Tuesday, November 30, 2004

diao.. i am lame.. *bows* muahahahhahahahahahhaZ =P
(monday morning, home, watching tv..)
(Mother walks over to tissue box and took a piece of tissue)
Mother: EH? Why i take tissue for arh??
Me: .......
Mother: Eh, why did i take tissue for??
Me: ....... how i noe....
(Mother puts piece of tissue back and walks to room...)
After 3 mins...
(Mother comes out of room and takes piece of tissue again...)
Me: You take tissue for wad?
Mother: I oso dunno..
Me: ... Den u still take?
Mother: Shld hav some reasons one lar...
(Mother walks to dustbin and throws piece of tissue away...)
.................................................................................................... <--- see those dots? DIAOX -.-"
tml going to jiahao's bday party.. hrm... =D hahahaz ;)
choZ
Sunday, November 28, 2004

time to update~!! calmed down liaoZ mah.. not as high le =)
27th november 2004
whEeeeee... was dreaming of jay the nite b4.. could hardly sleep manz.. overslept.. woke up at 8.30am.. realised it was too late le.. was meeting sheryl at yck mrt station at 9.30 mahz.. so smsed sheryl told her meet at 10am.. sms finish le fell asleep again Zzz. =) hahaz.. but still managed to meet her at 10am.. her mother fetched us to ann's hse..
reached ann's hse.. she smsed me say her doorbell spoil.. ask me to call her when i reached.. -.-" hahaz.. so we went into her hse.. lalalalalala... and den from 10++am to 12.15pm, we were playing whEeeee.. we put on temporary tattoos.. and i put on nail polish~!! =D hahahahahaahahahaZ.. and ann's mother helped us sprayed some hairspray thing.. and den i wore ann's skirt and a damn girly top.. not mine.. i found it at home =) and den we ate some fried rice ann's mother prepared for us... wahahahahahahahahaZ left her hse at 12.15pm...
walked until almost reach bus stop dere den my shoe broke.. so walked back and borrowed a pair of shoes from ann.. oso girly type~!! lol.. den we took bus 167 to orchard.. went past the bus stop dat we were supposed to alight.. alighted at a wrong bus stop.. so had to walk a longer distance.. called the boys and asked them to meet us at borders..
den we walked walked walked.. met anson and jiahao.. den we went to lido to get movie tickets.. line up for so long le den they say dun wan watch.. -.- cuz jiahao and ann sula dun dare watch shutter =( ahahahahaz.. den we went to the macdonalds there to buy some things.. bought a mc flurry.. den told them i wan watch incredibles liao.. so went to buy 5 tickets for the incredibles..
den we walked to far east to take neoprints o.O hahahaz.. den walk abit somemore den went to 77th street buy hair dye.. hahaz.. jiahao and anson went to the toilet to style their hair.. come out and went in that time the hair still the same de.. -.- no diff at all..
and den we walked back to lido.. suddenly realised ann jiahao and sheryl so far ahead of me and anson.. we juz up one escalator onli they already halfway up the other escalator.. o.O den suddenly cant find them... called ann and realised they were hiding in the toilet -.-" jiahao started wearing the cap and looking qian bian.. den i went to buy popcorn... bought le den went into cinema.. took seat number 5, on the far right.. the popcorn was passed here and dere.. jiahao and anson seem as though they are popcorn-vaccuum-machines.. o.O hahahahaZ
incredibles was funny~!! hahahahaZ.. so cute lolz... hahahahahhaZ.. finished the show at ard 6pm.. took mrt to kallang.. den dey went to the toilet.. was standing outside toilet.. i tot ann and sheryl still inside mah.. den i waiting for them outside.. den suddenly heard ppl calling me.. the voice seemed like it coming from inside lehZ.. lol.. actually they outside -.-" hahahahhaz
den took bus 11 to singapore indoor stadium.. while waiting for the bus we used the hairspray.. heehee.. hahahahahahaZ.. and den reached le =)
walked from north entrance to south entrance... den went in.. whEeeeee =D and den sheryl was like so excited.. den i told her, going to start that time dey will lights off one lar.. and den suddenly the lights went out.. so zhun lolz.. and den jay came down on the cross singing Yi Fu Zhi Ming.. everybody screamed.. and we went crazy.. many songs were sung... but the most i like one were.. erm.. actually i like all.. erm.. hahahahahahhaZ... but remembered most clearly is jian dan ai, qing tian, xing qing, kai bu liao kou, long juan feng, yuan you hui and of cuz qi li xiang~!! =D shoooooooooo nice lo.. SHUAI DAI LE LArRR~!!!
and Jay danced~!! hahahahahahahaZ... and he played the grand piano~!! omg.. shoooooooooo shuai lor~!!!!! and the duet wif the nqmm guy.. waseh.. SHUAI UNTIL I CAN FAINT LE LARRR~!!! and he played the drum.. and he threw the drum stick IN MY DIRECTION!!! BUT THE PERSON IN FRONT OF ME GOT IT~!!! ahhHhhHHHHhhhhHhhhhhhHHh ='( throw juz a LITTLE HARDER can liao mahZ!!! sehZzzzz
ye ye pao de cha~!! you yi zhong xiang wei jiao zhou jia~!! tht was supposed to be the last song.. and den he thanked us.. and den he went down.. the whole stadium began shouting JIE LUN JIE LUN JIE LUN for encore.. whEeeee and den he came up and sang kai bu liao kou and qi li xiang.. and den he went down again.. and den the whole stadium began shouting ZHOU JIE LUN wif rhythm of the drum.. and he came up~!! playing the drum!! whEeeeeeeeeeee
was over at 11++.. our ears hurt and our voices were sore... den we walked to the east entrance.. wanted to buy the book but it was sold out already... so sheryl bought a watch.. and den we went to take bus 11 back to the mrt station.. meiching went home... and den the rest of us went back to kallang mrt.. jiahao went home and den the four of us were left.. ann and me wanted to go eat supper... but the time den was already abt 12++.. so we decided to take the next bus that comes.. 51 came.. so we took to hougang.. and we ate.. i ate a bowl of fishball soup which has 8 fishballs in it o.O hahahahahahhahahahahaZ
den anson went home and the three of us took taxi to ann's hse.. we got into the taxi onli we heard Qi Li Xiang on the radio.. three of us were jumping in the taxi.. felt as if the taxi driver -.- us.. hahahaz.. and we sang all the way till ann's hse.. ahhahahahZ...
and den we reached ann's hse.. went to bathe.. sheryl and ann took the toilets on the 2nd floor.. so i had to go to the one on the first floor.. lalalalalalala.. bathed finish.. den went back to the room.. started recording down in my autograph book.. all the songs jay sang.. lalalalalala~~
den we on the radio.. and we lied on the bed.. slept for awhile... heard jie kou and zhi zhan zhi shang on 9.33fm.. den heard a advertisement too.. by jay.. for his concert.. -.- so diao.. already over liao still advertise.. hahahz..
28th november 2004
awoke at 10++am... toked to sheryl and ann for awhile.. den went to brush teeth.. den had french toast and tea for breakfast.. hahahahha.. heard ann's bro singing.. hair stood up.. -.- and den we went back to the room and me and sheryl started playing pick up sticks wif lightsticks.. o.O.. hahahahahahhahahahaZ
den went down to use the com.. downloaded gb and started playing... and den ann disappeared... she was on the phone wif ahem.. somebody.. some b.. some e.. some n.. ppl.. put together those three alphabets.. hahahahahhahahaZ
and den it started raining.. went home at 4++ in sheryl's mother's car... took mrt from yck back home... tadah.. end of my day... =D
choZ
Friday, November 26, 2004

[requested by vivian] Vivian and I thrashed two sec one boys during training today. The score was 15-0. It's all thanks to Vivian. We didn't even smash, we onli fast-dropped. I repeat, it's all thanks to Vivian.
rite.. done.. she's reading that ^^ tml morning.. -.- i feel lame
ONE MORE DAY!!! ahhHhhhHHhhhH.. i'm happy like siao manZ.. 24 more hours!! nono, it's 23 hours and 54 minutes more!!! which means 1434 minutes more!!! which means 86040 seconds more onli!!! tick tock tick tock.. guess wad.. TIME IS FLYING~!!! wheEeeeEE
too high to blog further.. choZzz =))
Thursday, November 25, 2004

erm.. hi.. i'm back again.. 2 more days to jay's concert.. =) heehee.. going to do sumthing wahahahaha.. cant say wad.. =) but ann and sheryl noes lar.. =) havent done it since primary 2.. =) lalala..
currently feeling.. erm.. dunno how to say lar.. listen to the song Kiss From A Rose for like dunno how many times liao.. the song sad de mahz.. so obviously.. ar nvm..
abit fan2 oso lar.. cuz of some reasons.. cant say wad again.. nvm lar.. later i go another blog den blog lor.. -.- hahaz.. this one here too public liaoZ...
`if you live to a hundred years, i want to live to a hundred years minus one day.. so that i never have to live without you...~
Wednesday, November 24, 2004

