Saturday, March 31, 2007
♥ The Moon

It's 9.53pm and I'm freaking sleepy. The only reason why I'm still online and blogging is because almighty Priscilla wants me to blog so that there's something for her to read. And so I told her I'm sleepy and can't think of anything to blog about. So she came up with the EE. Yes, that ultra dumb Entry Exchange thing and being the ultimately nice person I always am, I can't bear to turn her down and have her "going offline unhappily without doing an EE".

Ah whatever. And her choice of topic is The Moon and why Moon is spelt with two "O"s.

... I know you're wondering what sort of friends I have. Seriously, I'm thinking the same thing too.

Anyway, Moon is not spelt Mon because Mon is the short form for Monday and people get confused if you spell Moon as Mon. And, the night is always longer than the day (in all our minds), so Moon has to be longer than Sun. And since Sun is already three letters, Moon can't be three too. Which explains why it isn't spelt as Mon, even though Mon rhymes with Sun.

(I'm actually confusing myself. Am I confusing you too? See, that's what happens when you make me blog at a ridiculous time like this.)

Uh, and Moon can't be spelt as Mooon because Mooon looks stupid. And it can't be spelt as Moooon too because Moooon looks even more stupid than Mooon. Uh, and the cows will sue the Moon for copyrighting its sounds and so Moon will be really really sad. Thus, Moon can only spelt with two "o"s and nothing more or less. Tadah.

I just realised, spelt and slept are made of the same letters, with "p" and the "l" inversed. I think I only realise such things when I'm really sleepy.

(Guess what! Priscilla the almightly hasn't even started blogging. My, she's such a liar, I doubt she'll blog afterall. Let's all turn to her and give her one Liar Clap. -turns to Priscilla CLAPS- LIAR!)

YAWNS. 10.04pm.

Sidenote. I ate Kaya balls today, finally. It's the last day the aunty is selling Kaya balls so I tried acting enthu when Priscilla brought Sokmui, Celestine (Priscilla's younger sister) and me to eat The Last Kaya balls. Lol. And then we had dinner and I kept Celestine entertained. Priscilla and Sokmui made me feel really young again when it seemed like I'm the only one who can talk in Celestine's lingo, while the two of them engage in their own adult talk. Haaaaaaaaa. Sokmui you're OLD.

Okay, anyway I'm done with the Moon already aren't I? SLEEP!!! Yea, bye!

Note to self:
Sms chunying for meetup time tomorrow.
Drink milk.
Throw away painkillers.
Why are you reading the note I'm writing to myself, you dumb.

Friday, March 30, 2007
♥ SORRY

Before I say anything else, SORRY SOKMUI AND PRISCILLA. I'm very very very sorry for forgetting to meet you guys. In the morning I was still smsing Chunying telling her I'm meeting Sokmui and Priscilla for Kaya balls and HOW DID I FORGET?!

And I'm very sorry for leaving my phone in my bag, thus not replying to any of the 2964189 calls and many smses. I'm sorry kay? Sorry!!! :(

Today's FRIDAY!! And YAY morning is here again! LOL at Aaron. Haha.

Ah, and there really is alot of homework which I really want to do but I doubt I will know how to do anything at all. I badly need somebody to teach me Trigo, Periodicity (?), this bond that bond and worst of all, PHYSICS.

My, I should have just stick to doing Literature. Why force myself to do Science when I'm 101% Arts student?! Tsk.

I've a feeling, the weekend will pass so quickly very soon it's Monday again. Talk about Monday blues.

NEXT FRIDAY IS GOOD FRIDAY!!! NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL!!! I always loved Fridays. Yep. :D

Back's hurting since after PE today. Now what's wrong with it again.

Join badminton huh?

Thursday, March 29, 2007
♥ Friday with a smile :)

It's 6.17pm and I can't believe I'm feeling sleepy.

-.-

At this rate, I'm never going to get any homework done. Eh? When did I start caring about homework?

Nah, I'm a nerd, what. I love mugging. (raises eyebrow) Yea, don't doubt it.

You know, I've got a new found love for Fridays, because of TGIF. No lah, that's not a picture file type. It says Thank God It's Friday, made known to me by Fiona Thia Muaha last year. And even though Fridays are unlucky because there's something called Friday the 13th, and even though Fridays always suck for me, I've learnt to love and treasure Fridays because IT'S THE LAST SCHOOLDAY OF THE WEEK. My, is that too obviously saying how much I dread school? X( And yea, you guessed it. I'm no longer pro-Mondays because DUH. It's M-on-d-a-yyy. Sigh.

I counted 18 times today when I had the self-thought of "Am I regretting already? No, I can't start regretting. Because once I tell myself I don't like it here, I'll never like it here. And I'll only be miserable and miserable and more more miserable and shrink into a tiny dot and die. So NO! I won't allow myself to sink into that miserable thoughts. I WILL LOVE NJ!"

And yah, try repeating that to yourself 18 times and you'll know the feeling kind of sucks.

But still, I'll REMAIN POSITIVE. Now that I know I'm not alone in NJ. :)

AARON! Do you see dawn breaking already? Haha. YES IT'S WEEKEND SOON.

Oh I went back Anderson Sec yesterday with Sokmui and Chunying. But teachers were having a meeting which will end at 5pm according to George. So we waited and waited but teachers never came. And we decided to leave at 5.40pm, convinced that George hala-ed us. Then teachers started streaming out and YAY YAY YAY I SAW MDM WONG!!!!!!!

And she realised my extremely low-until-shocking energy level so she commented on the huge difference in me when I came back in Innova PE tee and when I came back in NJ uniform. And then I didn't know what to say because 1) I think I might have forgotten how to talk and 2) I can't find a suitable reason for it except that I'm not happy but it doesn't make sense to be unhappy in your dream school. So yea.

Nevermind about the time when I was standing there and she invited passing teachers over to feel the material of my uniform, saying it's "umbrella material" just to get on my nerves. Tsk. And telling Mr Ng "it's okay not to see her (me) because I walk sideways, camouflaging into the walls and the floor". And Mr Ng joined in to say "only the eyeballs move". Right.

Ah and if you haven't already known, Mrs Yeo gave birth to little Noah on 21 March 2007! I congratulated Mr Yeo yesterday! :D

Yep. BEDTIME! Bye!

Monday, March 26, 2007
♥ I'm TRYING

I've lost count of the depressing entries I've been posting. AH.

Okay, so I'll try to post a not-so-depressing entry now kay? YES I'LL TRY BEING HAPPY. I can't say "I can't" until I've at least tried! Yep!

This morning, it was raining very very very very heavily. The sky's filled with grey clouds and I thought I'll never see the sun again...

Wait. That still sounds depressing. Shall I try again?

