Tuesday, March 30, 2004

*** WaD aM i SuPPoSeD 2 Do? WaD aM i SuPPoSeD 2 SaY? TeLL mE HoW aM i SuPPoSeD AcT As If NoThInG HaS HaPPeNeD??? ***
current mood: haiz... i dunno how to descirbe lar
wad am i to say?? wad can i say?? u think forgetting wad a person has done to u is simple?? u tink forgetting how a person has betrayed u is simple?? unfortunately, no... wad can i say, wad can i do??? how can i act as if nothing has happened...
i realised this blog is getting more and more known to ppl... even ppl i dun even noe... i realised i can't type out all that i wan type here anymore... becuz there are ppl that i dun wish to noe reading this... i dun care, and i dun wanna care... the onli ppl i had wanted them to noe are sokmui, ann, mingxian and naomi... the rest know my blog in one way or another... either by linking or when i told the person when i was in a crazy frame of mind... really wish to tell those ppl who linked me to stop linking me, coz i really wan keep this blog private... and to those that are still reading this though i din giv u permission to, pls stop... wad else can i say... i can't control ur mind... i can't control where u wan go when u surf ur web... so those out dere... unlink me... i hav saed it so many times to u but u dun care... wad can i do... i can't force u to do things u dun want to... it's getting pressurizing... one fine day, i may juz delete this blog coz ppl i dun wish them to noe are pricking into wad i am feeling inside... not as if i wan them to noe or wad... this blog was meant for me to keep my memories, and oso to let my frens noe how i am getting along, dat's all... not that u r not my fren or wad... juz not close enuff... k?
haiz... today at first is good mood... now? not so good lo