Wednesday, March 31, 2004

*** I'M n0 LonGeR aNgRy oR nEthIn *** I JuZ duNn0 h0w 2 fAcE a PeRs0n Wh0 hAs oNcE hUrT mE *** It'S jUz NoT eAsY 2 f0rGeT h0w E pErSoN hAs HuRt U *** Sh0uLd I dEfEnD mYsELf oR gIv U aNoThEr cHaNcE??? ***
hi dere...
one thing first... unfortuanately, i managed to sumhow stumbled across sheryl's new blog address... yes, i saw it, i read the entries... until i came across the part saying "if u r from 2/6 and u r reading this, den fine..." and den i realise i am not supposed to be one of the persons reading that... so, well... i'm not sure whether it's too late or wad... issit some sort of taking turns or wad... coz the exact same situation happened b4 between the two of us...
haiZ.. i wun read it again... and i say wad i mean... to those reading dis, sokmui, ann or naomi... help me tell her... or maybe juz in case she sees dis, she can c for herself...
haiz... i can't confide in my blog as much le... coz i am no longer sure how many ppl are going to read this... sad though, i made this blog, and den i can't type out wad really happened and wad i really feel... sad huhz? kkz... normal stuff of wad happened today:
first period was PE... reached skoo dat time stomach soo pain... not really sure if it is stomach pain... i think is gastric lehz... din eat breakfast... the nite b4 dinner oso never eat... haiz... wadeva it is... din felt toned up enuff to run the 5 rounds round the carpark... but did it anyway... coz i din wan to be the extra one out... after dat had to play basketball... whoever in my group sure suay one... coz i play basketball is not hit ball, it hit my teammates with the ball... hahaz... ended up in a group of cheng cheng, weihao, jinning, seowhui and qijia... haiz... pathetic... captain is cheng cheng... den the rule say captain cannot score... wahh... liddat is like telling us to go and knock wall... the whole team all ka0 him liao lor... u c weihao run... wahhh... pathetic... the first match play with ben's team... of coz lose lar... his team the girls all so enthu one... jody, layjia, huizhen... our team... pathetic... got one time cheng cheng pass the ball to me... i even scolded him lar... tell him dun pass the ball to me... hahaz... yar.. that was the onli time i touched the ball... other than that, i juz stand dere bai pose... hahaz... even ben saed he din even noe i was dere... hahaz... true... lolz
den was maths... haiz... mdm hee toked and toked non stop... gave us comments on the banner... lolz... she sound really like a mother... hahaz... den she crapped and crapped and crapped... lolz... den had recess... went to library drink hot mocha... so nice... very nice to drink... good for my stomachache/ gastric pain too... copied through the scrapbook from sokmui... haiz... den went for reading... shiok... aircon shuang... hahaz... den english... sighz... the test is gonecase le... haiz... sure die one... :'( sighZzzz... den had home econs... nice... mdm fong today oso tok crap... tell us ghost stories... lolz... cute... den second recess... went canteen eat lunch... den realise time running out... so ran up to class take music file... off lights, lock windows... den came down... went for music... lolz... funny... hahaz... den after dat... went back to class... supposed to go 4 training... den jaslyn not going... ruth not going... i oso slack dun wan go... i noe i very bad... but too bad lor... i am slack one...
den went J8 with sm and naomi... supposed to go dere buy present for gary... shop shop shop den finally bought sumthing... sorry, memory loss... can't remember wad it is... -.-'' although it onli happened a few hours ago... pai seh lar... brain got problem... hahaz...
den came home, den online, den type english words here... haiZz

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

*** WaD aM i SuPPoSeD 2 Do? WaD aM i SuPPoSeD 2 SaY? TeLL mE HoW aM i SuPPoSeD AcT As If NoThInG HaS HaPPeNeD??? ***
current mood: haiz... i dunno how to descirbe lar
wad am i to say?? wad can i say?? u think forgetting wad a person has done to u is simple?? u tink forgetting how a person has betrayed u is simple?? unfortunately, no... wad can i say, wad can i do??? how can i act as if nothing has happened...
i realised this blog is getting more and more known to ppl... even ppl i dun even noe... i realised i can't type out all that i wan type here anymore... becuz there are ppl that i dun wish to noe reading this... i dun care, and i dun wanna care... the onli ppl i had wanted them to noe are sokmui, ann, mingxian and naomi... the rest know my blog in one way or another... either by linking or when i told the person when i was in a crazy frame of mind... really wish to tell those ppl who linked me to stop linking me, coz i really wan keep this blog private... and to those that are still reading this though i din giv u permission to, pls stop... wad else can i say... i can't control ur mind... i can't control where u wan go when u surf ur web... so those out dere... unlink me... i hav saed it so many times to u but u dun care... wad can i do... i can't force u to do things u dun want to... it's getting pressurizing... one fine day, i may juz delete this blog coz ppl i dun wish them to noe are pricking into wad i am feeling inside... not as if i wan them to noe or wad... this blog was meant for me to keep my memories, and oso to let my frens noe how i am getting along, dat's all... not that u r not my fren or wad... juz not close enuff... k?
haiz... today at first is good mood... now? not so good lo

