Sunday, January 30, 2005

came online cuz some thoughts suddenly crossed my mind... and i felt like blogging..

time check.. 21 17...

sumtimes i realli wonder... betrayal.. lies.. deceptions.. why izzit tht although everyone clearly noes tht they exist.. why do everybody get so pissed when they noe someone lied.. someone faked.. or worse come to worse.. someone betrayed..

hrm

why do such situations occur so frequently yet no one noes the pattern well enuff...?:

A tells B sumthing abt him/herself.. and tells B not to tell anyone abt it... and den B tells C abt it and tells C not to breath a word abt it to anyone.. and den C tells another one.. juz so tht when B finds out.. he or she gets angry at C for breaking the promise.....

when B is the one to break his or her promise first...

-sigh- poor A

how are ppl supposed to hav the mutal trust among each other when lies appear so frequently in all of our lives.. as frequently as we eat rice.. or read books.. or pick a flower... who could assure anyone tht he or she hasnt lied to anybody for like, one month?

sad to say.. perhaps the onli ppl tht doesnt lie are the children.. or babies for tht matter.. or those special ppl like the deaf and mute ppl.. or the blind.. it juz seems so to them dat nth else matter in this world.. even if wan to... it wun seem as easy as us anymore...

why do ppl always say they feel like going back to the past.. or sumthing like re-live his or her childhood.. when we all noe tht it is impossible.. and tht it onli happens in doreamon shows where Doreamon travels back in time in his time machine.. lol.. maybe tht's juz wad others feel.. the feeling of wanting to live through all the happy moments.. all the happy times again...

but come to tink of it.. if one day a fairy godmother or w-a-d-e-v-a walks into ur life and wud grant u ur wish of travelling back in time.. will u go?

rite.. give u some time to tink...
















tot? lol

for me.. i dun tink.. i will hav the courage to...

even though i wud noe exactly wad things will happen next if i travel back in time.. i wun hav the courage to do so.. becuz... along wif the many many many many happy memories that happened... are the misery, anger, despair, helplessness and more.. wad's more.. knowing it's going to happen soon and cant do anything to help.. (which so happened frequently..) that sense of helplessness... ihateit

hrm

of cuz.. another reason why i wun... is like most ppl i tink... becuz we are all curious of the future.. both you and i wish to noe wad interesting things wud happen tml morning when we wake up.. different things happen everyday.. the same-old-boring-day u and me always mention arent as same or boring as we tink it is... yes, same procedures.. same lessons.. same flag raisings.. same teachers... but wad comes along are always different.. it's juz the way we choose to look at it...

and den back to the topic of betrayal.. why are humans such complicated creatures.. even as i'm saying all these now.. i'm wondering why i am wondering abt such things... -.- lol.. why izzit that everyone noes no one in this world could be fully trusted yet everyone overlooks them.. and den get so fcuking pissed when he or she has been kept in the dark/betrayed..?

so weird..

and now i'm wondering why i'm typing all these.. and it seems as though i'm using a language alien to me... weird

-clears head- back to usual blogging..

erm.. hi -.-

lolz... parents went to fly kite juz now.. weird..

so weird lahhh... tink i slept too much this afternoon.. causing the subconscious mind to be tinking abt such chimology when half the times i cant find the answer to the question i juz asked myself..

weird -.-

relieving memories of Jay Chou's Incomparable to Jay concert...

firstly... the concert advertisement poster...



how he came down on the cross....







and he sang...



our highing point when he played the flute...



and sang...

















the drums... how i wished i caught the stick.. hmph



and of cuz.. the beautiful pink piano...





some wallpapers for u to collect...

click here
and here

credits goes to jaychou.net

choZ

Saturday, January 29, 2005

blogging..

things dat happened recently>>>
1. father got discharged from the hospital.. (this afternoon)
2. went for checkup at SGH on gastric.. doc says sumthing wrong, gave injection, cant eat anything except soft things until tml or so.. had been eating porridge and bird's nest (this afternoon)
3. jiahao's internet connection got disconnected (yesterday)
4. went woodlands library but din borrow anything (this afternoon)
5. someone moved the computer out to the living room (while i was out today)

this morning... at home.. i was bathing...
Mother: (shouting at the bathroom door) EH U BATHING ARH??
Me: (shouting back) NO I PLAYING WIF WATER -_-
Mother: (shouting) DUN WASTE WATER!!!!!!!!!!
Me: (shouting) -_-" i bathing larr
Mother: (shouting) HUH?? PLAYING WIF WATER OR BATHING??!!!
Me: (sCrEaMinG) BATHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mother: say so earlier lar... (walks away)

-_-

haiZ

Friday, January 28, 2005

not like i care

whatever.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

actually published another post and this layout this morning.. but sumthing wrong.. din show up.. so republish.. why am i saying all these...

my father's condition is alright now.. went to see him in SGH juz now.. juz dat the hospital claimed that he can onli go for a checkup either tml or the day after tml cuz they are short of ppl.. shen mo ma...

juz now in hospital.. dunno how to react.. din tok to him he din tok to me.. mother there trying to crack jokes.. which are so not funny... luffed.. so tht i wun be stoning... but... so weird......

why did i feel like i'm visiting a distant relative... when the person lying there is my father....

sudd hav the feeling i shouldnt blog any further...

juz tot this could waste some time...

WHAT:
1. is your name: Ang Mei Gui
2. is your nickname: Rose, Gui, AngKuKueh
3. are you wearing: uniform
4. is your favorite thing to do: slp
5. is your room like: a double deck bed and a single bed.. the top of the double deck is mine... but my sisters hardly come home to slp.. bag hung on the double deck bed.. lots of stuffed toys on bed.. plus a closet.. and a cupboard.. and a orange disc thing to put cds stucked to the wall..
6. is your favorite drink: lemon tea..
7. is your car: dun hav one..
8. is your job: student
9. is your education: sec 3
10. is your favorite holiday: any holidays wud do..

