Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Fault...?

Nono, I'm not talking about anyone blaming me for the previous entry. I'm talking about people talking about their own blames. Some think they are not in the wrong, confirmed with me, and I agreed. Some think both they and the other party are in the wrong, confirmed with me, and I agreed. Some think no one should be blamed, confirmed with me, and I agreed.

What exactly is my point...?

*Refolds Merci chocolate wrapper*

Exactly. I don't know.

Woah. Won't it be perfect if all of us can time-travel into two years from now, with all these forgotten, plus, O'levels over. Killing two birds with one stone. Sad thing we aren't anything close to Da Xiong from Doraemon.

And then I realise, the best thing to forget is to stop talking about it! Haha. My brother says that is running away from reality, but I think running away from reality is good! First, running is healthy and trains our stamina (crap). Secondly, it makes us all happier, doesn't it?

Thus, when A leaves B alone, as in totally alone, not passing any remarks anywhere near them, not making any actions to show displeasure anywhere near them, not doing anything to agitate them, ignoring any words or actions that displeasure you, and please please, try, at least TRY to forget what's happened two years back, and B do likewise for A...

World peace!

It'll make lives easier for all of us! Perhaps that'll improve all our AMaths grades!

Won't it be nice~~

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

I can barely keep my eyes open.

Firstly, I shall commend myself for staying AWAKE in all lessons today, except maybe 5 minutes of Geography. I tried very hard, and I managed to nap for only 5 minutes. Great accomplishment!

I'm hearing all sides to the story. It doesn't concern me, actually. But I just got to hear the first ugly side, and then I heard the other ugly side, and then I heard the third side. To add on, I heard the bystanders' side and I heard more about the characters rather than the matter itself.

Life. Confusing. I see all question marks in my mind, so much that I can't sort out which is which and why all the characters overlap that much.

Should I type them out? Okay, here I go. No offence to all reading this. Perhaps it's just me that's getting confused, I don't know.

Erm. Sheryl talked bad about Ann about some stuff I can't recall, on Youth Day or something, in the library, and some other times elsewhere. Bad, as in, very extreme. But she agreed with James that Ann's character changed for the better after the breakup. From what I recall, since as far as I can remember, Sheryl has never really fancied Ann, but she shielded Ann over the keyboard matter. From that, the only conclusion I can draw is that Sheryl really disliked Layjia.

But then again. Sheryl lunched with Layjia and Jody and me often. And it's not as bad as putting Ann and Jody at the same table. And it's not like Layjia and Sheryl are really arch rivals with each other. Why then?

On the other hand, Ann don't really fancy Sheryl either. Because of many many reasons dating back to long long time before, Ann always had some difficulty bringing herself to accept Sheryl wholeheartedly. From Sports Day and how Anson, Jiahao, Ann and I sat around, I can tell, very obviously that Ann isn't that ready to be Sheryl's good friend yet. I can't state what but Ann should know what I'm talking about if she reads this.

But then again, they do hang out together. Perhaps just as aquaintances, I don't know.

Doesn't make sense, does it?

Sheryl dislikes Meiching, really. Meiching dislikes Sheryl, really. Both know it. But they laugh, they joke, they go out together like it's only natural. Meiching shows her dissatisfaction from time to time. Sheryl knows. But then? They still go for recess together. They do talk to each other, they seem like friends to each other.

Huh?

I stood neutral. But if this is to continue, I don't know what'll happen in future. Maybe I'll just glue myself to Sokmui. -_-

The Keyboard matter.

James' side stated that he had nothing to do with the matter in the first place. It was Ann who went up to Miss Yeo and he got dragged in for no rhyme or reason.

Ann's side stated that Ann only said Layjia didn't sound very friendly. It was James who went up to Miss Yeo, twice even.

Layjia's side stated that well, she don't know. But she thinks both did, in some way or the other.

Sheryl in support of James/Ann. Meiching in support of James/Ann.

Which is, Ann who went up to Miss Yeo, and James who went up to Miss Yeo. Which is, both went up to Miss Yeo. But it's Layjia fault in the first place because she pushed her weight around when she's the one out to borrow stuff. That is what they think.

Layjia thinks it's a small matter and she don't understand why they kicked up such a big fuss, got the teacher involved and caused everyone to be so pissed. That is what Jody thinks too.

Getting confusing? More confusing things to come.

Sheryl said that Layjia comes over often and seem as though they were friends with each other. And then the next day she's at her seat bitching about her. Therefore, she thinks she's hypocritical.

Layjia said that Sheryl dislikes Meiching but still hangs out with her that close, and the same applies to Ann. Therefore, she thinks she's hypocritical.

Meiching dislikes many of Layjia's character traits while Layjia dislikes many of Meiching's character traits. When Meiching mentioned Layjia's in front of Sheryl, Sheryl agrees. When Layjia mentioned Meiching's in front of Sheryl, Sheryl agrees. Thus I concluded that Sheryl agrees with Meiching that Layjia sucks and agrees with Layjia that Meiching sucks. And at the same time, Meiching dislikes Sheryl and Sheryl dislikes Meiching and Layjia dislikes Sheryl and Sheryl dislikes Layjia.

Huh? All three dislike each other? Then why the fuss? Just leave each other alone and get on with your lives? Won't it then be simpler?