Monday, March 29, 2004

halo... haiz... finally managed to tok... haiz... so sian...
tml maths test, never bring textbk home... never bring file home...revise air lar... haiz... *yawn... time check: 6.43pm... wahhhh... time to sleep... hahaz...
sighZzz... wad happened today arh... nothing extraordinary happened... juz another sickening day sitting beside the stupid mutated rabbit *copyrighted from naomi* haiz... he whole day dere duh duh duh... wakau... haiz... got ann to change place with him... in the end mr tok wan us all to change back... haiz... can understand his feelings... we like dat like never respect him... haizzz
sokmui, ur blog huhz... the entries appear liao... juz the left side those things i never touch lar... u add in urself lor....
naomi, first thing... change ur password lar... so damn easy to heck... hahaz... i added tagboard 4 ur site... and the html got a little bit of problem... changed liao... yar, remember to change ur password la, toot... where got ppl password use the name one... *oops... ahahahaz... now u no choice must change liao... lolz
waiting 4 meiching to cum online to do the research for the stupid romanticism thing.. haiz... i regretted telling her 8pm... haiz... *cries... sms her oso no reply one... -.- haiz... haiz... haiz... I WAN TO SLEEP!!!
ahhhhhhhh... nobody chatting with me online now... juz now chatted wif nigel and junjie... nigel act cool buay cool... ask me got wad hw... i say no hw... den he say ok... den i never tok... den he offline... so impolite... never say hi or bye... waseh... haiz... jj even lamer... haiz... nothing to say liao lar... HAIZ
currently... time 6.54pm... status: yawning... *yawns... arhhhh i wan to SLEEP!!! yar, and y i dun go and sleep?? coz i am waiting 4 meiching to cum online so dat we can go check for the art thing... so dat tml present dat time wun malu... haiz...
let me crap here since i hav nothing better to do... hahaz... c how lame i can get... new record: i juz ate 18 fishballs... congratulate me... it's a grand achievement... lolz... i am soooo lame... hahaz... hahaz... hahaz... hahaz... okok... enuff... stop laughing... hahaz... haiz, y luff again... hahaz... i am sooo lame... currently toking to aozy... even lamer... new version of meh meh eat grass die story... those interested in hearing can ask from me... =P
hahaz... c ya

Sunday, March 28, 2004

halo to all beings out there... good morning...
currently at tong's house... went out last night and sleptover at her house... she is still snoring away... lolz... haiz... nobody online now... so sian... later still hav to chiong home do homework... haven do english and maths... *cries... haiz... after dat still hav to chiong to chua chu kang watch concert with naomi... *note: i am not huabin.. hahaz... jkjk... kkz, run through of wad happened yesterday:
yea, yesterday got meet the parents session.. blah blah blah... so damn bo liao... sit dere one hour hear her tok crap... haiz... my mother got go... she some more buy newspaper go dere read.. hahaz... farnie...
after dat, my father came and drove us home... i reached home... den bathed... den ate cup noodles... den online until 9.30pm... den went out... *yawn...
den play play play until 11.30pm arcade close... den sharon, meiqi, and me went tong house play... -.-'' not play barbie dolls lar... juz watched vcd... den we took turns go online... hahaz... den confused shannon... lolz...
yea... den now i wake up liao lor... so online tok crap... the rest still sleeping... hahaz... early mah... haiz... they wake up liao den i wud go home le... wah... so hungry.. haiz... suan le... eat oxygen... -.-''
c ya

Thursday, March 25, 2004

i am beginning to hate this... i really am.....
wad i am feeling: damn pissed off... hate this whole thing... wish there is such thing as forgetting pill that i can force it down the throats of those ppl and everything will start all over again... blah
continuing from yesterday's blog... over that matter again... reason why i am so damn pissed with sheryl is dat she told feli wad i told her not to... *grit teeth* wad the... i tot she could be trusted??? apparently i was wrong... haiz... and den feli thought about wad sheryl saed, and den came to the conclusion... and den she told naomi... and den they asked sokmui, and den sokmui confirmed it for them... and den they asked ann again... and ann confirmed it further... who can i blame??? blame myself... why should i tell sheryl... why did i tell sokmui... why did i tell ann...
u may think i am making a big fuss over everything... i juz hate it when ppl use the word 'observe' over me and him... try it urself... and u wud noe how irritating dat is
wad the f u c k