This morning, it was raining so heavily I felt like shampooing in the rain! :D :D :D The sky's a happy grey and it's okay I'll never see the sun again since the harmful UV rays will burn all our skins and we'll all get skin cancer and die a horrible death, and then turn into grey looming ghosts haunting the Bukit Timah cemetry that Tay was talking about today and VOILA now we can tell others even ghosts stone.

... Okay. Failed attempt to sound happy. Try again?

This morning, it was raining heavily and I was happy because I get free shoe wash and a mini chance of falling sick and thus skipping school if I get drenched in the rain. But HAHA too bad, only my shoes got drenched so maybe if my feet get feverish tonight, I can see the feet doctor tomorrow and get feet MC. HA MY FOOT, lah.

That didn't sound happy still.

No, I shouldn't be blogging about the huge rain, because it's hard to make rain sound like a happy thing. So I should blog about things that may sound happy.

Well. UH.

UHhhhhhhhhh.

I met up with chunying after school because she said she wanted to come my house but we ended up at Pizzahut and then at Sportslink and then at Metro and then at KiddyPalace and then at MosBurger. And I don't live in any of that places. So now we should all wonder why we met up in the first place.

Oh yah, because we're both depressed. Or is it just me?

In any case, she kept laughing at me, and I laughed at her laughing at me. Which now I realise is really dumb because I'm indirectly laughing at myself. AH.

I'm thinking. We all change. (Not clothes. I mean, personality.) But I wonder how many people actually recognise their change. I wonder if those people I think have changed do realise that they've changed. And I wonder if I've changed subconciously as well.

(That wasn't really random. I wanted to say it at the start of the post but I didn't know how to start it. And halfway through blogging, I thought I've to start it somehow. So it started. Ha.)

Uh. Nevermind about that. Let's drop that subject.

10.25pm. I should start sleeping early from tomorrow onwards. 8pm yay!

COUNTDOWN TO 14 MAY! Let there be a reason why I chose so. Yep, 14 May, bring it on.

Sunday, March 25, 2007
♥ Trash

I can't believe myself, I'm actually dreading school.

Okay, maybe it sounds normal to dread waking up early and having to go through tedious assembly and lectures and tutorials but huh, I've never dreaded it at Innova. So why now when I'm at my dream school?

Zz. Actually I know the answer don't I. It's the problem of fitting in. I'm beginning to think, maybe I can't adapt everywhere, the way I thought I can. And that maybe I'll really prefer IJ or SA. Maybe I really can't stand to mug.

Or maybe it's just the grey uniform making me really grey.

And I know I shouldn't be here talking cock when there's 700 others wanting to get into NJ but can't, or can but is not as tyco as I am. But I can't help feeling stifled at the thought of school. The way I desperately want to get out of the class the other day, just so I can breathe again. So stifling, perhaps it's just me. I don't know, but thought of getting out runs quick, repeatedly. And I checked for time again and again on my watch, on the wall clock, and on my handphone. I just want, out.

And it's not like the class's full of muggers, or the school even. They're all nice people, really. But it's just, the grass is greener on the other side thought. And I can't block it regardless of how hard I tell myself I'll enjoy myself in NJ if I tell myself to. If I've the right positive attitude, because it's all in the mind. And that I can choose how I want to lead my life.

I've been telling myself, it'll get better and better as time passes. So it's normal for me to dread school for now, because everyone's taking time to adapt to the new environment. But sometimes I feel really angry at myself for feeling so despondent, for having even the slightest regret in following what I've chosen.

So I've been telling myself, it's just Not Yet. And soon I'll stop missing everybody. I'll start getting on with life. I'll get used to things, and everything will start falling into place.

Somehow, I still think, I don't really belong there. Partly because I'm not qualified to, and partly because I may never be qualified to.

This post should be trashed.

Or maybe I should just get some sleep. And let the birds cheer me up tomorrow.

Saturday, March 24, 2007
♥ Take the test!

CLICK Ha. Cute. Take the test. Bet you can't pass it.

Till I feel higher, I won't really feel like blogging.

M M M M M M&M. :D

♥ ?

I don't know what to blog about suddenly.

Just came home from the scary Injections. It's four, lah. As in, four injections is termed One out of the 6 or 7 I've to take depending on I-can't-remember-what. Not as painful as I thought it'll be, but I've to stop taking painkillers already. And get used to the pain. Tsk.



That's a picture of Aaron. The eyebrows of that emoticon moves up and down, but the picture is static so it doesn't look as spastic as it actually does. Ha.

...

I really don't know what to say.

Thursday, March 22, 2007
♥ Deserve?

Hello.

I'm evolving into a mug that has no expression, whose best capability is stone and the next best capability is to hold water. I'm starting to talk like this. I won't joke with you anymore. Because joking won't get me anywhere. And I've to get somewhere in life. But then again, I doubt I still have my life.

...

Okay I was exagerrating. Just trying to be funny, lah.

Oh, and I WANT TO MAHJONG ON 8TH APRIL, SUNDAY. YES YOU. I WANT YOU. ANYONE OF YOU. I NEED MAHJONG KAKIS URGENTLY. PLEASE. I MISS M SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH. :'(

:(

I'm sad. Some times like today I wonder if I really deserve the place in NJ. I'm not smart, really. And I doubt I'm top 5 JC-caliber. And I'm probably not as smart as the person sitting in front of me in the lecture and not as hardworking as the one sitting seven tables away. I got in because I was plain lucky.

Dream school huh. Now then I wonder, whether I've dreamt too far.

On a lighter note, I met with chunying at Causeway Point today after lessons. And I was so happy can, guess I really missed them alot.

I think the depressed thing is not caused by NJ, lah. Must have been some other things. I can't stop my mind from thinking.

If you feel sad that I'm sad, you can cheer me up by M-ing with me.

If you feel happy that I'm sad, that's such a mean thing to say. I hope the car crashes into you.

If you feel nothing when I said I'm sad, tell me how to feel nothing.

If you don't know how to feel nothing, and yet you're feeling nothing, say Yippee because you're so fortunate even when you don't know it.

Ah what's with this depressing post.

Oh and I lost track of which tags I've replied and which I haven't. So I'll just reply those who asked me questions.

Fiona > Yea injections sound safer. :) No idea whether pain or not. Can only pray, haha. Yep, thanks, I'll take care. :)

Pris > Next Saturday, ask the killer along. On?

Weeyang > YES let's mug. Next Sunday. Ask whoever (Kingkong, your dog, whoever) along. :)

All others > I didn't mean to make NJ sound boring. I guess it's just for the first week lah. It'll get better, and thanks for all regards to take care. :)

Wednesday, March 21, 2007
♥ A Grey Mug

I feel so lonely in NJ that I've start making friends with my Chemistry and Physics notes. -.-

Actually, it's not that bad lah. It's not difficult to make new friends if I really make the effort. So I've tried talking to my new classmates today (while Soonkiat and Jiaming chose to go to the library to sleep -.-). And it's okay except I've asked the same person for the name 4 times already. Ha.