If you dislike a person, leave the person alone. It's like the punchbag. You hit it hard, it'll swing back just as hard and hit you in the face. Be on average terms with everyone and you'll be widely accepted and happy. If you aren't perfect, how can she be?

This entry probably helped a little to my understanding.

Layjia - She just wants to get on with life. But the minute you do something to anger her, even if it's just one small bit, she'll bite back, twice as hard. And then you'll bite back, and she'll bite back again. If she agitates you, leave her alone. It makes your life simpler by saving the brainjuice needed to come up with vulgarities on her. And it makes hers simpler too. If she agitates you, which I believe she won't, tell her nicely and she'll be pissed enough to leave you alone from then on. Fair enough?

Meiching - She thinks, and she talks harsh. She likes to slang, a part of her already. If you think she's annoying you with her slang, tell her nicely and she'll be pissed enough to stop talking in front of you altogether. Makes life easier for you no? In the first place, if you disliked her slang that much, you wouldn't be anywhere near enough to hear her speak. Even if you do, like in class or something, where you have nowhere to hide your ears, you aren't hearing it for 23 hours out of 24. So take it easy and just brush it off with the thinking "That's her way of speaking", okay? If she annoys you by making comments directed only at you, don't talk back. What for? Silence silence a person. Isn't that what you all want, silence? (That is what I want, at least.)

Sheryl - The only thing I can say is that she follows too simply. When one hates another, she decides which of the two she hates more and she follows. She'll be around when all turn tables on one particular person. But Sheryl, it's not helping when you are seemingly friends with everyone. Even when you're talking bad about that person behind her back, you think that she doesn't know and so it won't matter. But others watch and see that you're two different persons in front and behind her back. And then it matters. It's not wrong to dislike a person. But do it openly. Why hate a person only when all the others are doing it? It's not wrong to be friendly and respect others in front of them. But it'll only seem too far-fetched if you can accomplish that so well and respect them so much in front of them. What about it when you're away from their sight? I'm not asking you to go all out and throw stones at those you dislike whenever you see them. But not to the extent of best friends in front, and arch rivals behind. Maybe that's already part of you, I don't know. I wrote to you about it before, you know what's wrong, and I don't know how much you're trying to change it. Whatever it is, have some identity, stop following, and others will look up to you like they should.

Ann - Seriously, you know I can almost read what you're thinking most of the times. There's nothing much I can say. But if you leave her alone, she won't find trouble in you. If you hate her so much, and you're nowhere near her, not reading her blog, not knowing any information about her, her actions won't bother you at all, since you see none. So if you hate her, leave her alone and there'll be peace. If you don't, be her friend and there'll be peace too. Cheers to world peace.

I find myself speaking up for A when B speaks bad of A behind her back. And then I find myself speaking up for B when A speaks bad of B behind her back. Whatever it is, I hold myself true to what I've said above. Those were all the thoughts that were running through my mind, confusing thoughts. And all contradict one another that much that perhaps it's true to say everyone on Earth are round people, quote Mrs Lee. Both a good and a bad side to each. Seriously no offence to all aforementioned.

You must have read a long and crappy post and you deserve a pat on the back on having reached here. I'm very sleepy. TataZ.

Monday, August 29, 2005

Why?

WHY?

WHY?

Why is it that Garfields never move their mouths when they talk in cartoons and comics?!

Why??!!

Okay crap. Why should I care. -_- Garfield must feel like screaming now. It's not his fault that humans draw him as a non-mouth-opener. Plus, it's none of my business.

Never mind.

BUT WHY??!!

Sunday, August 28, 2005

So dead so dead.

I'm having a Chem test tomorrow on Acids Alkali and Bases set by Mr Tan, and make a guess! Have I studied?

If your answer is Yes, you owe me 10 lollipops for getting the wrong answer.

If your answer is No, congratulations! No prize though.

Haaaa. Can't be blamed okay... (trying hard to defend myself...) Erm, I had been slogging for the past week, Monday to Friday, really. (slogging... as if...) Erm erm, I slept less during lessons this week. (trying very hard to defend myself...) I stayed awake for half of the last Geography lesson, the WHOLE of the last Chem lesson and erm, Physics lesson because Mr Yu came in during the last 10 minutes with a lecture. Plus plus, Term 3's common tests are over, we deserve a break lahh.

And so, I excused myself from studying for the test till tomorrow morning. :D

My home feels like a chalet. -.-" Really, the only things I feel like doing at home are:
1. Sleeping
2. Playing computer games (all sorts of crappy games, not as sick as Sokmui's though)
3. Eating (I had crab for dinner! Yum.)
4. Bathing
5. Watching DVDs/VCDs

Let's see, for the whole of yesterday, I sat rotting in front of the TV, remote controls in hand, two packets of Lays and a cup of Aloe Vera apple juice on the table. And then I watched:
1. Kung Fu Hustle
2. Wrong Turn
3. Homerun
4. Shark Tale
5. Finding Nemo
6. Pinocchio 3K (Not even screened in Singapore yet, I don't know how my friend got hold of the VCD)
7. Shutter
8. Initial D

Wow. And I even had an afternoon nap from 11am to 2pm. And I slept at 10pm that night. ^^" Wonderful life...

