Sunday, October 31, 2004

second entry of the day.. i am bored at home, dat's why... hrmz...

i was so sleepy juz now but i cant seem to fall asleep.. sumthing wrong sia -.-" den i went to watch this show on channel 49.. name of show is called Leng Zhi Shi Hong Pa.. sum chinese show dat tells u all the knowledge dat few ppl noe abt.. remembered a few though... the first one is that coffee was actually eaten by the early ppl.. it wasnt drank, but eaten.. past ppl grounded the coffee beans and mixed it wif animal fats and eat it literally liddat.. hrm..

and den there's this one saying that Japan doesnt hav VCDs.. lolz.. i din believe it too at first.. but it is true lo.. Japan onli has DVDs.. no VCDs.. even VCD players are scarce there... they onli hav DVD players.. cute rite...

and another one is that the tears caused by cutting onions and the tears produced naturally when crying are actually different.. lolz.. this one got scientific proof lo..

got another one i noe very interesting de.. but cant remember le... =/ sumthing wrong wif memory lolz.. juz watched it not long ago lehZz..

currently feeling abit.. erm.. dunno how to describe lolz.. =/

at home now.. onli hav me and my sis.. she going out later anywayz.. so left onli me liao lo.. haiz.. listening to Gui Ji.. so long never listen to his old songs liao lo.. so nice lolz

my clock juz chimed.. so noisy.. bleah.. 7 oclock le.. bleah

hair tied up.. i suddenly feel like going to skoo -.-" aiseh.. why i crapping...

btw, meiching, aiseh means sumthing like waseh.. juz dat it is of a different pronounciation lolz.. used commonly in my family lolz.. my bro always say it too..

seh... i realli sian... nothing to do other than typing this and listening to more and more jay's songs..

10 things on my mind:
1. why water is tasteless (i am drinking alot of water again)
2. why our saliva is oso tasteless
3. why the sky appear to be dark blue now -.-" somewhere in between black and blue.. more like teal..
4. why i like the song An Hao so much (i am listening to An Hao rite now)
5. my P6 classroom i AMK Pri..
6. why there are lines on a basketball/football
7. who invented badminton.. i mean, how did they tink of such a game in the first place lolz
8. why most ice cubes are cubed -.-"
9. why are siblings all so irritating
10. why most speakers are black in colour =/

10 things i feel like doing now:
1. use a knife and kill my sister
2. break sumthing, anything will do
3. fold some stars -.-"
4. exercise, running
5. tok to nigel (dun ask me why, i dunno too)
6. watch stars -.-"
7. stop time
8. off all the lights and try to scare myself -.-
9. go back to cls and do journal writing -.-"
10. throw some popcorn

lolz.. the ten things all hav nothing to do wif each other.. i juz realised wad i long entry i typed lo.. paiseh.. i realli too bored at home.. read this onli if u are bored too.. LOL

Top ten Msn nicks of today: (not in any particular order)
1. ??e?cüssisn? »-(¯`v´¯)-»I sent the 7 star msg to only 7 people and dare not send more cos it says 7...«-(¯`v´¯)-« ??àrinë?
(jiehan's.. lolz.. anywayz this has been there for quite a few days le lo..)

2. r??gHuã- look at the stars, look how they shine for you 1 Nov `_` [everyone's leaving]
(erm.. ronghua's.. sumthing wrong wif my com or sumthing lo... cant view his name properly.. see so many ?s ard... same for jiehan's..)

3. *—×[øuìjä]×— [life` as a fakee ass..]]* after exams...you are mine!heh heh... =DD...¨··..entàngLe mySélf in ur armms..`]________
(lanyan's... dunno wad she realli mean by after exams you are mine lolz.. but the fakee ass part reminds me of some ppl.. yea.. those birds.. *chip chip chip*.. lolz..)

4. ..:: Loveicicles ::..[ The spirit of 2/6'04 shall live forever in our hearts... ]
(sheryl's.. yea.. 2/6 rocks =D )

5. [5][ºåNgMøhº][5] .RegrettedOnce.DoNotFollowMyFootstepToBecomeAnUselessSlacker.
(meifang's.. a pri skoo fren of mine, not mc's sister.. muz be sumthing wrong wif her results bah...)

6. 2/6 '04 rAwkX... yA liVe iN mY heArt fOrEvEr.... shuizhen.blogdrive.com
(another 2/6 thing... this belongs to huizhen.. yay.. 2/6`04 rocks..)

7. [Derelome]•[level 27 Thief][www.mapleglobal.com][MSG 1.83 last in class -_-"]?
(weeliang's.. lolz... msg 1.83 becum last in cls.. hahaz.. he in chinese high lar.. lolz..)

8. [convalescence] [world of perceptions] [let it burn] when it isnt enough
(julianah's.. so chim lolz..)

9. [^Dark^] Sometimes it's no point hanging on to something...when you feel that it's time to let it go...then let it go...
(alex's.. dun even tok to him very often lolz...)

10. - [{(-_-" ÕñG W£ 5¦@Ñ9 "-_-)}] I know what is mood swing finally.
(weisiang's.. i noe wad is mood, i noe wad is swing.. but i dunno wad is mood swing lolz..)

ermZ.. am i too bored or wad... lolz..

hi... yay.. i am jobless.. bleah.. wan find job but cant find any.. haiz... jay chou's concert ticket.. plus end of year need buy books.. and i'm tinking of going for private badminton training wif coach.. which is 80 dollars per month.. hafta plan out the spendings more wisely liao..

sighZzzz.. nth much to blog abt anywayz.. feeling so sian.. blasting speakers wif yuan you hui againZ.. hrm...

byeZ... feeling so hungry lo.. =/

Saturday, October 30, 2004

extreme boredom has led to...:

1. playing tic tac toe wif an ant
yea yea.. i noe i am very lame... i enclosed a box wif the top exposed.. and drew nine boxes on the base facing up.. and den i put an ant inside and see where it runs to.. it will run for quite a long time but it will stop eventually somewhere.. and so it means it wants that box -.-" and den i will hav my turn and i will put a small object say a eraser or sharpener on the box.. and den it's back to the ant's turn -.-" LOL.. i won most of the times.. there were times when we tied.. and there were also times when i lost~!! LOL.. wad crapX

2. poking a piece of styrofoam wif a g-tec pen that has ran out of ink
*bows* here cums lamer #1.. the piece of styrofoam which was in the box of my autograph book has been successfully destroyed by mE =) i was so boliao dat i lied on my bed, and started drawing on the piece of styrofoam which i intend to throw away anyway... and den my pen ran out of ink and so i started poking the piece of styrofoam wif it.. lolz... fun though... hear the sound damn shiok -.-"

3. sucking some grains of rice and testing if it will realli taste sweet (as said by Mrs Lim)
LOL.. this is real fun... was eating playing wif my dinner juz now.. suddenly remembered mrs lim saying that if u dun swallow ur rice and let it stay in ur mouth.. ur saliva will dunno dissolve wad thing and den the rice will taste sweet.. and so i went to try it out lolz... and IT WAS SWEET~!! -.-"

4. eating red chili and green chili and testing which one is spicier
dun ever try this at home.. >_< u will regret it.. well.. i tink the title itself is self-explanatory...

5. weighing my scanner
LOL wahahahahahaha... anywayz, i forgot how heavy it weighed le.. -.-"

6. counting how many keys are there on my keyboard
there are a total of 104 keys.. dun believe me count urs oso.. shld be the same.. unless u lost one =P

7. exchanging the batteries in the dvd remote control and the scv remote control
not much effect.. it still works the same.. i did it for no apparent reason -.-"

8. listening to Qi Li Xiang on my discman while playing Yuan You Hui on the radio
the result sounds real qian da.. lolz...

9. guessing the fruit
i cut up a whole plate of apples, pears, oranges and honeydew which i found miraculously at home.. and den i blindfolded myself, took the fork and got a piece of fruit.. and den i guessed which fruit it is, and den reveal the answer by eating the fruit.. LOL.. wahahahahahahaZ

10. calling Jiahao and telling him the fisherman joke
yea.. i called the mushroom and told him cong qian you yi ge yu fu arh... and den finish the joke le i din hang up.. he din tok i din tok.. wanted to wait until 2 mins den hang up.. so i counted mentally.. but failed on the first try.. onli 46 secs i hang up le.. second try oso fail.. 1 min 9 secs onli hang up.. lazy to try third time.. XD

that was how i managed to pass my day... hey wait.. we hav 2 months of holidays?? oh my god...

10 things on my mind currently:
1. 2/6 I MISS SCHOOL!! -.-
2. 2/6 end of year chalet camp sighX
3. 2/6 end of year camp need more tents
4. 2/6 girls
5. 2/6 boys
6. 2/6 teachers
7. 2/6 crapX
8. 2/6 past outings/chalet
9. 2/6's last year, 1/6
10. 2/6 forever~!!

lol.. i am so lame -.-" i love 2/6 i love 2/6 *sob sob* i miss school -.-" ok, i dun miss skoo.. I MISS 2/6~!! haiZzzz...

anywayz, chalet is off cuz there is no more chalet left for us to book.. haiZ.. therefore, we are switching to a more despo choice oso known as camp -.-" yea, camp at pasir ris.. therefore we need to find more tents.. dates will be resumed to the usual ones.. 16-19 nov... =) plz contact me if u hav tents.. we need as many as possible duh..

haiz... sokmui, wan camp or go layjia's hse? go layjia's hse = got air con, but nothing to do.. go camp = no air con, need tents, but can go there play... -.-" which one?? other 2/6 ppl.. pls vote -.-" hahaZ

ehhhh, i juz saw wai po mtv~!! shooo nice.. sheryl, it's recorded =) chozzZZZ

Friday, October 29, 2004

this blog has been wif me for like so long liaoZ... since february... and i've constantly been blogging.. =)

2/6
if skoo is my second home, den 2/6 will be my room lolz... *sniff* too bad going to change room-mates soon.. sighZzzz...

