Sunday, February 27, 2005

so cute!!

http://www.qoobee.com explore the site.. the story soooo cute~~!! ^_^

byeZ =D

typing this entry rite now at 12 midnight.. sumthing wrong wif blogger.. everything is blank when i go to the blogger page.. so no choice typing out on notepad.. tml den copy paste and publish...

juz bathed.. after reaching home.. currently feeling.. undescribed..

tht sort of feeling when u wan to do sumthing and den everything else tht u hav to do in order to do wad u want is not in the right state.. like u wan to get some ice and den the tap is out of water.. like u wan to slp but ur bed is broken.. like u wan to listen to jay's songs but the com hang.. like u wan to swim but u cant find ur swimming costume.. like u feel like cooking but u hav no ingredients and the supermarket is closed.. like u wan to do ur graph homework but realise u dun hav graph paper.. like u wan to take some photographs but the camera suddenly spoil.. like now.. like i wan to blog den blogger has problems...

tht kind of helplessness.. tht kind of frustration.. tht kind of..

i-hav-no-choice-but-to-submit feeling

wow.. i realli hate tht feeling..

everybody says tht every problem has its own way out.. so long as u are determined.. but no one says tht determination does not last long in anybody... who hasnt felt helpless b4..? tap out of water go 7-eleven buy ice.. no bed to slp on slp on sofa.. com hang den use cd player listen to jay's songs.. cant find swimming costume den go play in the rain.. no ingredients den cook instant noodles.. no graph paper den sketch graphs instead of draw.. camera spoil den go take neoprints.. no blogger.. use notepad..

sounds simple.. but 7-eleven ice is not hand made by u... but sofa is not as comfortable as ur bed.. but use cd player listen jay's songs need cd... but play in the rain not exercising muscles.. but instant noodles taste bland.. but sketching graphs is not completing ur homework.. but neoprints is smaller than photographs.. but blogging wif notepad is different from blogging wif blogger..

to make the best out of every situation is not the best afterall.. call me perfectionist.. but i dun like it when things juz happen like this and i am left helpless.. i hate being helpless..

nvmZ... hi.. -.-

today.. fine day.. nice weather.. -.- priscilla, jiahao and anson came hse today.. do eng project.. done.. done at 2 plus actually.. they stayed on unil 5 plus.. we played the aeroplane thing.. the one sokmui, naomi and sheryl played at my hse the last time they came.. lolz.. den we played snake and ladder.. -.- den we chatted wif the caveman over msn.. kk.. the caveman.. lolz.. and i watched half of La Bi Xiao Xin and den i felt sleepy.. so went to slp.. not yet 15 mins priscilla came into the room singing the damn song.. they wan go.. so went interchange wif them.. den bought dinner home.. at 10 plus went out wif mother and father.. went loyang dere watch sea while they went pray.. den had supper.. reached home.. bathed.. online..

i like dao dai.. for three reasons..
1. it's sang by jay.. i mean the one in the concert cd..
2. the lyrics are nice
3. i tink alot while listening -.-

ok.. mayb the last reason iz not good.. -.- but.. strange enuff.. i enjoy tinking.. lolz.. dun mean those type of tinking u hav to do in maths.. iz.. those type where anything can juz pop up anytime.. u tink of one thing.. which leads to another.. which leads to another and so on.. sumtimes it's memories.. sumtimes it's questions.. sumtimes i juz wonder abt stupid things.. things like how many trees are there in singapore.. or things like why are there different coloured rubber bands.. whether there is a specific reason for the difference in colours.. weird

juz refreshed blogger.. it's working again.. yay... time to copy and paste and den continue there...

copied.. now wad.. -.-

i dun feel like sleeping.. -.- although i feel sleepy.. ok wad crap.. i am sleepy but i dun wan to slp.. i feel like tinking.. telling my brain to continue tinking.. i juz dun wan to slp juz yet..

currently listening to.. An Hao.. hooray my fav song.. =/

everything is so still ard me.. even the fan is not on.. lazy to walk to the switch to on it.. the small fan beside hardly generate any wind.. -.- everything so static.. like time stopped.. i'm the onli one left moving.. -.-

why do i suddenly feel tht.. i.. seriously.. tink.. too.. much.. -.-

time to do sum diaoZ thing... comparison of qualities in me and family members...



yes i am bored.. time check.. 10 mins to one.. feel like slping le.. so.. slp..

choZ

Friday, February 25, 2005

common tests over.. for me at least.. left cheng yu lar.. but tht one i heck lar... no bio for me.. lalala.. -qian da look-

dunno wad else to blog abt -_-.. i'm addicted to bathing.. -_-" diaoZ.. tml priscilla yanyu jiahao and anson coming my hse to do project!! =D ok crap.. nth to be happy abt.. but happy tht i dun hav to go to hougang.. lala.. hahaz..

choZ

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

wow i am back.. say ah... say u are surprised quick.. if not i dun continue.. hmph.. faster act surprised.. if not i mei mian zi...

ok lar fine.. stop acting qian da liaoz... physics = dead... horizontally dead, vertically dead.. diagonally dead.. alive dead.. deadly dead.. happily dead.. sadly dead.. excitedly dead.. boredly dead.. hyperly dead.. livelessly dead.. in short.. juz.. dead... =/

lit.. write and write and write and write..... continued writing throughout the test.. never leave lines.. one page.. double side.. and another one quarter of a page.. for two questions.. halfway through got so hungry i wrote out 'kfc' on the paper.. lolz.. den so scared the pen wud run out of ink... -___-

stessedddddd arhhhhhhhhhh

feel like doing sumthing grand on friday.. after all the blardy tests hav ended... -_- like wad.. hrm

lolz.. idea.. -_- although i dun tink i shld do it.. -_- Zzz.. nvmZ...

brother bought bacon bits.. to add to the salad.. taste much edible now.. first useful thing i ever saw my brother did.. *applause.. finally see some trace of brains in him.. -amazed- lolz...

A maths.. HAIZ... i luv surds i luv surds i luv surds i luv surds.. dun stare at me.. i'm onli trying to psycho myself.. i luv surds.. i luv surds.. i luv surds.. i luv simultaneous equations.. i luv indices.. i luv expotential equations.. i luv x and y and a and b.. i luv all the unknowns.. i luv all the square roots and all the cube roots and all the other stupid roots... i luv them all and they are my best frens on earth... i luv simultaneous equations becuz they are so mysterious and fun to be wif.. i luv them all!! (to surds: pls luv me too... dun come out so complicated tht i cant solve u...)

ok fine.. i shld be studying... i noe i noe....