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

riteZ... hi dere... i am here 2 blog...
current mood: happy, relieved... juz recieved the news about my mum... she's ok... the lump is not cancerous... yay... =D
hahaz... kkz... but a bit fan oso... yes... fan about that idiot... =_='' hahaz... ok... coz i tink quite a lot of ppl noe my blog... *i dunno why* and haiz... can't mention the name liao lar... so juz named him 'the idiot'... LoLz... haiz... now felicia and naomi oso noe le... waKauZ... haiz... maybe i shouldn't hav even told anybody... haiz... i noe i shud trust them... but... it's like... how should i say it... now thinking it may be better if none of them noe... then even if ppl ask them, they will still say no or don't noe... but when u told them, they will answer yes when ppl ask them... haiz.. tat's the whole point... and the ppl who asked them will then confirm... and they will add to the list of ppl who noe... if onli i din tell anybody... den nobody can be confirmed... den all these damn things wun happen one by one... wad the f u c k... sorry for my language... i am juz pissed...
i am not blaming anybody here... juz pissed that dis is the ways the ppl i trusted reacted... kkz... i noe wad to do in future... =( heng nobody noes a lot about me... yay... even the most somebody noes about me is about 3/8 onli... meaning nobody in this world except myself noe very much about me... i am the onli one... haiZzzz
how am i feeling now: i dunno... no longer feel happy... the happiness is gone... suddenly.. =_= haiz...
guess i really dun feel much about my parents after all....~
wud be going out later... meeting sharon and gang... wan to watch jian gui... not so early... i meeting them at woodlands mrt at 8.45pm... sighZ... dun feel like going... but haiz, i haven seen them for so long le... time to meet them...
time now is 7.32pm... one hour plus more.... haiz... already feeling sleepy... how to watch movie liddat...
sighZzzzz

Monday, March 22, 2004

***HiZ***
"First day of school!!! First day of school!!!Wake up, wake up, wake up!! Dad, first day of skoo!! First day of skoo!!! Dad, wake up!! First day of skoo!!" *taken from Finding Nemo first part... (juz in case u dunno) lolz... i am so lame...
actually today dun wan to write entry wan... coz today wake up so early... feel like going to sleep... but haiz, today's the first day of skoo... and should type an entry to commemorate it... -.- hahaz... full attendence for 2/6... except for liumaoshing... hahaz... jiahao who went to malaysia to celebrate skoo reopen... -.-'' according to weihao... lolz... 2/6 is full of lamers... *dat's y i am in dere... hahaz...
kkz... run through of wad happened today... i reached skoo this morning... went to class...yay... started doing my english worksheet which i haven finish... =P... den went down for assembly... hahaz... nothing much happened... den had maths... lolz... mdm hee is so damn funny... soooo cute... hahaz... in between the lesson got a those kinda alarm like fire drill like dat... den mdm hee some more say... cannot be fire drill, if fire drill, den teachers should noe... -.-'' den she say: nvm lar, we die together... muahahahahahaz... soooooo cute... =D den had PE... coz mdm hee let us off 5 mins later... so some of us were late... and mdm lim is so damn qian bian... get us all to hav dc outside GO at 2.40pm... wan us to stand dere for 10 mins... wad the... but, somehow, i was quite happy dat the boys in our class actually never blame the girls dat were late... lolz... 2/6 class spirit rox~~ hahaz... after dat was recess... den reading... yar... den had english... lolz... whole 2/6 hate that damn teacher... mrs goh goh go and die... lolz... hahaz... yar yar... her lesson passed sooo slowly... *yawnX... den was chinese... hahaz... zuo lao shi today so damn lame... cum into class tok to us about sumthing none of us understand... den he explain, and whole class dao him... hahaz... booooo..... lolx... LUV 2/6*** den he so ke lian... always get bullied by us... had difficulty teaching us... hahaz... den was second recess... den science... yay... funny.. we presented the science comic thingy... the thing about changes... hahaz... my group was well received by the teacher... hahaz... coz the storyline is so damn lame... lamest out of all the few... =D *coz i lamer no.1 mah* heehee... hahaz...
yay... after skoo we went down to GO, supposed to serve our dc... but den wait wait wait she never cum... den later found her liao, she say go back class serve dc.... by the time we reach class already 10 mins over liao lor... den she say serve until 3pm... wad the... den she say 3pm muz chairman go and report to her, den we can leave... walau... den she having meeting somemore... how sm report... so she knocked on the door lor... den mdm lim fa pi qi on her... wad the... stupid teacher...
3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for 2/6... hip hip HURRAy hip hip HURRAY hip hip HURRAYYYY... hahaz... ^.^
***ByeZ***

Sunday, March 21, 2004

.::halo::.
yay... i am becuming lamer and lamer day by day... dunno lar, having mixed feelings now... half wish skoo faster start, half wish skoo dun so fast start... =_=''... the thing i hate about skoo is: WHY THE HELL MUST MOE START SKOO SOOOOOO EARLY???????!!!! kauz... everyday must so early wake up... summore nowadays i move house liao, must wake up even earlier... sum more facing a risk of being late... ma de... sighZzz... so nice to juz stay at home and shake legs... muahahahahahahahaz.... =D
but, haiz... i sorta miss skoo... *contradicting myself* ... i mean, i dun miss the skoo in the morning, i miss the afternoon skoo... =_= hahaz... coz in skoo morning i surely dozing off one... hahaz... i onli enjoy the late morning and early afternoon time in skoo... =D *c, i am lame again...* diao~ haiz... still haven touch the homework... i tink my bag there already hav dust liao... so long never touch anything from my bag... hahaz... later will go and dig out my geo and eng assignment... and still hafta do read and share... *cries... can c my sleep drifting away from me... yea, today no need afternoon sleep liao... wahhhhhh
c how lame i can get... hahaz... these few days have been addicted to gunbound... yes, ann, i joined gunbound... i joined the game which i saed is so damn lame... these few days, i realised the lame game is quite suitable for a lamer... dat's me.... muahahahahahaz... =D anyone wanna play me, hahaz... i everytime oso pa jiao one... but overall still can lar... i enjoy bombing ppl... heehee... username is: sighzzzz... hahaz... =D nice name hor?? hahaz...
started playing on friday... today is my third playing day... =D hav played with abcsephiroth (junjie), liumaoshing(jiahao) and crazycrusher(jiajian)... yay... i played with three 'j's... hahaz... c, i am lame again...
lolZ... i dunno wad else to say... my ears are getting ok... no sign of any infections yet... =P hahaz... health slight improvement... fever is ok liao... no more dizzyness... left throat inflammation and dat damn flu... *i not bird, so dun worry, i dun hav bird flu* hahaz... c how lame i can get...? hahaz....
kkX... i wan go play gunbound now... =D
.::BuaiX~::.