And then today, I tried, I TRIED taking out the Chem notes on Acids Bases and Alkali and I TRIED to read it. But no, I didn't succeed because less than a minute later I stuffed it back into my bag.

And then I prayed. Amen.

At 2++ today, I was watching this Tamil show on Central. I don't know what's the title, duh, but the show was so damn crap, so crap that I can't stop watching. I couldn't even sit up straight because I was laughing so hard.

Brother: What's so funny.
Me: There!!!! Hahahahahahahahahahahaha...
Brother: Huh?
Me: There!! There!!! Hahahahaha.. The - hahahahahahhahahaa...
Brother: Not funny what...

I was laughing at this...

Scene - Tamil guy trying to sell an alarm clock to another Tamil guy.
(subtitles)
T.G1: Is this clock running normal?
T.G2: Yes yes, it runs perfectly on the dot, very accurate.
T.G1: (puts alarm clock on ground) No it doesn't run!
T.G2: (picks alarm clock up, revealing a tiny speck of dirt underneath) There! It runs perfectly on the dot!

Hahahahahahahahahaha... So crap!

And this...

Scene - Tamil guy trying to sell light beams to an old Tamil lady.
(subtitles)
-knock knock-
(T.L opens door)
T.G: Good morning.
T.L: Did you make me open the door just to greet me?
T.G: I'm selling light beams...
T.L: I don't need them.
T.G: It's sold at a cheap price of 4RS. And you can pay by installments! 1RS per day.
T.L: (wide smile) Really? Come on in.
(T.G enters house)
T.L: Look around, I have everything and don't need your light beams.
T.G: Then why did you invite me in?
T.L: I told you I don't need them, you didn't believe me, so you'll see for yourself. Now what are you doing in my house! Get out!

-.-" Hahahahahahahahaha...

I'm not going to study for Chem test until tomorrow morning! Yay! (I shouldn't have brought back the Chem textbook and Chem file then... Added so much weight to my bag -_-)

Bye~!

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Things that you should not do when you see me sleeping:
1. Wake me up because you want to see my reaction.
2. Wake me up because you want to borrow something.
3. Wake me up for the fun of it.

Because my reaction will be:
1. Throw stones at you.
2. Throw whatever you want to borrow at you.
3. Throw you out of the window. (exaggerated, but you never know)

You should:
1. Wait for me to wake up.

If you need my attention urgently, you can:
1. Wait for me to wake up.

If the room really is on fire, you can:
1. Try putting out the fire.
2. Wait for me to wake up.

If, I said IF, there really is an emengency, like for example, the room is on fire and the fire extinguisher has caught fire, and there are 400 cyclones out there ready to attack the house, and there is a snow storm and temperatures are dropping at 50 degrees celcius per second, and 2000 trees have collapsed onto the house and the roof is giving way, and there are 350 hungry tigers, 540 very hungry wolves, 600 super hungry crocodiles, 10000 million worms crawling on the ground, you can:
1. Wake me up.

But then again, I wouldn't want to wake up seeing all these, so you should:
1. Not wake me up.
2. Run for your life.

However, if you're on the verge of committing sucide, you can:
1. Wake me up.
2. Just jump.

If you're too sad at that point of time to wake me up, you can:
1. Call my handphone and watch it vibrate till I wake up.
2. Call three others to start a table and start playing mahjong by my bedside.
3. Call Mediacorp and request the TV to screen the National Anthem, then call Priscilla to come and on it at full blast.

If you're out of reach of a phone, you can:
1. Run to the nearest phone booth to do one of the above.
2. Borrow the phone from me, in the process you'll wake me up, and I'll throw the handphone at you, and it'll knock you unconscious, and so that solves the problem.

If all fails and your life depends on me waking up this instant, you can:
1. Try, TRY waking me up.

I MIGHT give you a chance to explain your intention IF I wake up, and then you should:
1. Talk in short sentences because it's easier to register.
2. Cut short the speech, if need be.

Because if I don't get what you're saying, I will:
1. Get back to sleep.

And then you should:
1. Start cursing me and hating me all you want, and then in the process you'll realise there is some meaning in life afterall, that is, to hate me, and then you'll give up the thought of sucide.

But if, IF I get what you're saying, I MIGHT:
1. Yawn.
2. Stretch.
3. Yawn again.
4. Rub eyes.
5. Scratch head.
6. Fall back to sleep.

If I did show any of those signs, you should:
1. Pull me up by the collar (if any) or the shirt and scream WAKE UP ten times into my ears.

If I do wake up then, you should:
1. Congratulate yourself and wait for me to prepare the certificate of Great Honours to you, and by then, you'll get cheered up by the fact that you managed to wake me up, which means your spirts will be lifted, which means you'll be abit happier, which means you might give up the thought of sucide.

But, if I don't wake up, you should:
1. Knock yourself into the wall for being unable to wake me up, and in the process knock yourself unconscious, and that solves the problem again.

In conclusion, it is a chore to wake me up when I'm deep in sleep because you'll either:
1. Get thrown things at.
2. Get fed up.

So:
1. Don't try.

Monday, August 22, 2005

Once upon a time, there lived Joan (oops)...