but

juz cant bring myself to.. =S

and social studies... god.. i luv u malaya.. i luv u singapore.. i luv u sabah and sarawak.. i luv the merger.. i luv the riots.. i luv common market.. i luv communists.. i luv borneo loan... i luv citizenship rights.. i luv lee kuan yew.. i luv tunku.. -_- i luv indonesia and phillipines.. i luv the Confrontation.. i luv the indonesia setting up bombs in singapore.. i luv the seperation.. i luv everything abt social studies

hope i din sound TOO sarcastic.. =X

=/ better stop b4 i get too qian da -_-

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

new lay up.. shuai bah.. first layout made using photoshop.. thanz to meiching for helping me burn the disk.. not realli nice but put up anyway.. cuz it's mine first photoshop layout -_-

tml lit elec test and physics test.. i studied!! lolz.. for physics.. lit elec.. hahaZ.. lit results=ur ability to crap.. lolz..

so stressed this week lo.. all the tests.. today had geo and one more.. wad izzit arh.. er.. er.. oh ya.. english.. =/ geo.. wun die but wun fly -_- ok wad i toking.. meaning wun score well.. but wun fail either.. heng lo.. english.. heck lar.. everytime i hand in compo.. even if i tot i wun die.. come back oso die de.. =S so dun tink too much better.. Zzz..

as for maths huhhh.. if i dun die i giv myself one lollipop... ok wad crap.. juz pray tht brain is filled wif juice on the morning i do the test.. lolz..

cant believe i'm saying this.. but..

i miss mr proton

0_0.. lolz..

today after skoo went causeway.. had lunch wif elder sis and mother.. saw felicia.. den sokmui and naomi came.. at first tot they meeting felicia.. end up they oso juz nice come burger king eat lunch.. lolz.. so qiao3...

today jiahao and sheryl had talentime.. hrm.. sherylllll dun hold ur belt.. lolz.. they were so nervous.. hahahahahhahahhahaaz.. -laughing at them- hahahahahahahhahahahahhahaz.. feel like beating me? lai larrr =PpPpPp

`kan wo lian shang de cang bai.. kan dao ji yi man xia lai.. guo qu tian mi zai dao dai.. zhi shi gan jue yi jing bu zai......
er wo dui ni de qi dai.. bei ni yi chi chi shuai huai.. yi jing shui cheng tai duo kuai.. yao zhen mo ping chou geng chong lai.......

dao dai

nice

Monday, February 21, 2005

overheard conversation between my brother and my mother.. brother represented by B, mother represented by M.. the 'mei' mentioned inside acutally refers to me.. -_-

M: ehhz.. Mei becoming more and more rebellious lehZ...
B: izzit? like how?
M: nowadays she dun do hw one leh..
B: ... since when she ever did hw...
M: eh.. ya hor.. but nowadays she bathe so longg
B: bathe long equals rebellious??
M: bathe long.. waste more water.. waste money.. rebellious..
B: .........
M: somemore hor.. nowadays she dun slp so early liao..
B: dun slp so early oso rebellious??!!
M: ya lar.. dun slp early.. stay up late.. do bad things.. rebellious..
B: ..........
M: and hor.. nowadays she tok so much rubbish..
B: since when she toked non-rubbish
M: nono.. nowadays she tok MORE rubbish...
B: .. ok.. but she hardly toks at home..
M: ya hor.. but i always get the feeling she's getting more and more rebellious..
B: no lar.. u tink too much..
M: realli!!
B: no lar.. realli u tink too much...
M: realli!!!!
B: ...fine.. if u say so..
M: why u always dun believe me de!! fine lar.. dun tok to u
B: ..................

ok.. they tot i was listening to loud music in the room.. and they were toking in the living room.. but i started hearing 'Mei4' halfway.. so i paused the music and eavsdropped.. hahaz.. tot they were on cold war de?? lolz.. and my mother is so... er... er.... mei hua shuo.. -_-

brother and sis both testing out disgusting food.. brother making spaghetti in mushroom and chicken cream sauce.. sis making salad.. shant elaborate.. one word to describe.. ew

and i cant believe i agreed to bring some salad to skoo to show two goons named anson and jiahao respectively.. lolz..

gotta chao.. need some slp.. *yawns

Saturday, February 19, 2005

brave front

all the best to felicia... awkward cake.. =/ actually cried when saw naomi ankita and ann crying.. nobody saw anyway.. head was low while cutting cake.. everyone signed the card except for chaitanya and minghui.. minghui is cuz everyone forgot to pass the card to her -_-.. chaitanya is becuz he dun wan to write.. according to jin ning.. anywayz.. all the best to felicia..

on the same day knew coach leaving.. not going to coach us anymore.. 28 feb last training wif us.. so sudden.. noe tht he's disappointed.. mei hua shuo.. cried again anywayz.. onli charmaine saw.. =S not quick enuff to san3 =_=

sigh.. dunno wad to say all of a sudden.. cant imagine wad training will be like without coach.. nth we could possibly do or say.. we were the ones to disappoint him in the first place... he had been saying he wan stop coaching anderson since a few years back.. but he's still here.. this time shld be real.. going.. going.. gone.

cant imagine wad it'll be like.. to never see felicia or coach again..

juz like.. one part of ur life will never be there again.. like.. broken pieces of mirror.. even u hav all the pieces.. u cant piece it back to becum one whole piece again.. tht kind of helplessness.. cant do anything to change it back.. cant do anything to go back in time.. to change sumthing dat has already happened..

sometimes i feel.. i shld juz die.. =S.. not depressed, not sad or wad lar.. juz tht got this feeling in me keep on telling me i shldnt carry on living =_=... like everytime i stand at the corridor of my hse, 9th floor, facing the wind.. very very strong wind.. i feel like jumping down and be one of the kites the ppl are flying downstairs.. -_-.. ok fine, i'm sadistic.. wadeva lar..

tht everytime i stand facing the wind.. wind in the face.. i feel like.. seeing.. blood.. -_- feel like clenching drink cans and hear the sound.. -_- feel like standing still and wait for some speeding car to come knock me down or wad.. -_- i tend to lift my head up and look at the sky whenever i feel strong wind.. i dunno why.. i realised it first during 2/6 camp last year.. and den i look for things in the sky.. then picture some aeroplane crashing down on me or wad.. -_-

fine, i'm sadistic =/

wind.. why suddenly remind me of chem.. =S juz to stress sumthing lar.. i feeling very normal now.. not depressed not stressed not anything.. =S so dun need worry.. i hav the feeling of jumping down from buildings very often.. but i never do it becuz i noe i will regret it halfway in the air.. -.- tht's why i always wanted to do bungee jump.. cuz i can jump from great heights but wun regret.. ok fine, i'm crapping again

today went to jiahao's hse do revision.. ok lar fine, i din revise anything at all.. cuz more than half the time i was playing wif his sis.. lolz.. his sister so cute lo.. hahaz.. woke up late.. 1210 den woke up.. =/ by the time reached his hse already 1445 le.. who ask me go live woodlands..

ok lar.. wadever.. -gone to bathe-

Thursday, February 17, 2005

hi..

blogging becuz mc asks me to.. not realli in mood to blog anywayz...