currently blasting speakers wif yuan you hui again.. managed to download the mv from one of those fan sites a few days ago.. so shuai dat i cried when i watched the mv.. (why i nowadays cry so much arh..) lolz.. realli so shuai lolz.. hrm... some pictures of the mv..


this is the scene right at the start.. jay was wearing black singlet and was at this amusement park... so cute lo.. in the mv.. =D then after dat he met the lead actress...


this is the part when the lead actress took jay's hp and ran away.. jay chased after her and she refused to giv the hp back.. den jay took out another hp and says that den he wud use hers.. lolz.. meaning jay oso took the girl's hp and dun wan return to her.. hahaz.. -.-"


this is another picture lar.. sometime in the middle.. the whole thing a bit comic-like.. like the scenes will fly here and there one... got one scence jay sitting the ferris-wheel wif the lead actress so shuai lorX.. but i cant find that picture lo.. wish i hav more pics to show u all.. but too bad i dun hav hahaz.. yuan you hui rox~!! =D

choZzz

Thursday, October 28, 2004

i'm actually crying now..?? -_-" i noe there's sumthing wrong wif me.. it's 11++ at nite and i'm still awake.. the chalet thing.. wahh.. realli giv me headache.. wahhhh ='( no one wan book for us larX!! MAMA~~

2/6
all the more i tinking abt 2/6 le larX.. sad sad sad sad sad sad.. i juz wan tok abt the majority lo.. dun wan care abt those ppl i despise.. why cant skoo not end wif a day like today?? major disappointment yea.. for the boys especially.. why muz dey make us despise them liddat this?? when it is the LAST day of skoo?? why cant today end up beautifully?? pieces of those good memories all gone.. so sad..
felt especially so after reading feli's entry.. fairy tales do not always end wif a beautiful ending.. 2/6.. so fast.. 2 years.. why?? why cant it end the way it shld.. WHY DIDNT SKOO END YESTERDAY?? ='(

currently toking to anson online.. no one else online.. sokmui went offline after being tired out from the chalet headache.. i'm still crying and so obviously i cant slp... sighzzzz.. why now?? why do we hav to see those true colours onli now?? why not earlier?? mayb there might be more things to change our minds?? or even, WHY NOT NEVER??

nothing much more left to say.. but sokmui, that sentence u said b4 u left the cls.. Zhe ge ban mei you she mo hao liu lian de.. i read le realli sad lehX.. ='(

feeling all so mixed up.. happy.. sad.. depressed.. a bit frustrated... a bit helpless.. and especially feel like restarting the clock.. hao xiang HUI DAO GUO QU... *sniff*

2/6
may not be able to book chalet lo... haizz.. worse cum to worse go layjia's hse -.-" haiZzz... today was the last day of skoo le.. din blog for the past two days partly cuz i wan spend more time tinking abt 2/6.. partly becuz my eye was pain cuz of the hit by some ppl -.-.. partly becuz i dun feel like since nobody else is blogging.. hrm... real sad that today is the last day of skoo.. dunno why.. my heart felt pain lehZ.. and i almost felt like crying.. but kept hold of myself.. managed to SMILE... since it's the last day of skoo.. i'm supposed to enjoy it.. but sighZzzz...

Today
felt abit not happy this morning.. came to skoo sucking a lollipop.. it is supposed to 'cheer' me up and to stop myself from thinking abt today being the last day of 2/6... it was a strawberry and cream lollipop.. dunno why there is a strawberry and cream lollipop on my desk lo.. yesterday go 2/2 play dodgeball cum back got one lollipop on my desk lo.. so heng hahaz.. and den came to skoo wif sokmui.. she wore the wrong shirt and had to go running round the skoo.. yea, she is suay.. and den she realise that she dropped her comb and sweet in my father's car.. (anywayz, the two items have been recovered..) yea, she is suayy... and den we had deepavali concert where during which i had been sleeping throughout.. Zzz.. sometime during today we were in cls.. and den sokmui and gang came to tell me abt the cheap ppl A-ing abel's yu-gi-oh cards.. cheap.. i despise them.. bleah
and then i was sort of pissed off wif sokmui cuz she kept on asking me to call my father when i told her many times dat he wun on his hp until 1+.. once i was tinking abt how many ppl from 2/6 wud probably end up in the same cls.. was getting abit emotional when she came over and asked me abt the comb... i got pissed naturally duh... and den i got a bit crazy in the mind and was smiling a bit too fakely =/
haiZzz.. after skoo.. stayed back wif the rest.. went to eat lunch wif the girls.. den went back to cls.. we were so bored cuz we dun hav any more cards.. all are wif mrs goh =S.. and so the four of us, me, priscilla, anson and jiahao were seated ard the table and drawing crap on pieces of papers.. sheryl felicia and ann went for choir sectional.. and den i went a bit more crazy in the mind playing wif felicia's puppet.. -.-" and den sheryl came back and went home.. and den i listened to some jay's songs on jiahao's discman.. and den we drew more and more crapZ.. and den i got weisiang to write my autograph book and he wrote crapZ too.. -.- (i can feel myself going crazy...) erm...
and den we decided to play murderer.. cuz it's a innocent game dat doesnt require any cards.. and we played the contact one.. the hold hands one.. and den we played played played and den felicia and ann came back and so everybody played.. and we played somemore and bullied jiahao.. kill him all the time.. if he not dead by the first round means he is the murderer lolz.. -.-"
and den ann went home and den felicia went home... and den we played somemore.. and den we played the step legs one.. dun hold hands, we stepped legs -.-" played until 5++ den priscilla wanted to go home.. jiahao wanted to go home too.. left weisiang anson and me.. so we muz well go home too.. and so we went home.. sad =(

A few dedications...
To Sokmui... sorri abt today.. if i was a bit too harsh in my words.. abt u whining.. paiseh.. and yar, ur two items have been found and are wif me.. ur comb and ur fisherman sweets.. they are wif me.. ignore the sms i asked sheryl to send to u.. dat was b4 my father told my mother he found the things.. so my mum told me there wasnt any... and erm.. dun tink we will be in the same cls next year le bah.. looking at our choices.. (my heart aching suddenly..) sad.. but let's juz remember the good times we had.. all the fun, the tears, the smiles and of cuz the laughter... memories are meant to be kept.. will never forget u..? cuz u did make a great difference in my past 2 years... -nod nod- u will always be my best fren in anderson.. *sniff*

To Sheryl.. erm.. thanks for everything too.. dun tink we will end up in the same cls too next year.. u chose bio-chem.. i chose physics-chem.. sad again.. there goes my good fren who never fails to luff at my not-funny jokes~.. all the best...? though known u for like 2 years.. but from wad i knew, hasnt been on quite good terms wif u in the past.. especially last year.. but like mr tok said "Let bygones be bygones" stay happy k? and when i not ard, muz continue being crazy abt Jay woR.. cannot forget to stay crazy abt him~ hrm.. and ya.. juz wanna tell ya sumthing dat i had always wanted to tell u.. sumtimes alot of things i din tell u.. firstly is becuz i dunno how to say.. secondly is cuz i prefer it like this.. simple.. nothing to promise to each other.. no more things like Promise not to tell or wad.. and abt the thing earlier this year.. at ard february.. abt the thing where u went to ask naomi and felicia abt it.. let's juz say i realli dun care anymore.. i will choose u as a best fren over that matter.. meaning i wud rather choose to treat u as my best fren rather than remembering those unhappy things and lose u.. kz? take care~

To Meiching... hi.. again, looking at our choices.. i dun tink we will end up in the same cls next year.. but aiseh, Ang Mei Gui here vows that i shall never forget the dear girl who told me the fisherman joke =X ahahaZ.. and hrm.. i always tot u are a person wif strong beliefs in urself and u wud always do the right thing.. (although playing cards in cls is not right...) =/ and i noe u wud succeed in future.. cuz u hav great ideals in ur mind.. and of cuz, i'm glad to hav known u.. and yea, i wun forget u too.. dun cry becuz it's over.. smile becuz it's a new beginning.. and the saying u told me.. life never closes a door without opening a window.. *sniff* u told me some of the things dat were bothering u.. and i tink i hardly told u any of mine.. not tht i dun trust u or wad.. mayb it's becuz i hav got less of those big troubles (other than a 55-maths) and more of those less important ones.. things like having 'cute' moms and dads for example =/ bleah.. i dunno wad i'm toking.. ermZ anywayz.. best of luck for the future.. =)

To Ann... hi.. i havent forgotten u.. i admit that these few days or weeks i havent been toking to u much.. ever since the last time we sort of quarelled during chinese oral.. and den meiching changed places and i tink we hardly ever toked ever since.. i admit that i havent had much good impressions of u these few days or weeks.. at the same time.. i admit that i didnt regret going out wif u during all those times last year.. after the exams.. to angmokio or orchard.. i admit that i was truly happy wif u those days.. i admit that u made me luff and made me happy and we were enjoying ourselves then... dun wanna remember all the sad or unhappy times this year.. although i noe it's quite impossible.. but today after reading the msg from my autograph book.. i am glad, glad that i did noe u.. and i never regretted any of the things i done.. cuz i onli do wad i wan to do.. and i wanted to be wif u laz year.. as for this year, so many things happened.. all the ups and downs.. remind me of a very exciting roller coaster ride.. so exciting that i dunno exactly where i stand some of the times.. u are the onli person i typed dedications for that has sort of the chance of getting into the same cls as me.. cuz i chose physics-chem too... yea duh.. and ya.. all the best and take care too...

To Jiahao.. dunno why i typing this lolz.. dun tink he wud even be reading this.. thanks for saying thanks to me -.-" he said thanks to me for all the help in the past 2 years -.-" and erm.. thanks too =) for laming wif me in cls.. and for all the fun and laughter.. and of cuz for 'consoling' me for the 55-maths thing.. (although ur consoling includes telling me u got 71...) thanks... for telling me that 2/6 spirit will stay on forever... and for telling me crapZ after crapZ today.. thanks for being the one to be constantly bullied by me o.0 hahaZ =D all the best too.. hope we get into the same cls.. may lamers #1 and #2 stay on~!!