Friday, March 19, 2004

.::.yoz.::.
~ i sound weird today, hor...? ~
hahaz... kkz... Headlines for 19 March: i pierced my ears... yup... open ur eyes wide... I PIERCED MY EARS... AT LAST... =X lolx... $40//= dat's soo ex... wonder why i always saying i broke, but always wasting money on this kinda stuff... hor? i went c doctor twice liao... total cost is $23 + $27 = $50... wah... another 50 bucks gone... :'( broke...
yay, i am sick... i still went out today... cum home dat time even sicker... doc say cannot go and sai tai yang... meaning cannot go out to the sun... -.-'' and cannot go out unnecessarily... coz the flu is contagious... and ppl around me can kanna... *too bad lor* hahaz... if dat's the case, the first person i'm gonna spread the germs to is my GOOD brother... hor?? hahahahaz... *evil smile...
^.^ online now, bullying naomi with my WONDERFUL nicks... wahahahahahahaz... juz now i irritated her by typing out the whole yi fu zi ming lyrics line by line to her in han yu ping ying... :D hahaz... Howww sad... hahahaz... i'm so evil... hahaz...
yay... two more days b4 skoo reopens... good luck for me... not a single homework touched... tomolo gotta chiong through english and geo... read and share i c weather good den do... lolX... tis is so lame... nothing to do with weather wad... kaoz.... wad's wrong with me... hahaz... po-pierce-ear-syndrome... lolz... this is getting lamer and lamer... better run b4 i get sent to woodbridge.....
.::.ByeZ.::.

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

hi dere, i am here AGAIN... yar, i am really really bored... i can feel myself going crazier and crazier... haiZzz...
chatting with naomi and aozy...
din noe anson so lame... hahaz... he used two accounts, and added me into it... den got two ansons inside... lolz... so funny...
nothing much to update... byez

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

halo... i am here to blog... again... sianz... i noe i am blogging once a day... and dat proves dat i am really very very very bo liao... haiz... wad happened today... i went to escape... supposed to be class outing... but onli 2 girls and 4 boys turned up... but i enjoyed myself though... real fun... :D if it had been more ppl, it might not be as fun lo...
woke up at 8am... left home at 8.45am... was supposed to meet felicia at mrt station at 9am... but she suddenly say she wun be going... so i took the mrt myself... 28 stops in total... all the way until pasir ris... *yawnz... den i realise i am too early becoz the time was onli 10.10am and i was meeting naomi dere at 10.45am... so i went to the shopping center and walked around... all the shops not yet open... too bad.. juz walked round and round and round... lolz.. until 10.35am, naomi called me and saed she has reached... went to find her... she was at the mrt dere... nigel and anson had walked ahead of her... so we juz walked to take the bus 354 lo... we took the same bus as them... but dunno why, they were gone when we alighted... lolx... think dey alighted b4 us... we reached the entrance... jiahao and weisiang were already dere... they were buying the tickets... so lame... say wad if u scream got discount... lolz... den nigel and anson reached... hahaz... den me and naomi bought the tickets... but we din scream... the person was like -.-''... hahaz... wad for scream... my voice oso got problem... dunno why these few days, i like voice break... lolz... den we went in... played the inverter first... sho nice... naomi sweared she wud never never play dat... but i forced her to... hahaz... *evil grin... so we took it... and den naomi screamed like hell... lol... she sit beside me leh... kau... but after the first ride, she realised it is beri fun... hahaz... den she made me go play viking with her... wakau... i hate viking man... so damn kiddy... haiz... the two of us sat at the end... the 4 guys sat in the middle... -.-'' cowards... den we play play play... after dat we went to play inverter again... this time all of us played... me, naomi, weisiang, and nigel took the first row... so damn song man... hahaz... after the first time, jiahao and aozy freaked out... lolz... *hum chee... den we went to play dark rollercoaster... but the person dere say can't bring bag in... so we hav to get a locker... and squeeze all our bags in... lolz... me and naomi took all our bags and went to find a locker... den we realise the locker is so damn not enuff to squeeze all our bags in... actually, it is enuff to take 20 of my bag... but the guys bags are so big and heavy... are dey back from history lessons or wad... lolz... so we need 2 locker... but we onli hav 1 one dollar coin... so naomi ran back to the queue outside dark rollercoaster and get another 1 dollar coin... we were intending to get all our bags into the lockers, and den go back to where the boys are queuing for us... but, unfortunately, naomi din say much to them, juz asked for a dollar coin... and the boys thought wad happened, so followed her to the locker (where i am standing )... =_='' wad the...
so six ppl were there to watch me get six bags into two lockers, and den the six toot ppl went back to queue for the rollercoaster... -.-'' the ppl behind us juz now had already gone in to play liao... kauz... nvm... we waited... and yar... we played... nice... fun... :D after dat, we went to play wet and wild... lolz... dat was sooooo fun... me and naomi were fighting over who to take the back seat... but, haiz... dun say i always bully her... i let her hav the privillage... hahaz... she got real wet... i juz had minor wetness...*wad's dat... hahaz... all six of us played for dat one... den we went to hav our lunch... in burger king... the few goondus left their money in the lockers.. if they go back and take, dey hav to waste another $1 to lock it back... -.-'' nigel, jiahao and weisiang left their money in the lockers... -.-'' so me, naomi and aozy lent them money... *oh yar... juz remembered... nigel hasn't returned me yet... den we ate... and i mixed chilli with ketchup with milo... *nice combination... :D the boys were disgusted... naomi took it naturally... coz she knew i was siao siao one... hahaz... den me and naomi wanted to take the inverter again... jiahao and aozy were... hahaz... dunno how to describe... dey dun wanna take lar... so they went to queue for go cart... the rest, the four of us... played the third time... lolz... den the boys went to play go cart... i had phobia... so din play... naomi is afraid she wud be too short for it... so she oso din play... lolz... den dey finished... den we had nothing to do... yar... den huabin called me... and toked crap... lolz... den we loitored in there some more... and den we came out when it was gonna rain... den we took the bus to pasir ris mrt... and realised we hav nowhere else to go... so we juz took the mrt and den decide.... den we take until city hall... and realised we really dunno where to go.... hahaz... so we juz went home... nigel and anson one group.. weisiang and jiahao one group... me alone, naomi alone... haizzz
lolz... this is the end of the outing today... hahaz... wan to read more? hahaz... no more liao.. lolz.. why i so lame... hahaz... ByeZ~

