Friday, July 29, 2005

Wow! I wasn't online for five solid days from Monday to Friday! Eh, wait. Today's Friday, not Saturday yet. Okay, so I wasn't online for four solid days from Monday to Thursday. Haha. I think I've gone mad up there from all the &#!$%^ things that happened this week.

It seems like I hasn't been telling people what was on my mind. Probably because I figured I'll start crying like siao once I start talking about these things. It always do, so I resorted to talking to myself before I sleep every night, and I just keep crying and crying I start wondering whether I've really gone mad or something. =_=

Last Sunday night my brother and my father quarelled. But I was already asleep by then so I didn't know. In fact, my brother and father had always not been on good terms, and yet I've never known about it. The whole family, including my mother and my two sisters knew, they knew how my brother hated my father and my father resented my brother. But they never told me, perhaps because they thought that was the only way of letting me have a perfect family, or at least let me think that I have one.

I'm not really sure the content of their fight. But my brother walked out of home on Monday, without even bringing extra clothes. On Tuesday my mother called his handphone, but my brother had cancelled his line. At first thought I thought he probably went to Malaysia or something and forgot to tell us. And then I realise how worried my mother looked and how glum my dad looked. It was perhaps the first time I ever seen them like this, and the whole house was dead quiet on Tuesday night.

On Wednesday morning, at around 2 or 3am, my father had a heart attack. I figured it must be because of my brother, but I kept mum, 'cause all the others in the family kept mum. I went to school like usual, but I was damn worried. My parents reported to the police on Wednesday. At around 5pm that day, I received a call from my mother to ask me to go home and wait for calls before the hospital called her to go recognise a body. Whoever that was, was wearing similar to what my brother was wearing the day he left home. I couldn't stop crying at home, it's freaking scary larh, having to wait at home like that.

Fortunately, it wasn't my brother. That night, after my parents returned from the hospital, I was watching the tv and trying to appear normal. My elder sis was home too. It was the first time I saw my father cry. He said other things which I couldn't make out, but I could tell he was really sad. My mother and sister crowded around him while I sat motionless in front of the tv. I did not know how to react. I've never seen him like this, and before I knew it, I started crying too. I remembered hearing my mother or my sister saying something about asking him to stop because he's scaring me. And then they helped him into the room, while I stoned in the living room, and I was so scared, worried about his health, as well as my brother's.

On Thursday morning, my phone vibrated during the 5 mins break before Maths. My brother called me. I felt like screaming at him larh, WHERE THE HELL DID YOU GO??!! He told me to tell my mother that he'll be home that night, and before I could ask more, he hanged up on me. I couldn't call back because it was a private number.

I went to sleep before he came home last night. But I think things should be alright now, at least that is what I see and what things appear to be like. My brother's out today when I reached home, and I think he wouldn't be home until I'm asleep. It's always like this. I get to see him once a week if I'm lucky or once every two or three weeks if I'm not.

That's why I'm feeling better today. Because it seems like what's worst is over, I think.

On a happier note, common tests officially commence next week. Right, I know it's not really happy, but one should stay positive always...! =_= I love exams! I score As easily! I love Maths! I love A Maths! I adore Social Studies! Chemistry is my best friend! Geography rocks! Physics is easy! R.K. Narayan is the best person on Earth! I'm not scared of any tests or exams!!

My kindergarten taught me never to lie. I forgot that already, really.

I went for the Chinese compo competition today. Screwed up larh, I think four and three quarters of the five pages I wrote was crap. The remaining one quarter is the blank spaces where a paragraph ends and I write in a new line following for the new para. The title was "Li Wu" as in "Present". The whole thing sounded so =/ but that was the easiest title to write out of the nine already. So be it larh, who am I to compete with all the PRC scholars. A waste of time actually. =/

I'm sleepy... bye!

Sunday, July 24, 2005

I'm still recovering from the effect of the dream I had.

You see, I took a nap from around 2pm in the afternoon to just now. And I had this very vivid dream...

In the dream I was wearing those sort of clothes worn by people in the olden times, as in, really olden. Not the 80s or the 70s, I'm talking about times like 500 B.C. or something, those clothes like those that the characters in Huan Zhu Ge Ge were clad in, during the some Han or Qing period. =_=" Diao.

And this whole dream was like a whole story, where I fought with a fellow friend, wearing the same diao-ed clothes. Should I say who it is? Haha. Okay, fine, the person I fought with in my dream was Jaslyn, don't ask me why the hell did I dream of her, but yah, I just did. Haha. So, as far as I can remember, the dream started with me fighting with Jaslyn, in two similar costumes which in present days would look like some Korean traditional costume. -_-"

We fought with different weapons, like those swords blah blah you see in HZGG. And then I won the match, and poor Jaslyn died, in a pool of blood.

And then I started laughing, in the dream I mean, I'm not sure whether I did laugh in my sleep.

All of a sudden, Jaslyn stood up and we started fighting again. =_= I would advise anybody to stop reading here and go to sleep if you're reading this at night, or stop reading here and go do something more meaningful if you're reading this during the day, because what follows is totally, ultimately, completely crap. Of course, if you're Jaslyn in person, you should continue reading to find out what your spastic CCA friend dreamt about.

Erm, and so, we started fighting, again. And we fought for a long long long time, from season to season, until it started to snow. And then we stopped fighting because we were too cold and we started making snowballs. Soon after, we started a snow fight. (Yah, still fight) And then somehow or the other, Jaslyn got hold of a bow and shot an arrow in my direction. It pierced right through my clothings but it didn't touch one bit of my skin. -.-" I screamed and broke the arrow into half. -.-" And then Jaslyn started shooting more arrows and I got shot.