HAVE YOU:
1. Fallen for your best friend?: no
2. It kinda disappeared: dun understand question...
3. Been rejected?: no
4. Been in love?: shld be
5. Used someone?: no..
6. Been used?: shld be
8. Done something you regret?: dun remind me..

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...:
9. You hugged: cant rmb..
10. You talked to?: elder sis
12. You instant messaged?: sokmui
13. You yelled at?: junkiat
14. You laughed with?: cant rmb..
15. Who broke your heart?: dunno..

DO YOU...:
19. Color your hair?: once..
20. Have tattoos?: temporary ones before..
21. Have piercings?: once.. on ears
24. Own a thong?: no
25. Ever get off the damn computer? yes..
27. Habla espanol?: dun understand question...

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU...:
29. Stolen anything?: no..
30. Smoke?: once.. sucks..
32. Obsessive?: maybe.. i dunno...
33. Compulsive?: maybe.. i dunno too...
34. Obsessive compulsive?: maybe.. i realli dunno...
35. Panic?: maybe..
36. Anxiety?: hardly..
37. Depressed?: wadd do u tink...
38. Suicidal?: tink so..
39. Obsessed with hate?: no..
40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, gore?: many times...

*QUESTIONS*:

41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: in the sky... i wondered since young how it wud be like up there.. on the clouds or rainbow.. looking down at mini ppl moving.. ha ha
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: like wad.. cutting considered freakish?
43. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: dunno.. fingernails?
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: why not...
45. Would you marry for money?: no...
46. Have you had braces?: no..
47. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: for wad.. i'm not tht spastic yet.. but u gave me an idea...
48. Do you like hairy backs?: no...
49. Do you like hairy crotches?: dun understand question...
50. Could you live without a computer?: lived
51. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc: yes...
52. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 123.. and 123 are offline...
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: egypt? i find mummies and pyramids cute..
54. Do you wear white socks?: no.. ha ha i lied
55. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take them off..
56. Your favorite fruit?: apple, honeydew, watermelon
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: hardly eats..
58. What is your favorite place to visit?: dunno.. hospital?
59. What is the last movie you saw?: kung fu hustle...
60. Are you religious?: family is bhuddist.. so i am one too..
61. Are you photogenic?: no...
62. Do you dream in colour or black and white?: both
63. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: no...
64. Is it chipped or fresh?: dun hav...
65. Do you have any dimples?: yes..
66. Do you remember being born?: no...
67. Why do you take surveys?: pls scroll up to read the first line...
68. Do you drink alcohol?: yes...
69. Did you like or do you dislike high school?: like...
70. What is the best accent?: chinese? or hokkien.. lol
71. Who do you want to kiss?: the curtains.. hooray i'm so spastic
72. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: rise
73. Do you want to live to be 100?: no..
74. Is a flat stomach important to you?: for wad...
75. Do you or have you played with a Ouija board?: yes
76. Are you loyal?: yes
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: maybe
78. At home, do you like the lights on or off?: on sometimes.. off sometimes..
79. Do you like your nose?: never paid attention...
80. Do you think you can draw well?: no...
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: no one told me it was real in the first place...
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: 2 pair skoo shoes.. one pair slippers.. one pair sandals.. one pair badminton shoes.. 2 pair sports shoes..
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: i hav to wear skoo shoes...
84. Do you write poetry?: in lit yes...
85. Snore?: no..
86. Do you sleep more on your back or front?: used to slping on right side...
87. Cats/Dogs?: both..
88. Do you lick stamps?: the ones i ever used are stickers..
89. Do you use an electric can opener?: no
90. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: one day i wud..
91. Do you talk to yourself?: yes
92. Are you judgmental?: not sure.. mayb

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN...:
93. Smoked your first cigarette?: P4.. my bro made me try...
94. Got drunk for the first time?: P5...
95. Smoked pot for the first time?: dun understand question...
96. Kissed someone?: P6.. was a dare to kiss a girl...
97. Made out with someone?: dunno.. not happened yet...
98. Lost your virginity?: same as the above..

it's done.. time rite now.. 0552... sigh... another one...

1. SCHOOLS YOU'VE ATTENDED?
PAP kindergarten.. kebun baru primary.. ang mo kio primary.. anderson sec...

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
jay...

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
no...

4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
dun wan go skoo...

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
alot of junk...

6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEALS?
i din try.. it was natural...

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
for wad thing... brain arh...

8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE TO OTHER PEOPLE?
my name

9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
no..

10. FAVORITE HANGOUT?
school, amk area, woodlands area

11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
family.. frens.. air

12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
happiness...

13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPY?
ren zhe/ shuang jie gun/ long quan..

14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
worms

15. ARE YOU WILLING NOT TO TAKE A BATH FOR ONE DAY?
if i hav to i wud

16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Rose, Gui, AngKuKueh

18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
kung fu hustle

19. INVISIBLE FOR A DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
scare myself

20. STUCK ON A DESERT ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
anything wud do...

21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
nokia.. the one having ppl jumping ard to cheer the sad person up..

22. IF YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW, WHAT WILL YOU DO?
say bye to everyone.. den go do bungee jumping.. parachuting.. and hot air balloon-ing

23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
ppl..

24. YOUR EYE COLOR?
black and white i tink

25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS CARRY?
myself..

26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
astronaut...

27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7 AM?
countdown 15 mins to go for assembly..

