Thursday, October 28, 2004

i'm actually crying now..?? -_-" i noe there's sumthing wrong wif me.. it's 11++ at nite and i'm still awake.. the chalet thing.. wahh.. realli giv me headache.. wahhhh ='( no one wan book for us larX!! MAMA~~

2/6
all the more i tinking abt 2/6 le larX.. sad sad sad sad sad sad.. i juz wan tok abt the majority lo.. dun wan care abt those ppl i despise.. why cant skoo not end wif a day like today?? major disappointment yea.. for the boys especially.. why muz dey make us despise them liddat this?? when it is the LAST day of skoo?? why cant today end up beautifully?? pieces of those good memories all gone.. so sad..
felt especially so after reading feli's entry.. fairy tales do not always end wif a beautiful ending.. 2/6.. so fast.. 2 years.. why?? why cant it end the way it shld.. WHY DIDNT SKOO END YESTERDAY?? ='(

currently toking to anson online.. no one else online.. sokmui went offline after being tired out from the chalet headache.. i'm still crying and so obviously i cant slp... sighzzzz.. why now?? why do we hav to see those true colours onli now?? why not earlier?? mayb there might be more things to change our minds?? or even, WHY NOT NEVER??

nothing much more left to say.. but sokmui, that sentence u said b4 u left the cls.. Zhe ge ban mei you she mo hao liu lian de.. i read le realli sad lehX.. ='(