Monday, March 15, 2004

halo... i am here, again.... went out to do ipw today... ok... let's start all over again on wad i did today...
woke up at 7am today... (oh my god... wad's wrong with me...) lolz... bathed, came online... nobody online... duh... it's 7am... smsed my group members to remind dem about dat... went offline at 10am... left home at 10.35am... received an sms from cheng on the bus, saying he has reached... reached mrt... ankita and cheng were there... waited for a while... felicia arrived... ann and ben arrived together at 11am sharp... kakei was late for 4 minutes 23 seconds... wakau... made us wait for him... wad the... almost wanted him to crawl out... but he din lar... duh... we went to the DIY shop in the basement... bought the alarm we needed... bought those kinda alarms where it is used to keep away perverts... lol... quite ex though... den we went around searching for a funnel.. and den realised we can't find any around... so, dat's it lor... den we went to have our lunch... the girls went to mos burger... guys went to foodcourt, coz dey dun hav enuff bucks.. lol... den we realised there is nowhere for us to go... so we juz went round and round the shopping center... den went to library... -.-'' we really were bored... den wanted to go amk play c.s... but ann, feli, and anki dun wan... so we decided to go felicia's hse to do the project... we took the bus 911 and walked to the ulu ulu hse... hahaz... almost as bad as westcoast... no ppl one... loz... reach her house... started doing the prototype... managed to do it up... lolx... but when we tested it out, we realised the voltage is too small for the water to conduct electricity... so we racked our brains trying to cum up with an idea... we tried almost everything... but juz can't get it working correctly... exasperated, we called meiching... and meiching listened to us... and den we hanged up.. den meiching called us, and told us to try putting salt to the water to c if it works... and we tried... and IT WORKED!!! lolx... nice... so nice to c the group working closely together... lolx suddenly felt no regrets about asking the 3 guys into the group... they are really helpful when it cums to technical stuff like wires blah blah... yar, dey are really better at them than the gals... hahaz... in quite a floating mood now... lolz... hahaz... den we finish the prototype... (the speed shocked me) :D so happy to get the work done... lolx... den we left felicia's hse at 3++... took the bus back to mrt station... den was waiting for bus 901 when ann called me and told me my house keys still with her... i left it with her, i din bring any bag... so i ran up the escalator... and i knocked my big toe to the escalator while running up... *ouch... it bled... so much blood... slippers was stained with blood too... *cries... den i limped to get the keys, limped back to the interchange... and realised i hav to stop the bleeding, and numb the pain... so i bought a bottle of ice water and wash my wound... *ouch.. den i limped back to take the bus, and limped back home... sighZzzz... den i bathe, and attended to the wound.. my idea of attending to the wound is juz wrapping it up in the bandage, so dat i walk dat time not so pain... -_-'' haiz...
going escape tomorrow... still waiting for the call from sok mui to tell me she going or not... k, she is online now... asking her... she's not going... :'(
byez