28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET? --
red

29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET TODAY? --
nobody...

30. What's the worst trait of you?
i can get violent...

tht's all...

why do all bad things happen one after another.......

look at the time rite now.. it's actually 0510 in the morning... and i'm online.. dun feel like taking public transport later to skoo... will be taking a taxi.....

and why am i online.. cuz i am at a lost of wad to do suddenly... my father is in the hospital.. down wif heart problems.. and some clog in his arteries..

all of a sudden.. i felt i shouldnt hav quarrelled wif him over tht matter recently...

heart hurts..

at 2am plus plus in the morning.. my mum woke up us.. told me she's bringing my dad to the hospital.. cuz he kept on having chest pains.. and den told us to go get some slp.. asked me to come home earlier tml..

how u expect me to fall asleep after dat.......

and i hav been awake since then.. juz tot i wud come online.. maybe blogging and some jay music could calm me down..

i dun wan go to school today.... but as i'm saying these, i'm already ready in my uniform.. hair tied and nametags worn.. how to smile.. in front of everyone.. today...

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

was happily highing in skoo today after skoo.. at first so high so happy de.. listen jay songs listen until sho shuang..

and den at 5 plus received an sms.. this guy tht i knew in pri skoo.. havent seen or toked to him for like 2 years plus.. den today he sudd smsed me.. saying sumthing like he has trouble in his sec skoo.. sumthing like he offended some gang ppl in his skoo or something.. den ask me for help.. diao? first tot was tht he smsed wrong person lar.. so i juz replied a '?'...

and den his reply was something like.. "i noe u noe alot of ppl in my skoo.. and i noe ching wen is ur good fren.. help me tok to her lar.. i realli not on purpose de.." blah blah... my prob huhz??

and den i replied wad he wan me to do.. and he said something like help me ask the ppl from his skoo to stop making things difficult for him.. -.-? i was like..? i dun even noe this guy's surname and he is asking me to help him qiao things like i'm his sister or something??

and so i said no, i dunno alot of ppl from his skoo.. and ya ching wen is my good fren.. so all the more i wun go look for her for such boliao things.. why make things difficult for my good fren for this person here whom i hardly noe... and den he continued sending smses saying please please blah blah.. which i ignored.. and den he started getting vulgar and started scolding things like b*tch and f*ck.. wad the? feel so wu gu... =/

and it seems as though he has 100000000000000000000000 free smses.. cuz he could send the same vulgar msg for like 7 or 8 times.. is he too free or wad lor... =S

qian da =S

Sunday, January 23, 2005

finished all my homework.. packed notes.. i feel so organized now.. lolz.. -.-

juz done another layout lolz.. realise i've been making too many.. enuff for me to change one each day.. -.-

right eyelid has been twitching all day.. something tells me something bad is going to happen either tonite or tml.. let's see...

wad i hav been doing today:
1. finish all hw.. that is geography.. -.- chem is already done yesterday midnight...
2. chem notes.. -.-
3. punch holes into paper..
4. figuring out how to get the small staple working.. i failed.. so now i'm using the medium one.. which is still small -.-
5. another jay layout
6. looking through jaychou.net
7. eating all sorts of junk.. ranging from cheese to tidbits roller coasters to ice cream...
8. playing wif the shower while bathing..
9. packing the table so that it looks less messy... (acutally i juz stuffed everything into the cupboard and closed it so tht no one can see -.-)
10. playing wif powder -.-
11. cleaning the keyboard wif wet tissue...
12. watching badminton matches between denmark and denmark on channel 22 -.-
13. listening to jay's songs..
14. blogging...
15. blog hopping.. no one has updated other than ws and mc who juz blogged...
16. staring into 2/6 class photos and luffing like an idiot
17. tinking tinking tinking
18. stopped tinking -.-
19. start tinking again -.-
20. stopped tinking eventually

basically i've been studying/using com/watching abit of tv today.. and thought abt alot of things.. some happy some sad.. good thing i was alone at home.. otherwise anyone seeing me wud tink i've gone crazy.. cuz the facial expressions wud change from a huge smile to a serious look.. and den to a sad look.. and den to huge smiles.. and den start luffing.. and so on -.-

diao

din get afternoon slp today... was playing wif the shower at ard 3 plus.. come out dat time hungry.. so went to eat junk.. forgot the time to slp.. shall slp earlier tonite..

byeZ

yoZ...

man u won aston villa.. yayyyy.. stayed up last nite to watch.. ronaldo cristiano sho shuai lolz.. but jay shuai-er =D.. switched channels here and there.. watched chelsea vs southampton.. hrm... halftime dat time went siao and started doing chemistry.. i actually finished it lolz.. and even did notes.. at 12++ am.. lolz..

made another two jay layouts today.. bored at home mahZ... still got geo hmwk havent do... dunno why.. feel tht my brain tinks better at nite.. from 7pm to 8 pm i wud be sleepy.. but if i get past tht period of time.. meaning i'm still awake.. i tink alot at nite.. like every single thing dat i see i tink up 10 questions to myself.. -.- and den try to answer -.- in other words, toking to myself -.-

den wake up dat time abit dazed.. cant tink straight.. i've gotten the habit of reading comics in the morning.. dun ask me why.. i oso dunno... had been like this since last year after the end of year exams.. -.- cuz read comics not much words mah.. den juz see pictures.. pictures.. pictures.. lala

afternoon onwards den will start feeling hungry.. so will find something to eat.. den will bathe.. after bathing feel like sleeping.. so afternoon slp.. 3 plus to 6 plus.. afternoon slp... after dat wake up will feel like eating again... so will find things to eat.. den ard 7 plus will feel like sleeping againZ.. but if online den most of the times will forget the time.. -.- so will miss the 7-plus-wan-to-sleep-syndrome.. -.- diaoZ

from 9 plus onwards brain active againZ..