B girls lost today.. =( all winners in our hearts... old saying..

common test coming up next week.. will hav to start some revision.. sigh..

cant tink of anything to blog abt.. mind blank.. fingers stiff.. not realli in hyper mode.. not realli in depressed mode either.. very neutral..

sokmui is sick.. get well soon =)

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...

seriously cant tink of wad to blog abt..

wad i remembered abt today -_-
wilson put on his long pants beside the flag pole -_-
eng lesson was fun.. teacher brought us to library and gave us the time to read any books of our choice.. so cool =)
i opened my locker thirce today.. once in the morning and twice in the afternoon... and all opened at the first attempt -.-
my locker looked full, although it may be hungry.. ok fine, i'm lame
i told myself 5 times today tht i wan to skip chinese lessons -.-
i came home sad today -.-

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this entry so lifeless.. shouldnt blog liddat in future.. -.- fine i'm lame.. =/

Monday, February 14, 2005

er.. long thankyou list.. here goes.. in order of the the earliest i received.. to the latest

thanks to shikin for two hersheys =).. anson for present and card.. wun say wad it is.. not very very special but i like it very much ^_^.. naomi for the hp thing.. and the angbao wif the msg inside.. so cute.. ppl hav msg in a bottle.. she has msg in an angbao -_- meiching for the timeout bar and the biscuit =) ann for home made cookies =) perlin for three lollipops.. sheryl for timeout bar.. grace and gillian for sweets.. jiahao for chewing gum.. -_- sokmui for badges.. alexis for badge.. fiona for ferrero rocheo and rabbit sweet -_- it's to clear stock..

hope i din leave anyone out..?

today's been a nice day.. although early in the morning kanna gastric during assembly.. mrs vijay brought me to the sickbay -_-.. den i actually fell asleep.. -_- until she came back wif hot milo.. den she dunno go where.. drink halfway some sec 1 girl came.. -_- she oso sick.. so i gave her the bed went outside drink milo.. drink finish realise i din bring medicine.. suay-ed.. =S

happy valentines day to all =)

Saturday, February 12, 2005

ok.. some ppl hav emailed me and asked abt pictures hosting and mp3 hosting.. for pictures hosting, which u usually need if u download skins from blogskins.. becuz the person who made the layout usually wud ask u to host the pictures urself.. otherwise the bandwidth can get too large and den his or her account will be frozen.. and den u wun get ur picture in ur website...

to host pictures.. create a new account at photobucket.. go to this website^^.. and den u'll see...



click on the -Sign Up Free- and den u'll come to this site where there is the account comparison blah blah thing... scroll down where u see this:



remember to choose the account type as Free ya.. den juz type in ur particulars.. after which they will send u an email asking u to verify ur account.. and den it's done already =)

Photobucket is very easy to use.. there'll be a file upload place on top for u to upload ur pictures.. and when ur pics are uploaded there'll be its URL below.. example of such..



u can ignore the move button becuz it's for u if u hav a few folders.. doesnt realli matter anyway lar.. i onli use one folder -_- the edit button does nth much oso becuz it mainly helps u do some things to the pic like rotating it, make it brighter dimmer blah blah.. the delete button is of cuz for u if u wan to delete the picture.. the blog button is for livejournal users who can blog abt tht picture in their livejournals..

the name of the picture is below the picture.. like for example, the name of tht jay chou pic^^ is 771.jpg.. and den below there are three boxes which are very useful.. the Url is like if i copy and paste the Url in ur blog entry.. u'll get a link to the picture.. like this:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v298/lonehearter/pic4.bmp

clicking on it will open a new browser linking to ur picture.. if u wan to add pictures in ur blog entries.. u use the second or third box which helps u insert pictures into ur blog immediately.. juz copy and paste the code here and your picture will appear.. like this:



u can then resize your pictures in the post becuz blogger allows u to do so =) both the second and the third box has the same function as both works for blogger.. some other blogging services may onli allow the third type.. =)

alright.. i'm done wif picture hosting..

as for mp3 hosting.. u can use Angelfire becuz it allows you to own a 20MB account.. it's very very large for a free account le.. and Angelfire seems to be the onli one which allows such a large bandwidth.. so dun overuse it otherwise your account will become frozen and none of the images or mp3 links will work =)

first.. go to tht site.. sign up for a new account.. the sign up button is at the top of the page.. you'll reach a membership plan site... choose the angelfire free and click sign up becuz of its wide popularity.. it requires you to hav 2 parts to your username.. which u hav to remember..



the "Choose" part is the first part of ur username.. choose one of them.. preferbably sumthing which u can easily remember.. and then after the slash u type in ur username tht u wan to use.. for me, i chose rings and typed in lonehearter.. thus, my username is rings/lonehearter remember the slash becuz if u dun type in tht when u sign in, er, it wun work -_-

and den type in ur particulars ur passwords.. ur particulars.. and den click I agree.. after tht they will send you an email verification again.. which u wud den verify your account and your account will be ready for use..

to use, first log in the button is beside the sign up button.. remember to include both parts of ur username wif the slash.. and den key in your password and log in..

on the left navi bar..



click on Web Shell.. you'll den reach a page showing the amt of diskspace you hav left on your account.. scroll down to the File Upload part



forget abt the Transloader part becuz it dun work -_-.. ok.. den upload your files.. the mp3 files you upload hav to be downloaded from the net.. if it comes from a CD it wun work.. i noe becuz i've tried.. so ONLI upload mp3 files you downloaded, not copied from a real CD..

it will take abt 2 mins to upload a normal mp3 file.. after you're done.. you'll see your file under the webshell column.. and den you can get your own file name like this.. for example.. i uploaded a mp3 file named "jay - jian dan ai" therefore your URL will be:



every space in your file name will be replaced by an underscore.. the front part will be the address of angelfire.. slash your username.. den slash the file name.. rmb to include the .mp3 at the back.. i noe it's hard to rmb.. so try to rename your mp3 files to simpler file names before uploading.. =)

although 20MB is a very big space.. it is onli enuff for a few songs lar.. but you cant complain since it's free.. and it's very useful already.. cuz iwebmusic has very lousy songs quality.. plus it has virus.. plus all the pop-ups.. 20MB allows u to upload to 4 songs a time.. which means you muz delete old songs if u wan upload new ones.. but it's easy to use =) and it's free =)

i hope er.. this is clear? =)

as for the two emails i received asking how to make layouts.. er.. shall explain next time.. hahaz.. tired liaoZ.. *yawns*

choZ

Friday, February 11, 2005

ok.. i'm going to be ultra lame in this entry... cuz i suddenly hav the urge to do so.. hahahahahaz.. leng shi le..

anywayz.. i've changed the layout.. AGAIN!! yes, again.. to suit the wonderful valentine theme!! look at sokmui's blog.. new year lehz.. why choose black.. so inauspicious.. hahaz.. jk.. told u i feeling lame liao mahZ.. i luvv jay!!