Sunday, March 14, 2004

halo... i am here again... yes, i am here to blog again... realised i am blogging too often... no choice.. i'm REALLY bored... i dunno why i am so bored... i tot i hated skoo and looked forward very much to holidays... but now that the march holidays hav cum, i realise how boring it can get... of coz, i enjoy shaking legs at home... but shaking legs and sleeping are getting boring... (first time i feel dat sleeping is not a good hobby) lolx... i'm beginning to lose sleep... lolz... wad's wrong with me... wanna noe? read the last entry... sighZzz.. tis is the third time i'm online today... I'M REALLY BORED AT HOME!!! haiZ... first time i came online was early in the morning... 8am... yes, 8am... i woke up at 7.30am today... unbeliveable huhZ? i slept at 12.40am last nite... yes, 12.40 AM... lolz... that was a real great breakthrough man... mingxian was online... chatted with her again... so nice... I miss her... =D second time i online was in the afternoon, about 2pm plus... he was online, and he chatted with me... he saed hiz, i saed halo... den he saed sorry about yesterday, he was in a bad mood.. i dunno wad to say, so juz saed nvm and we ended there... until 4 plus i went offline i din tok to him again... :S wad can i say? i dunno...
riteZ, time rite now is 6.19pm... will stay up tonite to watch the live telecast of man. u vs man.c tonite... all the best for man. u... they will definitely win... rudd van nistlerooy is juz sho shuai ... =D telecast starts at 9.45pm... yay
juz realised how lame i sound... pai seh lar... cannot blame me... i really have nothing better to do at home... every minute that passed by nothing interesting happened... tis is sooo boring...
went to causeway juz now.... after i went offline at 4 plus... went to tok to the fishball again... yesh, i am crazy, i noe dat... i went to buy that same bowl of fishball noodles and i toked to the fishball again... i feel myself going crazy, but dere is no way i can stop it... how...?
to mingxian: it was nice toking to u after such a long time... three years... LoL... happy to hear u r still alive... hahaz... joking joking.... our time difference is so big... 11 to 12 hours... we hardly have chance to meet online... all the best... Miss ya...
*** If U LivE 2 A HuNdReD YeArS, I WaN 2 LivE 2 A HuNdReD YeArS mInUs OnE DaY, So I NeVeR hAv 2 LivE WitHouT U ***

Friday, March 12, 2004

halo.. i am here again... actually typed a blog entry yesterday nite... but den... thnx to by great brother again, he came and told me he wanna use the com... i refuse, of coz... i told him wait for 15 mins.. den he give me the buay song look, and tok bout i spoiled his monitor and he had to buy a new one... den i give him back the buay song look, and sae go and die lar... cannot c i typing blog izzit... 15 mins enuff liao lar... den he stared at me, and pressed alt-f4... nice try, bro... i was fuming... kaoZ... wad sort of brother is dis...? den i give him back the super buay song look and told him, now u deleted wad i typed, i'm going to retype everything and dat's going to take one hour!!! wad the... he really gets on my nerves man... wad a damn brother... tink u big and tall i scared of u arh..? wa kao... but of coz i din go and retype everything lar... u tink i so boliao meh... i oso tired and sleepy liao mahz... so i juz din care lor... but i kept to my promise about giving the com to him one hour later... but after 20mins, he received a call and he went out... -.-'' so i juz shut down the com and went to sleep...
today: woke up at 5am... realised it's too early... guess wad, my brother was watching tv... at 5am!!! watching wad live match between bacelona (sumthing like dat) and wadeva ulu ulu soccer team... i was like total diao him lar... siao leh... 5 am!!! wakao... he really owl arh, dun need to sleep one... den i went back to hav a nap... and woke up at 5.40am... sighZzz... bathed, ate a piece of cake... came to skoo, went to class... changed my shoes... went downstairs... waited for the bus... bus finally came, we got into the lok cork bus... bus driver xi beh pa jiao... turn and turn around sentosa den reached the place... wa kao... wan to save money save until like dat... find dis kind of metally-unbalanced driver to cum and drive us... walao... when we finally reached dere... i was feeling quite not in a mood to run or wadeva.... den we went to the tent... and settled down... blah blah blah... den we started doing the warm-up (led by the most handsome guy in the world... *pui )... warm up like never warm up like dat... din stretch at all... kaoz... den started the run... sec 2 boys went first, followed by us... i started off slowly... coz i tot 3.4km was a long way, and i wanted to maintain a constant speed throughout.... i managed to jog at that speed throughout though... but i din ran fast enuff to get into top 10... not realli disappointed lar... i din hav high expectations of myself getting into it in the first place... jody got into 4th position... nigel got into 4th oso... for boys... cheng cheng 6th... the rest all other classes one... blah blah blah... den we settled down... and den the kunnalan-jiao *oops... ahem... mr kunnalan came... lol... and gave out the prizes... den we started the games... 2/6 took part in tag, frisbee and volleyball... din take soccer as there were insufficient ppl who wanna join... for tag... haiz... we were supposed to play with 1/3 at first... is like almost 90% chance of winning lor... but den, we din report on time and were disqualified... considered a walkover... everybody was buay song coz other classes dere was 2nd call, 3rd call blah blah blah... our class, all we heard was: eat ur lunch first... wakao... go to hell lar... where got so unfair one...??? den we ocmplained to miss ho... she so ke lian... so many ppl tok to her at the same time... some more everybody all so buay song... den we went to dedicate a song... dedicated to everybody... the message we put: 2/6 angry tag people lost becuz we can't hear the announcement... from 2/6... wah seh... dunno whether it was broadcasted or not... bucuz i tink we made such a big fuss dat we got a second chance... we were catching 1/4... and 1/3 catch us... the timing clashed with volleyball, and jody and benjamin can't attend the second one where 1/3 ppl catch us... so i went in to play... the sand was so damn hot... walau... i was the last person to get caught... 5 ppl caught in total... i was one of them... sighZ... although it was quite a good result, but we weren't so good when catching 2/4... they managed to catch onli 6 peeps... so, we din get into the next round... but, seriously, i really felt impressed by 2/6's class spirit today... it was really really so good... b4 we went in to play the tag... we put our hands together and saed 2/6 YAY... something like dat lar... wow... so nice......... ** I LOVE 2/6 ** yar... and sumtime during the day, nigel cut himself, and u could tell how much the class care about each other, although we dun say it out loud... but i could feel it within... :D as for frisbee, i heard they won the first game but not the next... same for volleyball, we lost to 2/1 in the second match... nevertheless, i still enjoyed myself today... I JUZ LOVE 2/6!!!