To the rest of 2/6... i luv ya.. realli.. *sob sob* 2604 rox~!!!!!

Monday, October 25, 2004

erm... hi!!!

ME
sounds a bit weird lolz.. -_-" currently feeling 20% sleepy, 30% hungry and 50% high.. lolz.. sumthing wrong wif me today lolz.. i realli a bit too high these few days.. guess wad, i suddenly feel like hugging ppl.. -.-" lolz, i am so lame tyty...

Today
went jody's hse today to play mahjong after skoo... left class and went to 2/1.. watched jody played dodgeball wif some 2/1 ppl.. lolz.. sianz oso.. they luff luff luff there until i oso dunno how to react.. stand by the door there like guarding the door liddat LOLz.. den me, priscilla, layjia and anson left and went to eat lunch.. priscilla's noodles was too spicy lolz.. and since i wasnt eating, i decided to do sum disgusting things.. lolz.. took anson's chicken rice's that thing used for putting chili.. den added milo from me, some soup and chili donated by priscilla, some soup donated by anson and some ice cubes.. lolz.. end result of cuz disgusting lar.. den they eat finish le i pour the whole thing into priscilla's bowl which contains some soup.. LOL.. damn disgusting lo.. then took one piece of tissue paper from layjia and tore into smaller pieces and added in.. LOL.. soooo cute~!! but it looks realli a bit too disgusting muahahahahahaZ... den priscilla contributed another small piece of carrot, layjia contributed a piece of chicken bone, and anson contributed a small piece of vegetable found in his soup.. LOL.. >_< and den benjamin came.. we offered the bowl of god-noes-wad-it-is to him.. hahaz..

after some time jody chengcheng kakei and nigel joined us.. (nigel came uninvited).. lolz.. and den we decided to walk to jody's hse.. on the way nigel and chengcheng kept on chasing each other.. nigel din even realise his specs dropped... priscilla picked it up and kept it.. den we walked on like nothing happened.. nigel became so anxious when he finally realised his specs missing lolz.. den he looked looked looked ard still cant find.. so finally priscilla gave him back.. he even said thanks lolz.. wad an idiot..

on the way they kept on cracking jokes lolz.. dunno wad ben and layjia toking abt lolz.. on the way ben kept on HeeHeeHeeHee~ lolz.. den walk until jody's hse le she and priscilla decided to act cute -.-" jody live on 4th floor lo.. den she brought us take lift until the highest level, level 9.. den take the stairs down.. wahahahahahahaZ... all 9 of us squeezed into the lift.. so hot so hot..

when we finally reached jody's hse.. her bro was studying in his room.. so we cant tok too loudly lolz.. then i was like o.O Ur brother studying u bring us here play MAHJONG??? dot dot dot.. den we played silent mahjong.. so funny lolz.. hav to keep the volume down... his bro damn fierce one lo... he saw the whole grp of us he said: "Ni zhe mo dai zhe mo duo ren lai?!!" den kk joked that her bro looked like those gang ppl.. wait we make too much noise he call ppl come finish us off.. den by that time jody will be the one saying: "Ni zhe mo dai zhe mo duo ren lai???" hahaz.. so funny.. we had a hard time teaching cc, kk, nigel how to play mahjong lolz.. especially nigel.. teach him realli can pengZ..

in between jody's bro went out for some time.. den we were like screaming/ shouting/ toking loudly.. cuz there was no one else in the hse other than us lolz.. so funny..

den layjia went home.. den cheng cheng went home.. den nigel went home.. left the 6 of us lolz.. i play until towards the end den i stopped playing le... watch them play onli.. sian.. priscilla kept on losing when i stood near her lolz.. we two ba zhi bu he.. lolz.. den the 5 of us went home.. me, priscilla, benjamin, anson and kk... went home at ard 6.30pm.. yea.. tt's my day =)

Combination
settled... i wan combination D.. physics-chem, history elective.. second choice, bio-chem history elective... third choice bio-chem lit elective.. hmmm.. if nothing goes wrong, i wud end up in a cls wif jiahao the mushroom.. there goes~ two lame ones choo-gether.. LOL...

Arsenal lost!! wahahahahahaX
arsenal lost to man utd last nite lo.. sooo shuang~!!! rudd van nistlerooy and wayne rooney rocks!! arsenal go die lar!! =D so happy last nite lorz.. was so excited during the match that i cant remember how many ice cubes i took lolz.. =)

we hav a damn stupid maths workshop tml -.-" dun go already noe sure damn stupid one -.-" hahaz.. zzz.. go slpzZ lezzZ...

Sunday, October 24, 2004

hihi =)

Jay
officially collected 604 pictures of Jay!!! yaya.. i noe i am crazy.. cant help it lolz.. sooo shuai lorZ... dunno why u all say he ugly.. different tastes.. the way he dun care abt anything.. SHUAI LOR~!! =D 34 more days to concert~!!!

Today
juz reached home anywayz.. went out today wif sokmui, felicia and priscilla.. went to causeway at first.. den walk walk den had lunch at macdonalds.. den we went to take neoprints.. four of us took one den felicia had to go home.. left the three of us we boliao go take another 2.. lolz.. *wink wink* hahaz.. and den we went to orchard wif sokmui cuz she wanted to refund sum themal flask thingy her mother asked her to.. so we went to CK tang together.. reached there at 5++.. den exchanged that thing for the voucher.. hahaz.. the service attendant so rude lorZ.. den priscilla and me went closer and remembered his name.. Ken Choo.. hahaz i still remember.. say wad we can put our skills in writing complaint letters to good use.. lolz...
while sokmui was waiting for her turn to be served, me and pris went round looking at the pots and pans and microwave ovens lolz.. so funny.. the packaging show a oven toasting turkey.. den we say wad buy oven den got free turkey lolz.. den we saw a vacuum cleaner the packaging got show carpet lolz.. so buy vacuum cleaner den got free carpet.. hahaz.. den got a bottle called carpet cleaner the packaging got one baby crawling dere.. so is buy that bottle of thing den got free baby.. wahahahahaZ.. siaoZ.. got one microwave oven inside got calculator leh!! real one lolz.. dunno which idiot put inside.. wad, buy microwave oven free calculator arh.. so cheapskate.. the other one free turkey LOLZ...
den after dat we went hav dinner lolz.. i wanted to eat whipped potato.. den we walked from CK tang to wisma atria den realise kfc closed down liao lolz.. no choice, all we could find was MACDONALDS.. wad the.. so eat macdonalds again.. hahaz.. crapZ... den after dat we went takashimaya.. went to the library there and borrowed some books.. priscilla so funny lolz.. she listening to sokmui's discman.. so she din realise she tok that time very loud.. den in the library some more.. she HARH so loudly at sokmui.. hahaha.. paiseh lo..
den at ard 7++ liddat sokmui's bro came to fetch us.. so good lor his brother.. i tink he's the best elder brother i hav ever seen so far.. as compared to mine.. haizzzz.. sit at the back there wah so shuang lor.. the wind blow blow blow.. woOo... shuang dao... den at ard the expressway dere, no one ard.. so we screamed ******** *** *** ***~!!! wahahahahahaZ *wink wink* we screamed so many times lo.. hahaz.. soo fun.. den we sang anderson skoo song at the back there... sing loud loud, anyway no one else could hear us except us... den we sang "We the people of Singapore Pledge ourselves as one united people~" LOL (of cuz, the "regardless of race" part is not true bleahX) hahaz...
reached home at 8++, bathed, drank carrot and potato soup.. den came online.. downloaded more than 100 more jay pics.. den came blog lo... =) lolz.. dun feel like scanning in the neoprints.. very nice =D but cuz even if i scan in oso cannot put on blog lo.. need some censoring lolz.. -__- hahaz =)

Arsenal vs Man. U
11 match!!! i now veri sleepy liao.. hafta ren.. once in a blue moon then they meet one lor.. bet wif my bro man u win.. he bet arsenal win.. =S Pieres not playing.. man u players all full form hahaz.. man u stand higher chance =)

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh~ i'm going crazy.. today was fun~!! =) ******** ROX!!

blogging everyday lolz.. blogging everytime i cum online lolz.. nothing else better to do.. sianz at home...

The Book Of Ruth
finally finished reading the book.. so nice lo the book.. the last part especially.. the girl named Ruth was beaten up by her husband Ruby... and the May was actually Ruth's mother.. they are living together becuz they had no money.. then the Ruby killed May.. and Ruth went crazy.. Then the last part is abt how Ruth is seeing things while she was crazy.. nice book =) today juz nice date due lolz.. going to library later..

Ouch...
i'm aching all over lolz.. my limbs all feel so disconnected.. arms, legs.. and my stomach.. that day training did so many push-ups and sit-ups.. zzz... muscle aching all over... tml hav training again.. but i enjoy having muscle aches lolz.. quite shuang oso wad.. to hav aches all over ur body the following day after u worked out.. feel like all ur muscles drinking water liddat.. hahaz.. -.-"

Ge Qian
laz nite saw Ge Qian mtv on channel 51.. shooo nice lo.. =) jay like sooo shuai~!! he hugged a girl lehx.. lolz.. and the mtv oso got ppl beat him up.. so sad.. picture below is him after being beaten up by sort of a gang leader or sumthing liddat...


and more pics of the mtv...

that was when he first met the lead actress.. jay was sort of a cleaner wiping windows in a hospital.. and he met the lead actress... sooo sweet =)

dunno when was this lolz.. one of the scenes in the hospital i tink.. b4 he was beaten up.. the overall story veri sad one lo.. *sob sob*

yay.. that's jay and the lead actress... shuai rite~!!! anywayz, to jay fans (especially sheryl), feel free to download the pics... eh wait.. i tink i forgot to enable right click.. kkz, later i go enable.. =)

that was when jay cant find the lead actress~!!! soo sad lo.. *sniff* luv the mtv soooo much manz... paiseh i forgot to record for u, sheryl.. next time i see den help u record kz... =)

2/6 chalet
sokmui!!! faster decide the dates!!! 16-19 kakei cannot... i wanting to say too bad leh... cuz the other dates like alot of ppl cannot oso.. 20-29 nigel cannot.. meiching oso cannot for sum days.. sheryl oso cannot for sum days.. den how??? muz quickly book liao~!!

byeZzzzzzzzz

Saturday, October 23, 2004

hi there.. i am back again... was online juz now till 2++.. den went to slp again.. realli sumthing wrong lolz.. awoke for less than one hour den went to slp again.. woke up at 6.. ate some crap things i manage to rescue from the kitchen.. den online lolz..