BOO!! waliew.. never giv face.. ah for show lar.. replay replay.. BOO!! still din ah?? once last time.. BOOOOOO!! er, got ah? hahahahahahha

omg omg omg.. i closed the conversation between me and sheryl without opening the website she gave me first!! it's a fanfic on jay!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh~!! ok lar, dun be stupid.. tht's always such thing known as chat log.. which is something tht msn has wonderfully created for idiots like us who forgot to open websites abt jay's fanfic.. muahaha.. how crap

why i feel so qian da all of a sudden.. do u hav an urge to beat me up?? eh heyyy~~ da bu daooo.. LALALA

mr proton realli leaving le~~ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ok lar, although his teaching is boring and boring and more boring, but he's funny!! and he lets me slp in class~!! so DUN GO!!!! he's the onli teacher tht lets me slp in class!!! ok lar, he dun acutally LET me slp in class.. it's juz dat.. er.. i DARE to slp in his class.. yes, although i'm sitting in the first row, in a seat tht no teacher could overlook.. but the most he had done when he saw me slping was to ask anson to wake me up!! but wad makes him tink i would wake up aNyWaY~~ lolz.. today he said sumthing like "bu gei mian zi"... never giv him face.. well.. if his lessons werent as fun as picking grass, i would be very awake... who call him make our lessons the boring-est ever since our last music lesson in sec 2.. lolz..

he's nice for 3 reasons:
1. he lets me slp in class ^_^
2. he's cold, which is nice, becuz the aircon may spoil anytime...
3. he gives us hersheys!!! ^_^

yea.. he gave us hersheys again today!!! yayyy... but tht's becuz he's leaving.. =( hope he'll come back in july yayy... den got more hersheys!! hahahahz..

how cold he could get:
3/1 did sumthing like a card for him.. juz dat it's a black construction paper which we wrote our thoughts and wishes and we rolled it up and pasted a scotchtape... mr proton was so lame.. at the end of the lesson when he was leaving i heard him saying to himself.. holding the black rolled piece of construction paper and said.. "sheng zhi dao.." as in imperial message received.. guo leng mah?? guo leng mah??

i actually din noe jiahao wun come to skoo today.. he went malaysia to celebrate skoo reopen... like last year.. anyway.. i had some feeling tht Grandeur de D Major from jiahao wun be free today.. so i brought mine!! and good thing i brought mine!!! lalala.. at least the main energy source still there.. whEeeeee

my mother bought me pyjamas!!! i'm going to wear it!! ok fine, i lied.. =PpPpP whoever tot i actually wud wear pyjamas should seriously consult a mental doctor... or i wud recommend one.. TADA *grins* me anyone? muahahahhhaha.. i solemnly swear you will never get well.. =)

3/1 sounds so remote actually.. ok, i noe it's in angmokio which is in singapore which is a busy town and it is not 'remote'.. the remote i'm saying is like.. er.. distant? ok, i noe singapore is small and woodlands is not tht far from angmokio.. -_- the distant i'm saying is.. er.. remote? wahahahahhahahaz.. DIAO

wadever lar.. 2/6 sounds more homely.. okok.. 2/6 sounds the MOST homely.. *muacks to all 2/6xers..* (ok, maybe not to all......) =PpPp

BOO!! ah~ i ah-ed first.. slow~~~ =PpPpP

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

08 February 2005, 2209

happy chinese new year againZ.. new year eve nowZ.. two days holidays... some skoos like chinese high hav 3 days holidays lo.. =/

lots of thoughts ran through my mind.. as usual lar.. whenever i too free will start staring into space and den tinking abt all sorts of things.. becuz i juz realised.. i'm 14.. going to be 15 soon... wow.. 15...

could still so vividly remember the first time i walked into anderson.. during december holidays to report to our new skoo in our pri skoo's uniforms.. i could still rmb us, me my elder sis and my mother, stoning in the hall wishing the pricinpal could finish her speech fast.. while i took note of the number of windows, aircons, badminton courts blah blah -.-.. dun ask me why.. probably was juz feeling abit more spastic den usual dat day.. lolz..

and den i could still remember my mother complaining tht we hav to queue up for so long.. so she asked my sister to go queue for uniforms in the canteen first while we buy our books.. den we buy finish le go find her... lolz... and i remembered sitting at the tables near the bookshop.. study corner or sumthing liddat.. next to the stairs de... sitting down there and calculating the price of the books.. and realised the bookshop auntie shortchanged us $15... and den went back to claim.. and my mother pangseh me.. see the queue there so long tell me she wan go toilet.. and will be rite back... yea rite.. =/

and i remembered being especially interested in the english textbooks and workbooks.. cuz i dunno how to pronounce the title.. lolz.. and i tot the cover looked nice -_-...

time flies so fast manz.. blink of an eye *blink blink*... one year gone... blink of the other eye... *blink blink*.. another year gone.. and i'm already in sec 3.. w-o-w...

i wonder how much i've changed in others' eyes.. there were frens of mine whom i cant even recgonize from pictures of the friendster account.. who used to be my best frens or such in pri skoo.. i dunno.. they seem those type tht takes pictures of themselves at least ten times a day.. -_- fine mayb i'm exagerating.. but seriously.. if u wud to call one of them out and mix her wif two other strangers, i wun be able to recgonize her unless i hear her voice...

weirdly.. i tink i can recgonize ppl better through their voices.. i mean.. if there's one thing dat wud stay unchanged forever in a person, i tink tht one thing can onli be the voice.. be it character, looks, qualifications.. blahever.. they change.. voice.. it stays unchanged (of cuz unless u are having a flu.. like me now.. *sniff) from the way ppl laugh.. i could recgonize.. mayb tht's why i prefer to rely on the sense of hearing rather than the sense of sight.. looks can be deceiving at times u noe..

i wonder how was my character like in sec one.. can anyone remember? =S ok i'm asking crap.. if i myself din pay attention.. who wud -.-

errr.. let me recall.. sec one..... rebellious? *scratch head* er.. the onli thing i can be sure lar.. is tht i've been dao since... since.. since.. dunno when.. -.- even when i in pri skoo i already liddat liao lor.. onli tend to joke ard wif ppl whom i'm very familiar wif... like in badminton.. i oso noe i very dao towards them.. but i cant help it oso.. juz dunno them well enuff to mix ard tht well.. not like wif ppl from 2/6.. or those eatbone ppl.. -.- onli wif them then i naturally.. er... tok? -_-"

mild headache currently... these few days keep on getting headaches lehz.. juz now at jody's hse knocked my head into her bed.. now den realise got baluku liaoZ...ow..

now playing zui huo de zan yi.. reminds me of ice lolly.. lolz.. dun ask me why.. not like i wud noe.. -.-

oh yar.. almost forgot to mention.. had another stupid dream last nite.. dreamt i toked to a dustbin.. onli remembered we toked for a long time.. those big black dustbins we hav in skoo.. cant recall wad was the content of wad we toked abt.. tht day during eng lesson at 3/4.. fell asleep after the article commentary... i dreamt a kangaroo attacked me.. LOL... sheryl started luffing like mad when i told her -_-

-sigh- spastic ppl, spastic dreams =S

now playing san nian er ban.. Grandeur D Major juz trotted past my brain.. lolz.. almost everyday in class hav to read it... my jing1 shen2 niang2 shi2 ok.. hahaz.. hao shuai.. duh.. ZHOU JIE LUN LORRR

now listening ni be chong qian kuai le.. tots running throughhh... lazy type out.. =PpPp

hui dao guo qu... `xiang hui dao guo qu... shi zhe rang gu shi ji xu.. zhi shao bu zai rang ni li wo er qu...