Oh, but I'm still hanging out with the big-headed ghost too much. He's sadder than me because his new class only have 4 second intakers, the other new to the class were in other classes for the first three months. But still, he keeps suaning me about everything from the sky to the underground and me, being nice, stopped about his humongous head a long time ago. So alot of times I feel like leaving him alone and talk to my notes instead.

But everytime I take out my notes to mug (it seems perfectly normal to do that in NJ), the huge head will start saying "Why mug until like that, scared cannot pass arh. See me lah, I don't need mug also can pass one lah. You don't need mug one lah, you mug how hard also can't pass."

-.- Whatever, lah.

And all the extremely long breaks in between lectures are really driving me crazy.

By the way, I'm going for first injection this Saturday morning. I hope it's not as painful as I figure it is. :)

I feel like mugging, again. There must be some deadly chemical sprayed onto every set of NJ uniform that upon touching the skin will make one feel like studying. Is it just me, or what? (Seriously, it's freaking me out as well, that I actually want to mug in March, what's wrong with me?!) Scary.

Oh, and whoever you are, I want to meet you asap because I don't know when is it that I will evolve into a grey stone. Yes, you, every single one of you. Let's meet out to study, shall we? DID I JUST SAY THAT? O.O

(Off to mug till I turn into a mug and start holding water.)

Monday, March 19, 2007
♥ Greyyy

First day of school today and yay! I finally got the red tie!! :D

Okay and it's not as if we'll never get to wear it, we don't have a weekday to wear it specially. But I heard from Jenna there's two days in a year when we get to wear the school tie, on some special days of NJ. :D :D Yayy! Two days in a year sound really little, but still, that makes wearing of the tie really special right? Must learn to look on the bright side of life. Yea. :D

Especially now that I keep asking myself whether I'm going to regret choosing NJ just because of the bright red tie...

Yep. This morning I had breakfast with my parents before coming to school, my father fetched me to school after that. And somehow he went past Bukit Timah, then he U-turned and was on the way back to Woodlands. Both he and my mother somehow thought that they've dropped me at NJ and forgot that I'm still in the car.

-.-

So we were halfway across some expressway and I had to say, Er, hello? I'm still here.

And then they freaked out and my father almost stopped the car because he was "so shocked that there was someone at the backseat". -.- LOL.

But I still reached school at 7.25am, that's 15 minutes before assembly. :)

Class allocation. 07S18. Andersonians in class include me, Soonkiat, Jiaming, Rebecca and Valerie. Which is quite alot actually. Oh, and and and. Jiahao's in the same class as Haobo and Son! LAUGH AT HIM. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Lol.

Uh, and we didn't have lessons today until 10am+. And so we started stoning and when everywhere you turn people are wearing cement grey uniforms, they start camouflaging into the grey walls, and you start camouflaging into the grey walls and soon we all become part of the "since 1969" building. Ah. But still, I will tell myself that the stoning in NJ is wonderful and interesting because it's stoning in NJ and I'm crazy for NJ so yah, I love stoning in NJ.

(Maybe we should all wear our ties to stone so that we stand out from the walls...)

Actually, I feel kind of weird in NJ because the only people I hang out with are the Andersonians, who are all guys. Zanyu, Zhonghuan, Soonkiat, Jiaming, Nigel, James Lee etc. I talk the most to the big-headed ghost (Zanyu), followed by the other white-faced ghost (Zhonghuan). So actually my stay in NJ is quite haunted. -.- Nevermind.

And when it's all grey everywhere, it's really hard finding people. You know, I realise hardly look at faces. I wonder how I survived in Anderson. Oh yah, I don't ever remember faces do I. More like I can't.

So today I waved at Faris and then the guy beside Faris waved back so I thought maybe he thought I was waving at him. And so being nice, I waved at him too. Uh, and then I looked up and he gave me the I-know-you-lah-dumb look. Then I thought he has to be a guy who was in the same class for six years and same CCA as me in primary school, because he told me he's in NJ. And I remembered his name, but I can't remember his face. So I was stunned and gave a very loud EH at him. Lol.

School ends at 1140 tomorrow because NJ's giving half day off because of the good A's results.

I don't know what else to say already.

NJ's alright, lah. I'm just very very very very very very glad I didn't get into the same class as Mr Hao. :D

Tags >>

spiky > Haha. Too bad lah. Who ask you partner Mrs Campbell soup, everyday think of soup only. Find someone you can have Chemistry with lah. (Mrs Campbell can only have Chemistry with Mr Campbell mah. :D)
Aaron > To fix time, go Settings, then Formatting, change the Time Zone to [UTC +8:00] Singapore Time. For statcounter, click HERE. Say Thank you.
gillian > Ah you make me jealous of Chemistry. -.- That's retarded. And you're random you're random you're random! Haha, as random as "the toothpaste that I dropped this morning". LOL.
weeyang > Haha! I read your blog everyday okay! So must update more frequently! :D (And who cares about us being zhuai? We can't help it either can we? :D)
emma > There's no such word as lesser! It's just less! Haha! Stop looking for eyecandies in IJ! STUDY!!!! Haha. But with influence as bad as Gerald around I bet you're playing Bridge everyday right!
jiaming > Yea sure!! When? Where're you anyway? I mean, JC? Poly?
hanhui > Sup! (sick of that question already) NJ's not alright, just recovered from chicken pox but is now having a bad flu. Do visit when you're free.

Bye! :D

Sunday, March 18, 2007
♥ Unbelievable

Unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

Now I see, what love means.

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I know you're going to start thinking I'm in love. I'm not, lah. Lol.

♥ Blogs

It's the last day of March holidays. JC starts tomorrow. Ah I'll try getting used to NJ, I'll need the map in the handbook.

Woke up today at 10am. The brave painkillers that kill pain are making me drowsy.

Uh. You must be bored because you're reading this. But I can't think of anything to blog about at the moment. I think my brain's still on bed. So I can't blog to keep you entertained.

To kill boredom, I suggest these blogs, I read them everyday.

hi! my name is aaron.
This is a very retarded blog, but the owner (guess who!) doesn't blog very often, because he thinks that blogging is boring. And if you're wondering why he created a blog when he thinks that blogging is boring, the answer is actually quite obvious. Because, duh, he's retarded. (Actually no, I created the blog for him. -.-)

It's a freaking new blog, so there're only 4 or 5 posts. But you can tag to tell him his blog rocks and that he should blog more often, then maybe his ego will be inflated and he'll start blogging more. And so we'll all get to read more retarded things and then laugh at ourselves for being so retarded to read retarded things.

RawR!Blue~
The blog title sounds gay, I know. You can visit his blog when you're missing your childhood because he reminicise his childhood days with baby talk like BOO GAH LALA and other weird talk.

His updates are as irregular as the ice cream man that comes around. The first paragraph usually tells you how long it is since the last time he blogged, that's why I realise it's irregular. Sometimes one day, one week, one month, two months, two months and one day etc.