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

halo... these few days i always very late den sleep... in the morning no jing shen at all... lol... time rite now is 8.25pm... sighZzz... time rite now is 8.43pm... juz now suddenly so many ppl tok to me no time to type here... nothing much to tok about lar... juz crapping here to let ppl out dere hav something to read... coz every time i go ppl's blog, i always wanna read sumthing... even if it is crap... lol... hahaz...

crap lar... y am i crapping... yar, brain cells not functioning properly... time rite now is 8.52pm... lol... nothing else to tok about liao lar... in quite an okay mood... :D byez

Monday, March 08, 2004

halo... i am here to blog again... sighZ... dunno wad to say... yesterday i actually got blog, but den com hang... so everything was deleted... and i din feel like retyping everything... so juz leave it lor..
went to skoo myself today... car still not ready after dat damn bang... left house at 5.30 am... yawnX... reached woodlands mrt at 5.55am... reached amk mrt at blah blah time... forgot to take note... walked to skoo... reached skoo dat time, gate not yet open... so wait outside... den stomach ache... suddenly remember haven eat breakfast... heck care... dun feel like eating oso... feel like chewing the air... -.-'' den gate open... den i went up the class... was the first person to open the door -.- inside so dark... so nice... stupid alfred hav to go and on the lights... walau... leave it alone mah... so nice atmosphere to sleep...
den tore the banner out... snail dat part very difficult to fold... heck care... we managed to fold it eventually... sighZzz... den went to do a few classworks coz i tot today check file... in the end not today check... is when skoo reopen... dun care lar... got do can liao... den had science... usual... she use ohp dat time off the lights... walau... really really can sleep man... some more outside raining... den recess... went to eat roti prata... one egg one cheese... plus soyabean milk... my breakfast.. now u noe why i always get stomachache... nice combination... den reading... den literature... can tell teacher buay song with us... especially me... coz dat time i 'yes...' until too loud liao.. but, haiz... "i've done my best and i've no regrets...." diao~ no lar... it really wasn't intentional... it came out naturally... i say liao den realise i shouldn't hav... but too bad lar... den mdm heryanti went to tell other teachers... now until almost all teachers all noe... sighZzz... sorry 2/6, bei wo lian lei le... den had geo... had a fun time scaring naomi.. lol...den second recess... ate wanton mian plus watermelon juice... coz honeydew no more... den had chinese... nothing more liao... den skoo end... went to lockers... came back class... like dat lo... decided to skip life science since i hadn't studied for it yet... heck care... tomolo den go...
Sighzzz... tot after common test not so stressed le... but now still very stressed... SRP, literature project, wad's more, CCA... so sian...
~crumpling under stress~ jia you...