and so on

why am i typing so much crapZ here arh.. -.- hahahz...

byeZ

Saturday, January 22, 2005

third entry of the day -.-

i'm addicted to kinder bueno... ^.^

muahahahahhaha.. sho nice!! =D

wad i hav been doing all day wif my com:
1. made this layout
2. tried again and again tagging at my tagboard and i finally succeeded!! ^.^

3. playing ard at mrmen.com -.- evidence above^^ whEeeeee
4. listening to jay's songs/ renaming the songs to make it look neater/ put the songs in the playlist according to its album and the albums according to whether they were launched earlier or later
5. blogging (duh.. this is already the third entry...)
6. blog hopping
7. uploading pictures of home taken wif bro's fone to the com.. pic below is taken this afternoon.. object found in my bro's room.. no known function yet...

8. watching a spastic mashimaro walk all over my desktop -.- and feeding it, and watching it work by cleaning the toilet.. lolz... it's a program larZ.. very cute de.. =)

choZ

either something wrong wif my com.. or sumthing wrong wif my tagboard.. or both -.-

i cant tag at my tagboard.. but can tag at sokmui's -.- diao...

new layout up anywayZ... changing layout like changing clothes liddat... -.-

homework geo worksheet and chem wk book untouched.. later muz go do liaoZ.. nth much happened today.. been online ever since i woke up.. watched abit of mtvs on channel 51.. den watched abit of cartoon on 56... watched the cartoon becuz the characters drawn until very nice -.- half the time i dun understand wad the storyline is abt -.- er.. hahaz..

put qing hua in the background music.. takes some time to load.. but after the first time, it wun take long to load a second time...

choZ.. enjoy the song..

back

how come i blogging so often huhz.. diaoZ

how can i ********* *** **** ****** and yet still ******** ** ********??

nvmZ...

haiZ

Friday, January 21, 2005

10 things on mind rite now:

1. 10 oct 2004... wad's so special
2. christmas last year
3. the show mrs lee played during last eng lesson
4. who was the first person to hav invented shuttles
5. who bent my last finger b4 i was born
6. why i was so spastic when young
7. qing hua
8. why i feel like cutting my hair short sometimes
9. why i came up wif the name lonehearter
10. why did i do 10 things on my mind.. it's another '10'...

elder sis juz called.. ask me help her record some aeroplane show on channel 55 at 9pm.. -.- as soon as i put down the phone second elder sis called and asked me help her record the same aeroplane show.. -.- am i supposed to record it two times... diaoZ

hair on my neck standing for no reasons.. stood many times today liaoz.. guai4 guai4 de.. tht's why i said today is a weird weird day... at least for me.. hrm

why i type two entries in a day arh... -.- hahaz

er hi.. i'm back

eh... haiz...

had things to say.. but seem lost sehZ... dunno wad to say liaoz.. mainly abt 3/1 larZ... like...... dunno how to say.. nvmZ...

today went out.. was late.. overslept.. hols leh.. meet at 1030.. siaoZ... reached that time sokmui naomi ruth had already reached.. hehx.. paiseh.. den went walk walk ard.. ruth bought her pencil case.. den walk walk ard J8.. den took neoprints.. first time see ruth take neoprints.. historic moment.. hahaZ

ehZ.. den walk walk somemore.. walk ard sportslink.. tht racket damn light.. shuangZ.. ruth oso liked.. den walk walk somemore.. den went ruth's hse... ate spaghetti... dessert is some cookies and cream cake.. den ate chocolate.. ahem... hahaz.. halfway through eating naomi said something like those chocolates are made by chaitanya.. ahem... hahaz.. *cough cough*

ermZ.. den watched The Terminal at ruth's hse.. her sister so cute lolz.. show quite nice.. but cant finish it cuz time's almost up.. so left her hse and her mother fetched us to yck sports hall.. played badminton.. 3 of us.. cuz naomi went for a bday party at paya lebar.. diaoZ

played for 2 hours.. sokmui started walking ard in circles.. -.- and scaring ruth -.-

diao

den went home wif sokmui.. yay.. end of my day...

today = not good day

dunno why.. something juz dun seem to be rite.. cant name wad.. but juz feels guai4 guai4 de... hrmZ... maybe hav something to do wif dreams last nite bah... dreamt something like i got some sickness or wad.. den left onli a few months more to live.. =/ choi... den so diaoZ.. in the dream got farewell party for me somemore.. -.- guo diao...

in the dream cry alot.. wake up dat time not sure whether i cried.. -.- everything blur blur de.. den cant remember wad i did last nite.. cant remember wad time i went to slp.. cant remember wad i did b4 i slp.. read the last entry den noe i came online.. but wad happened after dat cant remember at all.. sumthing wrong..

so weird =/

the calendar on the table is filled wif circled dates.. dunno who did it.. either my bro or my mother... nobody else as free as them -.- circled wif black marker ink.. dates circled for jan are 06 and 10.. both past liao.. dun remember anything special abt these two dates.. hrm

juz now tried doing geo worksheet.. den write date dat time i wrote 10 october 2004.. juz came out naturally.. stun awhile den start asking myself why i wrote that date.. -.- if write wrong year still can understand.. but why october?? and why 10 october???

so weird de...

gave up doing worksheet juz now.. cuz mind cant get off the 10 oct thingy.. wad happened on last year's 10 oct harhz? hrmmm... wait arh.. i check back entries.. see whether i updated on tht date...

