently sucking a ice cube.. it does help me tink better.. hmmm.... things are bombarding at me one at a time... cant stand firm on the ground.. ppl reading this muz be wondering wad the hell i toking abt.. eh.. in fact i oso dunno lehx.. -shakes head- i need another ice cube..

current temperature: 38 degress celcius.. ice cube is not working... -.-"

10 things on my mind currently:
1. meiching's conversation over msn now
2. the size of the ice cube now in my mouth
3. how bloody my finger was yesterday
4. wad date issit today??
5. fear factor juz now, they were eating slugs
6. snow white and the seven dwarves.. dun ask me why, i dunno too
7. why the "publish post" button is orange
8. ann's entries
9. woody from little fighter 2
10. i feel like playing monopoly -.-

weird.. weird.. weird.. weird...... i need some slp.. things wud be better tml... well, at least i hope so..

[updated] things which i suddenly find so true..?
we flash our nicest smiles into the neoprint machine even when we were cursing and swearing dat we chose such a lousy one..? hmmm.. appearance vs reality?? we couldnt even tell from the neoprints dat we were unhappy wif the machine.. we all appear to be so happy...

our favourite movies are actually fake??

i guess humans are complicated creatures afterall.. ok, i dun hav to guess.. anyone wud noe dat... we are so complicated we hav so many different systems in our bodies u wun even noe all.. lolz.. u cant even name every organ u hav in ur body.. (of cuz, unless u are a genius in human bio) how can we say we understand ourselves well when we couldn't even name out everything that is present in our bodies?? sounds weird.. but i find it true though..

how did we decide our favourite colour?? why wud we LIKE a colour in the first place?? it is not even alive.. it is juz there.. not for u to like it or not.. if it had been alive, it wouldnt even care whether u like it or not.. wait wait.. i am becuming more and more weird.. why am i toking abt colours cuming alive?? lolz..

i feel as if i'm living in somebody else's world.. hmm.. had a weird dream juz now that there is this girl who get everything she wished for.. and we are juz ppl living in her world.. to make her wish whole.. so that she live in a whole world where she gets everything she wants... she has a whole world of her own.. and den somewhere in another world, there's a me that get everything 'i' wanted.. and there is a whole set of ppl living in that me's world.. and so on... and i feel like a living thing dat has a non-living existance.. wadeva that means lolz..

juz read through all i hav typed.. wad happened to me lolz..