Combination
decided le mah? me? hmmm.. tinking if no major thingy is to strike on me b4 monday.. i wud most probably take physics-chem... haiz.. why muz we hav a choice?? as for humanities subjects.. i am STILL thinking... history or literature elective.. still thinking still thinking still thinking... damn.. why i feeling sleepy again?? muz be my body trying to recover all the slp i had lost during the exams period.. =S

If you're not the one...
like the song so much manzz.. by daniel bedingfield.. realli nice song lo.. my fren sent it to me last year... but i lost it cuz i saved it in my sis laptop.. and it is lost ever since then.. haiz.. cant find the mp3 anywhere.. heard this song in felicia's blog.. so now always open her blog in one browser den listen to the song lolz...

A bus stops at a bus station.
A train stops at a train station.
I have a work station at home...... lolz..

ciaO...

hi...

Sleep
i've slept for more than 16 hours.. slept at 9++ last nite and woke up at 2++ today... i am suffering from an illness known as sleep-deprivation.. o.O no such thing duh.. i anyhow hala one... and i still feel sleepy now.. hmmm..

Combination
dunno why.. it seems like i was bent on taking double science since i'm almost sure i wun get into triple wif my results.. weird thing is, even nigel, who was bent on taking triple science told me yesterday dat he wanna go into double science.. i asked him why and his reason was that he doesnt like huizhen and dun wanna be in the same class as her next year.. o.O not like they wud confirmed be in the same classes if they take the same subjects lo... hmmm... bio-chem or physics-chem.. toked to three ppl last nite.. mainly nigel, junjie and jiahao.. nigel told me to take physics-chem cuz he wan take bio-chem and he tinks i dun wan be in the same class as him.. erm... junjie tinks i shld take physics-chem cuz bio wud make me more violent as i wud go round cutting living things.. eh hello?? -.-" jiahao told me to go into physics-chem too cuz he says that he wan physics-chem and he wun get used to being lamer #1 in the class.. so i hav to be there so that he wud continue his position in #2.. all stupid answers i noe.. haiz...

The Book of Ruth
the storybook i had been reading.. an excerpt.. damn violent lo...
"He started to whack me with the handle. He whacked my face and my arms, coming down on me so that i put my hands on top of my head. After a few clumsy strokes I could see him looking around for something better. He stuck the handle at my neck to pin me to the wall, and while he was still holding on he grabbed the poker from the fireplace. It's short and thing and comes to a sharp point. Then he tossed the broom aside and came at me fresh. The power in the old poker was marvelous. I wondered in slow motion how a skull could tolerate the blows. Was my poor head going to topple off my shoulders and go spinning down the hall to the kitchen? Ruby pushed my to the sofa and beat at my fingers and my wrists as if he'd been wielding a stick all his life - I leaned down, over my lap, to hide and he struck the back of my neck and my shoulders. He jabbed at my ear, tried to spear straight through the brains. I couldn't do anything but sit cowering and screeching. Every time i looked out, tried to speak, he punished me. The poker came flying across my face, back and forth, the sharp end making its cuts, engraving my cheeks and lips. It was moving so fast, like the wind, that I couldn't see it giong back and forth. Ruby was conducting wild music in his head. He had to snort to accompany himself, dance on his toes, and smile at the beauty. I knew he was going to split me in half, down my back, and my brains would spill out onto the floor, spill out and slither into corners like mercury. With my face down on my thighs I sank my teeth into my own leg when my ear felt like it was cut off. I couldn't hear words because there as warm blood, thick, oozing in the crawl spaces of my head. I ran, my broken hands trailing behind me like caught fish. I knew my hair was plastered to my bloody skull."
lolz.. the parts in bold are the parts which i found miraculously interesting... ok.. u hav the right to call me sick.. lolz.. this seems like another one of those Gap Creek books.. so interesting lolz.. why do these books always land on me..? hmmm...

2/6
school days are almost over... -sigh- will miss ya guys.. and ya sighzzzz....

byeZzz....

Friday, October 22, 2004

bio-chem or physics-chem?? history or literature??

sian diao.. CANT MAKE UP MY MIND!! zzz... haiz.. mayb i wud juz toss a coin on monday... zzz.. bio-chem.. bleah... heard it's a lot of memory work... for biology... physics need a brain to tink... i wud prefer tinking.. but physics wud be much more difficult than bio.. and so i wud take bio.. but, i hate to memorise things.. HAIZ

history or literature?? i wun mind both... look.. we always tot that history is easier than lit.. cuz we always naturally scored higher for hist than lit... than this year, our hist teacher turned out to be mr neo... 50% faith gone.. and our lit teacher, miss lee.. she teaches so well lolz... so? turns out our hist and lit results are almost the same lolz... hmmm...

haiz

Thursday, October 21, 2004

hi dere, guess who's here.. me duh... -.-"

today has been a horrid day becuz i kept on tinking abt my maths.. almost cried today in cls lo.. after maths.. managed to hold back the tears.. feel like crying but dun feel like crying too.. all mixed up..

first lesson was lit.. miss lee came in late and started toking abt the paper.. i listened a little here and there.. and den after dat mrs goh came in and toked more.. i started writing down crap cuz i realise writing crap is better than listening to crap.. lolz.. and den after dat chinese.. i began reading a english storybook until mr tok saw and asked me to stop... lolz... well den.. maths.. ya.. sigh.. i juz copied down the answers.. din pay any attention at all.. =/ after dat, was quite sad wif my maths so i din tok much.. juz sat there and played wif the napfa collar pin.. carved out jay lolz.. meiching tried using pencil.. seriously, it wasnt painful to me.. not as painful as the other time i used the knife lo.. and i actually liked the look of the word JAY on my hand.. cuz it "popped" up -.-" and it stayed there for quite some time too.. tinking mayb i wud do it on his concert.. all over the hand lolz..

well.. after dat we had geo but no teacher came in and we had history and no teacher came in too.. so we juz sat ard.. at first i was juz sitting dere looking ard at ppl.. saw quite a lot of things though.. din noe "observing" could be so fun... -.-" eventually i got bored so i went to play dai dee wif the rest.. and den they stopped playing so i stopped playing and we went to play the stretch-legs-game... and den we went out of the class and i watch junjie laming wif anson and huabin.. den mrs lim came and den we had to go in.. cant stop tinking abt my maths results still... haiz..

after dat mr tok came and den he toked abt the chinese compo.. i was playing the black cow wif meiching and we made its hands look like flippers lolz... like those in pinball lolz.. and den we toked to mr tok abt the chalet and then he left and den we were left to ourselves... and den sokmui and meiching went home and i watched jody play checkers wif priscilla on a reversi board.. and den we went to eat lunch and den felicia joined us.. and den we finished our lunch and went back to cls and started playing cards.. and den we played and played and played and den i started going crazy and became so not myself.. i became so lame i can hardly believe it... i luffed and luffed and luffed and drank a lot a lot of water... and den junjie came back to cls and felicia left.. and den we played and played more.. and den we kept on bullying junjie.. ok, not we.. maybe onli me and priscilla, mainly me lolz.. but seeing junjie angry made me feel happier lolz.. and i luffed and luffed and luffed and luffed and luffed.......

and den we went home and i went home wif priscilla and junjie.. we walked halfway and priscilla realised she forgot her wallet in cls.. so she went back to take and i was left wif the crab.. he began terrorising the pole of the signboard across the road lolz.. he kept on shaking it and it looked like he wan take the whole thing out lolz.. and den priscilla joined us and den we walked to the mrt station.. and den we told damn damn lame jokes to each other and we luffed and luffed and luffed.. and den i became crazier and crazier until junjie couldnt take it lolz.. and den we took the mrt and i reached home and den i bathed and den i ate chicken chop and den i came online.. and den i blog.. lolz..

question: how many "and den"s are there in the whole entry?? lolz.. count urself , muahahahahahahha... ... told u sumthing wrong wif me le...

Junjie: What happened to MeiGui today~???
Priscilla: She too high today.
Me: Wo shang xin guo du become crazy.

wahahahahahaha [i need c some doctor...]

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

juz tot i wud post cuz it's funny...

Mother: You still dun wan slp, tml can wake up arh?
Me: Cannot wake up even better...
Mother: ? You dun wan go skoo arh?
Me: Yar duh
Mother: Oh! Why? Results not good arh?
Me: Yar duh
Mother: Oh...
(after half an hour...)
Mother: YOU KNOW YOUR RESULTS LIAO HUH???
Me: Yar duh
Mother: ! Good or not?
Me: ...no
Mother: Oh! Bad?
Me: Yar duh
Mother: Very bad?
Me: Yar duh
Mother: So you dont want go skoo tml?
Me: Yar duh
Mother: You onli noe how to say Yar Duh??
Me: Yar duh

yar duh.. tml see me in skoo i wud be chanting this.. yar duh.. i dun wan go skoo.. i am sick, but unfortunately my mc ends today.. no mc for tml.. so do i hav to go skoo? yar, duh...

eh.. hi.. blogging cuz no one else has blogged and i'm online wif a bad flu and sore throat.. thanz to the constant shoutings of ALAN and the mac donalds today lolz.. i kept on Ah-Choo-ing today lolz.. and someone even asked me to try spread it to her.. =/ who else, sokmui lo.. -.-"

after exams le.. sad that we gonna seperate into classes soon.. 6 more days.. dat's all we hav.. sighzzzz... toady's workshop was crap... veri crap...

omg.. my com is on riot again.. everytime i open a browser the title will go white.. and den a pop up thing kept on appearing saying the required source could not be found.. NOT MY PROBLEM LAR!! go find ur souce urself laR... bleah.. and my bro juz reformatted this whole com.. =/ now it's worse than b4.. bleah.. msn messenger has gone haywire and added all tat was in my hotmail contacts list into my msn messenger.. and so there is the absence of light and even syn yeow, whom i blocked some time ago after he toked crapz to me online, in my contact list.. UNBLOCKED.. bleah.. wad is this world cuming to.. i din even realise it juz now until the absence of light came and say hi and thank me for adding him again.. NOT MY FAULT~!!

sigh.. huizhen is our class top student this year.. met mr tok on the way up to cls at ard 3++.. he told me he saw our results and said that we din do very well for our chinese compos.. and i asked him who was our top student.. he wanted me to guess, so obviously i guessed huizhen.. and bingo! second was a girl, not ruth, not ann... third i not sure, but not ruth, not ann too.. i was like prepared to ask our the whole class list until we reached the second level and he has to go to the staffroom.. i forgot to ask abt the chalet... we dun hav confirmed dates anyway.. he wud cum into cls tml.. get the dates settled by tml lo...

choz.. wanna restart this damn com...