10 october 2004:
"lolz.. am i dead or wad... major exam, maths tml.. havent start any study yet... not touched any science or chinese too.. and here i am, updating my blog, while munching on a apple.. lolz.. if onli i am snow white.. den i could juz be poisoned by the apple and die.. and den yay.. no exams.. lolx "

er... why 10 oct -.- ard this date are the end of year papers... 10 oct is one day b4 maths paper... one day b4, 9 oct, i was watching match between wales and england at 10pm.. wahh.. why all 10... why i sudd feel this number very special.. like got something special abt it but i cant remember wad... -.- i onli noe it's alfred's reg no. and there's nth to be special abt tht -.-

hrm

Thursday, January 20, 2005

yay.. i'm back... *yawns...*

suddenly felt tht long time din update.. everyday in skoo things happen.. then kept telling myself wad to type in blog tht nite.. but reach home le veh tired.. so juz bathe.. den slp.. no time come online.. =/

monday, 17 jan tht day abit not happy larZ... cuz of some reasons.. cant remember wad are they now.. diao.. brain feeling abit worn out.. Zzz... tht was monday larZ.. nth much happened.. went hall play badminton after skoo... yar... 17 jan nite quarrelled wif father.. izzit arh.. either 17 or 16 lar.. one of the dates... can remember wad we quarelled abt.. but lazy type out... -.-

18 jan.. eh.. jay's bday.. so happy.. =) b girls won tournament.. den jay got new song release.. yayyy.. so happy liao lo.. den forgot abt the sad things on 17 jan.. yar so diao

19 jan, wednesday.. yesterday.. eh... i onli remember halfway through lessons my mother kept on calling me.. called me 3 times or so.. =/ after skoo call her back she told me she wan go out den i never bring keys.. ask me come back after 5... -.- so i say ok lor.. den nothing to do in skoo.. stone here stone dere... den went 3/3 stone wif other 2/6 ppl... den 6 plus mother suddenly called again.. say she reach home liaoZ.. but now she wan go out again.. ask me come home after 7... i diao her.. den i ask her at home no one liao meh... den she OH-YAR-HOR me.. my bro was at home.. diao bu diao

20 jan.. today larZ.. went tournament againZ.. thrashed by st nichs.. sian... came back skoo went 3/3.. saw ben priscilla they all... so diao... jody yanyu priscilla hate z*y** so much -.- wrote all over lim jiahao's handbook.. i joined in for the fun of it.. hahaz... so diao... =/

can memorize jay's new song's lyrics liao... yayy... memorized on the day when i received the song liao lo... yayyy.. i zhuai-ing.. lalala

*yawn* tml going out wif sokmui, ruth, naomi.. maybe got more ppl.. i dunno.. tml den will noe -.- why meeting time 10.30... waliew... i wan my slp...

juz in case u are wondering why am i not asleep now.. i was juz now.. but dunno why i suddenly freezing.. super ultra cold.. feet felt like ice.. hands cold until i cant even move properly.. so decided to leave the room cuz cant off the air con since my sis is sleeping.. den nth to do so online.. now still so cold.. never on air con.. windows closed door closed.. i wearing long sleeve somemore.. how come liddat..

maybe shld check temperature.. but seh.. i lazy... -.-

feeling so tired.. eyes cant wait to close.. but teeth chattering at the same time.. why so cold huhz? any audrey around?? (pls dun luff, i wan to be audrey no.10.. hahahhahahahz)

choZ

`shi jian bu ting shi huan... wei hui yi shang le suo... zhe duan qing wo yi fang bu kai....

Sunday, January 16, 2005

BOO

i'm backkkk.. whEeeeeee

uh oh.. havent do maths hw yet.. later muz rmb go do.. and need study for geo test!! yayyyy.. test test test.. paiseh.. i going spastic againZ

cant blame.. now highing cuz listening to long quan.. whEeeeeee

sianZ... last nite went to slp at ard 10.. woke up today at 10 plus.. wheeeee

eh.. next week start tournament le..? so fast.. good luck to all badminton ppl.. alexis injured.. C girls die liao lo... =/

now listening to tong yi zhong diao diao.. yayyy..

last nite had a spastic dream.. dreamt i was flying a plane.. so fun =) and den i saw rainbow.. wheeee... den suddenly saw priscilla sitting on the rainbow -.- yes.. priscilla koh, sitting on the rainbow.. diaoX... and den i waved to her.. and she dropped.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

hahahahahahahhahahahhaz

spastic dream

now listening to ni ting de dao... wheeeeee... tml need go skoo againZ.. sianZ.. why liddat one arh... no skoo den i sian at home.. den keep wanting to go skoo... now skoo start le i cant wait for weekends.. why skoo start so early!!! =( every morning go skoo so siannnnn... turn left turn right all see ppl yawning... *yawns

yayyyy.. the curtains are washed -.- diao.. not my prob wad -.- why i care whether the curtains washed -.- hahaz...

ann lent me ban dao tie he.. the book her aunt bought her in china.. abit chim sehZ... but the things fang wen shan wrote in it very nice lo =) juz dat got alot of songs lyrics.. den i wud juz skip skip.. den see all the jay's pictures.. wanted to scan deee... scanner alright, not spoiled.. but tht time brother reformatted com.. den the program for scanner one gone le.. now cant find the disk -.- guo diao

tml need to return her le? sheryl wan borrow.. ahhhhhhh.. ='(

why i typing so much crap in my blog.. and why are u still reading these crap -.- u shld be studying..

eh? which means i shld be studying too..??

uh oh.. byeZ

Saturday, January 15, 2005

arlow... back to blog...