You should read this blog when you feel that nobody can understand anything that you're saying. No worries, there's someone else like you too.

every beat of my heart
I love this blog because it belongs to my love. (cringes) Uh. She's as random as the toothpaste that I dropped this morning (see the point, she's that random). She's crazy over Chemistry and that's why I always feel jealous whenever she blogs to say how much she loves/misses Chemistry.

... That's not the point.

The point is, actually there's no point. That didn't sound random enough. To fully understand how random the random I'm talking about here, I've to quote her blog. She says, "Okay I'm really sad because I can't find my Bible" and then she says "I want to change my template" and then she says "Gathering at our house today". Do you get my point now.

show me the way ;
I always thought that all that monsters do is scare people, and eat scared people up. But then she proved me wrong. Here we've a mighty salt monster/ King Kong monster that knows how to blog. Let's say WOW together. WOW!

Okay, abit cold. Nevermind.

But she updates once in a purple sun (I like to act special, cannot arh). And her entries can be so lag I'm always so happy there's someone lagger than me. Like what the, her entry about badminton chalet came a few weeks after the chalet ended. But the date shown is correct, so that means that she took a few weeks to complete one entry about the badminton chalet. Oh, so she's not lag, she's only slow.

When you're bored and feel like irritating someone who never gets angry, you can visit her blog and tag JASLYN LOVES JUNJIE or JUNJIE LOVES JASLYN. Yea. Oh and if you don't want to leave you name, you can always tag as Gui, that's me. But only tag JASLYN LOVES JUNJIE or JUNJIE LOVES JASLYN. Don't bother tagging anything else since she's only interested in Mr Campbell soup. :)

And by a sleep to say we end ;
Ah her blog title used to be Differentiate yourselves with respect to me. That sounded cute don't it.

Her blog's always so funny because she's more vulgar than the three aliens from Vulgar Planet. (I've no idea what I'm saying too. My brain's really asleep.) And she has this thing about the nice smelling toilets in NY. So I thought I'm the only crazy one to enter a JC because I like the school tie. Hey, she enters NY because of the toilets okay. Ha.

I just realised, I haven't seen her for a long time already. The last time was, when? Fourone steamboat? Uh, that's beside the point. I was saying, you should read her blog whether or not you're bored because her blog's vulgar. That's not really a valid reason but then I don't know what is. So, just read it, lah.

BE A NERD.
This blog is the dumbest blog in the whole universe. I strongly believe it's dumber than mine. So if you're feeling abit too clever today, read her blog. Oh, and you can ignore all that she says that ocncerns me, because she's extremely biased in thinking that I'm a retard. And so sometimes she exaggerates abit, making it sound like I'm really that retarded. I'm not, alright.

Uh, she's currently in AJ so let's all laugh at her. One, two three, LAUGH. Hahahahahahaha! And, guess what! AJ was actually her first and only choice. When she could have gone anywhere else. (continued laughter at her) Okay, but she insists that AJ is not that bad (although we all know what she's really thinking deep down...).

Do visit her blog and tag HAHA to show that you've laughed at her staying in AJ. :D

Aza Aza!!
I've to be careful when talking about her because I may be gone by tonight if I say anything wrong. Yes, she's the kille*, you guessed it, I said nothing.

I read her blog everyday because she updates very often. And she calls me Teddy, I wonder why. Maybe just so she won't kill me because she don't kill stuff toys. Phew.

cross the river and destroy the bridge...
I don't visit her blog everyday, because I kept forgetting that she's started blogging again. She's as funny as her Yi Gu Dong Gu. (Supposed to be yi3 du2 gong1 du2, but she said yi3 gu2 dong1 gu2 LOL)

I miss Vanessa. Lime green okay. :)

Deceptified Simplicity
For an example of play too much badminton/ badminton siao/ badminton crazy/ crazy for badminton, click Deceptified Simplicity.

He's my best Bridge partner and I love him loads for his FOC and his cold until can freeze conversations that only I bother to help him laugh. :D

90% of his blog revolves around badminton, the remaining 10% is the tagboard where 99% of the taggers are badminton people. The remaining 1% are some random people like you. So his blog is very badminton. When you visit his blog, your computer comes alive and starts playing badminton with you. Seriously. Visit his blog and you'll know I'm joking.

This entry is long enough for me to think that some part of me is not that short afterall. Yay. :D

Bye! :D

Saturday, March 17, 2007
♥ Sup!

I was about to post this MSN conversation I'm having with Sokmui but I figured it's too sadistic and may haunt innocent souls like you into having nightmares about a sadistic killing monster hunting you down. Uh, the sadistic parts are all from her, she was telling me about Nip Tuck, whatever that is. I told her that sounded like food, and then she went on telling me about psychopatic surgeons and their psychopatic surgeries.

... And I just had dinner. Thank you very much.

Anyway, I'm awake because I just woke up from a too long afternoon nap. And there's nothing to do at home except coming online. Oh, I can make salad. But there's no lettuce. :( And no, I can't imagine there to be lettuce because I'm not that dumb. -.-

Uh. I was thinking of waking up at 4 or 5am tomorrow, but then I couldn't think up a reason to convince myself to wake up at that time. I just like the feel of very early mornings, you know, when the sky's dark grey, and there're bulbs of yellow light under the tall lamp posts. And it's so quiet because even the houses are asleep. You get to breathe really cool air, and the sand at the playground is damp.

Ah. That brings back memories. Maybe only one out of nine playgrounds still has sand ground nowadays. They're all replaced with rubber. :(

I still miss my primary school. Abit lag but that's not the point. The point's I really miss my primary school. And it's been eons since I saw my primary school friends, if I don't count Crystal and Huzaifah who I saw at NJ. And some others in IJ. Eh, then it's not really eons already. Nevermind then.

School's opening really soon. June hols then. :) I want to watch sunrise! :D

Bye. :)

PS: Someone's birthday is coming SOON! Very very very SOON! I wonder who?

♥ Ow

I'm sleepy. |-)

Ah there's a crack in my backbone. :( :( :( Doc says it's either operation, or take some weird injections (into the bone OUCH) to fill up the crack. I don't know which to choose, so I left it to my parents to decide. Weird injections is a long term treatment thing which will last half a year to one year per injection, whereas op is a one-for-all thing but I've to be hospitalised before and after the operation.

Which is a really bad thing because I, an aspiring mugger, won't want to miss school.

Zzz.

Anyway, I'm feeling better already, because of the very powerful painkillers that kill pain. (LOL at Spiky and his "swallow a sword so that the painkillers have weapons to kill the pain" -.-?) Haha.

Stats been jumping fast. 50 unique visitors, 70 to 100 pageloads a day. (I was thinking Weeyang is the one who keeps refreshing this page but Weeyang is not 50 people. -.-) So yah, since there's 50 people reading this, I shall be nice and tell you a joke.