And this part is damn comical, because as soon as the arrow shot me, everything in the dream started becoming slow-motioned. -.-" As in, I started turning around in circles before I fall on the snow. And I recall seeing Jaslyn laughing like some mad people. -.-"

And erm, I think I died or something. Then I saw Jaslyn hopping on the snow, singing some song or something, I can't remember what song she started singing. Spastically, I was buried in the snow, naturally, since it was already snowing.

This is not the end of the dream. =X

The next part of the dream is disturbing, because I started seeing a whole session of my very own funeral. It's bloody real larh. As in, there's the photo of me on the altar, the joss-sticks and everything else. There was the procession, where monks did the chanting and people mourning. And there was the coffin, me lying in it, like I'm really dead or something.

The scene when I saw myself through the glass cover of the coffin really frightens me. My eyes were wide open and I wore a white robe.

I woke up listening to Lin Jun Jie's Di Er Tian Tang. Yes, Tian Tang, as in heaven. Freaked out larh. My sister was in the room and she was listening to this song, coincidentally, while doing her homework.

I feel like getting some more sleep... =X

I aren't sure what this is...
I'm not even sure if I'm doing the right thing...
The two things cancel out each other...
Is that why I feel nothing...?

Saturday, July 23, 2005

For "passerby"...

Piao Yi
Yi Lu Xiang Bei

I'm feeling sleepy, as usual, haha. I don't have much to blog about larh. Things have been rather average these few days, which is good. =)

The Jay Initial D book cost $21++. If only my birthday falls in August or something... Speaking of which, I still owe Sokmui her birthday present, yes I remember. I'm just *piang* (broke)... =/

So fast! It's been one month since school reopened already! We have been taking in the new canteen food for one month, walked the maze-y state the school now is in for one month, assemebled every morning in the new assembly area for one month, enjoyed 3 to 4 sessions of EFL in the temporary canteen, adapted to the non-aircon classrooms for one month, gone through one month of lessons since the last holidays. Woah.

Browsing Jay's sites, choZ.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

10 rounds, for 10 minutes late. He wants us to run, run larh, what else can we say? Other than curse and swear behind his back, what else can we do larh?

There was training today. 5 of us, Jaslyn, Fiona, Ruth, Jonathan and I were at the coffeeshop opposite, about to go for training, when Yongyuan called and asked Jonathan to go back to school and get money for the courts from Patricia Goh. The rest of us waited, since his bag is with us and we can't possibly leave it alone. We knew we were going to be late, but can how? We even resorted to changing into our badminton shoes in the coffeeshop, what else?

And we were late, the others have already done their warm-ups and were doing drills. We did our warm-ups, and joined in the drills. We finished part of the drills like usual, went to drink some water and sat down to listen to coach for further instructions. Coach flared up, because we were late. We told him we were waiting for Jonathan, he said Jonathan has an excuse but we don't.

And he chased us out of the Sports Hall to run the stadium 10 rounds.

Quote coach, "Bu pao jiu bu lian, yi hou ye jiu bu yong lai le" (means, don't run then don't train, don't have to come in the future too)

10 rounds, 10 rounds larh, make us run like that, RUN LARH.

The 4 of us were pissed, duh. Okay, excluding Ruth, she's too guai to feel pissed. -.-" Jaslyn so took it in her stride, kept saying 4km only, run for him see. -.-" Hello, we aren't as "kingkong" as her larh. -.-" Fiona and me were swearing like siao. Joan didn't turn up today, if she did, she probably has to run 20 rounds or something, adding up all the time she's been late. Almost every training he's been scolding either Fiona or Joan.

And he still made us do shuttle runs like usual at the end of the training. It's not about how tiring the PTs are or what, if he's making us run 10 rounds as pt, there's nothing I would complain about. He's doing it because we are late, for 10 minutes, and he would rather let the court go empty while we run in the stadium. What's the point larh, making everyone so upset with him and him so upset with us. Can't he just take it easy? Aren't we here, already? In that case, if we are to be late in future, who would want to turn up for training?

I just have to tolerate. Argh.

My ankle is aching like hell. I feel like chopping it off. =/ I'm only pissed, would be okay after a sleep.

Choz.

So many things I want to say...
How to hope for you to understand...
Why am I hiding...
My fault... again...

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

LEON IS SO SHUAI~!!!

He sang Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta larhhh~!!! He sang Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta... HE SANG AI WO HAI SHI TA~!! When the host announced the song he's going to sing, I'm so happy liao lo, AI WO HAI SHI TA lehhhhh, that song that I was hooked on for 4 months plus, and is hooked on now again. ^^" And he's so shuai so shuai so shuai... ^^" I smsed thrice, haha. =X

I came online just to blog about that actually. =X Haha. School's like normal. I'm paying more attention in class these days, I think. (exclude Physics, and Chemistry, and Geography, and Maths... eh, that's like practically everything... =/)

Show and Tell's tomorrow. ^^" I'm in charge of clicking the powerpoint slides, Anson shall do all the talking, haha. ^^"

Okay, I'm sleepy, time for sleep... =)

Ni ai wo hai shi ta...
Shi fo chen mo jiu shi ni de hui da...
Wo men dou bie zhen zha...
Qu ai ta...