Joan flashing her smile! Say Cheese!

And of course... Our charming Haobo...(oops, again!)

They were at two opposite ends of the world, although the two hearts already belong to each other. Both tried to keep the distance, but both can't doubt that love has thrived between them.

And as the sunshine shone in through the side window, casting the angelic glow on Joan's face, Haobo can help it no further. Just a glance won't hurt, Haobo told himself.

But the minute Haobo's eyes landed on Joan...

Haobo knew that in order to get his love, he can't sit back and do nothing... So he decided to help himself...

He got closer...

And closer...

And closer... (Psst! That's Son's head on the bottom left corner by the way. ^^")

And closer...

All the while, shy Joan kept her head down and conscientiously did her homework. She knew, deep down, that love has flourished between the two.

Just then, cupid decided to speed up the process because it's taking far too long! Haobo seems to be taking his own sweet time in approaching Joan. Thus so, Cupid arranged for some ultimately difficult sums in Joan's homework where only Haobo can solve.

Joan asked Haobo for help!

Haobo to the rescue...

Then on, Haobo have no more qualms about getting near Joan anymore...

That day... Joan and Haobo were caught on camera! (They already were long ago anyway...)

(Note: How shocked Joan looked)

Heroic Haobo, however, remained his calm composure and showed his back throughout the process of sending Joan home...

Joan and Haobo lived happily ever after...

The End!

-REPRODUCED WITH PERMISSION FROM BOTH PARTIES-

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Hi! Meigui here again! Today, life is going to be unpredictable again! Guess what! Yes, yes... You're getting nearer... Today we have with us a special guest! The VIP today is none other than...

*drumroll*

OMG! the drum rolled on the floor! so much drum-roll...opps...hi!!! i m priscilla!!! yipee! !#$%^&*_(+ opps...dat poor Pimbae...he forgot to translate evrything to human language again... he said Hi! Wow...so amazed...he typed so much and only said hi...poor Pimbae...ahhh! i hear a big head ghost coming my way! save me!!!

I'm back... That big head ghost Priscilla was saying was Zanyu, in case you didn't know. And he's gone already, so Priscilla is saved!! Anson says he's bored. Let's think of something to do! Omg, the big head ghost is back again! He disappeared again! Wow! So amazing! -_- Prisicilla says she has become prettier!

... How could she lie...

yup...i m priscilla...yah...i lied...how can i become prettier??? i have always been pretty...and i m still as pretty today! yay! i c 3 pathetic faces looking at me now...poor thing...they are peiying, rachel and James Kang...James Kang is trying to cover his name tag with his right hand...ok...let's start not walking! being lame!!!

Priscilla just evolved into Anson... Is that a good thing or a bad thing? Write an exposition on that and hand in on Monday! Oh! The big head ghost strikes back again! No wonder Priscilla evolved into Anson... She's trying to camouflage from the big head ghost!! Clever Pris!

hi! i m back again from the evolution...i hope we are going to play pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey today! it'll be fun! meigui doesn't understand the game...nevermind. she will automatically understand it the next day...her lag time is one day...anson is begging layjia to find something meaningful to do now...n they are off to zig-zaw again! more ppl are hanging around now...soon there'll be 55 ppl, hanging around..poor yanyu...she's at home seeing zixian in the liquid state...poor thing...hope she doesn't get a shock when she sees zixian later on! she'll be seeing twins!!!

I just realised, how meaningless the special guest is... There's a flying cursor over the screen, all thanks to Anson who has nothing better to do... Tsk. Stop flying, or you like PeiHung. Yay! Stopped! I knew this will work! =) Jody is cutting James Lee's hair, god bless him. Anson is gone! Pris is gone! How sad! They are gone....! Yay! Oh! I'm supposed to be sad... So I'll spell Yay backwards... Yay! Eh? It's still Yay. Lalala...

Pris is not coming back... She's too absorbed in watching Syn Yeow from a far distance... Can't blame her, she hasn't seen him for a day already! Of course she'll miss him! So let's end the entry! Because I don't feel like blogging any further too!

Bye!

Friday, August 19, 2005

My CA3 marks:

English functional writing: 22/30
E Maths: 31/40
A Maths: 12/40
Literature: 18/25
Chinese main paper: 231/2/40
Chinese chengyu: 20/20
Chinese summary: 61/2/10
Chemistry main paper: 18/30
Chemistry practical: 15/25
Physics main paper: 19/30
Physics practical: Unknown
Social Studies: Unknown
Gepgraphy: Unknown

NAPFA results:

2.4km run: 15:44 mins
Shuttle run: 11.5 secs
Inclined pull-up: 18
Standing broad jump: 158cm
Sit and reach: 50.5cm
Sit ups: Unknown

Ahhhhhh...! English is satisfactory, Chemistry, Physics and E Maths above expectations -.-, Chemistry practical, Chinese main paper and A Maths below expectations... I know I'm going to fail the A Maths test, but I wanted at least a better fail grade larrr... =(

I'd better start revision on Chemistry, wait, I don't think I should even use the word revision. How can I revise anything when I hasn't learn anything except blast furnace and catalytic converters? When speaking of which, I can't remember any formalae about either?! I really should thank all gods of all religions that I passed Chemistry larh. How could I have passed?! I must be using Anson's pen that day... Must be... And his pen has some powers in doing Chemistry... Really.