eh.. hi..
lolz.. dunno wad to say.. hi again... -.-
ahem.. okok.. today went for training.. my skills sux lar.. =( haiZzz... today like whole training do drills wif coach.. quite slack.. din even do warmups.. cum dat time mr tan made us do dunno wad "power power" thing -.-" i chen ji go do lobs wif perlin.. hahaz.. dun need do wad weird weird drills wif mr tan.. lolz..
lob lob lob lob lob lob...
ate some things nasihah made during hari raya.. the cookies so nice =) can go sell le..
den started drilling... wif coach.. lob lob lob.. drop.. net.. smash.. lift.. lalalalala... pushups.. jumps.. Zzz..
den did footwork.. coach told me how to run properly -.-"
den finished.. played match.. partner ruth play against mooncake and ching fen.. we won =)
den lamed wif seniors.. michelle luffed at ruth when she said that nasihah shld go south pole.. cuz there like all day dark.. den muslims can eat some things when the sky turns dark during their fasting period wad.. so nasihah go there den can eat.. michelle kept on luffing.. i sit dere -.-ing.. they kept on saying i dao.. got meh?
den went home wif skoo books.. juz bought.. $188.75 fly away..
reached home.. found place to hide skoo books... -.-" hide it so tht i wun see it mah.. look at them onli i headache.. so thick.. den online.. online online online.. until now..
yay.. end of my day.. =)
the song Kiss By A Rose very nice lolz.. the one sylvester sang on singapore idol... i downloaded two versions of it somemore.. -.- hahaz..
i'm feeling half dead.. juz now quite high de leh.. dunno why now liddat.. i'm peeling... skin got two colours de.. spots here and dere..
juz now i very bored went to count my toes.. counted 10.. den i decided to count my toenails.. actually counted 11.. think i skipped a number in between or wad lar.. xia dao wo.. -.-
my mother is lame... the evidence:
(yesterday, on the way home together from vista point..)
Mother was looking at the checkered floor.. the tiles i mean.. they are of alternate colours..
Mother: Eh.. can play checkers here leh...
Me: Huh? Where?
Mother:(pointing to floor) There
Me: ... Go find that big the pawns lar...
Mother: Use small ones oso can mah...
Me: ................. Dont tell me you want to play arh...
Mother: DUN SIAO LAR
Me: ........................... Is u suggest one LoR.... -.-"
my father is lame too.. the evidence:
(today, i was playing the computer for quite some time...)
Father: One day the computer will eat you up.
Me: *glance sideways* Erm..
Father: Let is rest for awhile lar.. Cant u see it's tired?
Me: Erm.................................... How u noe it's tired?
Father: Cant you see it's not moving? It's sitting down restoring energy..
Me: Erm........................................................................................ *speechless*
they win liao.. even lamer than me.. wad else can i say...
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
開不了口
Kai bu liao kou
才離開沒多久就開始
cai li kai mei duo jiu jiu kai shi
擔心今天的妳過的好不好
dan xin jin tian de ni guo de hao bu hao
整個畫面是妳
zheng ge hua mian shi ni
想妳想到睡不著
xiang ni xiang dao shui bu zhao
嘴嘟嘟那可愛的模樣
zui du du na ke ai de mu yang
還有在妳身上香香的味道
hai you zai ni shen shang xiang xiang de wei dao
我的快樂是妳
wo de kuai le shi ni
想妳想的都會笑
xiang ni xiang de dou hui xiao
沒有妳在我有多難熬
mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao
(沒有妳在我有多難熬多煩惱)
(mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao duo fan nao)
沒有妳煩我有多煩惱
mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao
(沒有妳煩我有多煩惱多難熬)
(mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao duo nan ao)
穿過雲層
chuan guo yun ceng
我試著努力向妳奔跑
wo shi zhe nu li xiang ni ben pao
愛才送到
ai cai song dao
妳卻已在別人懷抱
ni que yi zai bie ren huai bao
就是開不了口
jiu shi kai bu liao kou
讓她知道
rang ta zhi dao
我一定會呵護著妳
wo yi ding hui he hu zhe ni
也逗妳笑
ye dou ni xiao
妳對我有多重要
ni dui wo you duo zhong yao
我後悔沒
wo hou hui mei
讓妳知道
rang ni zhi dao
安靜的聽妳撒嬌
an jing de ting ni sa jiao
看妳睡著一直到老
kan ni shui zhao yi zhi dao lao
就是開不了口
jiu shi kai bu liao kou
讓她知道
rang ta zhi dao
就是那麼簡單幾句
jiu shi na me jian dan ji ju
我辦不到
wo ban bu dao
整顆心懸在半空
zheng ke xin xuan zai ban kong
我只能夠遠遠看著
wo zhi neng gou yuan yuan kan zhe
這些我都做得到
zhe xie wo dou zuo de dao
但那個人已經不是我
dan nei ge ren yi jing bu shi wo

Question:
Why u so black?
Answers:
1. Batman possessed me...
2. I played wif black paint this morning and forgot to bathe b4 coming...
3. You forgot to on the lights..
4. My body decided to grow into my favourite colour..
5. I am starring in the old movie Hei Mei Gui -.-"
6. I am decomposing...
7. My little brother was doing his art piece when he accidentally sticked pieces of black construction papers all over my body -.-
8. I was electricuited..
9. I was killed and reborn in Ethopia..
10. I am posing as a spoiled lung to warn all the smokers.. see i so noble.. hahaZ
---lol.. this is lame..---
Question:
U cut ur hair huh?
Answers:
1. No, Batman cut it when he possessed me..
2. No, it's autumn, I'm shedding..
3. No, my hair cut me.. -.-
4. My hair migrated to another head becuz I'm abused them -.-"
5. I din cut it, the hairdresser did... *raise hands... innocent look*
6. My hair fell and broke.. -.-"
7. No, it disappeared overnight.. i wonder who did it..
8. I donated some to Mr Tok..
9. I was attacked by an Osama bombing.. I escaped but my hair din.. boohoo.. *sniff*
10. Yar.. but i din mean it, realli.. It was accidental.. Please dun put me to jail... ahHhHhH
hahaZ.. byeZ..
Monday, November 22, 2004

my latest skin submitted ---> here got into the top 15 rated yay... =)
haf to go for training later.. choZ
Sunday, November 21, 2004
bored at home... abit abt my life...

current desktop.. shuai bah.. see jay =)) hahaz.. song bo...

my hse.. viewed from outside.. tht's my block...

my room currently... my bed is the top one of the double deck.. the one wif the red mattress.. can see my hello kitty from here.. hahaz =D can see a little bit of the tarepanda sheryl gave me oso.. =D can see my bag, obviously.. and my badminton racket beside my bag =) see the pooh bear on my sis bed? hahaz.. it used to be mine.. but it dropped everytime.. so i muz well leave it wif my sis hahaz..

the pooh bear.. yayy =D

tht's my sis wif a baby at her work place.. she teaches those babies at shichida.. those kind where parents hav too much money to spare and send their children to left/right brain training even before they hit 5 years old... boliao rite.. the fees is $1 per min.. walau..

and from another angle...

and another one...

tht's my bro b4 he dyed his hair.. looks so nerdy wahahahahahaZ =D hahaz.. he's at east coast, i think..
byezzz...

went to slp at 2++ last nite.. dun ask me why.. i oso dunno why i cant slp.. woke up at 6am sharp this morning.. means i slept for 4 hours.. and miraculously i dun feel sleepy now.. dun feel like sleeping all of a sudden.. something wrong..
today sunday.. tml hav training again.. missed three trainings last week.. sighZ..
dunno wad else to blog abt.. 2/6 want another camp.. think of it nia i sian liao.. ya lar, very fun.. but haiZzz.. nvm..
juz realised i cant type a lot of things here.. nvm.. i go use the other account..
byeZ
Saturday, November 20, 2004
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
stucked wif this song for a long time.. dun ask me why