A visitor at an asylum asks the director what the criteria are for defining whether or not a patient should be institutionalised.

"Well," says the director, "we fill up a bathtub; then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub."

"Oh, I understand," says the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket as it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup."

"No," says the director. "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed by the wall or near the window?"

Ha.

Off to make salad. :) Bye!

Friday, March 16, 2007
♥ Happy Birthday SPIKY!

Back's killing me so bad I think I'm starting to think I won't live past tonight.

I stood up after sitting down in the train for half an hour, alighting at Woodlands, and I felt this sharp pain at my lower back, the place where it always hurt because of the damn backbone. And it was so painful I literally dragged myself home.

And it's still hurting now. I've got to see the doc tomorrow, like really, this time's the worst ever. It's never hurt this bad before. I just hope it gets a little better by tomorrow.

On a lighter note, we (badminton team) celebrated Spiky's belated birthday today. And Lao Ren came, so I'm happy because I really enjoy laughing at him. He's just super Lao Ren from head to toe. Haha. And others too. It's good to see all of them again, haha, I've never realised I actually missed all of them. :')

Oh, and I finally met chunying and gillian (what's with the small "c" and "g" lah, lol) today. But gillian fell asleep at 5am when we're meeting at 7am, so she didn't join chunying and I for breakfast. But still, we met up in the afternoon and it was fun laughing at how gillian can't read Chinese for nuts. Haha. AND cHUNYING'S BABY PICTURES. My, they're really really classic. I'll get the pictures from gillian and then post it another time okay. It's really VERY funny. Even chunying laughed at them herself. Lol.

Uh, and I met with the twosix people yesterday, for dinner with Felicia who's leaving left for New Zealand today. Dined at Chomp Chomp and Kakei is really hilarious lah. He's damn random can. He actually asked Felicia "What's your ambition?", topped with his classic Kakei expression LOL. And we laughed at that for a long time. Haha. I wonder when's the next time all 9 of us can get together again.

Teddy ☎ says:
(can i ignore you and you don't get angry)

____ says:
err ok but are you ignoring me cos you are pissed?

Teddy ☎ says:
no
Teddy ☎ says:
i'm just typing
Teddy ☎ says:
i mean
Teddy ☎ says:
what did i just say
Teddy ☎ says:
i'm just tired
Teddy ☎ says:
why did i say i'm typing
Teddy ☎ says:
...

I think I didn't get enough sleep. Slept at 1am this morning and woke up at 6.30am, that's er. 5 and a half hours. Which is very little. Eh, that doesn't make sense. Then why am I online now.

OH. Did I just forget to meet Chingwen and the rest at Woodlands MRT at 9pm?! My god.

Okay, I just checked my phone (was charging it just now). My, what am I thinking. I'M SORRY. :(

Ah. I got to get some Panadol. I've got a bad backache. Eh that sounds catchy. Bad backache. Hahaha. Okay it's retarded laughing at backaches. AH, I've to stop laughing at myself, why do I keep forgetting.

School's starting soon. Can we get another week break, please. Not enough not enough not enough rest LAH. =/ But then again, I can't wait to sing National anthem again. So, okay give me school. No, just give me assembly. :)

Bye. And this may be a little lag, but still

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPIKY!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007
♥ Creative Elucidations

It's 10.12pm and I'm awake because I'm summoned online by someone. Yea.

Creative Solutions huh. How about HCl and H2SO4. Okay fine, Creative ELUCIDATIONS then. (Whatever.) Haha.

Kay, I've got things on my mind and I'm trying not to care about them, the way I usually do. But Ali's been telling me the opposite. So maybe I should listen to Ali the way I did in the past. (If you think I'm retarded enough to listen to a stuff toy that won't talk, then so be it, continue thinking that. I'm retarded anyway, yes, I've chosen to accept the fact.)

I wanted to post a picture but I can't resize it here because Blogger's weird today. Another day perhaps. It's under the GoogleReader at the side navi anyway. One of the latest shared photographs. Take a look if you're free and have nothing to do, the pictures are really great. :)

The one I wanted to post shows a hand reaching out from underwater. It didn't look like it was calling out for help so yea, that's kind of how I'm feeling now.

Sometimes, I wonder what really I did wrong to invite that much trouble. I didn't mean to term it trouble, Ali, I know that's kind of mean to say. But still. Sometimes it makes me want to throw my phone my computer out of the window, and then run to bed and have two days sleep. And it all boils down to my lack of patience. I don't have to patience to care about matters I don't want to care about from the start, and that's why I can be overly concerned about certain matters and not be concerned about others at all.

Some things you say, some things you tell me, I really feel like saying, So? Why are you telling me this?

But I know that sounds unfriendly, and will probably hurt whoever the person is. So sometimes I pretend to be interested, other times I just give a blank look and say Okay. But I can't pretend to be interested for long. And anyway, that's another problem in itself isn't it. Pretending to be interested. I've never even bothered pretending to be interested to you had I. At least I don't recall doing so.

Because if I had, perhaps it will be much worse now, that marks me down with another so to say crime. BUT the thing is, what did I do wrong in the first place? Huh. Ali, you tell me. Stop looking at me with those black eyes and ignoring me like any other teddy bear would. I hate being ignored. But I'm always ignoring people, no? I can't help it either, I'm that mean.

I've always been that mean. Not mode, not median, but MEAN. So why do you only realise it now?

(I just typed something really mean but deleted it. I wonder if I'm as mean as I said myself to be.)

Okay, maybe Creative Elucidations will work. But. I'm sleepy. And when I'm sleepy, I have next to zero patience. Which is very bad because patience level's already very low even when I'm not sleepy. So, maybe I'll feel less sleepy and less mean and more patient tomorrow when I wake up. Let's leave it to tomorrow morning okay?

Yea. I just made Ali nod. He's shedding fur. :(

♥ I'm not retarded

When it's been a long time since you exercised (because I ponned the last three PE lessons in Innova), and then you're dumb enough to go training badminton with a badminton siao aka Weeyang and the Kingkong Jaslyn and the siao Kingkong Spiky, you feet ache so much you feel like eating the keyboard.

-.-

Actually it's because I forgot to bring socks so I ran in my badminton shoes without socks. -.-

But still, it's fun because they we're all satisfied. Lol, went home at around 8pm last night after having dinner at Macs with them. And I was getting delirious because I was really really sleepy. So much so that when Chunkit called me, I told him I was training. -.- But then no, I was on the train, not training. And then I felt like laughing at myself so I laughed. And then I remembered saying I've to stop laughing at myself so that others will stop laughing at me. So I stopped laughing.

Teddy ☎ says:
fuck, i feel retarded
Teddy ☎ says:
i took a fork to stir my ovaltine

aaron 0714 v for vendetta. says:
feel?
aaron 0714 v for vendetta. says:
you are retarded
aaron 0714 v for vendetta. says:
lol
aaron 0714 v for vendetta. says:
that almost beats using your ezlink to tap your lock

Teddy ☎ says:
stop it

Why did I have to tell he who adores laughing at my rare retard moments that I took a fork to stir Ovaltine.