And Physics. You can go ask Anson or Joan or Chunying how many Physics lesson had I been paying attention to. Sadly, none. Okay, maybe one. I can't help it! When you raise your head and see Mr Yu talking about Centre of Gravity, and then you look down and see the blue patch, swirling in your eyes, the warmness, welcoming you... and then plop, there I go... Nice dreams... Wonderful table...

And when I wake up finally, I see a blank worksheet on the latest taught and a Anson who has completed the worksheet, and when I look at Anson, I see a Anson looking at a question-marked Meigui.

There, you get the picture.

And I confess, there hasn't been a Physics worksheet for the past two months or so that I hasn't referred closely to Anson's copy. Hey wait, that applies to Chemistry too. At least I do the Maths homework myself, most of the times, okay fine, sometimes.

Sigh. Why can't I have Anson's brain for Maths, Chemistry, Physics, Geography and Social Studies. I'll keep mine for languages. Then I'll be a genius in Maths and Sciences, muahahahaha.

Don't give me that look. Everyone has the right to dream, okay. One of our values say something about Daring to Dream if I'm not wrong. 5 seconds of self-console won't hurt. LET ME DREAM.

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Woahhh... *broad smile*

If only...

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Wake up larh. =/

I wonder, whatever brand of baby powder does Anson's mother feed him with. I might consider giving myself some too. -_-

Bye!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

I feel like killing myself for being so dumb, no, why should I kill myself. I feel like killing that bast*rd. But I may not see him ever again. Then again, I don't care, I feel like killing somebody. Argh.

You see, I was returning home from training today, tired and sleepy after running 15 rounds round the Sports Hall. And then I got down bus 901 like usual, walked on as usual, time then was about 7.30pm. And then I walked and walked, telling myself I'll get a good night sleep tonight because I'll go to bed at 8pm.

And then I was around the void deck at Block 581, and this guy, at the most Sec Three (he was about my height), walked past me. And then he kept staring at me. I didn't think much about it then, thinking he probably mistook me for his friend or something, so I walked on.

And then when we passed each other, he bumped into me by the side, and his hand sort of brushed past mine, and his hand touched my erm, butt. =/ I took that as by-accident and just let it pass, because if he didn't do it on purpose, it'll be damn embarrassing to approach him, right? And so I walked on. I should have ran, darn.

After some time, I realised he was following me. And we were walking in two different directions earlier on. I saw shadows behind me but nothing similar to a stalker crossed my mind because duh, he looked so young! So I didn't give a damn, because I was thinking he can't possibly do anything to me.

Then when I passed my this public phone under the block, this darn guy bumped into me again, exactly the same way as he did previously, from the back this time, and he did the exact same thing as I said earlier. He then graciously picked up the receiver and posed like he was about to make a call.

I turned to him DUH. And the conversation went like this:

Me: (very very very very very serious tone) Excuse me, what do you think you're doing?
&*&%$!* guy: (very very very nervously, shaking his leg to appease his nervousness) Call lar.
Me: (stares)

He was holding a coin in his other hand. The phone requires a phone card.

Me: Call larh!!
&*&%$!* guy: (silence)
Me: You did it on purpose, I can call the police for that.
&*&%$!* guy: (shakes leg nervously)
Me: (deadly stare) You better watch out.

And then and then I WALKED AWAY!!!

I want kill myself for that larh!!! I let him off, just LIKE THAT!!! I didn't even give him a punch or two!! I should have just dragged him with all my strength to the police station, or pulled him by the collar while I phoned for my brother to come down to bash him up!! Walau!!! How stupid and dumb can I get!!! Argh! And I swear, if he ever shows up in front of me again, I'll make sure I beat him into what he deserves. How could I let him off just like that!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh~~ I'm so angry I feel like smashing the monitor. Darn guy, not even Jay's songs help now. WALAO.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Bored?

Burping Game

Sadistic killing-the-innocent Game ^^"

Throw rocks at boys Game

Haha...

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Hi! I'm back! I failed A Maths! Haha, that's all I could remember of the past days.

It's not the first time I failed a Maths test, I know, but it's the first time I'm going to fail overall! =) No, I did not count the overall percentage for Maths myself (otherwise it will be inaccurate, since I'm the one doing the Maths...), Anson did it for me, so it should be 100% accurate. I'm sad larh, duh. I got 43 for overall, and this is going to be the first time there'll be a red mark on my report book! Whee! Thanks Sokmui for telling me "There's always a first time." Haha.

Okay crap, why am I so happy that I failed Maths. -_-

Never mind, I will do better next term! I think.

*starts praying I pass Chem...* The probability of that is probably -1%... Sigh, never mind. I will hope for the best! ^^" And and, I shall look on the brighter side of things! I've done well for E Maths, should do well for Chinese, English, Literature, Geography and perhaps Social Studies. (Note: I'm trying hard to forget Physics......) I failed A Maths, 43 may be a fail grade, but it's okay! I can always try again! =) As for Chem and Physics, let's just enjoy the days before Mr Leow and Mr Yu gives back our papers, yeah!