hi, i'm back from camp.. ya.. and i'm feeling.. dunno how to say..
Day 1..
met ann at amk station, den took mrt wif her.. along the way called jody, and realised we were in the same mrt... and so we met jody, prisiclla, felicia and sokmui.. and den we alighted at pasir ris mrt and den we saw naomi, sheryl, jiahao and weisiang.. we waited for a while and den anson came.. and den we waited for a while more and den abel came.. and den we waited for nigel to come...
and den we took bus 403 to pasir ris park.. ya.. and we set up the tents.. the time den was abt 1.45pm.. and it started drizzling.. so we went to hide in the tents.. rain stopped after a while.. and i stayed in the tent while the rest went to rent bicycles.. and i read sheryl's book of jay's biography.. (listening to Niang Zi now...) and i fell asleep after a while.. was abt to fall asleep when i suddenly hear someone singing Ning Xia.. was tired so i din sit up to see who was singing.. but the singing came from the other tent... Zzz..
woke up tht time everyone was ard there.. some playing balls, some riding bicycles.. and i sat there looking at sea... after awhile went to play wif the others... ben had came at 3 plus.. naomi went home.. felicia and ann went wif her... and den at 5 plus i walked sheryl to the bus stop.. and den i walked back.. and den i walked the skate scooter to the bicycle kiosk.. and den i walked back.. den we ordered pizzas for dinner.. den i went to search for carpark C cuz that's where the pizza man will cum.. searched for a long time den i found it.. and den i walked back... den the phone rang and the person said he's reaching soon.. so i walked to carpark C wif jiahao, weisiang, anson, abel.. they played wif balls along the way.. and den we waited for 1 min and den the pizza man arrived.. we got the pizzas and den we walked back.. finished the pizzas and den we played among ourselves..
at nite, the girls wanted to go naomi's hse to watch Ren Wo Ao You last episode.. i din want to go.. so intended to stay back wif the guys.. was playing badminton at the bright spot wif the boys.. and den anson and abel went home.. and den jody they all came and said that they dunno how to walk to the bus stop.. so i walked wif them dere... and den dey asked ben to cum along becuz they want ben to walk me back after that.. along the way they said that ben shld cum along cuz ann is at naomi's hse.. and so i was to walk back alone.. i din mind but the girls said i shld cum along.. and so i did.. den realised i din bring my ez link card along.. jody asked me to smuggle in but i dunno how to.. Zzz..
reached pasir ris mrt.. met naomi and ann.. den we bought some things.. and den went to naomi's hse.. we missed abt 30 mins of the 1 hour show.. i dun watch the show so i went to bathe.. den they finished the show and dey went to bathe.. and den we went back.. nigel asked me to buy some things for him.. din understand wad he was saying so i onli bought one coke.. and den we went back.. told ghost stories.. halfway through had some distraction becuz the torch suddenly no light.. and so din continue telling.. went to the other tent and began sleeping.. den suddenly gastric becuz i din eat breakfast and lunch before coming.. i waved to sokmui and she waved back, tinking i was playing wif her.. ann came into the tent to take somethings.. and den she asked "ni ge mo..." i said "gastric.." she din hear me.. and den she said "wei she mo ni bu yao sui.." i said "gastric.." she din hear me... and den she said "sui bu zao arh.." and i said "gastric.." and she still din hear me.. she left the tent and i waved to sokmui again.. and she waved back.. after some time she realised i wasnt playing wif her.. so she came over to the tent and they gave me honey stars..
was ok after drinking some water.. din slp after dat.. went walking ard the park.. walked to and fro the park becuz we din noe where the sunrise will come from.. went to play swings at 5 am in the morning.. den went to the stone and stone dere for a few hours.. heard nigel screaming.. cuz of priscilla.. lol.. on the stone wif jiahao for a long time.. and weisiang appeared and disappeared and appeared again.. and den disappeared again.. and den priscilla came and went..
Day 2...
the sunrise din come from where we were sitting.. and miraclously i din feel like sleeping.. we went to wash our faces.. and den we went to mac donalds for breakfast... ate big breakfast... den went back.. naomi had gone home.. she came the nite before and slept over.. and den we played among ourselves again.. alvin and layjia they all came at dunno wad time.. den nigel went home to get some things.. shuling and angelyn came and picked seashells.. i stoned at the bench there for a long time.. writing in my autograph book.. recording down every detail that happened every second.. things like i saw an aeroplane/seagull.. haha.. and den weisiang and jiahao were playing wif badminton rackets by the seashore.. sokmui lied on the grass chatting over her phone.. and den ben went to play soccer.. paya lebar i tink...
went to bathe at dunno wad time.. dunno how to on the tap.. sokmui called jiahao and asked him how to.. and den we bathed and i threw the shampoo/shower gel over to sokmui cuz she forgot to pack hers in.. and den the shower gel broke from over-throwing.. and den i changed into another black shirt.. and den we came out.. and i went to dry my towel by a bench.. den nigel and anson came at dunno wad time.. dey started playing yugioh cards in the tent.. and den i stone at the bench for a even longer time.. and den i started playing wif the star tht naomi left over.. named it ping pong for no reason.. dun ask me why too.. unless u can tell me why u are named [ur name] lol..
went to eat dinner at white sands.. ate chicken rice... added too much chili so i cant eat.. drank lemon tea.. den we went to buy some things.. and we went to the library.. i cant find the book named Sula.. i din finish the book.. nigel bought 4 AA batteries for $5.. wah biangZ.. den we went back to our campsite.. packed up one of the tent.. and den i passed ann's windbreaker back to her.. stone at one of the bench again.. and den i was sleepy.. but the tents were taken up.. so i went to the bench.. heard weisiang reading to us.. den we realised his toking was too creepy so priscilla took over.. it was boring and so i fell asleep.. wore naomi's windbreaker becuz it was cold.. den i was abit sot due to the lack of slp.. according to sokmui/priscilla, i was asking them who are they.. although i cant remember i did those.. anywayz.. i tink i fell asleep on the bench, sitting up.. den suddenly realise anson is beside me.. woke up dat time realised i slept on his shoulder.. den went back to tent cuz it was too cold..
sokmui told me the tent was empty.. and she slept alone in it.. Zzz.. so i slept in the tent for awhile.. and den woke up and went to the bright spot.. saw a shooting star.. jody and alvin swa it too.. but i was too sleepy and so i forgot to make a wish.. watched sokmui eat cup noodles.. den played badminton wif them for awhile.. den went back to the stone to stone.. stone until the next day morning...
Day 3...
went back to the tent to slp cuz i was very sleepy.. den dey wanted to go eat breakfast.. i din go cuz i feel like sleeping.. woke up at 10 plus cuz i heard sheryl shouting who want breakfast.. and ya, i want breakfast.. went to wash face and brush teeth.. ann and ben had gone home... den ate breakfast facing the sea.. jody, prisiclla, anson and alvin were in the tent playing cards.. weisiang was outside the tent reading a book.. sokmui, jiahao and sheryl were playing swings.. drank the milo from the cup becuz there was no straw... den went to sit beside weisiang and read the book.. den anson came and the three of us read the book.. den anson wanted to go find the others so we went.. din realise weisiang was behind us until we reached and sokmui said "u three look half dead.." stun for awhile den realise she said "three" lol..
den sokmui and jiahao went to rent bikes while the rest of us walked to the swings and played.. den we walked back and started playing mahjong cards.. den layjia brought her fren here.. named nicholas i tink.. den we sat on the ground playing different games.. played murderer first.. i killed ppl but they dun die.. den played heart attack.. my reaction was especially slow.. lol.. den played concentration.. den we were bored and sepearted to play our own games.. den i walked walked walked.. playing wif ping pong.. den ann and ben came.. den went to bathe wif sokmui.. i forgot how to on the tap again.. stone inside for a long time wondering.. den suddenly remembered and on the tap.. changed into another black shirt.. Zzz..
realised i was quite badly sunburnt.. so i din wan stay outside.. went to hide in the tent for a long time.. din realise inside got ppl until some time later.. forgot who was the person liao.. from 3 plus onwards i was in the tent.. oh ok, i remembered who was it.. it was anson i tink.. and den i fell asleep in the tent.. they wanted to go eat dinner.. but i din go cuz i wanted to slp.. was alone in the tent.. wake up dat time dunno why anson is in the tent too.. priscilla, jody and layjia were outside.. nicholas had gone home but wud come again later.. and so i slept somemore.. until 8 plus i woke up... went to the toilet there watch singapore idol.. then the dinner came and i ate chicken rice again.. den drank lemon tea again..
after dat walked walked walked.. den suddenly hear them say nicholas's parents coming.. so i siam to one of the benches.. den suddenly hear them say nicholas's parents not coming.. din feel like moving so stone at the bench somemore.. played wif the star wif anson who played wif the puppet.. after dat went back to the tent to slp cuz it was too cold.. dunno where the others were.. went to slp.. woke up at dunno wad time cuz gastric again.. went out of the tent.. den stone at the bench dere cuz very pain.. pain-er than the first nite one.. den someone passed me a cup and i drank it.. tink it was milo, if i'm not wrong.. finished half a cup and den i was better.. suddenly realise benjamin's jacket wif me.. dunno who put it there.. dunno when it appeared too.. den stone for a longer time.. den walked away cuz the mosquitoes started feeding on me.. walked to another place wif less mosquitoes.. den stone dere.. stone until the next morning..
Day 4...
woke up at 7am.. realised i slept on anson's shoulder again.. den stone for awhile more.. den went back to campsite.. returned benjamin's jacket to him.. and den we walked walked walked ard.. den my bro called and toked to me so nicely.. was stunned becuz he had never been like this before.. called me more than 6 times within one hour.. somemore say wad Ai Xin Zao Can.. makes me wan puke.. went to elias mall to eat breakfast.. den went back.. jody, layjia, nicholas left.. den we walked some more.. and den sokmui left.. and den we discussed whether to stay for one more nite.. but realised onli a few of us can.. so we decided not to.. ate cup noodles.. den we started packing.. Zzz.. fold and unfold and folded the tents again.. to make it small enuff to put into the bag.. and den we called naomi and she told us to throw away the umbrellas.. and den my bro called me and told me he's still at home -.- lol.. and den we played wif sand on the shore... drew out names blah blah.. and den we left..
took 403 to white sands.. time was abt 5++.. den ate mac donalds for dinner.. nigel was disgusting.. and i mean very.. ben was too.. they made me wan vomit.. sigh.. and den we left.. nigel, anson and ben took bus home.. and the rest of us, me, priscilla, jiahao and weisiang took mrt.. we played mute along the way.. play until my phone no batt again.. lol... weisiang and jiahao alighted at ang mo kio.. priscilla alighted at yishun.. i slept until i reached woodlands.. knocked my head to the pane a few times cuz i fell asleep.. din realise it was painful until i reached home.. lol..
ya.. tht's abt it.. the camp.. overall, i enjoyed myself very much.. and it realli helped in bonding.. but sad lar, we seperating next year.. sigh.. hope the others enjoyed themselves too.. now they want another camp.. from 29 nov to 1 dec.. Zzz.. dunno how to react..
ya, like usual.. dedications time..
ann: erm.. first of all, hope u recover from ur injury.. din noe u can be tht fragile.. anywayz, torn ligament shld be quite bad.. so recover soon.. dun limp to jay chou's concert.. k, and erm.. these few days got sometimes can tell u quite sad.. din tok to u much during camp oso.. cheer up lar.. k.. nth much to say liao lar.. juz wish u happy recovering.. -.-
sokmui/priscilla: lol.. sokmui, thanx for waving to me when i waved to u.. lolz.. jk jk.. was realli happy during this camp lar.. thanx to priscilla and her jokes.. abt xueling and ASY lolz.. ya..
naomi/felicia: to naomi, thanx for lending me ur windbreaker and the star.. to felicia, ur puppet is still wif me.. lol..
sheryl: hi =) lol.. dunno wad to say oso.. we like din tok much oso.. hrm..
meiching: sad lar.. u din go.. lol.. miss the fisherman joke.. lol..
anson: thanx for crapping and making me luff.. tht's all i can say lolz..
jiahao: didnt noe why u were so sad during the camp.. at first tot it was becuz of ur parents.. ya now i noe.. it's becuz u like nature.. cheer up.. u sad tht time dun look cool.. look scary.. =) dun sad liao.. and rmb to write autograph book.. u last person to write liao.. zzZ
ok, i've finished blogging.. i'm feeling cold.. i'm wearing two teeshirts plus a jacket but i'm still cold.. the air con is not on, windows and door all closed.. and i'm still cold.. my hands especially.. either that or the rest of my body is hot.. wad am i toking.. nvm..
i feel like sleeping again.. byeZ
Sunday, November 14, 2004

