Sunday, April 25, 2004

fine den
i hav nothing more to say
i can go on acting in front of u all, if dat's wad u wan
u can go on thinking wad u wan
juz try it one day and c how it wud feel
u din noe anything and u shot ur mouths off without even thinking first
fine den
i am in the wrong
i shouldn't hav typed out the last entry
i should hav juz gone on acting
but wad's done is done
wad else u wan me to do now?
if u r not in the wrong
dun apologise in the first place
it onli make matters worse
tis entry unfortunately
is typed out in anger and despair
friendship is fragile
and i dunno how long it will take 4 me to forget about this matter
if u tink it's a small matter
den fine
u can think wad u wan and i can't change it
juz dun giv me that face when i c u tml
u noe i am acting in front of u all
juz dun stop me
if u did
den it will really be the end
sry to say
this whole thing bother me
mayb not as much as the previous one
but i wud be lying if i tell u i am dat magnanimous
especially when naomi describe me dat way in her entry
u tink it's juz a miscommunication
fine den
fine
fine...