Monday, February 07, 2005

gotta rush through this entry.. *yawns..*

juz finished helping my mother fry -_- all the prawn crackers for new year.. yea.. like mother like daughter.. likes do things at the last min...

anywayz.. prawn crackers are nice ^_^.. the are like 7 tins of them now at home.. Zzz.. spent 1 hour ++..

my poor new year cards~!!! when i was leaving home today.. my mother asked me whether i still want the new year cards which i left lying ard the table.. i said Yao, as in want.. but apparently she heard it as Bu Yao.. which means dun wan.. =S and she done the most cruel thing to my new year cardsssss... while i was out, she set her hands on the poor, helpless and totally defenceless new year cards and

poof! it became coco crunch!! naw, juz kidding -_- replay replay...

she cut them into half, leaving onli the front of the cards and sewed them together... and den poof!

TABLECLOTH!!!

howww creative.. yea.. in a bad way.. -_-

unfortunately however.. her little experiment failed causing the loss of:
- my new year cards *boohoo
- my faith in her *nooooooooooo*
- 7 to 8 new year cards lives
- energy wasted from the scissors, needles, threads blah blah
- the fan, cuz i'm sure she on in while doing the work
- space in the dustbin
- the magical word, TIME

oh wow.. how cute can my mother possibly get manZ... -_-

anywayz.. speaking of chinese new year.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! fine, i'm slow.. blahever.. hahaz...

ok i'm juz being spastic cuz i'm feeling too high -_-... spent too much time frying prawn crackers maybe.. lolz..

choZ

Sunday, February 06, 2005

i'm crying now..

dun fret.. nth big happened.. i got affected by this..

http://bonsaikitten.com

these ppl are sick.. dun ask me why i get so worked up by this.. seriously.. i dunno too.. but when i saw the pics of the poor kittens being squeezed into the vessels.. wad the.. do the ppl hav hearts at all?? and den dere were even sicker ppl at the guestbook saying things like "congratulations on ur successful establishment of the bonsaikitten art" ART wad nice art..

sickos.. why inflict pain on something dat cant defend itself manZ.. sick sick sick sick sick... SICK

and dere's a bunch of SICK ppl to appreaciate such ART.. like this is a perfectly normal thing to do.. oh yea rite.. why dun u try one day if something 10 times ur size comes up to u and decided to squeeze u into something the size of a locker.. becuz it's cute.. juz cant imagine..

i actually mailed to them and scolded them sick blah blah blah..

wad a nice topic to think abt at 10pm at nite.. let's hav a bet.. if i dun get a nightmare tonite i owe u an ice cream.. blah

last thing survey.. gotten from mc's blog.. chem wkbook and chinese undone.. feeling so lazy...

last car ride: friday when i go home..? took bus, not car -.-

last kiss: er... dun rmb

last good cry: last nite

last library book checked out: Sula.. lolz.. tht was last year dec..

last movie seen: kungfu hustle

last book read: last year's handbook.. was reading back juz now wad i wrote last year..

last cuss word uttered: 'bleah' counted? lol.. er.. i did say 'knn' to my bro yesterday..

last beverage drank: water

last food consumed: glutinous rice.. breakfast for morning..

last crush: paper -.-

last phone call: called layjia.. on friday.. opp skoo, called her to ask where they were..

last tv show watched: soccer match between man u and birmingham last nite

last time showered: this morning at 11

last shoes worn: slippers

last cd played: jay duh.. and tht's the onli CD played -.-

last item bought: cold relieve medicine

last downloaded: the lyrics -.- try whether can download or not

last annoyance: last nite, shant go into details

last disappointment: B boys lost.. but they are already winners to all of us *nod nod*

last soda drank: coke wif lemon.. wad's tht called arh.. -.-

last thing written: chinese? tht was last lesson on friday..

last key used: home keys duh den wad

last word spoken: 'la'

last sleep: last nite duh

last instant message: anson last nite

last weird encounter: when i walked to mrt from skoo on friday.. along the shelter there's a man wif long dyed hair who keeps on stroking his own hair and smiling to himself.. and den he stopped me in the path and asked me whether his hair is nice.. dot dot dot

last ice cream eaten: thursday, chocolate ice cream in cup

last time amused: juz.. priscilla sent me a super stupid msg abt being able to communicate wif chickens =/

last time wanting to die: 31 dec 04

last time in love: yesterday?

last time hugged: cant rmb

last time scolded: cant rmb

last time resentful: cant rmb

last chair sat in: current.. hse computer chair

last lipstick used: none

last shirt worn: current.. 2/6 class tee

last time dancing: er.. our sec one campfire? -_-

last poster looked at: jay's poster from 3/8

last show attended: -_- tonite wif gurmit.. tht was like.. wait let me count.. 6 years ago..?

last webpage visited: mc's site where i got this -.-

-and den suddenly i feel so bored.. i decided to visit frenster to get more surveys to do -_-

Stat0n 1 PARTICULARS
*`Call me: mg, meigui, ah gui/xiao gui(for priscilla) -_- miguel (for jody)
*`Age: 14++
*`Height: 156.5cm
*`Hair Color: brown
*`Eye Color: dunno
*`Where im at: living room

Stat0n 2 HAVE YOU EVER??
*`Fallen off da bed?: yes and den the right hand scar
*`Failed a subject?: yes.. 3 upon 22
*`Had a dream come true?: maybe

Stat0n 3 CURRENTLY
*`Wearing: 2/6 class tee and black pants
*`Eating: saliva
*`Feeling: neutral
*`Reading: wad i am typing
*`Located: home, woodlands, singapore, asia, earth, universe
*`Chatting with: nobody
*`Listening: jay's hui dao guo qu
*`Should really: be doing hw

Stat0n 4 DO YOU...
*`Brush ur teeth?: NO!!! believe?
*`Have any piercings? had, now no more
*`believe in GOD?: half half
*`Ever get off the computer?: no, i hug it to slp, bring it to bathe, play wif it while eating, and i hide it in my skoo bag when i go to skoo.. yea rite..

Stat0n 5 FRIENDS
*`Do u hang out with the opposite sex? no i change them into girls so tht i can be wif them.. i am not a nun u noe..
*`Do u consider yourself popular? no
*`Are you a good friend?: let me try being good frens wif myself first and den i will get back to u later..
*`Can you keep a secret? yes

Stat0n 6 LAST PERSON YOU...
*`Talked to on da phone: layjia
*`Texted a msg to: sms-sheryl, msn-anson
*`Received a msg from: sms-sheryl, msn-anson
*`Yelled at: my bro last nite

Stat0n 7 PERSONAL
*`What was the worst day of ur life?: 2 dec 2004
*`What has been the best day of your life?: 24 dec 2004
*`What do u usually think of before u go to bed?: whether i hav forgotten anything for the next day

Stat0n 8 FAVOURITE
*`Food : dunno.. ice cream maybe
*`Movie: many
*`Song: any of jay's
*`Ice cream flavor: vanilla
*`Magazine: ... wadever wif jay on the cover
*`Day of the week: sat, sun
*`Color: black

stat0n 9 DO YOU
*`Like to walk in the rain: yes
*`Prefer black or blue pens? blue
*`Like yourself? -.- neutral

finished another one.. feel like doing more....