I just can't do Maths and Sciences... =/ Seriously, the only thing I remember about Chemistry is that some Copper solution is blue and that Aluminium has the charge of 3+. The only thing I remember about Physics is that... Hrm, let me think. Haha, I can't think of any. ^^" I should just throw my A Maths textbook away because the only times when I pass A Maths test is either because Mrs Vijay is setting the paper or that Anson or Son has possessed me. -_-

Humanities are okay, I like Literature because so far no studying is required. =) I like Geography because I still pass the tests even though I sleep in class! ^^" And I love languages because there are absolutely nothing to study for! =)

I'm down for OBS! Yay! I can't wait for the 5 days to arrive where we will be deprived of bath time! Haha, not that I don't like to bathe, but it sounds exciting to not even have time for bathing. Surely there will be other fun things to do at the camp! =) Plus, it will be at Pulau Ubin! Why should I be so excited about Pulau Ubin, haha. I don't know! I just like Pulau Ubin because I've never been there before! :D But then again, it takes place during the one-week September holidays. =/ I'll be away from the 5th to the 9th, and if I'm not wrong, Sheryl's celebrating her birthday on the 10th. Hope I'll still be energetic enough by then!

I had dreams last night of me being eaten up alive by mosquitoes. -.- Haha.

Tataz! Good luck next week to all, we're getting back our papers! Whee...! -_-

Friday, August 12, 2005

Hi I'm Meigui. Don't doubt it, because only I have the password to my account... But then again, there are always surprises in this world. Like TET, there are always unpredictibility in life. But unpredicitbility has become so predictible that it has changed into predictibility again. Aw, that's sad.

Hi! I am Priscilla! don't Doubt it! cuz there are always surprises in this world. Like TET, there are always unpredictibility in life. But unpredicitbility has become so predictible that it has changed into predictibility again. Aw, that's sad... eh...so familiar! haha...so pirated...but there aren't treasures...so no pirates!!!

Omg... Sometimes I really wonder... Am I lamer or is Priscilla lamer...? Why don't you guys vote? I think she will win the election, right? DUH! PRISCILLA IS LAME!! BECAUSE SHE"S NOT WALKING!! Eh? On second thoughts, I'm not walking too... But I aren't as lame as her because I love walking! I LOVE WALKING I LOVE WALKING I LOVE WALKING!! SO I'M NOT LAME!!!! Therefore, Priscilla is LAMER than me~!!

(Priscilla wanted to copy and paste the whole paragraph above... But I stopped her from doing it. How can she!! She's not a certified pirate!! She doesn't have any eye patch! How can she copy! Humph!)

k...now i can't copy...so i m not typing anymore...let's leave it to Pimbae to talk..#$%^&*^$&%$^...oh...btw, if u have read Layjia's blog...den dun bother continuing...haha...yea...yipee!!!u r right! we are BACK!!! AGAIN!!! aren't u happy??? i noe u r!!! so on your mark, get set, here we go!!!

OMG! I JUST SAW SOMETHING!! DID YOU SEE IT PRISCILLA??

WhAt???

THAT!! THAT!!! OMG OMG!!! CAN YOU SEE IT? DID YOU SEE IT? ARE YOU SEEING IT? IS IT SEEING YOU? NONO, ARE YOU SEEING IT??!!

OH!!! I THINK I SAW IT TOO! LET'S TELL THEM WHAT WE SAW...READY!!! ON YOUR MARK, GET SET, GO!!! BUT THEN AGAIN, EH HEY, DUN TELL YOU...=)

I'm not that evil... I shall tell you people what we saw... It was so damn scary, horrifying, shocking, yet at the same time amazing and marvellous! It's the work of nature!!!

THOSE THINGS!!! OH MY.... AREN'T THEY JUST ADORABLE.....?

yeah! and you can see them moving at fast speed!!! and so ZIG ZAG...just like Layjia's ZIG ZAW puzzle!!! yipee! u felt it!! oh, MEIGUI!!! IT JUST BRUSHED PAST ME!!! yipee! it did it again!!! (so BRITNEY SPEARS AGAIN!!!)

Those things... They just can't stop moving about, always so steadfast and ready, just like us, just like the Bamboo Song...! So active, so cute! I LOVE *** *********! Phew! I almost disclose their identity. Phew phew....

yeah...and they are everywhere...and they shall follow u wherever you go...no one escapes from the holy thing!!! OMG!!! it's there! it has always been there!!! it is still there!!! it is always there!!! how??? when is it going to be gone? NOOOOOO!!! it won't be gone...cuz they are the HOLY *** *********!!! yipee!!! oh...wad did i yipee for? i dunno!!! yipee again!!!

I'm starting to fear it... I can feel it's eyes bearing into my back... I can feel its cold and slimy touch on my skin, on every single part of my skin... I can feel how it wishes me dead... Once it's gone, I won't be able to live anymore... I DEPEND ON IT NOW!!! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT!!! DON'T LEAVE ME *** *********!!!

i noe! u wan a hint now!!! haha... ok...i would be a kind soul today...u noe, i m not always that kind...you are lucky today!!! ok...On your mark! Get Set! Here I go!!! *SOME HINTS!!!* u got it!!! don't lose it!!! just like HUA2 YU3...xue hua yu shi fu qi, bie shi qu...so don't lose the precious hints i have just given you!!! grab it...and let it stay close to your heart...FOREVER!!! just like keep S'pore to your heart...*starts singing 'L.C.S'(love country songs)*

OMG!!! I JUST SAW IT MOVE AGAIN!!! GET OFF ME!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! OH!!!! NONONONONONO!!! DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!! COME BACK!!! COME BACK!!!