yesterday stayed back in skoo watch sec one campfire.. not too bad larZ.. watched abit here and there... most of the times dao-ing ppl onli.. but not as high as last year's one.. hrm

er.. wad else huhz.. eh.. yesterday had lessons.. er.. nth much lo.. chinese was still liddat.. the teacher crap den we listened.. chinese realli very boring larZ... is realli those type sian dao pengZ de..

dunno wad else to say le.. actually.. is got too many things to say.. dunno how to say.. -.- nvmm... haiz

yesterday after campfire 2/6 ppl went to void deck.. watched them play heart attack.. or xing1 zhang4 bing4(named by ben..) -.- more like shen2 jing1 bing4... ahem.. hahaz.. campfire dat time layjia and some other siao ppl were pretending they were 1/10... diao...

why my com suddenly lagging.. =/

sian again... let's tok...

more abt my spastic past...

once choked on fishballs.. look.. it's not A FISHBALL.. it's fishballS... yea.. becuz tht time i was playing another spastic game wif my sister.. we competing who can stuff most number of fishballs into the mouth.. and those fishball is those small ones.. den the two of us keep on stuffing.. she got to 11... i could onli get 9 into the mouth.. so i stuffed another 3 in... and den... tadah..

choke dao

den my mother super buay song.. force us to eat abt 10 fishballs wif chili.. tht time we both cannot take spicy food de mah.. den she put alot alot of chili.. -.- diao bu diao

dat was during my kindergarten times.. abt 5 or 6 years old..

wad else huh..

once i got lost in carrefour.. not sure of the spelling lar.. and the reason why i got lost is damn stupid.. it's becuz i was chasing after a balloon.. someone let go of his or her balloon lar.. den i saw it flying.. so i went to chase.. tooted..

in the end leh.. din get balloon.. cant find mother..

den start crying... walk walk walk around...

in the end my mother found me... but i wasnt crying liaoz.. i was actually luffing -.- cuz i was at the sweets section.. i stood there like a complete moron luffing at the sweets.. diao... my mother tot i went crazy or something... -.-

i used to play hopscotch as home.. wif my sister.. two of us were stupid enuff to throw things like tissue paper or straws and watch it NOT land on any of the squares (the tiles..) .. my brother sat by the side watching and purposely not telling us tht throwing those things wun work... hmph

hide and seek at home.. young dat time always play de.. got once i hid in my mother's room.. =/ guess wad i did.. i was tooted/stupid/brainless enuff to move the small tv in my mother's room to her bed.. and den i sat on the tv table.. pretending i was the tv... -.-""" DIAOX

another time i pretended i was vase, holding the flowers.. walau.. =/

den young dat time always like to draw houses... -.- i draw one den my sister draw one.. den show it to my mother ask her which one nicer... =/ diaoZ

young dat time = very spastic..

once i posed as a rabbit.. after watching some stupid rabbit cartoon on the tv... -.- i took the you2 tiao2... those fried long long things.. sold in hawker centers.. my mother always used to buy it for my breakfast when young.. i took two of tht.. and den put in on my head as ears... -.-

tadah.. no soya bean milk as punishment for wasting food...

diao

last time love to drink soya bean milk.. and scared of black coloured foods.. got some food is black in colour de mah.. den everytime my mother cook and ask me to eat, i will refuse.. she ask me why.. i told her black colour food = spoiled food.. den she said no.. it's not spoiled.. it's nice.. and i was forced to eat.. den she asked me to imagine the foods are pink in colour.. o.O reason being P I N K was my favourite colour den.. DIAOOO

got once i used a long ruler.. and put it through the fan while it was on.. dunno why.. i was spastic enuff to like hear the sound of the ruler and the fan click together.. but the sound very loud lar.. den everytime my mother wud come into the room and ask me wad i doing.. den i told her my ruler playing wif the fan.. she asked me how.. and den i showed her..

tadah.. no soya bean milk as punishment for playing wif stationery and wasting electricity.. =/

choZ...

Thursday, January 13, 2005

back to blog.. been online every two days.. considered achievement for me liaoZ lo... normally is everyday online at least once de... eh.. time rite now going to 10 liaoZ.. so hav to try to type a bit faster...

er... these few days mainly lessons.. den trainings... lessons had been ok.. i actually din fall asleep =)... other than sometimes during the 5 mins intervals.. hrm... and i actually like physics and chemistry.. yayyy.. call me siao.. lala -.-

maths is ok... although i tink it wud hav been better if it has been another teacher.. but.. ok lar.. not too bad lo... er.. geo... sometimes the teacher tok until i dunno wad language she toking.. so need focus abit.. den realise.. eh? tht one last year learn b4 le mahh... -.- diaoZ... wad else huh? chinese.. haiz.. like tht lor.. =/ tml hav chinese again.. why sudd miss mr tok.. =(

trainings.. these week trainings all slack.. nth much to tok abt liaoZ...

and yar now.. this is a belated entry abt the three idiots and the mini-william hung... (requested by fiona)

once upon a time, in a faraway place called the MRT, there were three idiots named fiona, vivian and jeremy... vivian was luffing wif fiona, fiona was luffing wif jeremy, jeremy was luffing wif vivian.. in other words, the three idiots are luffing wif each other -.- and den all of a sudden.. someone started luffing wif them.. the voice was different from theirs.. the source came from a different place from where they were standing.. and then they saw... the holy

mini william hung

and den vivian luffed wif fiona, fiona luffed wif jeremy, jeremy luffed wif the mini william hung and the mini william hung luffed wif vivian.. in other words.. the three idiots and the mini william hung luffed together.... and they luffed.. and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed... and luffed...

and then the mini william hung alighted... and they continued luffing...