Anyway, I think I have to go for some Patience Cultivation courses. I have so little patience sometimes that I think I'll make a 3 year old cry if you ask me to teach him Maths. (Although I think I'll give up after 7 minutes and switch to teaching him Art instead. YES I strongly believe my Art can beat a 3 year old's at least. Don't argue.)

And I think if I'm Priscilla and I've to take care of two cousins almost every other afternoon, and so I can't go out and play, I'll go crazy and smash my cousins to bits. And then tell my aunt that they smash each other, not me.

Okay, I'm beginning to think, the retarded thing is inborn in me. I've to stop blogging to convince myself I'm not that retarded afterall. Yea.

Bye!

Monday, March 12, 2007
♥ In the Pot

I made a huge discovery today. That is, you can IM your contacts even when you are Appearing Offline. -.- I never knew that lah, until chunying (she wants small "c" from now on. What's the diff lah.) talked to me when she's Appearing Offline. -.-

AH and when am I meeting chunying and gillian! SOON? SOON SOON SOON?

Hahahahaha!



原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
why my eyes 2 colors de

Teddy ☎ says:
cause at first use light blue then cannot see
Teddy ☎ says:
so i go over lor
Teddy ☎ says:
not bad
Teddy ☎ says:
got eyeshadow

原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
hur..

原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
potluck then mmust bring food ah?

Teddy ☎ says:
yah lah!
Teddy ☎ says:
then what
Teddy ☎ says:
bring pot?

原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
haha
原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
yep!

Teddy ☎ says:
bring weihong there arh? (old joke about Weihong living in chunying's pot -.-)

原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
hahahaha

Teddy ☎ says:
you can carry then bring lor!
Teddy ☎ says:
he must be in the pot arh!

原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
crazy ah
原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
he duno how heavy lah
原來希望早已被吸走 those dreams are becoming so real that i dont know if they are still, dreams says:
then in the first place how he squeeze in

Teddy ☎ says:
why cannot
Teddy ☎ says:
that's his HOME leh
Teddy ☎ says:
then you bring already i can wash the pot for him leh

(old joke about me being a Wash-pot face, said Priscilla after I call her the Cook-rice face)



(Drawn by chunying. Now you know I'm not the only one whose Art sucks. HAHA.)

--I think she's going to kill me if she knows I post all these here. But still, I never post the out of shape Ah Soon okay. She asked me not to, so as to preserve the perfect image that she has of Ah Soon. :D

Bye!

♥ I use the house phone!

Priscilla says on her blog:

And And And…(So many WOW-ed things today right?) MEIGUI THE GREAT CALLED ME USING HER HOUSE PHONE!!! Isn’t that just amazing??!?!?!?!? MeiGui never ever uses her house phone! And she actually used it to call me! I am so so happy man!

Not true okay. I do use my house phone. When people call the house phone and I pick up the phone, I'm using the house phone lah. 3 out of 3 times a day when the house phone rings, it's my father calling home to kajiao my mother. So I've always thought that's the only use of the house phone, for my father to kajiao my mother. And so no one else in the house uses the phone, except to pick it up when my mother can't.

Woke up today at 7.30am. Will be out playing badminton with Priscilla and Sokmui and Felicia, yay! Which makes me free tomorrow because plans for tomorrow are brought forward to today. Lol.

Anyway, Layjia, potluck outside your house huh. Okay lor, but Thursday can? Kay lah, I help you ask the rest whether they are free. BUT LOCK UP YOUR DOGS ARH.

I suddenly realised, I'm almost 17. That means I'm really growing up already. 2 years later I can't use concession anymore. And soon I'll be in uni, then I'll be working. There's no more school, no more college, no more homework, no more tests and exams. That's kind of scary you know. Can you imagine ourselves all grown up and working? (pictures Naomi and Jiahao) I can't.

Oh, breakfast's back. Food always disrupt my thoughts.

I was saying, we're all growing up so fast. And I remembered saying last year I wonder how long I will go on blogging, because most adults can't find the time to blog, no? (I know it still doesn't sound right to call ourselves adults, because HEY I still feel so young. -.-) Lol.

Adapt -- Verb
tr. To make suitable to or fit for a specific use or situation.

Nah. I won't adapt to the situation. I'll make the situation adapt to me. :D Heh.

Bye!

Sunday, March 11, 2007
♥ Pocky

Stomach's growling real bad. Why am I always hungry when there's no food around. Lol, okay that's a dumb question to ask. If there's food around, I won't be hungry already. Ha.

I feel like eating Pocky. Is this how you spell it?

9.11am. I'm awake today at 8am, and I was so happy when I woke up because it's not 7am or 7.30am. Is there any way not to wake up so early? Zzz. I can't sleep late lah. The latest is 11pm, and even sleeping at 11pm doesn't help.

I've nothing to do in the morning except coming online to see who's awake like me. On a Sunday. Uh, today's Sunday, right?

Oh, breakfast's home. :D Yay!

You know, I think I suck at alot of things. If I make a whole list of things I suck at, it's going to be really long.

Things I suck at:

1. Singing
2. Dancing
3. Maths
4. Cheering people up
5. Remembering things
6. Chemistry
7. Being patient
8. Drawing

That's pretty depressing isn't it. I can't think of anything that I'm really really good at.

Oh, and I thought of what CCA to join in NJ already. :D But I won't tell you what. Haha. What, I like to act mysterious cannot arh. Ey hey.

Sometimes when people laugh at me because of the dumb things I do, I feel so sad leh. But for people to stop laughing at me, I've to stop laughing at myself first. So next time when I tap the lock with my EZ link card, I'm not going to tell you. Ha. Haiya, stop laughing at how dumb I am, I can't help it either. :(

One and a half hours more before I head out to meet Tiny for his shoes. Oh, I can go read Velocity. :D

This post is so random.

Kay lah, bye bye. Happy holidays. :)

PS: I wonder how Fiona's doing with her Geography essays. HAHA. =P

Saturday, March 10, 2007
♥ Hotcakes

ALOHA! :D

It's Saturday! :D Yep. And it's two more days to Monday, so I'm happy. :) Lol. But next week is school holidays, right? Calender has a row of yellow boxes, so it should be school holidays lah. 10.09am. I'm hungry. Where's my hotcakes! :(

Tags >>

Emma > YES SURE. Next Thurs Marnia steamboat! :D Emma's the organiser! Yay! :D
Spiky > Sure! Badminton outing! Haha, when?
Weisiang > LOL. Help me find songs!!! (can't remember song title) Haha. Er, Ting Jian by Fang Ya Xian and Hou Hui by He Shu Yu. :D
gillian > gillian! Chunying wants me to tell you she wants to go out and play SOON! SOON! SOON! Keyword is SOON! Hahahahahaha!
Qiaowei > Hey congrats! Have fun in AC! :D Emma's organising steamboat next Thurs. Must give her face and go okay! :D
Hanhui > Hello! Haha. How's appeal?