I WANT: to change things and the way they are now.. yet stay as i am now -_-

I HAVE: many things which i wan and dun wan..

I WISH: for everyone to be happy...

I HATE: being weak

I MISS: 2/6'04

I FEAR: worms

I HEAR: yi si dan bao by jay

I WONDER: why i'm having such sick and bloody dreams

I KNOW: nth..

I REGRET: suposedly nth but i still do -.-

I LOVE: you -.- i love always come wif you wad -.-

I ALWAYS: breathe? -.-

I DANCE: everyday.. ya.. believe it and i wud believe u are a dinosaur..

I CRY: cuz i'm sad duh

I AM NOT ALWAYS: sleeping? diao

I LOST: the connection

I CONFUSE: many times

I NEED: air, water, food

I SHOULD: be doing hw

Yes or No

You keep a diary: blog yes, otherwise tell me wad u are reading now

You like to cook: i like to cook = i like to set the kitchen on fire

You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes

You believe in love: yes

Do u

Have any crushes: shld be

Want to get married: no

Think you're a health freak: no

Get along with your parents: ..shld be

Favourite

NUMBER(S): anything but 5 or 7.. lolz

COLOR: black

DAY: sat, sun

MONTHS: april

FOOD: icecream? salmon and crab mayonnise sushiii =)

DRINKS: lemon tea

SEASON: autumn

SPORT: badminton, soccer

Preference

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: diao

CHOCOLATE MILK OR VANILLA: vanilla

In the last 24 hours have you

CRIED? yes

HELPED SOMEONE? yes

BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes

GOTTEN SICK? yes

GONE TO THE MOVIES? no

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no

TALKED TO AN EX? no

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes

HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes

HUGGED SOMEONE? no

KISSED SOMEONE? no

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no

PLAYED ANY GAMES ONLINE? no

why still feel like doing... die le lar.. got the hang liao... -_-
HAVE YOU EVER------------------
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out:
= yes

* Missed school B/coz it was raining:
= no -.-

* Ever put a body part on fire for amusement:
= primary 6? play wif lighters -.- not for amusement.. for fun -.-

* Got hurt emotionally:
= dunno -.-

* Kept a secret from every:
= yes

* Had an imaginary friend:
= yes

* Cried during a Movie:
= cant rmb

* Had a crush on a teacher:
= no

* Ever thought an animated character was hot?:
= -.- unless tom and jerry get burnt

* Had a New Kids on the Block tape:
= no

* Been on stage:
= yes

* Cut your hair:
= no i ate it.. ha ha
>------------------FavORITES------------------

* Shampoo: dove
* Soap: palmolive lavender -.-
* Color: black
* Day/night: night
* Summer/Winter: autumn -.-
* Lace or satin: cotton -.-"
* Fave animation : tom and jerry
* Fave Food: ice cream/sushi
* Fave Movie: many
* Fave Ice Cream: vanilla
* Fave subject: PE -.-
* Fave Drink: lemon tea
* Fave persons to talk to online: -.- meiching/ anson/ jiahao


----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

* Wearing: 2/6 class tee plus black pants
* Hair is: let down half wet
* I'm feeling: neutral
* Eating: saliva
* Drinking: saliva
* Thinkin bout: many things
* Listening to: jiang jun by jay
* Talking to: no one
* Worn a skirt: yes
* Met someone New : no i hide in the cupboard 24 hours a day and i never take a step out becuz i dun wan meet anyone NEW.. a ha ha ha ha
* Cried: now not crying -.-
* Cleaned your room: juz
* Done laundry: juz
* Drove a car: no


>--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------


*Yourself: always tell others to but i never do in myself
* Your friends: yes
* Santa Claus: no
* Tooth Fairy: no
* Destiny/Fate: yes
* Ghosts: yes
* UFO's: no


>-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------


* Like anyone?: yes
* Who's the loudest: layjia/ jody
* Who's the weirdest: ws
* Who do you go to for advice? someone like no one -.-
* Who do you cry to? myself -.-
* When you cried the most? 2 dec.. eh wait.. i tink i cried more on 31 dec.. =/
* What's the best feeling in the world?: being happy
* Worst feeling: helpless
* What is the things tt u want to do?: seriously dunno

kkz.. one more...

1)Name the last four things you have bought recently:
food, cold relieve medicine, batteries, tissue paper -.-

2) Name four drinks you regularly drink:
water, lemon tea, soya bean milk, chinese tea

3) Name four school friends who are usually with yoou ?
sheryl, anson, jiahao, sokmui

4) Name four important things in your life:
family, friends, jay, slp

5) Last time you cried?
last nite

6) missing?
2/6'04

7) What's In your CD player ?
qi li xiang

8) What's under your bed ?
another bed

9)What time did you wake up today??
8

10) Current hair?
let down half wet

11) Current time?
13 47

12) Current desktop picture?:
jay

13) Current worry?
health

14) Current hate?
none

15) Favorite places to be?
home, playground

16)Least Favorite Places?
dunno

17) If you could play an instrument, what would it be?
guitar

18) Favorite color(s)?
black

19) How tall are you?
156.5

20): Favorite expression/s?
expressionless

21) One person from your past you wish you could go back and stay with ?
*imagining jay is from my past* ok, jay

22)Favorite day?
sat sun

23) Where would you like to go?:
above the clouds -.-

24) Where do you want to live when you get married?
hawaii? lolz..

25) Favorite food/s?
ice cream/ sushi

26) Colors of most clothes you own
black

27) Number of pillows you sleep w/:
one

28) What do you wear when you go to sleep:
home clothes

29) What were you doing 12AM last night:
watching soccer

30) What are you listnening to rightt now:
duan le de xuan by jay

31) What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years:
get a job and settle down?

32) Do you have braces?
no

33)Are you paranoid?!
sometimes.. everyone is

34) What is the brand of your wallet?
dun use wallets

35) Your alarm clock?
dun hav one.. body auto wake

36) Your perfume?
dun use

37) Your bag?
shayrer

38) Your notebook?
azone

39)First real memory?
abt me falling down from the double deck bed and feeling the damn pain

40) First screen name?
mg

41) First piercing/tattoo?
fake tattoo - primary 3.. piercing - sec two

42) First enemy?
cant rmb

43) First good cry?:
when i was born

44) Last library book checked out?
Sula -.-

45) Last person you yelled at?
bro last nite

46) Last beverage drank?
water

47) Last crush?:
paper

48) Last CD/song played?:
Ni Ting De Dao by jay

49) Last thing you ate?
chicken biscuits -.-

50) Last annoyance?
cant rmb

51)Last disappointment?
said b4 liao

52) Last thing you wrote?
chineseeeeee

53) Last words spoken?
'harh'

-sigh-

Saturday, February 05, 2005

and another one...

click here

bored out.. actually wanted to write a compo.. o.O chinese compo tht is.. but end up writing in stanzas.. now it looks like lyrics for a song.. although there's no tune.. -.- lolz..

click here

basically it's crap... diao.. actually used angelfire.. but they dun allow it.. yousendit add is gotten from mc's previous blog..

choZ

quiz results...