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Something to share for Jay's lovers again...

This is a 9 mins plus clip of Jay at his recent Incomparable To Jay concert in China, Beijing.

Beijing Concert

And if you followed closely to my blog, you would have seen links for downloading both Piao Yi and Yi Lu Xiang Bei MVs. But I also mentioned that Yi Lu Xiang Bei MV can only be viewed using RealPlayer. For the sake of those who do not have RealPlayer, here is a version of Yi Lu Xiang Bei MV that can be viewed using Windows Media Player. For those who have already downloaded the previous version, this one is of a better quality than the previous, haha, because it's actually the KTV version, so you may want to download it again.

Yi Lu Xiang Bei MV

I spent quite some time uploading them, so appreaciate~!! ^^"

About Jay's new album (Initial J):

DISC [1]
1. Yi Lu Xian Bei / All The Way North
2. Nunchucks　
3. Ke Ai Nu Ren / Cute Woman　
4. Zui Huo De Zhan Yi / Last Battle
5. Double Blade　
6. Ninja
7. Yi fu Zhi Ming　
8. Hei Se You Mo
9. Wo De Di Pan (Sony Music shows "Wai Po")
10.Dong Feng Po　
11.Qi Li Xiang
12.Piao Yi / Drifting

DISC [2](DVD)
1. Initial D (Theme Song - All The Way North)
2. Ke Ai Nu Ren
3. Zui Huo De Zhan Yi
4. Double Blade　
5. Yi fu Zhi Ming
6. Dong Feng Po　
7. Qi Li Xiang

Other than Piao Yi and Yi Lu Xiang Bei, there aren't new songs in the new album. Fans are rather disappointed, actually. =/ It's going to be launched in Japan on 24 August.

Source:

HMV.JP
TOWER.JP
Sony Music JP

I'm not sure whether this is the actual Jay's 6th album, but it is going to be launched, dot. And I think this isn't Jay's decision, more like his company's, to launch this complilation of Jay's past songs plus the two new songs. Hrm.

Okay, stop talking about Jay, haha.

I was watching Yi Lu Xiang Bei MV over and over again, and it was so saddening. =X The way the white feathers fall to the ground from above, so saddening~~ =/ And I really was enjoying time in front of the com ever since I reached home today, simply because of all the Jay's songs I'm listening to.

Wait, I'm supposed to "stop talking about Jay". I can't, darh, it's Jay I'm talking about here.

Tomorrow's school, again. =/ It's okay, just have to keep reminding yourself there's always the next weekend or school holiday. And maybe you can start a little countdown timer in your mind to remind yourself how much time is left for the next non-school day where you can lie in your bed till 12 noon and there'll be no one to call your house from GO to ask about you. Right.

I've been thinking, if, I mean if, I ever kill a person by accident......

How would it be like?

Lol, it's weird having such thoughts, I know. I don't know why I should be thinking about such things either. Probably because I've been watching too much violent shows or something as such. But, come to think of it, I've been wondering, maybe it would be quite fun, the process of killing someone I mean, right? :D

Last night I was lying in bed, listening to An Hao via stereo (as Sokmui would call a radio that can play CDs), as both my sisters weren't home at that time and I had the room to myself. And I fell asleep listening to An Hao, I dreamt about An Hao MV, heard An Hao subconsciously, talked about An Hao in my sleep. I woke up today, and can't stop humming the tune of An Hao.

And I practically love the song.

See, I'm starting to talk about Jay, again. My whole mind is flooded with Jay, Jay and Jay.

-recalling seeing Jay outside Lido on 21st June....-

Ahhhhh~ I'm possessed liao larh~!!

I think I should get some sleep...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

*Yawns. I'm tired.

It's weekend!! Haha. I'm enjoying my weekend very much, if there's no one around to remind me there's another Maths test next week. A 15-mins-one-question Maths test. It's not Mrs Vijay who has nothing better to do, maybe she thinks we are the ones who have nothing better to do eh...

Currently blasting speakers with Ren Zhe, haha. If you recall in previous entries, I high each time I listen to this song. I'm always high whenever I type blog entries anyway, I live on the 9th storey hello. Haha. I'm trying to be cold because I am feeling cold. -.-" Okay, crap.

3/4 had their flag day today. Anson and I went down to Orchard to support Priscilla, Yanyu, Jody and Layjia. Jody and Layjia did their flag day for half an hour and then went to sit down in a foodcourt for yoghurt. What crap. Priscilla was saying she walked 34 bus stops with James at Orchard of which James talked lots of crap. Haha.

I reached home awhile ago, after having dinner with my family at Marsling, treated by my brother because he got a promotion, and I'm feeling very sleepy. But I hasn't listened to any Jay's songs for quite a few days, and there's that feeling inside me. I think I mentioned it before in one of the past entries, about the feeling where I go literally crazy inside. Like, I could feel myself having all the thoughts jumbled up and feeling short of breadth, like a crazy person or something. Never mind, haha.

I came online just so I could listen to some Jay's music larh. Haha.

Priscilla, Anson and I were at Taka's Best Denki when we walked past this wide screen thingy showing Jay's Incomparable to Jay concert. I literally stoned there. ^^" The first time we walked past it was playing Wo De Di Pan, the second time was the grand piano songs. I listened to Ai Qing Xuan Ya and Ge Qian. Woahhhhhhhh. ^^"

I feel like going to sleep... =)

I've been walking around in circles
And I'm back to square one
Triangles are the worst things to handle
Especially when they are in the shape of a heart

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Ah! I'm back!!

