Wednesday, January 26, 2005

why do all bad things happen one after another.......

look at the time rite now.. it's actually 0510 in the morning... and i'm online.. dun feel like taking public transport later to skoo... will be taking a taxi.....

and why am i online.. cuz i am at a lost of wad to do suddenly... my father is in the hospital.. down wif heart problems.. and some clog in his arteries..

all of a sudden.. i felt i shouldnt hav quarrelled wif him over tht matter recently...

heart hurts..

at 2am plus plus in the morning.. my mum woke up us.. told me she's bringing my dad to the hospital.. cuz he kept on having chest pains.. and den told us to go get some slp.. asked me to come home earlier tml..

how u expect me to fall asleep after dat.......

and i hav been awake since then.. juz tot i wud come online.. maybe blogging and some jay music could calm me down..

i dun wan go to school today.... but as i'm saying these, i'm already ready in my uniform.. hair tied and nametags worn.. how to smile.. in front of everyone.. today...