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

my results, as follows.. i din remember much of the other subjects other than maths anyway... so here goes..

chinese - 71.7
english - 68
history - 62.5
literature - 74
aesthetics - 72
d&t - 75
science - 60
maths - 55

not dat bad... -comfort myself- juz dun hafta look at the scary word at the end of the paragraph that starts wif a M... i scored the most for d&t... i scored higher for chinese, a subject i din study den most others.. happy for my lit though.. kz, let's look on the bright side of life..

few ppl to thank.. meiching and sheryl, for being there when i received the horrible, terrible, super-scary, horrifying, sickening, saddening results for the subject with the M... and to meiching for comforting each other on these two days.. special thanks to anson for offering the 40++ lollipops he owed me and agreeing to pay back by this friday.. special thanks to mushroom, jiahao for laming me.. and for smsing wif me at 5am in the morning today (actually is becuz his air con exploded)... can tell he trying to make me happy duh... told me to look on the bright side of life.. i hav to luff.. ha ha

=/ there is this scar on my right hand cuz i attempted to cut myself.. but i ended up cutting the wrong side of the hand and it bled.. but i'm still alive.. plan A failed, i cant jump becuz my bro read the msn conversation between me and anson.. he was behind me all along and i din even noe it.. all the grills of my hse windows are locked and i cant even step out of the hse unless under special attention... =S

choz.. let's enjoy the last day of life...

Monday, October 18, 2004

depressed.. utterly depressed.. especially for my maths.. i tot i wun do well.. but i did so badly i was shocked when i saw the results.. 55.. nice number eh? i hate the number 5!!

the other subjects.. i dun remember.. i onli noe maths, maths, maths, the subject i used to score.. and now.. C5.. yay.. C5.. I AM SOOOO HAPPY

i cried juz now.. since dunno when.. so long since i last cried.. but i juz cried.. cuz 55.. 55? 55!! 55... 55**** 55!!!!!!! 55?!?!!!! yes, 55!!!!!!! argh..

tot of jumping down straight juz now.. realli.. and den my bro saw my msn conversations and went to lock the windows.. i was toking to meiching, anson, benjamin and nigel.. meiching and i were comforting each other.. anson and i were screaming at each other.. nigel and i were scolding each other.. benjamin and i were hardly doing anything cuz he took more than 5 mins to reply each sentence i said.. was toking to anson that i wan jump.. den he say he oso wan jump.. so we are jumping together.. he say wait for news if got one 14 year old girl jump in woodlands den he oso go jump.. so i gave my promise den i realli must jump le..

bye...

yoz.. sianz...

juz came back from sheryl's hse.. went there this morning for fun.. -.-" erm.. let's c.. i reached there at 11++... den we started playing game of life.. -.-"" we even played two times lolz.. -.-""" and den we watched spiderman 1.. and yar, i luv the show.. i was practically glued to the tv set... *smiles* and den.. two kids aka sheryl's cousins came.. the girl, who is in primary 4.. is ok.. but the primary 2 boy is... well, irritating.. or moronic.. or idiotic.. or noisy... wadeva u call him.. he shld probably be glad that i din wack him when he insulted jay in front of ME.. eh hello? haiyah, see him small rang ta suan le.. =/

erm, after wad seems like very long time.. after the war between her and her beloved cousin, we settled down and ate some dessert while watching jay's mtvs.. and well... let's juz say the cousin is still YOUNG.. to put it more politely.. and so the war between him and sheryl sparked off again.. hooray -.-"

well, and den when it's time, i decided to go home and the two kids wif sheryl decided to go the the market.. and so we went down together, and the little boy started hanging umbrellas on my bag.. *smiles at him* GOOD BOY~... i take it out and den handed it to him, "Hang it again lar" and den he took the umbrella and hang it again, and i took it out and handed it to him, and he hang it again.. and so on and on and on.. so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o funnn man!! -.-" the other two were luffing and luffing while i hav my FUN wif this CUTE little boy here... WeeeeeeEE -.-"

gtg now... going out later.. c ya...

Sunday, October 17, 2004

erm.. hi! lolz.. sound so weird... veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri bored now at home.. have been online for god-noes-how-long.. why? NOTHING BETTER TO DO LAR DEN?? sianzzzz... right, we hav 2 days and 12 hours more before we go back to skoo and get our terrible results... =S dat is 67 hours until wednesday morning 7am.. humph..

let's c.. my goals..? lolz..
english - at least a A2.. hmmm... 70 onwards? sigh.. it wud be too good to be true...
chinese - ahem.. let's leave that for later...
mathematics - *cries* let's not tok abt sad things...
science - erm.. at least a B3... that is 65 onwards.. sighzzzz
history - eh.. at least a B4.. 60 onwards..
literature - at least a B3.. 65 onwards..
d&t - wELL~ sigh.. B3 at least..
and now back to chinese - lolz.. let's juz say i'm prepared to get a C...

as for the compos.. not much expectations still.. like i said last time, i didnt tink those two were good.. both eng and chinese.. especially the english one.. especially sucky... =S

my goals.. lolz.. shldnt be called goals at all.. *shakes head* can go and die liao... but heck, let's enjoy the remaining 66 hours and 56 mins.. lolz

another episode of cute mums and dads? lolz.. as follows>>>

Scene 1, Silent mother...
(yesterday, afternoon, weather damn hot)
Mother: You go bathe, bathe finish go with me buy things hor.
Me: Orh
(after bathing)
Mother: Wah, weather so hot...
Me: You want later then go harh?
(silence)
Me: You don't want to go liao harh?
(silence)
Me: You want me go alone help you buy your things harh?
Mother: -nod nod-
Me: ....
(silence)
Me: Ok...-.-"

Scene 2, Lag-gy Father
(home, evening, eating dinner)
Father: You get our results liao mah?
Me: No.
Father: When get?
Me: Wednesday.
(eat eat eat.. eat eat eat...)
Father: Why??
Me: (shocked) Harh?
Father: Why wednesday den get results?
Me: ... Cuz now they marking, wednesday then release all results...
Father: -nod nod-
(eat eat eat.. eat eat eat...)
Father: Means now no school lar?
Me: Yes.
(eat eat eat.. eat eat eat...)
Father: Then when get results?
Me: ....... I don't know. =/

Zzzz...

Saturday, October 16, 2004

hmmm... i apologise for updating my blog so often.. cuz that means that u guys wud hav to read more than one entry at one go.. lolz.. erm.. and yar.. i am awake.. time rite now is 0811... i woke up today at 0730.. went to slp last nite at 0025... *raises eyebrow* yea.. i hardly believe it too..

currently feeling sort of calm and relaxed.. can considered home alone now cuz everyone is out except me and my bro who is snoring like a pig now.. and so i hav onli the non-living things to tok to.. not like they will respond.. but heck... better than nothing rite..

abt the entry last nite.. hrm... tot things through.. and i felt that yea, sumtimes things juz hav to becum out of control and someone has to take the responsibility.. (world war one and two suddenly cums into my mind) erm.. and yar.. in this case, wad else can we do except to let nature take its course..?? but seriously, i wud feel happy for *ahem if he is to realli... meiching u noe wad lar.. not that i want him to ***** ** **** ***, but i guess he wud most probably be happier... -nod nod- wish everyone all the best then...

holidays are cuming.. that means 2/6 is seperating.. i felt so touched last nite when i came to noe how enthu our ppl were abt 2/6... last nite, nigel asked me when the chalet was.. i told him the not-confirmed dates.. which were 27 28 28 30.. and he told me he was going to japan and asked if the dates could be changed... cuz he wanted to go to the chalet... he even said that he was sad last year when he couldnt go to mr lim's farewell at westcoast... (not like we are very happy to go to WESTCOAST...??) but, well, hmm.. guess we wud ask the class during the next CI.. but, where the hell did mr tok go?? reservice so long de meh?? sms him he die oso wun reply one lehx... humph..

couldnt find the lollipop sheryl gave me on thursday... *sob sob* lolz.. siao lar.. -.-" why i toking to myself.. cant help it.. there is extreme boredom in me.. zzz...

and once again, on our new episode on cute mums and dads [lol].. this week we hav some cUtE scenes on MG's cute mum and dad -.-" as follows...

(thursday, back from sakae sushi, damn full)
Mother: Eaten?
Me: Yes.
Mother: Are you sure?
Me: Yes.
(after 25 mins)
Mother: Have you eaten?
Me: I said yes juz now...
Mother: That was juz now.. Wad abt now??
Me: (speechless) Yes.
Mother: Do you want soup?
Me: No.
Mother: Why?
Me: I have eaten...
Mother: You drink soup, not eat soup.. You have eaten.. Have you drank??
Me: =S I lost my mouth today and I cant eat or drink anything else *grins*
Mother: Oh! Den how did you talk??
(can i faint?)