com kanna spyware liao.. keep on having error messages popping up.. use msn messenger can onli see wad i typing, cant see wad others replied.. words appearing xibei big on screen... sian wor... wan upload pics to photobucket can onli upload half of any pic.. den got error message cum up.. wan edit changes to this blog (meaning the template there lar..), click the save template changes onli show me wad the page cannot be displayed.. den save onli save until half onli.. no choice hav to delete the other stuff put the more important tagboard there.. how pathetic riteZ...
haiz.. nth much to say liao lar.. spoil this com further wait for bro cum home settle.. he at chalet lo.. cum back juz nice i go camp.. leave him a big surprise.. wahahahahahahahahX =D hahaz...
cannot take it liao lar.. see wad i typing now the font so damn big.. like i blind liddat.. wait type too long cannot publish again.. XI BEI SIAN ARHHH
bye bye
Saturday, November 13, 2004

train and train and train.. oso like no use.. everytime wan giv up hope le den tell myself one day i will improve.. but wad the hell, when will the day finally cum...?
okok.. seriously update.. erm.. currently my com is quite stable.. yar, QUITE stable.. but the words appear exceptionally big on my screen... Zzz.. everything other thing remains at its original sizes.. onli the words.. reminds me of my kindergarten txtbook..
well erm anyway... congrats to all those who hav successfully appealed into the combis they want.. and erm.. congrats to all those who hav unsuccessfully appealed into the combis they want -.-" (applies to MC onli...) lolz..
camp coming soon... havent print out the camp permits yet.. Zzz.. already emailed to me liao lar.. juz dat i havent print yet.. 9 leh.. one per tent per day.. Zzz.. 16-19 nov..
14 more days to Jay chou's concert!!! woo =)
erm... nth much to say le lor.. these few days my days quite boring lar.. training home training home liddat onli lor..
ChoZ
Thursday, November 11, 2004

second entry today.. com going haywire.. colours changing by itself.. msn cons going from pink and black to peach and white.. Zzz.. restarting every 10-20 mins ahhhh
bye

back to blog after quite a few days.. din cum online yesterday cuz i was tired after yesterday's crazy training.. coach came at 4pm when our training started at 2.. and so he onli did drills wif us for one hour.. no more courts le.. so he made us go stadium to run.. o.O diao...
whole body aching now larZ.. yesterday realli abit, ok, not abit, veryyyy bian tai lo.. Zzz.. he made it seem like some sports carnival.. made us sprint 400m den time us.. after dat made us sprint 100m.. Zzz...
reached home last nite at 8pm.. bathed, went to slp.. cant slp.. cant move either.. body very tired.. so went to brother's room, lie down watch jurrassic park.. finished watching started watching some soccer thing on channel i.. Zzz.. watch until dunno wad time den went slp.. woke up today at 0940++ cuz of jiahao's morning call.. call me up to watch 10am jay chou show on channel 8.. helped sheryl record.. 11am went to slp.. 12pm wake up, bathed, den realised i havent eat breakfast.. so now eating fishballs.. those tidbits kind.. found in my brother's room.. god noes where it came from.. but at least the expiry date is not over yet, so at least safe...
16 more days to jay's concert.. 5 more days to camp... Zzz.. feeling abit dunno-how-to-describe.. ar nvm...
Zzz...
Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Monday, November 08, 2004

forget it, one of the previous entries..
"i dunno wad to say.. pissed off wif some ppl cuz their attitudes juz sux.. Zzz.. dun try asking who manZ.. i'm hoping this feeling will pass"
rite man.. sokmui.. oh rite
wdf.. fine.. speechless.. nth to say.. F.I.N.E
last day of skoo u left the class saying "zhe ge ban mei you she mo hao liu lian de" fine, u lost ur hp, u tot u lost ur comb, u was in a bad mood.. fine, u had the right to be angry, yea FINE.. i hav nothing to say abt that.. the whole world seemed to be ur enemy, yea, CANT blame u for flaring up.. oh yea
16-19 nov, supposed to hav chalet, u were one of the organizers, or so to say.. chalet cant be booked, changed to camp, u said u dun wan go.. ok, dun wan go dun go.. no point in forcing urself go.. fine, u was still in a bad mood after u lost ur hp, oh yea FINE
u flare up when i said i dun wan go interview wif u.. reason being i wanna go hear the briefing, even if i dun attend tht, i wud go for my CCA.. yea, and den u get pissed off, u got fucked up.. WDF? in the end u din go for the interview too, why? becuz no one going wif u.. WDF? yea yea, MY FAULT k? MY FAULT.. so be it
u blame meiyan when u were the onli sec 2 turned up for ur volleyball training, when u urself noe very well that no one could help ur own attendence other than urself.. oh yea.. WAD THE?
today, u start scolding fucks to me when i was joking.. yea, my fault my fault.. ur mother forcing u to appeal for hist, u are in a bad mood, i shldnt try to joke wif u.. YEA MY FAULT.. i should hav juz ignored all the smses instead of replying yea.. i shld hav done juz dat..
i'm sick and tired of ppl flaring up at me for such stupid reasons.. if u wanna find a punchbag go get a dummy.. ur "best fren" here is not for u to be yelled at whenever u are not happy abt the way things turn out
wad the fuck

Man U vs Man City
saddening lar.. man u and man city draw lehZ.. waliew.. so sad.. =( of cuz i expected man u to win lar.. they had never lost to man city on man u home ground for 30 years leh.. 30 YEARS LEH~!! everytime they meet on old trafford ground, man u definitely win.. yesterday's match oso abit hiong lar.. although not as hiong as that time wif arsenal lar.. but still abit.. hrm.. start of the game onli Saha and the stupid player from man city knocked into each other.. head to head, wah.. den both bleed.. Zzz.. den after that another man city hit ronaldo straight in the face.. he owwww.. nose very pain lar.. =( van nistlerooy still not playing lo.. he kanna banned three matches after the arsenal match.. waliew.. for the two matches banned look at the results man.. lose to portsmouth not enuff lose to man city oso.. aiseh... haiZzz... somemore din let ryan giggs play for first half.. second half den sub him in.. he there jumping ard doing warm-ups -.- haiZzz
Me
early in the morning wake up kanna gastric liaoZ.. pain like siaoZ... juz eaten medicine, later going skoo meet jaslyn they all play bridge -.- den after dat meeting priscilla and jody in cls discuss abt camp/bbq/outings.. Zzz... after dat still hav training.. Zzzzzz...
Dedications
i'm starting to write dedications liao lo.. class website ask us write one -.- hahaz.. started writing last nite while waiting for the match.. stopped at abel.. continue when hav time bah.. Zzz..
ChoZ
Sunday, November 07, 2004

below are the skins i made these few days.. they help to kill some boredom.. Zzz..
first one, used b4 as one of my layouts.. click here
second one.. oso used b4 de lo.. juz copied and paste den submit.. click here
third one.. dun realli like this one but more ppl downloaded this.. dunno why.. click here
fourth one.. is actually this one i using now lar.. i like it lo.. dunno why i like it so much -.- click here
fifth one.. i like this one oso.. blue blue de.. got some effects on the picture oso.. click here
sixth one.. i made it cuz i was realli realli realli (X100) bored at home.. Zzz.. click here
seventh.. liked this one oso.. edited the picture.. and yar.. i like it =)click here
eighth.. latest skin made.. click here
erm.. dat's all..