Right, so now let's disclose what is IT...

A i r P a r t i c l e s

SO AMAZING!! WOW!!!

This is proudly brought to you by Ang Mei Gui and Priscilla Koh Su Hua! Please come again another day! -_-

BYE!

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

I don't get angry, I get even.

I was pissed but I won't let that get over me. There are better things out there for me to care about. I'll learn to take things easy and see you as just another obstacle in life. I'll pass you, even if it's done without much ease, I shall pass over you and I want you to watch me succeed, watch how I'll trample you under my heels and pay back everything you've done, double. Anything that doesn't kill me makes me stronger. You are wrong to think that you've hit me hard and that I'm crumpled and pathetic. Yes, you've hit me hard, but I'll prove you wrong, I'll be stronger than you can ever imagine. I'll get even through worthy methods, unlike you. I'll hit you twice as hard as you had done to me today. I hold myself responsible for this task, and I will not take it lying down like I always did in the past. Thank you so much for making me stronger in mind and at heart. I will be happier than possible, because you want me sad. I will prove to you I'm better than you in a thousand and one ways or perhaps even more. First off, I'll prove you wrong to think I'll be utterly depressed. You don't mean that much to me, I saw you as a friend. I see you as a special living specimen which does not demand respect, that's all. If you ever thought you meant that much, you're wrong.

Woahhhhhh...!

Jay Chou Initial D Photo Album Here
Initial D Photo Album Here
Iron Box of An Island Here
Biography of Jay Chou Here

*Cries*

Why am I so broke...! Never mind, haha, there's always a birthday next year. ^^"

I haven't started on revision for Physics...! I left the textbook in school anyway, and I haven't done the Maths homework Mrs Vijay gave us and aren't intending to do it. =/ I didn't bring E Maths textbook home, larh. (Even if I brought I doubt I'll do it...) Lol. Never mind! There's always Anson who does his Maths homework diligently. I don't copy, I just erm, refer closely. Haha.

Bye! I love Jay!! -_-

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

For Jin and Edmund, I've uploaded Piao Yi and Yi Lu Xiang Bei mp3 again.

Piao Yi

Yi Lu Xiang Bei

Credits to Jaychou.net =)

I'm on for OBS! Yay! ^^

Nothing much to say. Happy National Day!

Ah...! My com's lagging, okay, it's considered fast already, but it's very slow compared to its usual speed. =/

My head's aching like hell, ever since I woke up at 10.30am this morning. I think I'm running a fever, but I can't find the thermometer, haha. And I don't want go to the doctor!! Because Singapore's doctors charge teenagers like me as much as an adult, which amounts to $20++ or if I'm unlucky $30!! No no no no no~~~

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Anyway, I'm supposed to be meeting Sokmui, Priscilla, Naomi and Anson today for studying at Yishun. I shall try contacting them later. As for my headache, I shall see if it'll get better after a bath. Okay, I just called Sokmui. I'm meeting them at 2pm. =) I'll go bathe at 1pm. =)

Happy National Day!!! We love Singapore!!!

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Haha. Anyway, Happy Birthday Anson~ Haha.

Woah... Damn headache... I think I slept too late last night, my brother has taken extra interest in drilling holes into his damn wall, in the middle of the night. =/ If only my eldest sis was home, she will have taken great care of him, haha, and I could have gotten my peaceful sleep. Tsk.

Erm, we went Kbox yesterday...? Or was it the day before yesterday...? Erm.

Never mind, my memory's failing me, I feel senile again.

Okay, wait. I think I remember. It was yesterday. Since today's National Day, and yesterday's Anson's birthday, we went Kbox to celebrate his birthday, right? Yar, I think so. I remembered eating salmon sushi, haha. And I remembered going to Marina with Sokmui, Anson and Naomi in the hope of watching fireworks but it backfired -.- because the fireworks have been pushed till midnight after the countdown. And so we went home. Haha.

And and and I remember!! I remembered getting squashed by the MRT doors~!!! Tsk. The doors opened for less than 5 seconds at Orchard larh, and so suay zhun zhun squash me on both arms. Tskkk. It was pain like hell. =/ But it's okay now, because I take lots of milk and calcium and my bones are strong. ^^"

Ahh... My head feels heavy. It feels almost like a hangover. No, I don't drink, but I've experienced one hangover before and that was during one of the Chinese New Year and I drank only a bit of beer, and then dropped drunk. -.-" I feel like sleeping although I know I shouldn't. I've slept enough and more sleep makes such migranes worse. I'll try Panadol later. =)

My sister won a National Day goodie pack. -.-" She took part in some SMS contest, hoping to win the National Day tickets, haha. But she got the goodie pack instead. And she's supposed to go claim it at Yishun today. I better not disclose where I'm heading, lest she targets me. Haha. I won't want go near the celebration area to get squashed and squeezed further. -.-"

Choz!