Haiyo. Hotcake's taking forever to reach. Tsk. :(

因為你我愛上夜的黑 some things should really never be hoped for says:
hahahaha
因為你我愛上夜的黑 some things should really never be hoped for says:
i also v hungry
因為你我愛上夜的黑 some things should really never be hoped for says:
what shld i eat?
因為你我愛上夜的黑 some things should really never be hoped for says:
hmm..

Teddy ☎ says:
you hungry arh?
Teddy ☎ says:
must eat SOON okay
Teddy ☎ says:
if not will gastric
Teddy ☎ says:
must eat arh, must eat SOON

因為你我愛上夜的黑 some things should really never be hoped for says:
ya lah ya lah

Hahahahahaha!

Friday, March 09, 2007
♥ Sorry road marshalls :(

Hmmmmm. Orientation ended yesterday night. Have to say, orientation wasn't really fun. Didn't expect orientation for second intakers to be fun in the first place, so yah, at least I had fun during PAE orientation at Innova. :)

So yah, I hesitated buying school uniform today because I got the weird feeling that I'm not officially in NJ. I think I need some time to adapt. Okay wait, I think I need alot of time to adapt. It feels weird, like am I really supposed to be here? Do I have a chance to go anywhere else? Do I really want to stay here? Did I really get into NJ? That kind of thing.

But then again, there's the red tie. So yea, maybe. Maybe I really want to be there.

Anyway, I felt I could enjoy the orientation, but I didn't. Because yea. Heaven Ali knows. Yesterday afternoon was fun because of all the staion games. Like people take time and effort to plan the games and schedule, and the games are truly fun. I had the right mindset and right attitude so I enjoyed myself. As for the campfire aka disco night, I didn't have mindset and attitude, so I didn't enjoy.

Reached home last night at around 11pm. I forgot what I was thinking at that time but I came to the door and took out my EZ link card instead of the keys. And. I. Tapped. The. Lock.

...

Then I stood at the door and laughed at myself for at least 20 seconds. Lol.

By the way, you know on the first day of school, I was very disappointed when I didn't see a huge huge red balloon on the track. The one I saw at the openhouse. Uh, I was dumb enough to think that the big balloon is always there and that it's not there only for the openhouse. -.- And I thought the track looked so empty, because there wasn't anybody running on it, unlike Innova's where so many people are running early in the morning. Ha.

Uh. And then today we had road run. Which was really boring because hardly any JC1 girls ran. And of course I didn't. (I think the only year when I really ran for cross country was in Sec2, at Sentosa, reason being I never ran at Sentosa before. -.-) Walked the whole route with Sheryl and Ann, and it's so boring because there's nothing we can do, so I went to scare the road marshall. Now that I think of it, I think it's a really mean thing to do, because she got scared, even if it's for a short while only, and it disturbed her work of shuffling the people onto the left so that the cars can move. So yah, I'll try to be boring and not scare road marshalls in the future. :(

I. Am. Bored.

Oh yah, watch Bleach 118. :D :D :D Bye!

My, I think I have to start mugging already. I really got into a mugger school. I'm not smart you know. Tsk tsk.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007
♥ NJ

First day of JC, how was your day?

NJ is not bad afterall. You know, when you get into your dream school, whatever shortcomings are simply overlooked because HEY it's your dream school okay. And yah, NJ's been my dream school since I saw the bright red tie against the grey uniform at Speech Day last year.

So even if the school is very hot, I don't find it hot at all (provided I don't compare it to IJ). And even when the seat beside me in the LT has no table, I don't find the school rundown at all. And even though the canteen's small and stuffy, I find it okay.

Which is why I always say it's the attitude that determines everything. I mean, even I myself am brainwashed into thinking how wonderful NJ is, by the bright red tie. (I think I must be the only one crazy enough to enter a JC because I like the bright red tie.) Lol.

So anyway, even when there's a huge huge huge huge minus point called Haob* in the school, I don't mind it as much as I thought I would. I'm just very glad I didn't get into the same OG as him. :) At least, 3 days of peace.

Well. You know, yesterday I smsed him using Chunying's phone.

Me (posing as Chunying): Hello.
H: Yar? Where you go?
Me: MI. You?
H: Oh. Me? I go njc... Why go MI? Never go join gillian?
Me: Cause posted there lor. You're in nj? Oh my, meigui is going to be so sad... She's in nj too...
H: OH MY F**KING GOD. SHE GOT INTO NJ TOO?! You just spoilt my day totally...
Me: Yea. Why don't you be a nice person and leave nj. Let meigui be happy lah.
H: Why must let her leh? I got friends there also what... The 2/5 guys...
Me: They are you friends? Anyway, stay far away from meigui since she hates you so much.
H: You think I'll go find trouble meh? I'll stay far away from her too...

Ha. Good! :D

School starts at 8.30am on Thurs and 7.20 or 7.40am on other days. Woo. 4 traffic jams this morning. I get to sleep in the car. :) And tomorrow I can join my parents for breakfast before heading to school. My, I love this life.

And, bus ride from NJ to Woodlands take only 40 minutes, much shorter than I expected. And the bus that I take (I don't remember the service number) alights at Woodlands interchange at the berth where I board 901. Yay! :D And I get to sleep on the bus, haha. :D

Bus passes by 901 everyday when I go home. So if I'm lucky I may be able to catch my gay or any other 23B walking to MRT station. :)

You know, people has been asking me "How's NJ" and I feel like being qian da and saying "It's recovering. Fever has subsided and cough's gone. Thanks for your concern." -.- Lol. School reminds me of Anderson except it's about 7 times bigger than Anderson, with high ceilings and long corridors. But but, there's a map in the student handbook. YAY. :D

Uh. And we didn't sing National anthem today because we were gathered in the LT. :(

By the way, Andersonians in my OG include me, Nigel, Soonkiat and James Lee. But they don't talk to me so I feel lonely. :(

Kay lah. I want go watch It Started With A Kiss already. Bye! :D

Tuesday, March 06, 2007
♥ 0723B

Well, last day already. Last day of PAE I mean.

You know, in the past I always hear people saying things about how you'll get attached to your orientation class of your three months JC and then when your results get better you'll be reluctant to leave the comfort zone. Ah uh huh, and I always thought that was bullshit, like how attached can you get in less than three whole months?

Uh yah lah.

But then now, it has to rain at 5.23pm today. And the rain's quiet, no big storm, no thunder whatever. It just keeps pouring, pouring, pouring... And yet the sun's still there. I felt the smile I had on since this morning when I first heard the posting results disappear slowly. (You know, I was so happy when I heard "Meigui NJ" that I literally screamed in the canteen.)