dunno wad to blog oso.. at home onli got one word to describe my life >>> sian.. wad else rite..
my whole day yesterday can be summarised into three words --> training, home, SIAN sighZzzz
10 things on my mind now:
1. 27 nov
2. wad else can i type
3. shark tale
4. the incredibles (another cartoon movie)
5. why all beds are rectangular in shape
6. the 5th skin i submitted, named blue
7. why fans all hav three blades -.-
8. how earphones are made
9. how bored can i get
10. why no one is online now
Zzz.. will be back later to blog again.. surely one.. since i at home sian until liddat.. Zzz...
Saturday, November 06, 2004

currently feeling.. eh.. realli dunno how to describe... was so sad juz now lo.. cuz of some reasons.. zzZ ar nvm.. -.- okok.. i noe i'm crapping.. pls re-read the first paragraph.. quoted: "this one will be crapper" eh heh hehx.. so.. haiz.. wad i toking.. um.. haiz, nvm..
went slp juz now.. had a nightmare.. Zzz.. dreamt some crazy woman terrorising our skoo.. yea, anderson sec.. i dreamt of Mr Ari making an announcement at the car porch saying the skoo is now banning anything related to a sign.. some sign thing.. example + is a plus sign.. then the skoo banned a sign.. i dunno how to describe.. but in my dream it was called the Sign.. -.- weird riteZ..
and den the reason why the skoo is banning the Sign is becuz there has been cases of a woman killing students/teachers/staff of our skoo whom are seen carrying/wearing the Sign.. be it a necklace, keychain or wadever.. -.- and the woman was never caught.. more like a ghost so to say... lol.. and den in my dream one day 2/6 was party-ing.. -.- and i wore this necklace wif the Sign without myself realising it.. >_< and it was realli scary in my dream kz.. dunno how to say lar..
and den i was walking down the stairs.. the one that 2/6 ppl always walk one lar.. outside GO that one.. connect to 4th floor de.. den at the stairs at ard the second level there, suddenly i saw this teacher (i dunno who) wif Mr Ari... and den the teacher stopped me in the way and started looking at my necklace.. den she was like holding the necklace in her hands.. and den she said sumthing like: "It's the Sign.." and den everything became so movie-like -.-" the whole scence sort of like becum very luan.. like the camera shifting from face to face -.- kz, i noe this is crap
and den the teacher turned back to me and said sumthing like: "Go, quick, before it gets dark" and den i panicked and den i started running out of the school.. cuz it's like, said that once u are outside skoo, it's safe to hav any Sign(s) wif u... and so i ran wif all my might.. wah.. i tink my heart realli pumped beri fast lo.. during this part of the dream...
and den i was ard the fish pond dere le.. den suddenly there's this blue car (reminds me of those paper ones ppl burn) dashing into the school.. and den there's a woman driving the car.. and she looked erm.. like.. the girl from The Exorcist The Beginning >_< er...
and in the dream, i was like, panicked even more.. and den i had no choice but to run back to the school.. by that time the sky dark le.. Zzz.. and den whole scene realli like scary movie liddat.. and the woman in her blue car was heading for me...
and den suddenly the teacher who i met earlier walked out.. and den she pulled away the necklace which i was wearing.. and den she held it in her hands.. and she threw it into a fire.. dun ask me where the fire popped up from, i dunno too.. and den she and Mr Ari took me by the hand and we walked up the stairs outside GO and we stopped at the quadrangle.. -.-
and den the monster (tht woman lar..) was like moving up the stairs.. and den we were like, stucked.. and den the woman continued to climb the stairs up the quadrangle.. slowly.. slowly.. and den when we met her face to face, she began to bleed o.O
and bleed and bleed and bleed.. until the whole place looks juz disgusting... argh.. and she/it bled to death, wif a pile of bleah on the ground.. like a whole piece of rubbish without any hard piece in it.. wad i toking.. nvm.. to put it simply, it was juz disgusting...
and den i woke up.. but the whole thing realli very scary lar.. when i dreaming it tht time.. i din scream lar.. but i tink i was realli scared lo.. zzZ
ah bleah

seriously
i dunno wad to say.. pissed off wif some ppl cuz their attitudes juz sux.. Zzz.. dun try asking who manZ.. i'm hoping this feeling will pass
today went to training at clementi.. onli me and weeyang from anderson turned up.. charmaine is sick.. training was tiring.. one and half hours of non stop training.. from 9 to 10.30.. he drill, den i drill, den he drill, den i drill, den he drill, den i drill.. zzZ den we had 5 mins break and den it's back to drills.. he drill, den i drill, den he drill, den i drill, den he drill, den i drill, den he drill, den i drill, den he drill, den i drill, den he drill, den i drill... zzZ
i hoped i've improved.. coach said i had.. let's hope for more improvement zzZ
currently feeling kind of.. ermZ.. dunno how to describe lo.. juz a bit guai4 guai4 de.. ermZ.. wad u expect.. the takopachi balls (those 3 for $2 ones..) i bought at pasa malam juz now was my breakfast and lunch.. and oh yar, i ate a piece of tapioca.. (those 3 for $1 sold at pasa malams..) and yea.. tt's my breakfast and lunch.. =X
i bathed for such a long time.. i tink i took more than 30 mins.. did i fall asleep or anything? dunno lar.. juz a bit daze daze de.. zzZ
i feel stretched -.-
Friday, November 05, 2004

nothing much to blog abt.. went skoo today hear briefing.. went home at 7pm.. watched shark tale againZ at woodlands wif peiqian and gang.. Zzz..
sianZ.. tml hafta reach clementi at 9am.. Zzzzzzz.. 7am leave home, 6am wake up.. Zzzzzz
shark tale is nice yea.. luv it =) today whole day crapped wif jh abt shark tale.. lolz..
sleepyz.. dun feel much like blogging anywayZ...
byeZ
Thursday, November 04, 2004

hi dere.. juz back from going out today.. went to watch shark tale as mentioned in the previous entry... hrm.. were supposed to meet at 12pm sharp at orchard mrt lo.. i wasnt late wor.. i reached at 11.57am -.- hahaz.. i veri punctual lo.. hahaZ.. jiahao, meiching and anson already reached le.. all three got a shock when i suddenly appeared from the back -.-
waited and waited and waited for ruth but she din show up.. called her hse, got her hp no... den called her hp, she redirect it to her home -.-" waliewZzz... hahaZ.. she late lo.. 12++ liddat den turned up.. den we walked to lido.. bought the 1.30 tickets.. den went to eat lunch dere.. onli me, anson and jiahao ate.. meiching and ruth sat down wif us and read books -.-" jiahao and anson were trying to snatch each other's food when they actually bought the same things.. i wasnt hungry but i bought an extra value meal becuz i wanted to finish collecting the hello kitty -.-" hahaz
and den we finished eating and realised the time is still half an hour early.. and so we went to Borders -.-" lolz.. meiching and ruth began browsing thru some books, while the other three of us lamed our way thru history and literature lolz..
and den the time was up and so we went back to lido.. and den jiahao and anson bought popcorn, meiching bought a drink and den we went in.. supposed to saboh ruth and anson one lo.. i gave jiahao seat number 17 hahaz.. and den gave anson 16.. and den gave ruth 15.. oh lolz... but izzit i slow or wad.. i was the last to walk into the cinema lo.. and den ruth took my seat number 14.. zzZ.. saboh unsuccessful.. bleah
shark tale was nice.. lolz.. although i watched b4 le lo.. some parts i started luffing when everywhere is quiet.. cuz i noe straight after dat part sumthing realli funny going to happen lolz.. so i luffed while tinking abt that.. end up looks like i reaction too fast o.O
after movie, we walked out and den to this staircase there lolz.. we went in and den walked down, and den realised the door down there is locked.. went back up, up dere oso locked le.. o.O hahaz.. like locked in liao lorZ.. meiching panicked and started OMG-ing.. -.- lolz.. jiahao and me wanted to play murderer there and then.. LOL.. end up is that we actually din try one of the doors downstairs.. not onli us wor.. other ppl ard there oso lo.. then a whole big grp of us tot we locked up le.. Zzz.. wad a joke..
and den mc wanted to go take neoprints.. o.O neoprints? jiahao? anson? Zzz.. doesnt take a genius to realise that it wun be an easy task to get those two to stand properly to take a few shots lo.. Zzz.. walked and walked and walked.. den suddenly ruth disappear lolz.. den anson said he saw her walking into the mrt there lolz.. Zzz.. go liao din even say bye.. lolz.. den wad, the four of us end up realli went to take neoprints lo.. Zzz... had a hard time getting the two of them standing in front of the machine.. finally got anson inside.. den i went out to pull jiahao by the shirt in.. Zzz.. den i forced the both of them to take down their bags so that they wun run away lolz.. take neoprints first time take until so mian qiang lo.. see the result.. sighZ.. jiahao kept hiding behind anson, anson looked like he's half-asleep.. i smile look like forced to open my mouth lolz.. meiching oso fed up lorZ.. hahaz.. decorate that time since is both of us do.. hahaz.. wahahahahahaz.. lol.. got time den let u all c lo..
den after dat nothing to do.. raining very heavily outside.. so we were trapped in heeren.. Zzz... den we were realli like boliao.. Zzz.. walked and walked and walked ard.. then stood dere looking at the christmas decorations LOL.. got a lot of angels hanging by the roof.. den we stood dere watching them spin.. o.O dot dot dot... den we walked ard summore.. went into HMV dunno walked how long lo.. browsed all the VCDs liao wor... and when the rain had stopped a little we walked back to mrt to take mrt home lolz.. den we went to buy ice cream.. the three of them bought MaC flury while i bought ice cream cone.. surprised that mc never seen how a mc flury was made lolz.. hahaz.. den we finished eating.. and den we walked somemore.. and den we reached the mrt.. and den ta dah.. we went home.. hooray -.-
reached home liao den suddenly realise right foot damn pain lo... den suddenly see got blood o.O underneath my slipper got one nail lorZ.. how suay can i get manz.. dun even noe when it got in.. -.- no wonder i walking dat time walk so slow.. i tot is my foot nerves got problem lorz... hahaz.. heng the nail not rusty.. but still suay siaZ
appeal or not appeal.. appeal or not appeal.. lit or hist.. lit or hist.. dunno why loz.. today dunno toss coin how many times liao all say lit.. means dun appeal.. Zzz.. see lo.. see wad jiahao and anson choose.. i realli sui bian this time worZ..
choZzz
Wednesday, November 03, 2004