ta-hahahahahhahahahaha... THE END

pls start luffing.. cuz u are supposed to start luffing now..

diao

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

seriously updating cuz some aunty named sokmui is complaining.. hmph.. this is called you1 mo4 ok.. hahahahahhahaz -.-

eh.. yesterday din come online.. cuz after training reach home already 8 plus.. bathe le pack bag den tired.. so went slp.. Zzz...

eh.. skoo so so lor.. not realli tht bad lar.. teachers ok... =) physics teacher abit sot.. abit er.. unstable.. chinese teacher abit.. er... ERMZ... nvm... he made sure we had to pay 50 cents each time we speak english during lessons.. pay to a box which he wud put in cls or something liddat... den need pay $2 each time u are late.. pay 50 cents each time u fall asleep.. walau.. i can go die liao... den at the end of the year we will hav a Cha2 Hui4 (tea party) -_- diao bu diao...

wad else huh... assembly.. i stand in front.. then hav to hold the 3/1 sign.. -.- dunno wad to do wif it.. so juz swing it ard... Zzz.. eh... in cls very sleepy de lor.. everytime feel like sleeping.. den every teacher come in set ground rules all say cannot fall asleep in cls.. =/

yayyy... received 2/6'04 cls photos liaooo.. YAYYYYYY... i've been staring at it while eating juz now -.- look at every single one mahZ... =) btw hor.. to meiching.. the handbook is not free... it costs $2... and our skoo magazine costs $6... sian diao...

juz now read mc's blog.. read the part abt the handbook being ugly.. i din realise it until i took it out again juz now to look -.- hahaz.. paiseh.. lag again...

today got our jerseys... sucky.. soccer shirts cloth... yellow... same colour as our PE shirts.. wif blue collar.. waliew.. some say wear liao look like anderson cleaner.. some say wear liao look like brazil soccer player.. some say onli retards wear these.. some say, eh no.. i said one of the kindergarten wore the exact same colour shirt b4... whoever designed it muz be either colour blind or worse.. totally blind.. ok.. juz jk... -.-

wad else huh... tok more abt skoo lor.. er... =/ cant get my mind of tht sucky jersey... -.- bleah... jian bu de ren... =/

ok... tml hav PE... eh... dunno how the PE lesson wud be like.. dun tell me need do Anderson Roar.. so qian da...

oh yar.. juz rmbed... today's chinese lesson ended tht time... the teacher.. made us do =/.. something damn stupid.. made us clap our hands three times.. den say YES!!! walauuuuu... QIAN BIAN

and to tink he's my chinese teacher for the year ahead... HAIZ

choZ

Saturday, January 08, 2005

BOO

lalalalalalalalalalala

i'm bored lar.. ah ber den -.-

hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahaha

bye -.-

Friday, January 07, 2005

hi.. back to blog againZ...

2/6... 2/6.. 2/6.....

last few nights kept tinking abt 2/6.. =/ tot abt the things our new classes did during the camp.. den tot abt how 2/6 wud hav done them.. the campfire.. if onli it had been wif 2/6... den watch us.. watch how we could tell the whole world we rock...

the meals.. if onli it had been wif 2/6.. watch how bonded we wud look.. watch how we could squeeze into 2 tables.. watch how we could help one another.. take food or take drinks.. watch us..

the baths.. if onli it had been wif 2/6... watch how we could all finish bathing in less than 30 mins.. watch how we fast we could work..

even sleeping.. if it had been wif 2/6.. the place wud hav been clean, even before we put our sleeping bags down.. and we wouldnt slp.. we wud tok throughout the nite.. luff throughout the nite.. no one will oversleep.. all of us will wake up at the same time.. brush our teeth at the same time.. walk to our meeting place at the same pace.. all together...

juz watch us.. becuz 2/6'04 does rock...

sorry.. but tht's onli a IF ONLY...

sigh

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

back from camp... sighZ

officially in 3/1.. but spent the past 2 and a half days wif 3/2.. crap... wad bond bond bond.. wad build team spirit -.- climb walls play ice breaking games.. in the end.. i'm in this cls tht is next door to the cls i'm bonding wif.. =S

enjoyed the high elements things.. the flying fox, the swinging log thing, rock climbing.. fun.. climbing wall was fun but painful.. swinging the damn road is diao.. -.- played the game in K2 lo -.-

but ahem.. alot of other things.. very sucky lar.. like the plates.. Zzz... other than tht.. alright... juz tht 3/2... haiZ...

shou zhen de... 3/2 makes me tink of 1/6...

abel yang makes me tink of english version of nigel... the way he like toks in cls, and den freak out in front of alot of ppl.. =/... the small guy from 2/7.. han hui or something, makes me tink of huabin.. fit mahX.. den like look cheerful but dun like to tok much.. hrm... eunice, makes me tink of sec one naomi.. very alike.. anna reminds me of jody.. zijun reminds me layjia, the same way she screams... Zzz.. yirong makes me tink of shuling.. all so alike......

even the way we discussed abt campfire.. almost fits into the scene in 1/6... so much crap, no work done.. so much jokes, yet so much DiaoX...

Wei she mo yao ba wo huan chen 3/1.........

if i had to be in 3/1, why not from the start tell me... saved so much things from happening.. saved so much effort wasted... saved me from tinking of San Nian Er Ban...

now leh.. becum cls 3/1.5 -.- half of 1 and 2... so drama... like tht oso can mistake... =/

ws muz be damn chui3... in hokkien means feeling damn regret... in 3/3 ok de... so many boys pei ta... for the sake of the five of us in 3/2 change to 3/2... now me and jiahao gone.. he's left wif ann and weihao.. wo de ma..

and den to ann, dunno wad to say.. fate? maybe.. at least i was there to pei ni for the 3 days of camp.. for u to bond wif the rest first at least.. and den now at least u wun be totally alone.. got ppl like eunice or april or angeline they all wif u..

as for me.. tml go back skoo.. 3/1.. =/... wad else can i do.. stick wif the guys lar.. jiahao, anson lar... den who... peihung? -.- syn yeow.. oh man.. 2 years... i hav a feeling this is retribution lehZ... last few days kept on luffing at ankita for being in the same cls as chai.. and luffing at sokmui for being in the same cls as tht crab.. now.. my turn... 3/1.. HAIZ

tht nite nothing to do wif ann.. tossed a coin.. coin said i wud go 3/1.. rmb last time i said i played the coin game, see who and who will be in same cls.. tht time the coin said i wud be in the same cls onli wif benjamin.. inaccurate mahX.. so when ann tossed the coin i tot shld be juz the opposite lar... tot it shld be 3/2...

who noes.. mayb juz becuz i tot abt tht.. the end result turns out to be opposite of wad i tot.. which is the opposite of the opposite of the result gotten from the toss... diao.. i tink too much -.-

4am this morning i was in the girls' toilet in our dorm.. washing my face, telling myself this shld be a nightmare.. tml wake up i wud go to skoo happily, even when facing mdm hee, watching her sweep the 2/6 floor.. tml wake up i shld get back safely into my seat, even if it's beside alfred, hearing him Duh.. it's better than anything...

gosh.. i miss 2/6'04 like hellZ... ok, not onli me... WE miss 2/6'04 like hellZ... who doesnt man... (ok, maybe junjie) ahem.. yar, but other than tht.. none of us seem to be especially satisfied wif our new cls.. everyone misses 2/6.. sigh

today went eat lunch all together, at kfc.. 17++ ppl.. plus sokmui they all shld be ard 20.. =)

how true it is to say tht we onli learn to appreciate wad we had onli after we had lost it.. =S... but we hav not lost 2/6 yet larZ.. at least not yet... and shld never be =)... we already having cls gatherings le lo.. telling each other wad happened in our classes.. hahaz... jody, layjia etc and their gang of frogs, cockcroaches blah blah.. hahahaz...

2/6.........

we
rock

Sunday, January 02, 2005

hi

last day of holidays =(.. =).. wad the hell is tht -.-

happy cuz finally dun need stone at home.. finally got daily things for me to do...

sad becuz

no more 2/6.. no more familiar ppl.. new ppl to come.. new frens to make.. more challenges ahead...

sad becuz no more holidays..

and the camp.. haiZ

wad i did in this holidays...

- training..
- computering.. everyday..
- camp/chalet.. more bonding wif 2/6... wt's the point.......
- xiao lun's concerts in skoo
- christmas/ new year countdown
- sleeping
- stoning
- staying alive

yes.. tht's all.. how sad.. i din read any books at all.. i din touch my textbooks until yesterday where i took them out to put the plastic covers and to write my names.. 16 books in total.. everytime i write 3/2.. my heart trembles.. heart aching.. from within..

how to stay happy this year... shall see...

resolution for 2005.. i do this every year...

1. better results this year.. for maths and the two sciences especially..
2. better performance in cca.. tournament starting on 17 jan.. dun tink i wud get a chance to play
3. tone my own stamina.. so sucky...
4. cry less diao
5. dun stay in skoo after 4 for fun -.-
6. eat more regularly -.-
7. be more normal.. slp at 10
8. no tv except for channel 51 (cant help..) and erm.. soccer matches =PpPp
9. be more enthu abt 3/2.. ok, try to be more enthu abt 3/2.. after all, it's san nian er ban...
10. less control over my life -.- wad the... -.- hope to be more controlled -.-"

wad i achieved in 2004...

1. improvement in results for geo, history and literature... (tht was wad i resoluted in 2003...)
2. slight, very very very slight improvement in cca
3. luffed less (my resolution in 2003 too -.-)
4. bonding wif cls (another resolution in 2003)
5. slept less (resolution in 2003....)

wad i din achieve in 2004...

1. stamina.. still as sucky
2. dun stay back after skoo for no reason...
3. eat more regularly
4. dun get addicted to com
5. results.. maths and science results suk...

xiang hui dao guo qu.. shi zhe rang gu shi ji xu.. zhi shao bu zai rang ni li wo er qu...

Saturday, January 01, 2005

feeling much betterZ.. special thanx to these few ppl...

jiahao.. dunno why i tot of u first.. we like taking turns to try cheer each other upZ... thanx for trying to make me happier.. i dunno whether it realli helped.. but i think it did lar.. -.- it shld wad -.- okok.. and for telling me all those ren2 shen1 dao4 li3... -.- er.. ya.. =)

anson.. dunno wad to say againZ... so nth to sayZ... -.- diao...

ann.. tht day toked to u on phone lo.. console u.. den let u console me -.- er.. ya.. thanx for trying to cheer me up too... i tried cheering u upZ.. now u happier le.. dun tink i helped much... -.- er.. u can view the layout u asked me to make.. click here yar... not as nice as ur current one lar.. if u dun wan use it i oso dun mind... kz.. nth else much le... =)

sokmui... dun tink u noe.. tht day i called u when i was in skoo.. the super boring tht day.. i was actually very down larZ... den tok to u.. hear u crap.. -.- den i highed abit... kZ.. so thanZ... and hoR... stop saying u luv me -.- diao.. put in ur msn nick somemore.. ur brother come online offline so many times.. so many ppl saw le loR!!! qian da -.-

nth much le.. byeZ