I have only 15 minutes to blog because I have to go off at 9pm to watch TV, haha. I hasn't been online since the last time I blogged, which is erm, Sunday. Woah, I didn't know I could survive without internet for such a long time. Thanks to school larh, I reach home everyday at around 8. By the time I've bathed and watched abit of TV, it's about time to sleep. I've been staying back in school for homework. ^^" Other than that, it'll be training.

14 minutes to blog!! Haha. -.-"

People have been coming to me/ sms-ing me regarding the last entry, about me thinking Leon from Superstar is shuai. Note, shuai is not all about good-looking. They mean different things to me, haha. And people like Joan dares to say I have weird taste, hello? Who's the one to say Jeremy looks better than Jonathan when everyone else thinks otherwise....?

Leon is shuai to me because of some factors I don't know how to describe. If everyone in this world go after looks, then woah, there will be very much less babies in Singapore than there are now. Okay, fine, I know I'm crapping. (Note, 10 minutes to blog...) It's the way Leon sang during the show that really make me feel, like Jay did. He may not be good-looking, maybe it's the attitude and impression that he gives me. He just seem like a nice person, haha. ^^"

9 minutes to blog...

My legs muscles ache like hell. The shuttle run thingy on Tuesday training made caused that much aching the next day. And people like Joan can say she only felt slight pain. And Jaslyn claim it's her butt that is aching. Lol. All others are normal, thank god. It's their legs that were aching, not some weird body part like the head or the elbow. -.-"

And after today's training, after the sprint (shuttle run, again), the muscles at the calf and thigh felt so tight. Tomorrow it's going to ache, again.

6 more minutes to blog...

Mrs Lee is treating us to a September chalet~!!! ^^ She rocks larh. Haha. Less than 10 people turned up for WalkForFunD, so as a ahem, punishment, she cut the chalet from a 3 days 2 nights to a 2 days 1 night event. Awwww, so punishing. Hahahaha. =)

4 more minutes to blog... The living room clock has already chimed. Haha.

Think I'll stop here, good luck for all for tomorrow's listening compre. =)

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Leon is so shuai!!!

I'm referring to the Leon in Superstar of Channel U larh, not Leon Seah. -.-" I watched the last two episodes of Jue Dui Superstar with Leon in the show. He was the one who sang Lee Hom's Forever Love in the first round, did not get eliminated, and went on to sing Lee Hom's Wei Yi in the second round.

Shuai dai le larh. ^^" I really think he look very shuai, although that's not most others would think. I have weird taste, I know. But it's the way he sings, woah... For both songs, I'm thoroughly smitten. ^^" And he's only 18, though he looks like he's 20 plus. It's the attitude and talent that attracts me. =)

But he got voted out in the second round. =( I smsed twice to vote for me lo, but he still got voted out. There's a Wildcard thing anyway, he still stands a chance. =)

Ahhhhhh... He's the first to make me realise how Forever Love and Wei Yi could sound so nice. Haha. -.-" Lee Hom always make me feel stressed, 'cause of the way he sings. He sounds like he's using so much energy to sing it makes me feel stressed out just listening. Unlike Jay, haha. Jay's songs make me relax. =) And I like Jay's character, attitude and talent~!! ^^"

Plus, Leon is a nice name. Haha.

Okay, enough of Leon and Jay.

I skipped the WalkForFunD thing today. =X Haha. I heard less than half of the Sec 2s and 3s turned up. 3/4 only had 6 people who went, 3/1 had around 10. Haha. I had a good sleep anyway, with lots of weird dreams like usual though.

I have nothing much to say, till I blog again. =)

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn

Saturday, July 09, 2005

For convenience purposes, anybody who still wishes to download Piao Yi Full or Yi Lu Xiang Bei can follow the links below. They'll expire in a few days time anyway, so take it while you can. I'll try to entertain whoever who wants them as far as possible. =)

Piao Yi
Yi Lu Xiang Bei

I'm back! I'm feeling damn sleepy and tired now but I just felt like blogging, so I'm blogging. And I have to check my email for mails from the class teeshirt company anyway. I still have to wake up early tomorrow, that is, if I feel like going tomorrow. Shall see first, it depends on whether I'll still have any more energy left. =/

ANDnovation carnival is fun. ^^" It was like hell when I carried the chicken and the cans of pineapple home yesterday to marinate the chicken and put them into sticks with the pineapple and onions. It was, really, hell. It's damn heavy, but that's not the worst thing. I can take weight, it's the plastic bags that were killing me. Due to the weight, the part where the people carry the plastic bags have already become like, one thin strip of plastic. And it cuts right into both my palms. So damn pain!! Plus, the chicken was frozen, and dripping water. =_= And I kept knocking them into myself because I'm afraid it'll knock into others. There were a few times when the cans just knock straight onto my knee. =X

And then I marinated the chicken with the help of my brother and my mother. =) I brought them to school this morning, it was so much better. Because I learnt my lesson, and I used bags that were easy to carry by the handle, and it's much less crowded in the MRTs and bus in the morning than it was on Friday.

I reached school at 6.50am. Some others were here, I helped to take some of the things out from the classroom to our bench. And then the others came bit by bit, and we helped to set up the food and the garage sale and the stall itself. Some others were bbq-ing the chicken kebab by the side. =) Then I walked around and wasted the 4 hours plus off, some time helping at the stall, some time just hanging around. =) It ended at 12 plus, and then the boys and the girls of 3/1 competed to drink the soft drinks, because we still had a few bottles left. Haha.