juz came back from today's training manz.. dunno why, i got this weird feeling now.. mother and father juz quarelled.. mother venting her anger now by washing clothes, father venting his anger now by watching tv -.-
Zzz.. today's training was tiring.. 180 push-ups, 180 sit-ups and 180 jumps is enuff to kill a hamster o.O lolz.. and yea, my body is aching like siao now.. today perspired so much bleahZ.. finish doing sit ups stand up that time the floor looked like it has juz been mopped.. how gross, mopped wif sweat bleahZ
ermZ.. went to play bridge wif some bright and not so bright ppl lolz.. hahaZ.. play until 6.30 plus plus den went home.. went home wif fiona, vivian and fiona's godbrother (wadeva...) lamed home, reached home in one piece at 8pm.. Zzz...
tml going out to watch shark tale wif meiching, jiahao, anson and ruth.. lolz.. suprised riteZ.. ruth going lo.. hahaz.. hrmZzz... shark tale arh shark tale.. why i watch u b4 le... i watched the pirated VCD lo.. so sad hahaz.. tml go watch repeat one.. =)
gtg now.. byeZ
Tuesday, November 02, 2004

[06:35:36 PM] [[feel like : why onli apples got worms
[06:35:39 PM] [[feel like : why worms no legs
[06:35:52 PM] [[feel like : why computer screens all square or rectangle
[06:35:56 PM] - [ . + : K : why u so noisy
[06:35:59 PM] - [ . + : K : y i know u
[06:36:00 PM] [[feel like : why mouse got left and right click
[06:36:06 PM] - [ . + : K : y mouse got tail
[06:36:08 PM] [[feel like : why speakers so many wholes
[06:36:12 PM] - [ . + : K : y mouse not eaten by cat
[06:36:12 PM] [[feel like : why cat muz eat mouse
[06:36:18 PM] [[feel like : why invent tom and jerry
[06:36:23 PM] - [ . + : K : why screen is called screen
[06:36:30 PM] [[feel like : why jiahao copy me tok
[06:36:33 PM] - [ . + : K : who invented hands
[06:36:35 PM] [[feel like : why jiahao wun shuddup
[06:36:36 PM] - [ . + : K : why we talk
[06:36:40 PM] - [ . + : K : why cant i shuddup
[06:36:41 PM] [[feel like : why jiahao tok so crap
[06:36:43 PM] - [ . + : K : why she leve
[06:36:45 PM] - [ . + : K : ;eave*
[06:36:47 PM] [[feel like : why ann leave
[06:36:48 PM] - [ . + : K : why i crap
[06:36:50 PM] [[feel like : why ann leave
[06:36:53 PM] [[feel like : why i breathing
[06:36:55 PM] [[feel like : why i crying
[06:36:57 PM] - [ . + : K : why she leave
[06:36:57 PM] [[feel like : why i wan hist
[06:36:58 PM] - [ . + : K : why i got lungs
[06:36:59 PM] [[feel like : why i wan D
[06:37:02 PM] - [ . + : K : fine
[06:37:02 PM] [[feel like : why i dun wan C
[06:37:03 PM] - [ . + : K : u win
[06:37:05 PM] [[feel like : wad's wrong wif C
[06:37:09 PM] - [ . + : K : one big reason
[06:37:10 PM] [[feel like : why i cant accept
[06:37:11 PM] - [ . + : K : one big wrong
[06:37:17 PM] - [ . + : K : one big rejectation
[06:37:19 PM] [[feel like : why weisiang can get D i cannot
[06:37:23 PM] [[feel like : why is they wrong
[06:37:25 PM] - [ . + : K : no reason
[06:37:26 PM] [[feel like : why not they correct
[06:37:30 PM] [[feel like : why no reason
[06:37:34 PM] [[feel like : why i still crying
[06:37:35 PM] - [ . + : K : -.-
[06:37:38 PM] - [ . + : K : talking to u
[06:37:38 PM] [[feel like : why i typing so fast
[06:37:41 PM] [[feel like : why i asking all these
[06:37:44 PM] [[feel like : why jay so shuai
[06:37:47 PM] - [ . + : K : makes me want to stop typing
[06:37:51 PM] [[feel like : why jay sing luan wu chun qiu
[06:37:57 PM] [[feel like : why jay's surname is chou
[06:38:03 PM] - [ . + : K : why jay second name jie
[06:38:06 PM] [[feel like : why jay's chinese name so diao
[06:38:09 PM] - [ . + : K : why jay third name lun
[06:38:12 PM] [[feel like : why jay like the word diao
[06:38:16 PM] [[feel like : why jay so cool
[06:38:20 PM] [[feel like : why i like jay so much
[06:38:20 PM] - [ . + : K : what is diao
[06:38:25 PM] [[feel like : why i like jay so much
[06:38:29 PM] [[feel like : why his concert coming
[06:38:29 PM] - [ . + : K : WHY I SO ANGRY
[06:38:32 PM] - [ . + : K : :@:@:@:@:@
[06:38:33 PM] [[feel like : why i no money go his concert
[06:38:38 PM] - [ . + : K : :@
[06:38:42 PM] [[feel like : why i need find jobs juz to go his concert
[06:38:48 PM] [[feel like : why i cant find jobs
[06:38:52 PM] - [ . + : K : YESH U CAN
[06:38:54 PM] [[feel like : why i cant find money
[06:38:59 PM] [[feel like : why u say i can but i still cant
[06:39:07 PM] [[feel like : why noticeboard is called noticeboard
[06:39:10 PM] - [ . + : K : talking to u makes me feel empty
[06:39:13 PM] [[feel like : why noticeboard muz hav notice
[06:39:17 PM] [[feel like : why trees hav leaves
[06:39:24 PM] [[feel like : why trees got branches
[06:39:25 PM] - [ . + : K auto-message: gone to eat
[06:39:28 PM] [[feel like : why u gone to eat
[06:39:31 PM] [[feel like : why muz we eat
[06:39:34 PM] [[feel like : why cant we juz die
[06:39:41 PM] [[feel like : why muz we hav energy
[06:39:45 PM] [[feel like : why muz we do so many things
[06:39:50 PM] [[feel like : why do i keep asking why
[06:39:53 PM] [[feel like : why am i so sad
[06:40:00 PM] [[feel like : why am i still crying
[06:40:03 PM] [[feel like : why u not replying
[06:40:05 PM] [[feel like : why u eating
[06:40:08 PM] [[feel like : why u away
[06:40:12 PM] [[feel like : why u dun tok to me
[06:40:18 PM] [[feel like : why i typing so much crap
[06:40:21 PM] [[feel like : why vase muz put flowers
[06:40:27 PM] [[feel like : why tv not round
[06:40:34 PM] [[feel like : why chairs are for sitting
[06:40:38 PM] [[feel like : why tables are for putting things
[06:40:42 PM] [[feel like : why muz we tok
[06:40:47 PM] [[feel like : why am i still asking why
[06:40:48 PM] - [ . + : K : y i still go hungry
[06:40:48 PM] [[feel like : why
[06:40:49 PM] [[feel like : why
[06:40:49 PM] [[feel like : why
[06:40:50 PM] [[feel like : whgy
[06:40:53 PM] [[feel like : whyyy
[06:40:53 PM] - [ . + : K : why
[06:40:54 PM] - [ . + : K : why
[06:40:55 PM] - [ . + : K : why
[06:40:55 PM] - [ . + : K : why
[06:40:55 PM] [[feel like : :'(:'(
[06:40:56 PM] - [ . + : K : why
[06:40:57 PM] [[feel like : :'(
[06:41:00 PM] - [ . + : K : why is my stomach empty
[06:41:04 PM] [[feel like : :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(
[06:41:30 PM] [[feel like : why am i making layouts of jay
[06:41:36 PM] [[feel like : why is jay so shuai in black bg
[06:41:44 PM] [[feel like : why do i like him so much in the first place
[06:41:49 PM] [[feel like : why are his songs so nice
[06:41:57 PM] [[feel like : why do i feel like seeing him
[06:42:04 PM] - [ . + : K : why i suddenly feel like
[06:42:06 PM] [[feel like : why do i keep so many pictures of him
[06:42:08 PM] - [ . + : K : mining
[06:42:14 PM] [[feel like : why u wan to mine
[06:42:23 PM] [[feel like : why is mining onli found in runescape
[06:42:28 PM] [[feel like : why is everything so messy now
[06:42:35 PM] [[feel like : why is ann and meiching toking to me at the same time
[06:42:39 PM] [[feel like : why am i not replying to them
[06:42:58 PM] [[feel like : why arent u replying
[06:43:02 PM] [[feel like : why arent u toking to m
[06:43:03 PM] [[feel like : me
[06:43:11 PM] [[feel like : why do i feel like crying
[06:43:13 PM] - [ . + : K : do u want me to talk to u.....
[06:44:39 PM] [[feel like : yes
[06:44:43 PM] [[feel like : why am i still crying
[06:44:48 PM] [[feel like : why did junjie call me when he is online
[06:44:54 PM] [[feel like : why is he saying he is siao
[06:45:02 PM] [[feel like : why is he toking to me online when he is calling me
[06:45:05 PM] [[feel like : why is he so bolia
[06:45:07 PM] [[feel like : boliao
[06:45:12 PM] [[feel like : why do i feel like bashing someone
[06:45:26 PM] - [ . + : K : bash me.
[06:45:33 PM] [[feel like : why cant i reach u
[06:45:36 PM] [[feel like : why are u so far away
[06:45:43 PM] - [ . + : K : cuz i not near u