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have?"


Mysterous/Hidden
Your eyes are mysterour or hidden. You never like to go out and meet new people. You never trust anyone untill you have know them for years. you never talk to your parents about anything at all, and you neve tell your friends everything that you should. They say they care about you, but you think they just want something from you. Sooner or latter in life you know you will find that one true friend.

diao..

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"


Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

diao...

Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"


Your Funny
You mean to make the people around you laugh, you probably dont even mean what you say. But if it gets a reaction then you'll say it. Here's a comment for you to try...

hahaz.. the quiz is so sarcastic..

Take the quiz: "How will you commit suicide?! (PICS!!!)"

Cutting
You will cut yourself to bits and pieces and bleed to death, and I doubt that it will be the first time cutting. You so alone, so sad, don't let others bring you down. Stay away from knifes and enjoy life.

diaoooooo... i removed the picture cuz it's too.. erm.. bloody...

Take the quiz: "RANDOM QUESTION PERSONALITY QUIZ! VEEEERRRRY TRUE RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

CARE-FREE
YOU'RE REALLY CARE FREE AND SOMETIMES YOU HAVE A SHORT ATTENTION SPAN. BUT THATS OK, PEOPLE LOVE YOU ANYWAY! YOU ARE REALLY FUNNY AND HAVE A GREAT TIME WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY. THERES A CERTAIN CHARISMA ABOUT YOU THAT MAKES YOU IRRESISTABLE! BUT TRY AND BE A LITTLE MORE

-.-

Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"


Domination
You are most comfortable when in control. Having someone at your beck and call makes you hot. You can be very demanding, and expect perfection! In the bedroom, you take charge. Your motto is It's My way or the highway!

Take the quiz: "Serial Killer Quiz"


Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
you kill assholes; lots of assholes! HOORAY for You!!!!

Take the quiz: "Who are you?(Girls only.. Pics)"


Combination of all
your like all my friends.. pretty cool i guess. well except for a couple. XD you usually like having fun and pretty happy with yourself. Go you.


You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean. You never overreact or panic in a bad situation and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite, your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt. Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new YYH Series ~A Bleeding Heart~

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Your inner soul is content with the way it is. Ingeneral you are a very sweet, caring person! You love to kick back and hang out with your friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to
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You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love. You can't help but sigh when you see to people kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go over board and believe in a small steady relationship at first so that it can grow. You also like to think that you can have that kiss that puts you into a portal and you can't get back until he/she stops.

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You are a violin. You are very held back and quiet. You do what you want and that usually means something quiet like reading or writing. You are calm and perhaps considered dark to some. But you rarly talk to anyone besides your close friend or family.


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You are a hopeless romantic like me. ^_^ You dream about whoever all day (rarely anything else);) Don't worry it's not a bad thing believe me. So what's holding you back! Go get 'em!

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diao.. i am not bored... rite.. believe me and it shows u hav taken an extra bowl of stupid this morning.. lolz..

back to blog againZ...

feeling abit better than yesterday.. current temperature at 38.7... juz eaten one pill of cold relieve medicine... to be eaten once every 4 hours.. although i dun tink it's actually having any effect... -__-

new layout upZ again.. sian-ed..

i shall try to tok wif less sense in future -__- nahh.. juz joking.. read mc's blog abt me toking wif too much sense... -.- lol.. *bows.. i'm so senseful -.-'''''''''''''''

last nite had this weird dream againZ.. abt me and two or three other ppl.. trying to kill each other or such.. wif satay sticks.. LOL.. satay sticks.. -.- scene took place sometimes at my old hse in amk.. sometimes ard amk area.. near my pri skoo.. we were like running and running abt like minature playtoys.. armed wif satay sticks.. and the scenes juz jumped here and there..

lol..

dream ended at my old hse where i killed the last girl alive by shooting satay sticks.. wheeee how fun.. ok fine, i was juz being sarcastic.. -.-

weird enuff.. this dream no blood seh.. had a dream a few days ago for two consecutive days.. abt me standing at the bottom of a building and watching a person jump down and land rite in front of me.. like..

wheeeeee

piak.. bleah

hope u get me.. -.- shouldnt go into details riteZ.. it's juz.. erm.. red.. and.. wet... u noe wad i mean..

my brother and mother quarelled againZ.. over a matter that has happened before... -.- my brother was watching tv at 2 plus in the morning in the living room... and he had the volume on too loud or sumthing.. mother who was sleeping got irritated but cant be bothered to leave her bed.. so she called my brother's hp from her room's phone to ask him to lower the volume.. -.- my brother called her boliao... (acutally is cuz he freaked out when he saw "Home calling" on his hp when rite in front of him the living room phone is untouched.. hahaz..) and now my mother is angry wif him for calling her boliao..

diao.. this actually happened b4.. exact same scenario.. exact same reactions.. diaO...

and den the other day my two sisters quarelled becuz they were arguing who on-ed the tv first.. and thus who should hav the remote control.. and the stupid thing is.. they are fighting which channel to watch when they both actually want to watch the same channel 5.. DIAO.. when there's another tv in my parents' room and another one in my bro's room.. wad's wrong wif them man...

and den my elder sis is fighting wif my bro over who has the nicer hair dyed.. DIAO.. and they went round the house getting votes.. my mother chose my sister's.. second sister chose my brother's.. father cant be bothered.. and so i automatically become the deciding vote.. =S wad crap.. i cant be bothered too.. and so they tied.. -.-

my hse currently has 4 vases... one wif a green plant.. two wif artificial flowers.. mei2 hua1.. sumthing like tht.. for new year de.. -.- the other one has ying2 liu3.. those long long branches wif white fluffy flowers.. diao.. two big pieces of crystals... one rolling crystal ball wif water.. two spinning crystal-like things wif lights.. 3 chinese paintings.. framed and hung on three different walls.. all these.. simply becuz...

my father shuang

-.- he has gone crazy abt all these.. -.- diao bu diao.. and so now my mother has a new hobby... going ard and watering all the plants.. diao

choZ

Friday, February 04, 2005

hi... WEEKEND FINALLY

past few days of skoo = slping in classes... paid some attention here and there.. but most of the times i'm asleep.. dunno why.. found my classroom, or shld say my seat very comfy.. hahaz.. sho nice to slp everyday.. morning or afternoon.. juz as nice...