And it set me thinking about the past three months, actually two months and six days to be exact.

First day of school, I missed the boring talk in the morning because of my grandmother's funeral. Lol, I reached school and 23B was sitting in a circle in the hall. (Lol, I couldn't find my way from the GO to the hall that time, it was a teacher who saw me wandering round the school and brought me there.) Anyway, I joined and then we played Whacko which was really dumb because I only remember Andrew's (who wasn't even in our class, he's the OGL) name.

Should I tell you my first impressions? Herh herh. You know, when you can't remember names, you try to remember something distinct about that person so that you can refer to him/her as "the girl with 14 hair clips" or "the guy who looks like his cat just died of an accident". -.-

So anyway, my first impression of Nigel was "guy whose shoulders go up when he laughs". Yah I know it's weird to notice such things but I just did lah. First impression of Gerald was "guy who can't sit properly cross-legged". -.- I don't know if that observation was correct, maybe it wasn't even him. Lol. First impression of Munling was "girl who looks Vietnamnese". Lol, and first impression of Dionis was "girl who I must find out what her race is".

-.-

Okay. Then we played games. (Right?) I think so, station games. And Gerald looked like he was going to cry when he had 7 or 8 marshmellows in his mouth. LOL. Uh, the orientation was rather fun, except for the amazing race thing which even trying to be enthu can't help. -.- Yah, because the amazing race wasn't amazing so it's left with race. And then no one is running so it's not even race. So it ends up being an amazing race that's not amazing and not a race.

Orientation over, lessons began. Lecture after lecture. Long long breaks and we end up playing Polar Bear and the Han Qin Dian Bing game that Layjia forced us to play. -.- Names began surfacing, lol, and Layjia kept mixing up Gerald and Nigel. Lessons are boring but the class's fun. :)

We got great teachers, really. Ms Yun is the cutest teacher around lah. The way she laughs, LOL. So cute can. She reminds me of a teddy bear. Er, on the compliment side. I'm not saying she looks like a bear. I'm saying she's cute. Haha. MR WONG ROCKS LAH. :D :D :D Lol, and I thought I was hopeless in Chem. (Okay I still am but still.) Haha. Actually I can't really say what exactly is so wonderful about Mr Wong. He just is, on the whole. :)

Uh, and though I didn't really like Miss Phang and Miss Yap from the start, I think they're rather nice also lah. I always thought they were noisy. -.- Lol, but Miss Yap is a nice teacher if you're nice to her too. :) And Miss Phang. I think she's funny when she's angry. LOL.

And our PE teacher! :D Miss Koh, no. Wait, what's her name? -.- Er. Miss Chua? Lol, anyway she's a nice person lah! Stop saying mean things about her okay. She's really nice can. Haha. But I was angry with her once for 1 minute when she took away the frisbee I was using to shield the sun. LOL. :D

And then and then. We had Crosscountry at MacRitchie. Lol. It was the exact same route as last year's. gillian and I walked like last year, haha, with me freaking out at the slippery mud slopes. Haha, we came in 5th and 6th from the back. =X Uh, and had a free sauna at the carpark waiting for about 79 years before we get fried in the sun. Aquilla did the very lan Aquilla clap (get me to show you sometime) and came in last out of the four houses. Haha.

Nevertheless, we enjoyed the Crosscountry because because... er, I just realised there wasn't really anything enjoyable about Crosscountry. The milo maybe? -.- LOL.

Crosscountry came and went. More more more lessons. Lectures. Tutorials. Practicals. Assembly. Civics where all we did was Sudoku and word games. -.- I@fun came and went. Class bonded. Breaks, lunches, after schools. We went bowling, went lunch. BBQ. Laughed through the night. Been nervous. Been really nervous. Really really nervous.

And now it's all come to an end. I won't get lost in IJ anymore. I won't get the chance to get lost in IJ anymore, no chance to get frightened by the humongous millipedes in IJ anymore, no chance to skip Lit lectures and tutorials, no chance to joke with the Thai stall auntie, no chance to complain how cold it is, no chance to laugh at Gerald's shocked face, no chance to play Bingo during Econs, no chance to play bridge in the canteen and risk getting caught, no chance to read my favourite Econs book in IJ library anymore.

I don't really feel sad. Just, not really happy to leave. I guess I aren't afraid because IJ hasn't really been a comfort zone to start with. (How do you stay comfortable in a place highly populated with worms worms and more worms and you don't even know where the nearest gate is?) But still, it's the feeling of not studying with the same class anymore, that's kind of sad you know. And yea, I'll miss 23B. Feeling that almost the whole class is staying, more so some people who withdrew are coming back, and that you're one of the few leaving, sucks.

But still, bad me is attracted to the bright red tie against the grey uniform in NJ. -slaps self-

So, tomorrow's a brand new day in a brand new school and yes, I'm excited. :) But I'll still miss the omelette in IJ. Ha. And 23B of course. :)

To

gillian my gay

The last two months had been great. And was great because there's you. I never regretted knowing you truly in Sec4, being your sitting partner the whole year. All the fun, all the joy, the laughter, I appreciate all that. You're one of the few people I can truly go retarded with. (Because partly I know that you'll be more retarded than me. =P)

All the times you were down, I'm sorry I couldn't do much to help. The only thing I can do was to try cheer you up without asking the reason why you're unhappy. So I went crazy, and Chunying went crazy, and some time later you went crazy too. And I love it when three of us go really crazy, when even just sitting down can make Chunying burst into laughter. Haha.

So guess this is goodbye (because the other time I said goodbye in Sec4 but we ended up in IJ same class together). And yep, I'll miss my gay. Very much. :')

Chunying my Soonkiat's love

SHI NI RANG WO KAN TOU SHEN MING ZHE DONG XI. Haha. Wu Niang, stop dancing whenever you hear some music lah. Lol. Okay lah, I think you're right when you say I can't stop suaning you for one day. I can't help it can? You got like 7 wonders for me to suan about lah! Hahaha. :D

Though I seriously, sincerely doubt you can enjoy yourself in the going to crash school, I still have to wish you all the best in AJ. :) And let's meet up someday for breakfast or lunch or dinner okay. Since we live quite near. Yishun and Woodlands, not really far what. And can come my house to play Playdoh! Haha. :D

Loved those times when we walked around Causeway Point just to waste our time. -.- Laughing at you drooling over cute little kids. You said I can join drama, but I think you can too lah, if you make the effort. It's not that hard. :D I'll miss you, and your hand. Haha.

Chunkit the kiiittiEex-plaYiiing-fOrKxXxXx

That was gay. And anyway, you're gay. Lol, you've a pink bag lah, so don't deny being gay. You can't deny being gay with all the scandals between you and Spiky too. Haha.

Thanks for being the carrier for all my notes, you make my bag so much lighter. Thanks for carrying my notes to and fro school and never really referring to them (YOUR TUTORIALS ARE ALWAYS BLANK!). