Monday, July 12, 2004

alright.. time to seriously update..? lolz... i feel sleepy.. but feel dere is a need to update this blog which seems to hav more quiz results den anything else.. should i tok abt my day?? dun feel like it...
current mood: depressed? dunno wad to say... one whole day of act.. kinda sick of myself... =S wateva... the laughters, the smiles, the jokes, the lameness, i feel so fake all of a sudden.. *piang* broken into pieces.. [glass is fake] lolz... i feel like metal.. -.-
ok, things to be sad abt? i dun realli wan to care... things like studies... many many more.. dun wanna care, but ppl ard me care SOOOO much abt studies.. ppl like sokmui, ann, sheryl, meiching.. so many so many more.. ok, mayb it's not them that are caring too much abt studies.. it's me dat seems cant be bothered at all.. but, what is there to be soo stressed abt?? no matter how hard u study, at the end u wud onli get a piece of shit cert that will at the most get u a high pay... so wat??
frens, family, blah blah blah... everyone hav their own problems... nobody seems to care for anybody... haiz...
all of a sudden parents start nagging me.. so not used to this.. they never seemed to care for me.. happened so suddenly.. start nagging abt my attitude, wad crap... all those craps abt me rude and stuff... i dun care and I DUN WANT TO CARE
-fucked up-