[06:45:53 PM] [[feel like : why u not near me
[06:46:00 PM] [[feel like : why u live so far away from woodlands
[06:46:04 PM] [[feel like : why u live wif ur family
[06:46:09 PM] [[feel like : why i live wif me family oso
[06:46:17 PM] [[feel like : why muz i live in my hse
[06:46:21 PM] [[feel like : why cant i live in skoo
[06:46:26 PM] [[feel like : why cant chalet be booked
[06:46:31 PM] [[feel like : why muz we hav camp instead
[06:46:37 PM] [[feel like : why am i still crying
[06:46:41 PM] - [ . + : K : dun cry.
[06:46:54 PM] [[feel like : :'(
[06:46:57 PM] - [ . + : K : why are ppl snatching away my coal
[06:47:01 PM] - [ . + : K : :'(
[06:47:08 PM] [[feel like : why do ppl snatch away my combi D
[06:47:13 PM] [[feel like : why cant i get combi d
[06:47:16 PM] [[feel like : why did i get c
[06:47:20 PM] [[feel like : why did i get lit
[06:47:23 PM] [[feel like : why do i hate lit
[06:47:27 PM] [[feel like : why do i like hist
[06:47:30 PM] [[feel like : why cant i like lit
[06:47:35 PM] [[feel like : why is lit tb so cheap
[06:47:43 PM] [[feel like : why is physics named physics
[06:47:48 PM] [[feel like : why do we hav to take chemistry
[06:47:55 PM] [[feel like : why is chemistry called chemistry
[06:48:00 PM] [[feel like : why am i still crying
[06:48:08 PM] - [ . + : K : stop crying.
[06:48:15 PM] [[feel like : why did layjia get d
[06:48:22 PM] [[feel like : why did she get d when she din even choose d
[06:48:27 PM] - [ . + : K : oh
[06:48:27 PM] - [ . + : K : my
[06:48:28 PM] - [ . + : K : god
[06:48:30 PM] [[feel like : why din she get sumthing she want
[06:48:36 PM] [[feel like : why did u say oh my god
[06:48:38 PM] - [ . + : K : face it
[06:48:40 PM] - [ . + : K : lets go lit.
[06:48:44 PM] [[feel like : why is my god and meigui same initials
[06:48:48 PM] [[feel like : why is my name meigui
[06:48:53 PM] [[feel like : why am i called ang meigui
[06:48:54 PM] - [ . + : K : cuz ur name is not jiahao
[06:49:00 PM] [[feel like : why isnt my name jiahao
[06:49:05 PM] [[feel like : why cant i be jiahao
[06:49:10 PM] [[feel like : why muz i be meigui
[06:49:12 PM] [[feel like : :'(
[06:49:16 PM] - [ . + : K : y m i a boy
[06:49:34 PM] [[feel like : why am i a girl
[06:49:35 PM] - [ . + : K : y suddenly i feel like killing anson 2moro
[06:49:38 PM] [[feel like : why cant i be a boy
[06:49:44 PM] [[feel like : why do u hav to kill anson
[06:49:50 PM] - [ . + : K : cuz he not online
[06:49:57 PM] [[feel like : why cant u call him and ask him to cum online
[06:50:06 PM] - [ . + : K : i m mining
[06:50:06 PM] [[feel like : why cant u do so even when i gave u his hse number
[06:50:15 PM] [[feel like : why cant u stop mining for a while and call him
[06:50:21 PM] [[feel like : why cant u be a little more clever
[06:50:27 PM] [[feel like : why am i scolding u
[06:50:33 PM] [[feel like : why am i crying
[06:50:35 PM] [[feel like : why am i so sad
[06:50:38 PM] - [ . + : K : stop crying
[06:50:40 PM] [[feel like : why am i going crazy
[06:50:47 PM] [[feel like : why am i still crying when u asked me to stop crying
[06:50:52 PM] [[feel like : why cant i stop crying
[06:50:55 PM] [[feel like : why i dun wan lit so much
[06:51:02 PM] [[feel like : why literature is so difficult to spell
[06:51:11 PM] [[feel like : why does history sound so beautiful
[06:51:14 PM] - [ . + : K : STOP CRYING
[06:51:15 PM] [[feel like : why do i feel like dying again
[06:51:17 PM] - [ . + : K : GET A HOLD OF URSELF
[06:51:25 PM] [[feel like : why do i feel like getting the scissors again
[06:51:31 PM] - [ . + : K : u dont
[06:51:32 PM] [[feel like : why cant i find my napfa collar pin
[06:51:37 PM] - [ . + : K : DONT
[06:51:38 PM] [[feel like : why cant i find my bag
[06:51:44 PM] [[feel like : why cant i find anything
[06:51:46 PM] - [ . + : K : DONT COMMIT SUICIDE
[06:51:48 PM] [[feel like : why am i still crying
[06:51:53 PM] - [ . + : K : AHHHHHHH
[06:51:55 PM] [[feel like : why cant i die everytime i try to commit sucide
[06:52:00 PM] [[feel like : why cant i juz die
[06:52:07 PM] - [ . + : K : DUN DIE~~~~~~
[06:52:40 PM] [[feel like : why u ask me dun die
[06:52:46 PM] PPL WHO WANT: NO REASON
[06:52:47 PM] [[feel like : why dun i feel like listening to u
[06:52:54 PM] [[feel like : why did u say sumthing for no reason
[06:52:54 PM] PPL WHO WANT: LISTEN TO ME
[06:52:57 PM] PPL WHO WANT: DONT DIIIIIIIIIIIE
[06:52:58 PM] [[feel like : why wun u tell me the reason
[06:53:02 PM] [[feel like : why cant i listen to you
[06:53:03 PM] PPL WHO WANT: =p
[06:53:05 PM] PPL WHO WANT: =P
[06:53:05 PM] PPL WHO WANT: =P
[06:53:06 PM] PPL WHO WANT: DONT DIE
[06:53:08 PM] PPL WHO WANT: LISTEN
[06:53:09 PM] PPL WHO WANT: DONT DIE
[06:53:10 PM] [[feel like : why is the face so ungle
[06:53:12 PM] [[feel like : ugly
[06:53:16 PM] [[feel like : why cant i listen to u
[06:53:20 PM] [[feel like : why cant i listen to u
[06:53:25 PM] [[feel like : why do i still feel like cutting sumthing
[06:53:35 PM] [[feel like : why arent there anyting for me to cut except myself
[06:54:19 PM] [[feel like : why am i still cutting when u asked me to stop cutting
[06:54:25 PM] [[feel like : why arent i bleeding
[06:54:28 PM] [[feel like : why cant i use more force
[06:54:32 PM] [[feel like : why issit bleeding onli now
[06:54:37 PM] [[feel like : why is there so little blood
[06:54:42 PM] [[feel like : why dun i feel any pain
[06:54:46 PM] PPL WHO WANT: OY
[06:54:48 PM] PPL WHO WANT: IDIOT
[06:54:49 PM] [[feel like : why is the hand so difficult to cut
[06:54:49 PM] PPL WHO WANT: STOP IT
[06:54:53 PM] [[feel like : why cant i stop
[06:55:00 PM] [[feel like : why am i still typing
[06:55:10 PM] PPL WHO WANT: wait
[06:55:11 PM] [[feel like : why arent i offline and concentrated on cutting
[06:55:15 PM] PPL WHO WANT: if u type so fast
[06:55:18 PM] PPL WHO WANT: how can u cut
[06:55:27 PM] [[feel like : why can i cut while i am typing
[06:55:39 PM] [[feel like : why do i hav to wait for the blood to drip finish first b4 cutting again
[06:55:42 PM] [[feel like : why am i cutting
[06:55:49 PM] [[feel like : why dun i feel pain yet
[06:55:51 PM] PPL WHO WANT: pls loh
[06:55:54 PM] PPL WHO WANT: dun commit suicide
[06:58:50 PM] [[feel like : why am i still crying
[06:58:56 PM] [[feel like : why is not getting D so big deal for me
[06:58:56 PM] - [ . + : K : sto pcrying
[06:58:59 PM] - [ . + : K : crying*
[06:59:01 PM] - [ . + : K : atop cutting
[06:59:08 PM] - [ . + : K : yesh
[06:59:08 PM] [[feel like : why did u spell stop crying wrongly
[06:59:15 PM] [[feel like : why did u spell stop cutting wrongly
[06:59:22 PM] [[feel like : why did u spell yes wrongly
[06:59:29 PM] [[feel like : why did u spell so many things wrongly
[06:59:38 PM] [[feel like : why are u toking to me when u should be mining
[06:59:42 PM] - [ . + : K : cuz i cutting myself
[06:59:48 PM] [[feel like : why are we still waiting for anson when he is not even here
[06:59:52 PM] [[feel like : why are u cutting urself
[06:59:53 PM] - [ . + : K : i decide to stop piano as my passion
[06:59:59 PM] [[feel like : why are u copying me
[07:00:10 PM] [[feel like : why is the coward cutting himself
[07:00:10 PM] - [ . + : K : u dunno piano
[07:00:16 PM] - [ . + : K : u cant stop urself
[07:00:21 PM] [[feel like : why dun i noe piano
[07:00:24 PM] [[feel like : why cant i stop myself
[07:00:34 PM] [[feel like : why izzit dat i dunno wad's wrong wif me
[07:00:39 PM] [[feel like : WAD'S WRONG WIF ME
and there was more.. but i got sick of copying and pasting.. so i stop here lolz..
wei she mo.. wei she mo.. wEi shE mO... shi wan ge wei she mo gao shu Ni.. ke ai dong wu pei ban ni~!! LOL
sumthing is seriously wrong wif me.. HOORAY sumthing is wrong wif me.. why do i suddenly feel like bathing -.-" omg.. another 'why'.. wahahahahahahaha -.-"
sumthing wrong siaZzz