(friday, home, sick, watching tv)
Father: You sick huh?
Me: Yes.
Father: Got see doctor?
Me: Yes.
(after 40 mins)
Father: What did he say?
Me: Who?
Father: Doctor.
Me: Huh? He said it's fever.
(after another 40 mins)
Father: How much?
Me: What?
Father: See doctor.
Me: Huh? $25.
(is he too slow or am i fast??)

-.-" i live in a weird weird family...

Friday, October 15, 2004

hi ppl.. erm.........

currently having sort of mixed feelings.. came online juz now wif sort of a happy and light mood.. but now.. hmmm....

first off, good news first.. jerry is out of singapore idol.. smile.. yay.. one two three smile.. *smile* -.-" felt so happy juz now i screamed into my brother's ears cuz he insisted leandra wud be voted out.. but yea.. i won.. i'm so0o0o0o0o0o0 happy -.-"" hope u all get my sacarcism... hmmm...

erm.. and den.. i din go for the concert at victoria concert hall today cuz i fell sick after playing three hours of little fighter 2 at home.. =S wad crap.. there goes.. 25 bucks to the Chen and Lee family clinic.. lolz..

currently feeling.. dunno how to describe.. very very weird feelings, all mixed together... erm.. at a loss of words suddenly.. i need to tink straight.. brb.. i go get some ice cubes..

currently sucking a ice cube.. it does help me tink better.. hmmm.... things are bombarding at me one at a time... cant stand firm on the ground.. ppl reading this muz be wondering wad the hell i toking abt.. eh.. in fact i oso dunno lehx.. -shakes head- i need another ice cube..

current temperature: 38 degress celcius.. ice cube is not working... -.-"

10 things on my mind currently:
1. meiching's conversation over msn now
2. the size of the ice cube now in my mouth
3. how bloody my finger was yesterday
4. wad date issit today??
5. fear factor juz now, they were eating slugs
6. snow white and the seven dwarves.. dun ask me why, i dunno too
7. why the "publish post" button is orange
8. ann's entries
9. woody from little fighter 2
10. i feel like playing monopoly -.-

weird.. weird.. weird.. weird...... i need some slp.. things wud be better tml... well, at least i hope so..

[updated] things which i suddenly find so true..?
we flash our nicest smiles into the neoprint machine even when we were cursing and swearing dat we chose such a lousy one..? hmmm.. appearance vs reality?? we couldnt even tell from the neoprints dat we were unhappy wif the machine.. we all appear to be so happy...

our favourite movies are actually fake??

i guess humans are complicated creatures afterall.. ok, i dun hav to guess.. anyone wud noe dat... we are so complicated we hav so many different systems in our bodies u wun even noe all.. lolz.. u cant even name every organ u hav in ur body.. (of cuz, unless u are a genius in human bio) how can we say we understand ourselves well when we couldn't even name out everything that is present in our bodies?? sounds weird.. but i find it true though..

how did we decide our favourite colour?? why wud we LIKE a colour in the first place?? it is not even alive.. it is juz there.. not for u to like it or not.. if it had been alive, it wouldnt even care whether u like it or not.. wait wait.. i am becuming more and more weird.. why am i toking abt colours cuming alive?? lolz..

i feel as if i'm living in somebody else's world.. hmm.. had a weird dream juz now that there is this girl who get everything she wished for.. and we are juz ppl living in her world.. to make her wish whole.. so that she live in a whole world where she gets everything she wants... she has a whole world of her own.. and den somewhere in another world, there's a me that get everything 'i' wanted.. and there is a whole set of ppl living in that me's world.. and so on... and i feel like a living thing dat has a non-living existance.. wadeva that means lolz..

juz read through all i hav typed.. wad happened to me lolz..

Thursday, October 14, 2004

lolz??? the quiz from mc's site..

Wackiness: 64/100
Rationality: 56/100
Constructiveness: 74/100
Leadership: 72/100

er.. compared to mc's results.. mine are.. -raises eyebrow- but the explanation is true though.. i wud say very...

You are a WRCL--Wacky Rational Constructive Leader. This makes you a Golden God.You think fast and have a smart mouth, and you are a hoot to your friends and razorwire to your enemies. You hold a grudge like a brass ring. You crackle. Although you have a leader's personality, you often choose not to lead, as leaders stray too far from their audience. You probably weren't very popular in high school--the joke's on them!You may be a rock star.Of the 42711 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 6.9 % are this type.

lolz..

wheeeee... exams are over~!!! cheer~~!!!! MERDEKA!!! hahaz...

today was fun... =) after exams, me, sheryl, meiching, ankita, felicia and ann went to sheryl's hse.. sokmui went home first becuz she had visitors.. we watched a little sex and the city and den the dvd player decided to go on a strike, so we had no choice but to skip the show.. but it was interesting though.. funny oso... although a bit... ahem.. but still not as bad as american pie lar... ;)

and so, after dat we watched spirited away.. so nice.. the show.. mmm... -nod nod- i still prefer cartoons.. lolz.. and den we ate a lot a lot of tidbits and some of us ate lollipops.. eh.. dat's abt it...

and den we headed to J8 where we met up wif sokmui.. and den we went to take three neoprints... pictures are as follow.. download it if u want..








eh.. and den ann went home and we went to sakae sushi as planned.. turns out i ate the most.. lolz.. and i became the heat insulator.. -.-" and den mc kept on eating tuna... -.-" she past life kanna eaten by tuna lolz.. and i kept on eating crab mayonnise... and i kept on ordering kani tempura.. cuz crab wif mayonnise beri nice.... =) even sokmui says so.. =D and den naomi went under the table becuz of some stupid reasons and den realised later dat she couldn't get up.. that pathetic girl had to climb out from the other end... =S all of us were so paiseh lo... meiching even went to the other table and used the menu to cover her face.. ppl, take ur plates.. one two three cover up ur faces... and den we cracked jokes and den we challenged naomi not to luff.. lolz.. wad'ya tink? of cuz she fail lar~! duh~~

erm.. and den when i was finally full, we left.. and naomi and sheryl went to take neoprints again... and den the rest of us juz walked ard.. sokmui finally found her Xia Ri Xiang Qi.. but so sad she no $$.. hahaz.. and den we walked somemore.. and den ankita went home... and den we walked some more and den sheryl went home.. and den we walked somemore and den mc and naomi went home... and den we walked some more and went to food junction to buy drinks.. and den we walked walked a bit den went home... -.-" soooooooo fun -.-"

and yar, on the mrt, met my goooood senior, vivian.. =S say wad i too lame for her.. -.-" she even wanted to seduce my poor [terrorist] -.-"""""""""" hahaz crapX

den i cum home den online.. den the mushroom and his gang of crab, radio and monster(ws) started prank msn-ing.. wadeva that means.. they started crapping.. -.-""""" and yar, anson the radio still owes me 40++ lollipops.. hahaz.. =D

tml got concert leh.. not jay lar.. if jay i wun be here liao lor.. i wud be busy tinking and dreaming abt tml.. but is those kind of classical music one lo.. dunno why i signed up for it in the first place lolz.. wasted a seat.. but heck lar, take it as a class gathering.. even ppl like nigel going lehx.. =P

erm.. a few dedications? today is a special day leh... =)

to sokmui: yo yo yo.. hahaz.. eh.. sry today din accompany u go home.. actually i oso lazy go home den cum out again.. as u noe, i this kind of ppl go home slp is long long time den wake up one.. u leh? go home slp liao cum out still show off to us say u slept.. qian da... and den huh.. today din turn out like wad we tot it wud be lo.. ahaha.. u noe i noe lo.. hahaz.. and hor, u better stop insulting jay.. today in sakae i beside u onli u still dare tok bad abt jay.. bu xiang huo le harh.. =S kkz, dat's it.. btw, mr tok still dun wan reply me leh.. the chalet how??

to sheryl: thanx for today.. letting us go ur hse and making such a mess of the place.. paiseh lo.. (i noe i dun sound sorry) and yar.. thanx for helping us take all those sushi.. told u ur dat place feng shui good liao... hahaz.. and hor.. can u pls stop luffing wif naomi?? when there is practically nothing to luff abt~ zzz.. like dat she even more encouraged to luff leh.. and hor.. her laughter is.. argh..

to meiching/feli: yo yo.. juz thanx for making today a fun day.. to meiching for luffing at my jokes -.-" and to feli for being so pink? lolz.. i noe nothing to do wif me.. but hahaz.. i find it funny dat she likes pink so much lo.. even the drink she bought at food junction is pink.. lolz.. -entertained- lolz crapz... and yar, to mc, not ur fault that the last machine sux lo.. wo men do shi hua ren.. dat's why we dun understand japanese... hahaz.. wad crap..

to ankita/ann: er, thanx for being part of my day? lolz.. nothing much to say realli..

and finally, TO THE REST OF 2/6: WE HAV ONLY 7 SCHOOL DAYS LEFT BEFORE WE SEPERATE!!!!!! TREASURE THE TIME!!!! ='( *sob sob* MAMAAAA~

*wipes tears* MG signs off wif a irritating smug on the face.. lolz.. -wink wink-

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

i am back... calmed down since juz now.. now abt wad happened...

someone juz emailed me and mc and apologised in the email.. i went to ask her zhe mo ban and she said omg omg, and den she asked me zhe mo ban back.. -.-" end result? we decided to see no evil, hear no evil, received no evil.. so we din see anything.. we din receive any emails and our inbox-es were empty.. >_<

currently feeling a bit sick, cuz i vomitted out part of my dinner.. serious, i did.. not that the food is disgusting.. (although it is) heck... i dunno why too.. guess i wud need some supper later.. otherwise i wud go hungry at nite.. hmmm...

feeling quite weird now.. the rain came and went and came and went.. was home alone juz now.. and felt quite cold although i din on any fan or air con.. even the windows were closed.. -raises eyebrow-

tml wud be the last day of our exams... we wud therefore regain our freedom once again.. cheer ppl.. yayyyyy... it seems like such a long time since a last played gunbound.. heck

byeZzzz

......................... this is one entry that is going to be full of dots.. dot dot dot dot dot dot....... dot dot....... ...... .....