Friday, August 05, 2005

I wish that all things in this world can be understood without words spoken.
No, wait, I wish that most things in this world can be understood without words spoken.
No, wait, I wish that some things in this world can be understood without words spoken.
Ok, forget it, I wish that no things in this world can be understood without words spoken.
No, wait, what's there to wish for then.
It's like this since the start, isn't it?

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I'm going crazy internally, again. Probably my past life was Krishna's ancestor or something. -.-" The Krishna from TET who engages himself in frequent interior monologues, because that's what I've always been doing, seriously. Some people told me I'm thinking too much sometimes (for Maths, for example), looking too much into things, ananlysing far too much into what others may not want me to realise and then drawing conclusions which I further conclude I don't wish to know. -.-"

There are just too many things which I wish I can forget or better still, not know about them in the first place. Perhaps I'm better off being senile. Maybe I'm just too free, too much free time available for me to think about too many things. Perhaps blogging makes me think again, and again and again.

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Sometimes I wonder, will there be a limit as to how much information and memory and knowledge a brain can store. Inifinite? Or not? Or does it depend on how much we want to remember them? Then again, why is it that we always remember all the things that we do not want to remember? Because all the more we want ourselves to not think about them, we think about them even more when we're reminding ourselves to forget? Is that it? But how am I supposed to forget things I don't wish to remember if I don't remember to forget?

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See what I mean, interior monologue. Thanks Krishna for helping me understand myself better.

At times when I'm in the bus or MRT on the way home, I start thinking about what I did that particular day, about what special things to take note, how they are related to past events, reasons for actions, reasons for feelings, questions and answers, reminders, plans etc etc. I don't know if this is normal, do you all do that too?

And worse, there were times when I debate with myself internally. -.-" Like, I thought about a particular topic, and then I raised a possible solution or something, and then oppose, and then propose, then oppose, then propose etc. And then I'll come to a point where I break off the whole thing with a jolt and then I question myself, why am I thinking about this again? Didn't I remind myself not to bother?

Why?

And then the cycle continues when I start questioning myself as to why was I thinking about things, as to why I'm thinking so frequently, whether I've gone crazy already or not. -.-"

Perhaps I should stop?

*nods*

Okay.



But but...

How am I supposed to forget things I don't wish to remember if I don't remember to forget? If I remember to forget, all the more I'll remember it because I'll keep remembering to forget...?

Satuated point...? No more solids can be dissolved further? Is that it? I'm at my satuated point? What about those insoluble stuff? It'll still stay there, won't it? They'll still be there, and when I'm not satuated anymore they'll start to dissolve again...? And I'm always to stay satuated?

CRAP.

Never mind, get some sleep. I'm still on Earth, that's comforting enough.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

I won't blog for long. After this, I shall go bathe and start studying Aswan High Dam and meanders and deltas. Yes, it's Geography, just in case you're wondering.

Whee! Before I know it, I have only three subjects left for tests!! The worst is over, I think. Yah, A Maths and Chemistry are over. Okay wait, there's still Physics. Never mind, my aim is for a pass. :D Anything surpassing that just makes me happier. :D

Okay, I forgot how the other papers went... I can only remember today's E Maths and Chemistry. Hrm. Social Studies... Diplomacy? That's the only term that I can remember now. Haha, see how useless tests are. They make you memorise chunks of words and then you forget them just three or four days later. =/ I remembered the Chinese paper was fairly easy, erm, and I wrote only one and a half pages for the English paper. These are the only two papers which I have time to scribble Yi Lu Xiang Bei lyrics on my foolscap pad during the test. I had time to write two times for Chinese and three times for English. Okay, crap.

I'm dead for Chemistry. Never mind, I shall pray that I pass when the papers return, regardless of how slim the chances may seem. Afterall, I thought I would fail both Chem and Chinese and A Maths last term, but I got just the passing mark for all three subjects. Let's just hope I'm lucky again. :D

As for Maths, I forgot how the A Maths paper was. But today's E Maths paper was rather easy. And we got back our papers, already. Mrs Vijay's probably crazy about marking our papers or what. We did our papers in the first period of the day, and we got it back at the last. I got 31/40. Mrs Vijay rocks larh, -.-, she counted the marks wrongly for almost everybody in the class. I got shortchanged by 6 marks initially. I'm happy, although I feel like banging myself for all the careless mistakes I make. Haha. :D

Note: The following Mathematics solutions, aka careless mistakes aren't correct.

1. 8/8 = 0
2. -(-3) = 9
3. 2 X A = 2/A
4. 9x/3 = 3
5. 189 - 126 = 60 (calculators were allowed!!)
6. most stupid mistake of all... I SAW 9.5 AS 95!!

-.-" I spent a long time at the graph question part c where the question was edited, because I was wondering how to draw y = 86 on the graph paper. -.-" I marvel at how stupid I can get.

Never mind. It's over. :D And 31/40 is very good enough already. ^^"

2.4km was okay. ^^" My timing was 15:44 which was a improvement of one second from last year~!! :D ('Though coach was like so not satisfied when he heard my timing was 15 mins plus, the other three who went for training that day all had 13 mins plus. Humph.)

I just realised, I said I won't blog for long. Uh oh.

Bye! ^^"