Monday, October 04, 2004

my second entry of the day.. i've been in front of the com for dunno how long le.. nothing better to do so i juz tot i shld blog..

currently feeling.. dunno how to describe.. feeling a bit weird maybez... after sheryl had came online and offline and sokmui had came online offline and sheryl came online and offline again... i am still online.. :

sokmui had juz flared up becuz she felt she is drifting away from her wrps frens.. hmmm... told her to try go hav a good slp.. by the time u woke up, u wud probably hav forgotten half the things.. and u juz cant seem to find the reason why u got angry in the first place.. at least that is always the case for me... =?

exam stress bah... as for me... i'm still sitting here comfortably, staring at the screen... wondering how time could pass by so quickly.. and yar, tt's juz wad jiahao told me last nite.. if u're bored, look out of the window.. i asked him why.. den he said watch time fly past u.. and i suddenly felt the urge to do sumthing.. inspiring huhx...

anywayz.. since i'm blogging, i muz as well tok abt more things that are on my mind... yea, abt the book... there's this part in the book where a young girl is crying becuz she dropped her ice cream on the floor and ta-dah, no more ice cream for her~ poor thing.. she was crying and crying and den her grandmother came over.. the grandmother asked her why she is crying and she pointed to the patch of wet ground where the ice cream had melted.. den the grandmother said that it's the ice cream that has fallen, so why is she crying? the girl stopped crying and said that that means no more ice cream for her... den the grandmother said that if she had eaten the ice cream, she wud find it sweet.. if she din eat the ice cream, she wud find it tasteless.. but if she cries, she wud find it salty becuz all she tasted was her own tears.. and so, the girl stopped crying, not becuz she is not upset that there is no more ice cream for her.. she stopped crying becuz she found that her tears were salty... -.-"

moral of the story? it's alright to be upset.. it's alright to be unhappy abt the way things turn out.. but u never noe wad u're missing out while u are getting angry wif the whole world out there... therefore? wad else, take things easy.. it's alright to be angry /depressed / sad / unhappy / revengeful etc.. but u wud get over it sooner or later.. so why not sooner?

am i some lecturer or wad.. lolx.. dat is one lesson learnt for the little girl though.. then she noe how to handle ice creams properly.. and even though the ice cream always drip all over her hands when she eat them, at least she tasted the sweetness she longed to have... even when her hands were all sticky becuz of the ice cream, she took it as if she's giving a treat of ice cream to her hands.. and she wud get so happy she wud jump ard.. -.-" lolx... ~always look on the bright side of life~

byez again...