will explain this phenomen to u guys tml.... *shivers* -chant- see no evil, hear no evil, received no evil.... ....... *shivers*

at a lost of wad to do.. muz well dots more.. ....... ....... .... ... ..... . ...... ......... .......

dot dot dot

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

yo yo yo yo~ actually updated yesterday.. but my bro suddenly came over and said he wanted to use com.. being the good good small sis, i let him use.. so i close the browser forgetting that i was halfway through updating the blog.. lolz.. u all tink oso noe lar.. i where got so good let him use.. but haiyah, see him pathetic lo... ;)

but such ppl juz doesnt deserve.. halfway through my peaceful slp last nite.. i was abt to drop to slp when suddenly i could hear the sound of electric drill.. ok.. mayb i shouldnt say sound.. it's NOISE... some idiot aka MY brother is drilling his room wall in the room next to mine.. aHeM?? and if dat's not enuff, he started hammering nails into the wall becuz according to him, he had to get those photo frames into the wall.. eh HELLO?? it's 10pm at nite~!! even the wall shld be sleeping k.. knock and drill until liddat wake me up.. grrrr...

but in the end i din do anything.. felt too lethargic to do anything.. and i was actually feeling to weak to move.. i din realise it den that i hasnt eaten anything for dinner yet.. onli realised it this morning when i woke up.. was trying to recall wad i ate for dinner the nite b4.. think for a long time den i remember i din eat anything.. was too busy compiling everything for science and storing them into my brain... so? this morning, bleah.. gastric pain.. not as pain as it shld be.. but still pain lohx.. hahaz.. pain for a short time onli.. next time muz remember to eat..

ppl, one two three say yay together.. one.. two.. three.. YAY~!! maths and science papers are OVER!! the last two subjects.. chinese, although it is supposed to be important, although we are supposed to be very serious abt it, BUT this year, anderson has decided that chinese wud not be considered in sec 3 streaming.. so? HECK LAR

as for d&t, no understanding needed wad.. so juz memorise memorise can liao lo...

kkz.. tat's all for today.. byeZ

Sunday, October 10, 2004

lolz.. am i dead or wad... major exam, maths tml.. havent start any study yet... not touched any science or chinese too.. and here i am, updating my blog, while munching on a apple.. lolz.. if onli i am snow white.. den i could juz be poisoned by the apple and die.. and den yay.. no exams.. lolx

anywayz, all 2/6 ppl out dere, if i havent reminded u abt bringing ur calculator and mathematical set, i probably left u out.. so dudes, remember to bring k...

caught a falling leave a few days ago.. forgot to mention it in the previous entries.. i heard that if u catch a falling leave, it means that something good is going to happen to u... hmm.. up tilll now? eh, i hav successfully read my sis's diary.. considered or not? cuz she read mine leh.. my notebook, without mu permission.... den started threatening me with the things i wrote in my notebook... bleah.. and so she tot by buying a diary wif lock, she is safe.. lolz.. i am not retarded lo.. i searched for the key and couldnt find it.. den i guessed it wud be wif her, she wud most probably bring it wif her to skoo.. and i tot putting in the bag wud be difficult to find it since the key is so small.. so i guessed the wallet or pencilcase... and den yesterday, AH HA =) she left the keys in her pencilcase.. and so? hahahahha.. too bad lo.. she did it to me first.. TOO BAD

but i not going to be as stupid as her to go threaten her yet... wait till she cums threaten me wif things again.. otherwise, i wud juz take it as if i had not read anything... lolz.. i din noe i am so evil.. but hey, call this revenge bah.. so ppl, be careful.. dun try threatening me wif anything.. i wun tok back to u there and then.. i wud look out for a chance and strike back.. lol...

i am evil.. yay... hahahaz... byeZ

Saturday, October 09, 2004

my second entry of today... sianz.. havent started any revision on maths or science yet, let alone chinese.. sigh... why muz we study... =

went to slp juz now at ard 4++pm.. before that i was actually playing monopoly wif my mother... lolz.. yar i noe it's weird.. i won leh... hahaz.. cuz she kept on stepping on the land where i built 4 houses.. hahahahax.. -.-"

juz woke up, found some things to eat... den came online.. anywayz, the ppl in my contacts all had the nicks somewhat related to exams.. ben's had "exam blues", a guy in chinese high had "just 3 more subjects"... another one from anderson 2/8 said "maths science chinese and homec".. another one from victoria said "YES AR!! 2 PAPER LEFT!!" grammar mistake.. he shld have put "2 PAPERS"... lolz.. i am possessed by mrs goh.. hahaX.. a gril from 2/1 says "exams are nothing but trouble" hahaz

hmmm... staying up later to watch the match between Wales and England at 10pm... dunno who to support leh.. support both sides lor.. but i hoping Wales could win England.. cuz England got beckham.. hahaz.. jk.. backham's supporters dun cum bash me..

suddenly kan Jay in this picture bu shuang.. = mayb change it into another picture after the exams... lolz.. i very boliao hor... currently the ppl online are mainly those dat i hardly tok to... sian bo..

heehee... maths exams on monday, and here i am blogging.. ya.. i noe i noe.. i shld be revising now... lolx

anywayz, the new jay pic so much shuai-er.. =) changed the picture in the background, shifted the right frame up a bit.. added borders to the two frames at first.. but not nice.. so i changed it back.. eh, anyway, it's 48 days more to Jay's concert... yay =)

zzz.. i woke up at 7am dis morning leh.. havent touch any books yet.. kept on watching tv this morning.. until 12 plus.. den i came online and play the mahjong game.. lolz.. den msn messenger is down for maintanence and i cant log in... =S so nothing to do cum here and blog lo... =D

byeZ

Friday, October 08, 2004

lolz... websites gotten from mc's blog..

http://quizme.stvlive.com/ my DJ name or watever it means.. lolz...

mG spins tunes as DJ Saucy Stallion http://quizme.stvlive.com/djname/quiz.php

the webblog thing.. taken from http://www.wannabegirl.org/quiz/owned/

31.25 %

My weblog owns 31.25 % of me.

tt's all.. lolz.. zzz.. i'm tired.. anywayz, so disappointed that David Yeo got voted out of singapore idol.. he's sooooo much better than that JERRY ONG.. omg.. he's even better den christopher lee lo.. but HAIZ.. i supported him lehx.. although not as much lar.. but he is one of the ppl whom i tot shld hang on till the veri end one.. but, that eeee jerry ong still got in.. blEaH... i support slyvester now.. =) he wun out so easily de.. got so many supporters.. i oso voted for him once... [but if i had known, i wud hav helped to pull david's votes up..] JERRY ONG SUX!! bLeaH

home currently, duh.. juz came online, finished checking out others' blogs and decided to come blog.. yay.. left 4 more subjects den exams over le.. =) BUT -sigh- monday maths... hmmm... tink i shld revise... duh duh.. as for science.. let's leave it to fate.. it's God's will against my will.. but my willpower had always been weak lar... =P

yesterday's and today's papers were ok.. history paper was average.. MCQ was easy although mr neo said that we wud most probably fail it.. hmmm.. as for lit, ok lar.. sort of enjoyed doing the paper cuz i studied for Kino and Kino came out in the papers.. =)

sigh... 2/6 is going to seperate soon le... after exams, a few more weeks, den holidays.. den bye~ sad huh... ='(

din get to read much of the storybooks these few days.. was busy studying or otherwise sleeping.. lolx...

choz...

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

two tests i took at Web Tickle... results were as follows... the inkblot test was interesting... =)

MG, you're a Shark!
You've got a healthy love of life and a killer instinct. Chances are you hate rules, and don't plan on getting old. You're flexible and friendly on top of being innovative and smart. In short, people respect you.You're extroverted and love being in the spotlight. Your mantra is "work hard, play hard" — you live life to the limit.

lolz.. that is the personality test, based on scientific proofs and such... lolz.. and so, I AM A SHARK!! LOL...

MG, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love
Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life — whether you are aware of it or not. You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences. The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love — hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others. With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Love, there is much more to who you are at your core.

heh hehx =D byeZzzz

my whole mind is on some shark story involving plastics that wud explode when it touches water.. pls call me Crappy becuz wad i've juz said IS crap... lolz

nice english paper there... where i counted 196 words the first time i wrote out the summary.. had to cut it down to 125 and below.. took me almost half an hour to get done wif the summary... and after dat i din check much.. juz flipped through and made sure i din leave any blanks.. after which i started drawing mr krishnan on the question paper.. lolx.. turns out realli ugly, looks like some freak alien that has landed on the wrong place and went to perm his hair.. wahahahahaha -.-"

these few days huh.. din cum online yesterday... came online today to change the cursor of the blog cuz it's bothering sokmui and sheryl.. and den since i'm here, i might as well blog.. some parts of history had got into my head, hope it stays dere and dun come out until tml.. as for literature, i wud hav to go back to the books to study later... onli finished some revision.. a long long way to go man... as for maths and science.. i wud ask my bro to cum home later wif a blessed tailsman and i wud start praying to any god there is.. wad else could i do? lolx.. that wud be left for sat and sun to worry bah... at the most go ask my bro how to do those maths sums lo... [ps: he failed his maths everytime.. c how despo i am...] -sigh-

juz came home from sheryl's hse.. we decided to study together at her hse... and so, we did.. a little literature and mostly history.. after which we were bored and den we started playing lame stuff like the "ji dan ji dan kan shui de ji dan sian po" -.-" where we lay out our ten fngers and i go round chanting this egg thingy and c which finger got busted first.. the one that has the last finger left over is the winner.. shreyl keeps winning... =S

as for now... guess it's time for me to hit back to the books... -sigh- byeZ

Monday, October 04, 2004

my second entry of the day.. i've been in front of the com for dunno how long le.. nothing better to do so i juz tot i shld blog..

currently feeling.. dunno how to describe.. feeling a bit weird maybez... after sheryl had came online and offline and sokmui had came online offline and sheryl came online and offline again... i am still online.. :

sokmui had juz flared up becuz she felt she is drifting away from her wrps frens.. hmmm... told her to try go hav a good slp.. by the time u woke up, u wud probably hav forgotten half the things.. and u juz cant seem to find the reason why u got angry in the first place.. at least that is always the case for me... =?