After that, me, Priscilla and Anson went to Sembawang where Priscilla made her Ez-link card, afterwhich the three of us had lunch at the food court there. (condolences to Sokmui who has lost her Ez-link card, again) And then we walked around, the gift store, the library etc. And then Priscilla had to go back to Yishun to pass her sister her Ez-link card, so we went to Yishun. We walked around Yishun's Popular playing the Guess-The-Price-of-An-Item game. Haha. And then we were tired so we went to Burger King to sit down and slacked.

Anson showed us his magic tricks. =X Haha. Cannot say, cannot say. Hahahahahahaha.

We had our dinner in Burger King, and we talked alot. We were there from 5 plus till 7.46pm, most of the time talking, about all sorts of things. And then all of us went home. =) Thanks Anson for helping me carry the containers all round Sembawang and Yishun and to Woodlands today~!! =)

Okay, I'm falling asleep. If I'm going tomorrow, I think I will flag an aeroplane or something. -.-" It's ok if you don't get the joke, because I don't too. I don't know what I'm talking, I'm not even using the Backspace. Haha.

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Thursday, July 07, 2005

For all Jay lovers, here are mirrors to Piao Yi and Yi Lu Xiang Bei, both in full version. =)

Piao Yi
Yi Lu Xiang Bei

To all who wants it but could not download it from the previous links, here are new links. =)

To all two-sixers, please pay up whatever amount you owe~!!! Haha. The tee-shirt will arrive on 15 or 16 July. ^^ And someone suggested wearing it on Be Yourself Day. If you hasn't seen the design, here it is. This is the version that is going to be printed on our class tees. The fuzzy lines Ruth had drawn can't be printed, and this is what the artist of that company has enlarged and drawn from Ruth's copy. =)

Front
Back

Okay. I'm back to blog! Haha. I've just came home from training, and am feeling damn slack. I have no homework!! Haha. Actually I do, I still hasn't completed Geography holiday homework. There are a few questions which I don't know how to do. But I love Mr Gn larh. (Note: sacarsm) I cheong-ed through the paper yesterday in school, after school, alone, in 3/1 classroom, leaving only the last question of Paper 2 and 2 or 3 others which I don't know how to do. And then I finished the last question of Paper 2 this morning, and then, it was Geography lesson.

Mr Gn postponed the due date to next Tuesday, for all classes under him, that is, all Mdm Neo's questions. But somehow I still felt happy, -.-" because that would mean I would have the weekend to complete the questions that I hasn't done and help Sokmui fill in the blanks in her paper.

Speaking of weekend, I just love Anderson larhh. (Note: sarcasm again) Just this morning, I woke up telling myself, "Thursday liao... two more days then weekend... then can sleep longer le..."

And then, Anderson decides to hold it's annual ANDnovation carnival on a Saturday morning. And I'm to wake up early. It's okay, really, there's always a Sunday... right?

Sad case though, Anderson decides to make it compulsory for all Andersonians to participate in the WalkForFunD. It starts at a wonderful time of 0730. I want to knock myself into something so that I'll break something on my body so as to not go Bishan Park at 7.30am on a Sunday morning to WALK. =/ I'm still deciding whether I should just not go, maybe they wouldn't even take your attendance. Or otherwise, I would just serve DC, or say I went to Malaysia or some lame excuse. -.-"

My sister just came home. She went to Malaysia this Tuesday, to some island there similar to Sentosa. Some resort thing, and she just went to a fishing kelong in Indonesia last Tuesday. She is damn dark now, darker than Anson. My mother refused to admit her as her daughter because she looks really different. Haha.

And I have plenty of bubble gums to share. ^^" Because my sister bought quite alot and I don't know how to blow bubble gums, so it'll be a waste if I eat them. Haha.

By the way, to felicia, the file size for the Initial D episodes are too large to be hosted by any webhosts. I'm trying to look for other sources which may be of a smaller file size. But then it'll not be in Chinese, most probably in Cantonese, although there'll still be Chinese subtitles. If you still want it, I'll upload them as soon as possible. =)

I'm addicted to mentos, milk, and lemon barley. -.-" I bought the one-litre packet of HL milk and brought it to training today. Lol. I just kept feeling like drinking milk, because I had to drink it every night, because the doctor sent me a letter about the backbone and told me to drink at least on glass of milk everyday. And on days when the milk runs out and I hasn't bought new packets, I keep getting the urge to drink milk. Lol.

I downed three cans of lemon barley last training, that costed me $3. =/ But I just can't stop drinking it, haha. And mentos!! Haha. Fiona, Jonathan and I had been crazy over Mentos Mint, lol. And Fiona and I has contracted the Photosearch-syndrome. Haha. 4 of us, Jaslyn, Joan, Fiona and I had been playing Photosearch almost after every training, at the machine at Grassroots. Photosearch is a game where they show you two photos and you spot the differences. There are a total of 5 differences in each set of pictures, and 5 hints to help you throughout the game.

We have been trying to break the record. And the highest we ever went was 4th. The game stops at Round 100, and you can keep putting in credits before that, the game will continue and the score would not be depleted. Really fun larh, but due to excess playing, nowadays I've been looking at the scenery and try spotting differences in places where they seen symmetrical and almost similar. =_=" And when we walk past objects that often go missing in the photographs, we felt like pressing on them, just to see whether the red circle will come out. -.-" For example, buildings with one less window, lampost etc. Those were the common things that had mistakes in them in the photos. Haha.