especially so today lo.. first lesson chem.. din bring textbook din bring workbook.. pro mah.. listened abit.. abt wad bonding bonding.. i noe i understand lar.. so juz slppp...

after tht geo test.. ok lar.. quite easy actually.. the basin and range blah blah question i wrong lo..

ar den.. maths.. mr cold-jokes came in i felt the automatic need to slppp.. lolz.. he spent the first part of lesson going through some surds stuff lar.. slept.. he asked anson wake me up.. woke up.. slept again.. Zzz.. den he started logarithums.. blur diao.. dun understand.. after tht understand le but still need refer back the example den noe how to do.. can3 le lar...

mr cold-jokes said he very touched by us.. cuz we behaved exageratingly well yesterday during his lesson since his supervisor was here.. (although today we were like.. 10 times noiser than yesterday...) er.. tht aside.. he said so touching things like he dun care wad's the grade he will be given.. but he's already very touched by our efforts to let things go smooth for him yesterday.. lolz.. and so he gave us hersheys.. lolz.. is hersheys on sale arh.. why 3/2 mr lim oso giv them.. lolz..

uh huh.. den had recess... nowadays recess so standard.. eat the $1.20 noodles wif lemon tea.. den the leftover time go the piano there hear some qian das play the piano.. lol.. den go back class.. everyday liddat de..

after recess had chinese.. -sigh- all sorts of lame stuff.. wad else could i do man.. s_l_e_e_p... yea.. sleep...

am so glad the week is over.. juz OVER... two more days to rest.. cheerZ

currently down wif fever flu and most probably inflammed throat againZ.. din get to see doctor.. the one at vista point is closed by the time i reached there.. and it wun be opened on saturdays.. wow.. arent i lucky...

*sniff sniff.. byeZ

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

booooo

currently quite mentally unstable.. not much hw realli in 3/1.. havent had any for quite a few days already.. as compared to other classes.. *qian da smile* lalalala.. but got zuo wen.. sumthing abt childhood one.. see first.. if realli no idea/dun feel like doing/ lazy to do/ no time(wad excuse...) den i juz take last year's compo book out to copy.. shld be ard lar.. dat time my bro took it to read -_-

nowadays in class always very sleepy.. havent been sleeping well for the past few days.. or weeks.. towards the end of the day.. so sianZ... kept on falling asleep during maths.. so boringggggg

mr cold-jokes leaving soon liao.. =( next wk i tink.. =( i dun wannn mrs vijayyy ='(

geo test coming up on friday.. sianZ.. mdm neo's lessons are like this >>> ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.. practically sleeping wif eyes opened.. --sigh

jayyyyyy 4eva =) `[[luv me for a reason.. let the reason be luv..]]

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

eh hi =)

din come online for er.. one or two days.. juz read some ppl's blogs.. hrm..

had aNoThEr spastic dream last nite.. -_-

dreamt tht i was cutting up a person or sumthing -.- er.. place was at my old hse in amk.. in my parents' room.. diao.. in the dream there was like a dead person on my parents' bed.. diao.. and den i was cutting him wif some kind of surgical knife lar.. -_- the whole dream is so vivid and gross.. ew.. like i could feel the blood literally on my hands when i was having the dream...

could even remember the way i cut the person.. was like cutting him on his left chest.. cut three sides of a rectangle shape.. and den i flipped open the flap of skin.. (flap of skin.. yucks..) and den dunno wad i was doing le.. onli remember the whole dream is so bloody...

in the dream i was looking at things through my own eyes.. and the view is.. er.. o.O so close and bloody.

and den halfway through cutting, my sis came into the room.. and den asked me wad i was doing.. i was like saying "dun come in.. i'm trying to concentrate" diao?

and den my parents came home and den came into the room.. den sudd i changed sides and like looking at things through my sis's eyes.. which means i could see the bloody me wif the bloody knife cutting the bloody body on the bloody bed in the bloody room... and..

ewwwwwww X

and for the whole of today i feel sadistic.. -.- like when i saw a cat early in the morning on my way to skoo.. i stared at it and it stared back.. -.- sudd at the back of my mind i'm picturing myself twisting its head off blah blah.. er... and den i hav to shut my eyes and tell myself to be normal... -.- i'm frightening myself lolz...

ahem.. paiseh for the er bloody stuff... diao..

kkz.. better stop... my hair is already standing...

my cls is full of spastic ppl.. i tot having a screaming-and-swinging-ard-anson is enuff... but now there's an aaron who enjoys going round swinging his arms like he wants them to drop -_-... reminds me of kakei lolz.. juz dat kk's case more serious.. and den there's Joan Too... she's damn slow.. in everything.. -.- paiseh to suan her.. but she MAKES ME WAIT FOR HER at least once each day.. for wad.. badminton training.. tournament... EVERYDAY~~ wad else... her vocab is limitted to the following 3 verses...: "freako", "i hate you" and "you suck"... these three always come together.. juz hav to pay more attention each day and u could hear it once every 20 mins or so.. i hav to start a counter each day to count how many blardy times she use them on me each day.. diao.. =/ and she claims she's JUZ JOKING.. -.-

instances when she use the three verses.. is when i refuse to offer her seaweed.. especially so when i'm offering everyone but her.. reason.. simple.. she made me wait.. lala.. and when i did offer her, she made stupid comments like.. wahh today u so good.. never sua wo.. fine lar.. den dun giv her lo... hahaZ

another spastic person... weiwen.. the person sitting on my right now.. he reads comics in class.. ok lar.. i used to do tht in 2/6 oso.. but he luffs to himself.. ahem.. and he's reading.. ahem.. love hina.. er.... but three quarters of the time he explained to me wad's so funny i cant even understand a word.. and so he onli shows me pictures which are.. er.. X

the electron-neutron-proton teacher (mr tan) is leaving soon.. =S he teaches better than mrs vijay actually.. at least he's nicer to bully hahaz...

chem.. one word to describe mrs hyun.. [ER...] -_- sumtimes feel she's quite a nice teacher.. sumtimes feel.. errrrrrrrrrr.. nvmm... another spastic er.. cannot say teachers rite.. er er.. another SPECIAL being.. -_-

geo test coming up... haiz.. most of mdm neo's lessons i'm always sleeping/ copying down things i dun understand/ watching ppl ard me crap.. crap... haiz

sho fast one month over le.. february liaoZ... wah.. sho fast.. feel so shi bai... i actually still dunno everyone's names from my class... paiseh lar.. the onli few ppl i tok to from 3/1 are anson, jiahao, joan (most of the times i suaning her and she replying wif the three familiar verses...) ... and mayb weiwen cuz he's sitting beside me now.. the rest huh... got tok lar.. but not more than 3 or 5 sentences.. some havent even toked before.. =/ recess time always wif 2/6'04 ppl.. Zzz

3/1 quite slack actually.. compared to other classes.. very few hw.. and if hav.. onli some.. and not rush at all.. speed in class damn slow.. could fall asleep in cls today during maths lo.. sian diao

typed so long liao.. byeZ