Saturday, March 06, 2004

currently feeling neutral... cry until numb already... so, why am i so depressed today... wan noe the reason why eh? my mum has a hardened wadeva in the gastric... tell me how i'm supposed to laugh and joke around... i knew about this onli yesterday halfway while i was online... the news shocked me... and i hav no mood to laugh or joke around... i came to skoo today unhappy... i already feel like crying... and i din want to leave home today at all... i dun wish to tok about this to anybody... coz i noe for sure i will start crying... and i wun stop... right now? i am alone at home rite now... my siblings are all out... my dad went with my mum to the hospital... i am home, alone, with this darn com... can i laugh???
today, i oso went to novena with felicia, meiching, ann and benjamin... i started joking around and luffing... trying to numb myself... coz i really was going to cry when felicia told me today's her mother's birthday and she wants to go to novena to get her a present... i held back the tears... and i began luffing around like a complete lunatic... why? to stop myself from crying... i dun wanna cry in front of everbody, and have ppl cuming over to console me... i hate that... dun ask me why i hate it... i juz hate it, no reason or wadsoever... i juz HATE IT WHEN PPL CUM RUNNING TO ME CONSOLING ME WHEN I AM CRYING... i wan to be left alone... dat's all the reason why... i am scared... i noe i dun tok to my parents... but i still care for them, they ARE my parents... how do u expect me to smile like normal when deep down i am worried about my mother??? all the luffing and joking at novena was fake man... so fake even i myself feel i'm acting too well... nobody dere probably tot i'm sad and depressed... but I WAS... i was sad and unhappy deep down... i am crying with fear in my heart... i am crying, but nobody listens... i feel helpless... and i hate it... i hate everything...
i am crying now... again... i cried myself to sleep last nite... cried so much i had to add eye drops to my eyes this morning to stop them from looking red... my whole family was crying last nite, nobody saed a word... so, HOW DO U EXPECT ME TO LAUGH IN SKOO TODAY????
wadeva... maybe it's my fault i din say it out... but try, one day if sumthing this bad happens to u, c u have the mood to go round telling ppl wad the hell happened

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

halo... online rite now... duh... chatting with jiehan, sokmui, anson and john... sianz... haiz... current mood... a bit happy, a bit unhappy... a bit boliao... abit sick in the mind... er... meaning i feeling a bit dizzy... not the sick in the mind... hahaz... nothing to say... alot of things happened today... in fact alot of things happen every single day... quite tiring to list them out one by one... unless tat thing or wadeva it is is very special... den i wud mention it... diao~ er... today, overall, is ok... nothing much happened... banner was drawn... got back maths overall and lit marks... sastisfactory... sheryl is buay song with me becuz i'm buay song with my maths marks... and i am quite buay song with her for being buay song with me becuz i am buay song with my maths marks... hahaz... diao... but near to the end of the day, we were ok again... we toked again... blah blah blah... dat's all 4 now... diao~ why i so lame harh... hahaz...
~ gui signs off thinking about the famous quote from jiehan... : if you live to a hundred years, i wan to live to a hundred years minus one day, so i never have to live without u... ~

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

halo... here to blog.. again.. realised i had been online everyday since dunno when... sighZ... blogging almost everyday... fan shi le... hahaz... -.-'' er... today, many things happened... should start rite from the beginning lar...
reached skoo at 6.55am... went to lockers first... took out the books... blah blah... den went back to class... reached class, heard that theory WB need to complete by today... so rushed through it... no is copy through it... hahaz... den had some extra time, so took a short nap... the mushroom came quite early... walau... cum so punctual 4 wad.. cum later oso nobody will blame u... kaoZ... den she teach teach teach... suddenly hav a feeling she very cute.... not those like to act cute one like mdm foong... she is like naturally cute... *so old liao... still like dat... lol* hahaz... den maths over... calvin ismal neh cum... so got free period... half slept half laze through the one hour... while the others are screaming/shouting/ quarelling/pratically making noise over the maths grouping... in the end, weisiang and jiahao ended up in my group.. din really care anyway... so long as chaitanya not in our group can liao... although his maths very good lar... but den we will have a hard time putting up with his stupid arrogance... and den with him around, mdm hee wud "take care" of us... hahaz...
geo over, recess.. stayed in class, stared at the national flag... huabin and weihao began drawing sun and moon on the board (sun for kk, moon for ph) ... nothing to comment about... feel emotionless about that... den sometime during the recess, someone from our class farted... dunno who... but is cum from the left side of the class, ben that side... coz dat side kanna first... den slowly diffuse to our side... hahaz... din really smelt any effect... coz too far away liao...recess over, had reading... reading over, had science... nothing much happened... science over, had english... say wad the group that finished writing the lead and the headline will go early for recess... in the end she took even our 5 mins... the bell ring den she let the class go... ma de... pian ren de... second recess, went down to have lunch... ate rice, drank honeydew... second recess over, had efl... din hav sexuality education... so disappointed... hahaz... had the super lame presentation by the sec 1/4 plus a few other sec 2s... on food..* i believe i can fly...* -.-'' ji lame... efl over, went back class... went to lockers... came back class.. took paper, pen, correction tape went to library for lit test... mdm heryanti 15 mins late... she came wearing a black dress with lots of red small flowers all over it... look like she wearing pyjamas... hahaz... library very noisy... hard to concentrate, but managed to finish... pass it up, saw her marking kakei's paper... hahaz... good luck to him man... he write until so messy... den came back to class... class quite empty... except for weihao, junjie, anson and meiching... the rest were gone... -.-'' (he has left us--mr lim) -.-'' den i packed my bag, left the skoo...
reached yishun mrt, went to make a new card... the person dere can even recgonize me... she say me name sounds familiar... den i told her i juz came here make a card not long ago... den she say no wonder, coz the photo behind still got her handwriting, the queue number 35 which she wrote there the other time... paid her the money, left... went to the shopping center walk around... walk walk walk... den bought chocolate milk to drink... din realise it taste so nice until today... =p den took mrt to woodlands, den take bus home... den reached home... den now blogging... yay, the end...
SighZzz