Have to go now, I overshot my sleeping time already. It's almost 10. =X

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Jay lovers, listen up...

Initial D soundtrack is officially released on 4 July 2005. But Singapore is going to release it only in October. Here's more information about the soundtrack.

Note: If you can't view the Chinese characters, go to View at the top of your browser, select Encoding, and click Unicode. After the page loads, you should be able to see the Chinese fonts.



Product Title : Initial D Movie Soundtrack
Singer Name(s) : Movie Soundtrack
Release Date : July 4, 2005
Language : English, CHINESE
Package Weight : 80 g
Publisher : East Asia Music

01. Intro AE 86
02. God's Hands On The Wheel 风火轮
03. Never Mind 大无畏
04. The Discovery 秋名山车神
05. Lost Good Things 童话破灭
06. We Roll 咆哮
07. My Limbo 隐居豆腐店
08. The Way Of A Man 男道
09. Gloves 2 Ali 豆腐宅急便
10. First Date 俩少无猜
11. A Racer'S Dream 飘移世界
12. Lost In Hell 战败秋名山
13. Tanning In Your Sunray 沙滩恋曲
14. Driving To Heaven 向天空飞驰
15. Champion 飙出梦想
16. Initial D Teaser 头文字D预告

Don't ask me which one actually is Piao Yi and which one is Yi Lu Xiang Bei. I'm entirely confused right now too. =_= But being ultra Jay fan, plus I'm kind ^^, I've checked it out, and accidentally, I chanced upon all 16 mp3s. ^^ I just love myself sometimes. ^^ Meaning I now have all 16 tracks ALREADY. ^^

Don't get too excited yet. Out of these 16 songs, I regconized a few as songs found in the anime series, and others included in the movie itself. Some of them are purely music throughout, as in no singer singing or anything. And and and, there's no Piao Yi or Yi Lu Xiang Bei in the soundtrack. It's been confirmed already, since the soundtrack has already been launched yesterday.

http://global.yesasia.com/en/PrdDept.aspx/pid-1004027082/code-w/section-music

Above is the link to a Yesasia site which shows more about the soundtrack's information. As for Piao Yi or Yi Lu Xiang Bei, I'm still surfing my sources for more information. Let me know if you have the latest updates. =)

Lol, I'm in no mood to update about my life right now. =X Haha. Till I blog again. =)

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Something to share for Jay lovers...

Piao Yi full version Mp3:
Time: 3.34 mins
Good quality
Click Here

Yi Lu Xiang Bei full version Mp3:
Time: 4.54 mins
Good quality
Click Here

I made a mistake to say that YouSendIt allows download links up to 30 days. It was 7 days actually. So if you happen to see this one week later or it more than 25 downloads have already taken place, and you still want the any of the two Mp3s, you can tag at the tagboard if you know me in person or email me at ang_gu_gui@hotmail.com if you don't.

I would highly recommend Piao Yi Mp3 to everyone because I think it's very nice. ^^ Yi Lu Xiang Bei too.

This is a link to a very cute and funny anime video, shows Jay as Supermario, out to rescue Patty. You don't have to play the game or anything, just sit back and watch.

Click Here

Enjoy ^^

I woke up in the middle of the night again. This time I tried not to sleep after that and kept thinking what was it exactly that made me wake up. Was it the dream I just had, some nightmare or something? Or was some noise bugging me in my sleep and I woke up subconsciously and fell asleep after that without realising it?

I stayed awake from 2am to 3am, sat up on my bed, and thinking and thinking.

And I realised I did had a nightmare shortly before I woke up. It was about some gory scene of me and some other people killing each other. I'm not even sure whether that was what caused me to wake up suddenly like this. And I almost thought that I was going crazy at that point of time when I thought about my nightmare. It's like, I was going crazy literally inside. Never mind, I'm getting incoherent, again.

I woke up at a shocking time of 7.30am today. Haha. And I watched two DVDs because I don't feel like doing my homework. I watched Gang of New York and Jersey Girl. Gang of New York is damn bloody, very very very bloody. It should be some M18 or some NC16 show, but I'm watching it all the same. Haha. And I liked the show. =_=" It's about some story that took place in New York 1846 blah blah. Lol. But the killing effect is really nice larh, so real and everything. Maybe I should lend the show to Sokmui or something, she'll love it to bits yah? She's sick what, like me, hor? Caterpillars are cute, quote Sokmui. Who says she's sick? She's very sick. Haha. Caterpillars having strong abdomen muscles, curling up and recoiling like they are doing sit ups, quote Sokmui. I say, she's sicker than I am. ^^"

Jersey Girl is boring, but funny. Haha. And abit of R(A). =X But I fast-forwarded all those parts. Haha. Lol. I still remember the other time when me, Sokmui, and Naomi went Sheryl's house to watch DVDs. We watched American Pie, realised how unsuited our age group is for the adult content in the show, and switched to watching Beauty and the Beast the cartoon. Haha.