exam stress bah... as for me... i'm still sitting here comfortably, staring at the screen... wondering how time could pass by so quickly.. and yar, tt's juz wad jiahao told me last nite.. if u're bored, look out of the window.. i asked him why.. den he said watch time fly past u.. and i suddenly felt the urge to do sumthing.. inspiring huhx...

anywayz.. since i'm blogging, i muz as well tok abt more things that are on my mind... yea, abt the book... there's this part in the book where a young girl is crying becuz she dropped her ice cream on the floor and ta-dah, no more ice cream for her~ poor thing.. she was crying and crying and den her grandmother came over.. the grandmother asked her why she is crying and she pointed to the patch of wet ground where the ice cream had melted.. den the grandmother said that it's the ice cream that has fallen, so why is she crying? the girl stopped crying and said that that means no more ice cream for her... den the grandmother said that if she had eaten the ice cream, she wud find it sweet.. if she din eat the ice cream, she wud find it tasteless.. but if she cries, she wud find it salty becuz all she tasted was her own tears.. and so, the girl stopped crying, not becuz she is not upset that there is no more ice cream for her.. she stopped crying becuz she found that her tears were salty... -.-"

moral of the story? it's alright to be upset.. it's alright to be unhappy abt the way things turn out.. but u never noe wad u're missing out while u are getting angry wif the whole world out there... therefore? wad else, take things easy.. it's alright to be angry /depressed / sad / unhappy / revengeful etc.. but u wud get over it sooner or later.. so why not sooner?

am i some lecturer or wad.. lolx.. dat is one lesson learnt for the little girl though.. then she noe how to handle ice creams properly.. and even though the ice cream always drip all over her hands when she eat them, at least she tasted the sweetness she longed to have... even when her hands were all sticky becuz of the ice cream, she took it as if she's giving a treat of ice cream to her hands.. and she wud get so happy she wud jump ard.. -.-" lolx... ~always look on the bright side of life~

byez again...

geek... i'm back.. yesh.. i'm back again.. i've been blogging everyday.. lolz.. i hav studied very little for my exams compared to my frens.. i'm even prepared to fail my maths.. becuz i practically dunno how to do any of the symmetry sums.. and i noe onli 50% of the volume and surface area crapx.. bleah.. any tutor wanna volunteer?? hahaz.. a little too late perhaps.. -sigh-

hmmm.. basically slacked through today.. nothing much through the lessons.. i juz realised how much i dunno abt the science topics too.. all the things abt digestion, electricity blah blah.. HaLLeLuJaH~~~

weird that the exams panic hasnt entered me yet.. notice i said YET.. shld come sooner or later.. but if it doesnt come now.. den when?? lolz.. panic panic.. faster panic.. lolz.. but i still feel so calm lolx =P

craving for a ice lolly.. hmmm... *licks tongue* look at me.. exams is two days away and here i am, sitting in front of the com, typing out a blog entry and actually craving for a ice lolly... lolz.. dun hav to tell me how to die.. i could tink of a whole list... hahaz

currently feeling crazy as there are many things going in my mind.. things which dun hav any relationship wif one another.. part of my brain is on Jay's upcoming concert, part of it is on jiahao playing zhi zhan zhi shang on the piano (i've no idea why my mind can be on such stupid ppl..), part of it is on the storybook i'm reading now.. and last but not least, badminton.. i sorta miss it.. miss the training perhaps.. but i dun miss coach.. lolz.. mayb it's becuz i miss the training dat's why i literally MISS is when it arrives.. LOL..

current book: The Book Of Ruth... lolz.. nice book.. very funny.. and interesting.. author.. lolz.. cant remember.. o yar.. forgot to go borrow Gap Creek for Sheryl.. nvm.. go borrow tml... =)

buaiZ

Sunday, October 03, 2004

guessed i calmed down quite a bit since yesterday.. feeling better today after some sleep.. din slp much last nite.. i was looking through Dynamic Drive and looking through all the cool html stuff.. and i actually tot the time was at the most 8 plus.. it was onli when all my family had gone to slp and den i looked ard and suddenly find it so quiet.. all i heard was Qi Li Xiang playing on my com.. and den i saw the time.. woo.. 2am.. yea yea, i noe.. tht's a big difference from the 8 plus i tot it shld be.. lesson drawn: time flies >_<

to sokmui: the person mentioned in the previous was a good fren i had in primary skoo.. she also reads my blog.. but heck.. not like i care anymore.. bleah.. as for the person whom i said "sokmui u shld noe who i'm toking abt", can ask me if u wan on monday.. can giv u another hint.. we went to tok to the person on friday.. and this person lied to us even when we noe the truth... *ding* xiang dao le mah?

juz reached home anyway.. i actually went to the library.. lolz.. yes me, to the library.. to return the previous two books i borrowed, cherry ice and gap creek.. and borrowed a few more.. anywayz, i'm home alone again.. my father, sis and bro are out to work.. the other sis is somewhere in singapore.. i dunno where, duh.. not like she will tell me where she is going.. -.-" my mum is out to hav a haircut cuz she's attending a wedding dinner tonite.. lolz.. this morning i woke up den i cant find her anywhere.. later i found her in the toilet.. she was trying out different clothes.. for? the wedding dinner lolz.. hahaz.. she even asked for my opinion on which ones look nicer.. i pointed to the most ridiculous-looking one.. and den she =S me and told me no breakfast for me today.. = *sob sob*

jiahao told me a funny joke today.. lolz.. he smsed me and told me he wud teach me how to play the music interlude for zhi zhan zhi shang.. initial tot was that he most probably smsed the wrong person.. and so i replied "harh".. and he said, "dun harh, zhi zhan shi shang mv oso got the little girl duet wif jay chou.." i havent luff so hard for a long time.. i almost wanted to say so i'm the jay and u're the little girl? hahaz.. but i still tot he smsed the wrong person, so i replied wif "harh harh" and i asked him "u sms wrong person izzit" he said "no, serious, try see whether u can or not" wahahahahaha.. my reply: "ni tai kan de qi wo le.. hahahaha" *raises eyebrow*

heard that Jay's concert in taiwan was a success and he was very happy.. =) 54 more days.. =)

choz..

Saturday, October 02, 2004

fed up... =S
fed up wif some ppl out dere.. they act so much i feel disgusted.. bleah.. dun ask me who.. i dun feel like saying.. freaks..

it's true tt ppl luv to act.. but y are they acting until... omg.. *bleah*... i worship them.. dey are so good they could go join mediacorp and they wud hav a bright future ahead of them... if u dun like a person, dun hav to act as if u r great frens wif him or her.. u dun feel tired acting like this, i feel tired looking at u act.. dun hav to act like u sympathise wif the person, be great great great frens wif him or her, and den tok abt her like she's some b*tch behind her back.. -disgusted-

mayb i'm even one of them.. but at least i arent great frens and not-so-great frens wif anybody at the same time.. i dun be great frens and tok behind her back aT thE sAmE tImE~~ how did u do it?? i PEI FU...

sumtimes it's realli so weird knowing the truth and acting as if u dunno... juz to save the person's face.. sokmui u noe wad i am toking abt.. we HAV to act as if we noe NOTHING and den turn our backs and feel disgusted.. u dun hav to lie.. lying is bad.. lying to anyone right in the eye is worse.. lying to ur "best frens" straight through ur teeth is worst.. >_<

why did i suddenly feel like this.. cuz of some ppl out dere, who managed to get my trust, and den stabbed me right through from the back aGaIn~ not anyone from anderson.. she had been my so-called best frens for god-noes-how-long.. and den she had been stabbing me from the back for such a long time i was shocked when i knew it.. weird that i din feel any pain while the knife was stabbing though me.. i onli came to know it when the other end of the knife had came protruding out from the front.. den i saw.. den i saw her stabbing me.. but i hav already been stabbed rite through.. mayb the compos i wrote on friday was sort of a omen.. i wonder why i had came across those ideas.. mayb it's trying to signal to me the things dat are going to happen... betrayal

all i felt was anger.. i dun feel sad or anything... i figured out that such ppl are not worth crying for.. i almost felt like revenging... but after some tot, i figured that such ppl should best be left alone to rot to death.. mayb i'm too much.. but come to tink of it, i cant be worse off then her.. this is onli one entry in this blog.. she had created a whole blog all on me.. how she hated me and stuff and in front of me, she was acting like i'm her angel-from-the-pink-sky and we're best-frens-forever... why? all over a boy..?? I DUN EVEN CARE!! and she is saying i'm flirting wif him when i tok to him for less than 15 mins a month?? IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM THAT THE GUY YOU WANT DON'T WANT YOU.. GET IT? IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM!! urgh

sick of it.. so what if you hav deleted the blog? u onli did it when u realised i noe it... so what if u apologise? yea yea.. and so i accept ur apology and happy ending and we live happily ever after rite?? GOD NOES WHEN YOU'LL EVER DO ANYTHING AGAIN!! like i wud ever trust you ever again.. bleah bleah bleah bleah bleah bleah bleah bleah bleah

urgh

Friday, October 01, 2004

teehee... i luv this blog i luv this blog.. why? becuz it's Jay!!!... i din change the layout.. i changed the background picture.. =) and den i shift the contents down becuz it is blocking Jay ge ge's face.. muahahahahaha... i spent the past one hour doing that, and figuring out the script of the disappearing hover... yea.. and so now a link looks like this ---> Link cute huh.. it went opposite and den it disappears.. yea, and it's from Qamuri... linked him below.. check out that website.. it's realli soooo cool!! the Jay pic is so shuai rite... =D

suddenly felt like having a jay layout becuz can u believe it... IT'S ONLY 57 DAYS BEFORE JAY CHOU'S CONCERT~!! scream everyone scream... aHHHHH..

show off to u all Ruth's talent.. this is the Jay she drew on my notebook.. scream ppl.. aHHHHH...



ta dah.. end of entry... -.-"