all of a sudden so many things to settle.. dunno why.. laz nite 12++ den slp.. 11oclock sharp priscilla smsed me ask me to call jody's hp.. was halfway thru' my slp.. dun even noe why the vibration could wake me up.. Zzz...
and so i called.. and jody turned on conference and priscilla joined in the conversation.. and so we toked -.-" they were shocked cuz i sounded very weird since i was half asleep.. we toked for 8 mins and 52 secs.. mainly is cuz they want a few more outings, which include a whole-day outing to like sentosa or sumthing.. and den another bbq.. or a chalet... yea, chalet is all booked.. but priscilla's aunt works in the dunno dunno dunno wad chalet place.. den maybe can help us get a chalet.. that is if we want to.. the bbq, outing to sentosa, chalet wud take place in late nov or during dec if there is one..
Zzz.. and so i am supposed to call reg. 1 to 16 and asked them abt this.. tonite they will hav another conference thru' jody's hp.. -.-"
and so i put down the fone and i realised i cant get back to slp.. and lots and lots of things began rushing thru' my mind.. and i suddenly tink abt 2/6.. all the past memories, big and small, happy and sad, all of them, came into my mind.. and yea, b4 i know it, i was crying
and so i crawled out of my bed and came online.. and even then i cant slp... wanted to post last nite but everything on the com juz went wrong.. my msn conversations became red in colour and the fonts became green.. and it will switch colours.. the conversation browsers will becum green suddenly and i cant c wad i am typing since the font is oso green.. reminds me so much of christmas.. red and green.. red and green.. Zzz...

surprised at my own memory skills.. i could remember so many details abt 2/6 dat even me myself was shocked.. i remembered how jiahao looked like in his old specs, and how he looked like now.. i remembered his last time hairstyle, and his look now.. i remembered ruth's last time hair, i could picture it, and i remembered her now.. everyone has changed... tinking abt how i looked like when i first stepped into anderson.. i dunno.. i tot abt how ann used to look last time.. and look at her now, how she had changed.. and sokmui, her long curly hair last time.. and now... felicia, how she used to wear specs last time.. and her now.. jody, the first time i saw her, her hairstyle.. and now.. benjamin, he used to wear specs too.. he used to look like a nerd.. and now.. sortcheng.. she used to tie her hair where she had straight fringe through her forehead.. she used to look so Chun Li.. and now.. how different.. sheryl.. how she used to look last time... naomi.. how she looked when i first sat wif her in class 1/6.. and how she looked now.. times' changed... we've changed...
from our first class banner.. the ultra-long one which hardly the whole class put in effort.. to our second class banner.. the ultra big one on teachers' day last year... more ppl offered to help.. till this year.. our class banner.. how much effort we put in.. how enthu even the boys were.. banners.. where are they now.. i was the one who threw them away on friday.. down the big black dustbin... juz outside 2/6...
occasions.. campfire nite last year.. campfire nite this year.. sports day last and this year.. this year, how we played wif bubbles.. remembered how we blew bubbles, at yio chu kang stadium.. how we went to tie our banner.. how we took our banner down together.. how we carried it running across the field...

2/6 forever...
cross-country day.. at sentosa.. at the tent.. remembered how we helped each other.. how worried i suddenly became when nigel hurt his leg.. how huabin helped me and sheryl get our plastic spoons.. spoons were scarce then, i still remember.. and he went to get it for us.. remembered how everyone owed benjamin money cuz we borrowed $1 each from him to buy 100 plus.. remembered how we played tag.. how enthu we were running abt.. remembered how we shared sun tan lotions... remembered...
remember our educational trip to places on national day celebration.. remember how we shared our food at the canteen at one of the places.. remembered how we helped each other beat off mosquitoes at the labrador park.. remembered how we sang Shang Gao Shan.. remembered how we luffed wif each other.. i remembered...
our outings...
remember the bbq at pasir ris.. how happy we were.. remember how we played wif water, together... remember the bbq.. how we luffed... and we played cards at nite.. remembered how nigel even helped me carry the ice box.. remembered how we cant seem to fly the kite den we rented..
the outing at westcoast.. i remembered how we played wif water.. how crazy we were.. so fast.. that happened one year ago.. can ya believe it... how we climbed and played at the playground.. we ordered pizza.. and how mr lim always try to act cool while trying to do pull-ups by the ceiling.. how we sang happy birthday cuz we dunno wad to do wif the cake.. how mr lim blew the candle.. how he cut the cake into such small pieces cuz there were so many of us... and more...
our chalet.. need i say more.. all of us had memories of it.. placed together, they form one big beautiful piece of memory.. memories are meant to be kept.. remember alwayz....

at the chalet.. remember the bbq...




i'm not even in one of the pictures.. i was sitting down at the benches behind cuz i had a headache.. mr tok helped to start the fire.. and we barbequed.. and remembered how we helped pour water for each other.. at the chalet.. mr tok and his super mario...

how we played cards after cards at the chalet.. how we played wif torches at the chalet... how we always walked to the changi central... how we luffed and joked ard.. how jody made milo for me.. how we ate noodles cooked by abel for breakfast.. how we ate porridge cooked by sortcheng for supper.. how happy we were.. and how fun it all was..
all the times in class.. how we made noise.. how we were told off by teachers.. how mrs lim came into class and toked to us abt our behaviour.. and how she announced to us that she was glad to see that we hav changed.. and abt mr tok.. how he used to be happy and unhappy during lessons.. how he joked.. and how he was angry.. all the teachers.. came and went.. came and went.. all those times in the avt.. watching movies.. mr tok still hasnt let us finish watching totoro... at avt.. presenting things.. during drama lessons last year.. do u all still remember... all those times in the computer labs.. all those times in the science labs.. all our life science lessons.. all those times in the carpark.. our PE lessons.. running round the skoo together.. doing workout in the canteen together.. all the times in the past music room.. which is now torn down.. and all the music lessons now in the band room.. the prodikeys.. all the times we had in the library.. during lessons.. lesson after lesson.. lesson after lesson...
remember all the after skoo activities.. all the card games.. the badminton-cum-hardcover book games.. all the fun we had.. enclosed among the four walls, of the classes 1/6 and 2/6... how could i forget... the recent lunches we had together.. as a whole grp.. a whole...
all the sad times.. all the unhappy times.. let's juz throw them all away.. dun wan remember the things the guys did.. they did wrong once.. giv them the chance if they are willing to repent.. the chairman.. i dun wan hold any grudges anymore.. i've juz unblocked him.. we are all classmates, we are all from 2/6.. and we are all frens.. frens forever..
mG signs off, 2/6 deeply imprinted in my heart..
Monday, November 01, 2004

Last night
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laz nite a bit pissed off lolz.. dunno why.. came online saw sokmui online.. onli wanted to ask her if she found her jacket.. den she asked me abt the camp thing lo.. so end up i went ask other 2/6 ppl.. see if they want go layjia's hse or camp.. onli layjia wants us to go her hse lolz.. jody suddenly so enthu cuz she never go camp b4.. -.-" den pissed off wif some ppl who keep on telling me suibian when i ask them which one they want.. =S and den the mushroom has to cum ask me abt shark tale when i asked him whether he has tents =/ do mushrooms hav brains at all?? wad has sharks got to do wif tents?? =S
last nite 12++ den slp lolz.. tinking tinking tinking.. dunno why i cant slp.. so juz started making the layouts which i made last time.. those previous two on jay.. lolz.. den i submitted them to blogskins.. lolz.. jay ruleZ =)
Training.. In need of $$ =(
hrm.. later going for training.. hrmZzz.. still looking out for jobs lo.. haiZzz.. 80 bucks per month for private training.. where to find the money manz.. pay le dunneed to buy books le.. sighZzzz..
Blog
juz realised my last entry so long and full of crapZ lolz.. hahaz =P all the 10 things blah blah.. paiseh lar.. i realli bored at home without work mahZ.. other than trainings, i hardly move at all.. everyday stay at home wif this com and my bed... lolz..
byeZzz