Like I mentioned, I went for AMB concert, Ambience III yesterday, at Bishan Salvation Army. It was, erm, at times good, at times boring, at times amusing. Haha. I fell asleep a couple of times. =X The part where all the animals came out when they played a song "inspired by seven animals" made me really, really, speechless. Haha. Because I was too busy laughing. =X The animals looked so spastic larhhh, especially the swan. *shivers*

I forgot to bring Priscilla's birthday card to her yesterday. Lol. She prepared a birthday card in return for my birthday card which she prepared to give it to me when I gave her her birthday card. -.-" The card writes "Happy Birthday to Me, From Priscilla", and has a design which she says is a classic Yanyu-design, with a flower in one corner and the words Happy Birthday on the front cover. I must remember to bring her birthday card on Tuesday. ^^"

Mrs Allison sang during the concert yesterday. She sang Reflection from Mulan, and When You Believe from Prince of Egypt. So nice. ^^ I was really hungry and felt happy when the concert finally ended. =X And I was hoping the people wouldn't shout Encore. Haha. But they still did, duh. The Alumni shouted for their juniors. =_= And they played two more songs, which they already prepared to play for the encore, as what Huiming told me. Diao. And then they ended with the school song. =/ And I left the place while the others were doing the anderson cheer. The three of us, me, anson and priscilla left before while the others were shouting ANDERSONIANS ARE YOU READY. -.- Yea, I'm ready, ready for dinner larh. -.-"

And then we went J8 to settle our dinner in KFC. And then we walked around for some time, because it was only 8 plus. We went home after circling every level and going into some shops. I reached home at aroudn 9.30pm, and then I bathed, read three magazines, and then went to sleep.

Bye. =)

Jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao...
Wo yi ding hui he hu zhe ni ye dou ni xiao...
Ni dui wo you duo zhong yao wo hou hui mei rang ni zhi dao...
An jing de ting ni sha jiao kan ni sui zhao yi zhi dao lao...

Jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao...
Jiu shi na me jian dan ji ju wo ban bu dao...
Zheng ke xing xuan zai ban kong wo zhi neng guo yuan yuan kan zhe...
Zhe xie wo dou zuo de dao dan na ge ren yi jing bu shi...
Wo...

Jing jing qiao qiao mo mo li kai xian ru le wei xian bian yuan baby...
Wo de shi jie yi kuang feng bao yu...
Ai qing lai de tai kuai jiu xiang long juan feng...
Li bu kai bao feng quan lai bu ji tao...
Wo bu neng zai xiang, wo bu neng zai xiang...
Wo bu, wo bu, wo bu neng...
Ai qing zhou de tai kuai jiu xiang long juan feng...
Bu neng cheng shou wo yi wu chu ke duo...
Wo bu yao zai xiang, wo bu yao zai xiang..
Wo bu, wo bu, wo bu yao zai xiang ni...

Saturday, July 02, 2005

I changed the layout, because I was listening to Yi Lu Xiang Bei and I just decided to make a layout. I've got Initial D the movie in my com. =X No, I didn't record it off the cinema, a friend sent it to me, and that friend recorded it off the cinema. Bad him. =X

If I haven't sent you Piao Yi MV, or Yi Lu Xiang Bei MV, here they are. Please take note that Yi Lu Xiang Bei MV can only be viewed using RealPlayer. I'm using YouSendIt, and it allows up to 30 days of download and a maximum of 25 downloads, so if I've already sent it to you, don't download it again. If you happen to miss it, and you want any of the two MVs, you can ask me for it at the tagboard if I know you in person or you can email me at ang_gu_gui@hotmail.com if you don't.

Click Here for Piao Yi MV
Click Here for Yi Lu Xiang Bei MV (can be viewed using RealPlayer only)

Just in case you want any other Jay's MVs, I have all of them stored in my com except this few:
San Nian Er Ban
Ti Tian
Yi Fu Zhi Ming
Ying Di An Lao Ban Ya

If you happen to have any of the 4, please send it to me. ^^

Anyways, Jay is going to cut the Initial D soundtrack in July, which means it's coming soon. The album is called JIII, as in J3. And just in case you haven't heard, it has been confirmed that there will be a sequel of Initial D, and there will be no change in the roles. There has been some pics added in some of the Jay galleries, and I hasn't updated the number because I forgot which folders are the once I added pictures in. Haha. Never mind.

I'm going out later for AMB concert at Bishan. I still have about 30 minutes before I should go and get ready.

I dreamt of Jay last night. Haha. I can't remember too much of the dream, but it's mainly about me attending Jay's The One concert and then I waved the lightstick too vigorously or something, and it flew and hit Jay. Hahahahaha. Spastic dream.

My eyes are tired from all the starring at screen since 12.45pm. I should get a nap.

ByeZ.

Hou shi jing de shi jie... Yue lai yue yuan de dao bie...
Ni zhuan shen xiang bei... Che lian hai shi hen mei...
Wo yong yian guang qu zui... Jin ting jian ni de lei...
Zai che chuang wai mian pai hui... Shi wo cuo shi de ji hui...
Ni zhan de fang wei... Geng wo zhong jian ge zhe lie...
Jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui...
Ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling sui...

Wo yi lu xiang bei... Li kai you ni de ji jie...
Ni shou ni hao lei... Yi wu fa zai ai shang sui...
Feng zai shan lu chui... Guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui...
Xi su can kui... Wo shang ni ji hui...

Wo yi lu xiang bei... Li kai you ni de ji jie...
Fang xiang pang zhou wei... Hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui...
Wo jia shu cao yue... Que suai bu diao jing jing geng shui de shang bei...
Xi su can kui... Wo shang ni ji hui...

Ting zhi lang bei...
Jiu rang cuo chun dui...

Friday, July 01, 2005

My right hand is shedding skin but not my left, I don't know why. Weird.

Today's been a very weird day. How should I put it, nothing very out of the ordinary has happened, more of things emotionally, alot of thoughts and feelings just came and go, none of them stayed for long, and none of them is not weird in any sense.

I woke up this morning to realise that I've left my foolscap pad in the lockers and I don't have the timetable to refer to. On natural instincts, I took out my handphone and smsed Joan for the timetable for the day. After I sent the message, I realised that all my books I possibly have are in the school locker, and so I have no need to pack my bag at all. And if I asked for the timetable because I want to know what books to take out of my locker, I could do so when I check my foolscap pad as when I take the books. It's like, all the logical thinking that should have come to be before I carry out an act came later than usual.

And I concluded thereafter that my brain is not active, yet.

When I reached school, I took out the books needed for the day. I had difficulty for the locks, not that I forgot the combination, but because the arrow kept ending in the wrong places of the lock, and no matter how I try, I could not get it done. I got fed up and gave up. And then this girl who came to the lockers later than me was standing beside me, opening her locker. And I watched her open it so, conveniently, like the lock was part of her, her working limbs or something. And then I thought, &%#!& WHY COULD SHE DO IT AND I CAN'T!!

And then I did the most stupid thing. I could not open the lock like this, so I tried it with my eyes closed. For no apparent reason, maybe because I just had the sudden urge to try something to show that I'm good at opening lockers. Lol. What am I talking about.

And for some reason, I opened the lock by feeling the arrow with my fingers. And after I opened the locker, the first thought that came to my mind was:

Why the hell did I try that??!!

Thereafter, I concluded that something is wrong today, inside me or something, I don't really know.

Today's Youth Day and we had a surprise concert put up by the teachers for us. Mr Ng, was, erm, entertaining. Him and his Jiang Nan sounded like Kakei's rendition of JJ's songs. =X And Mrs Lee looked so cute shaking her head up and down up and down. Lol.

And Mr Ang sang. Lol. He probably left us with many "tong nian ying1 ying3". =X

While watching the concert, all I could think of was, erm, something that happened quite some time ago. I was thinking about the mini concert I had with my Primary 5 classmates at Coasta Sands Resort where I went for my P5 camp. The setting was somewhat similar, I guess, just that it was air-conditioned then. And if I'm not wrong, some teacher who sounded like Mr Ang went up to sing a song that sounded like the one Mr Ang sang. So, crap. I was thinking about how we were made to sing Father Abraham and songs like this while I stood by the wall and fell asleep. I was caught later anyway, given a prep talk, and I became the last one to bathe. Lol.

And then school was over and I went to the library for an ice cream because the weather was so warm. And then Sokmui joined us and Prisiclla came with Yanyu. They did their lit project and me and Anson went to change into our uniforms for the Chinese Oral. I changed in the handicap toilet cubicle on the 2nd level. Many thoughts came and go, and I can't remember what were they about, the only one I could remember was the scene of me taking the PSLE Chinese Oral. And I still remember I was the first one, and both invilgilators were females. Lol.

I reached class 3/2 at 2pm. The class had 16 people from class 5/1. I felt so odd out, but a few of them recgonized me as the CIP member named Hong Mei Gui. Haha. All thanks to Mdm Hee harh. =/ And then another guy came so there were 17 people to go before it's my turn.

I fell asleep. And I had a dream. The only thing I can remember about the dream is that it's about people I know but I can't remember a single content. And I woke up with a jolt, like I've been pushed or something. I waited for a long long time. And I got bored so I started writing on receipts I've had with me with a blue pen I found on the table. And then I ran out of receipts so I started reading Wei Hao's Newsweeks he had left behind under his table. I finished reading the 4 copies he had on topics that interest me. And it was still long before it's my turn. So I started writing on one of Wei Hao's Newsweeks. =_= Haha. Paiseh. I apologised in his Newsweek too.

And then I fell asleep again. And then I woke up and just stared out of the window, letting thoughts flow freely like it always had whenever I'm bored and stare at things and do nothing. And I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking, about all things under the sun thinkable.

When it was finally my turn, I think the time was about 4. It was okay, I guess. I could read all the words in the passage and the invilgilators did not prompt me for both questions, although it may be because I'm the last one and they can't be bothered. But one of the invilgilators confirmed my chinese name twice, saying it slowly and thoroughly, like it's so weird to be called Hong Mei Gui. I started asking myself whether it's wrong to have such a name inside, lol, especially so when one them grinned after the two confirms. -_- I did not ask for that name, okay. I didn't. =_=

I went to library, and after which went home with Priscilla.

My end of day, my end of week 1 of Term 3.

There's something I did not mention in the last entry. On Monday night, I went to sleep rather early. And then weirdly enough, I woke up for no rhyme or reason on Tuesday morning at 2.18am. I know because I referred to the time on my handphone. On Tuesday night, I went to sleep again as usual. And double weirdly enough, I woke up again, for no rhyme or reason on Wednesday morning at 2.18am, on dot. On Wednesday night, I went to sleep, and I awoke on Thursday morning at 3++ am. It happened again the next day and I woke up at 2.30am on Friday morning, which is today. It's weird larh, I really don't know why. And each time I wake up at a time like this, I know that I've just had a dream but no matter how hard I try to recall, I can't remember it, at all.

Weird.

Bye.

What is it that you want me to say...
To make you realise...
The one who loves is loved,
The one who seeks love is not...

When it's all so complicated inside,
it seems all the more uncomplicated outside...
When will you understand...
When will you understand...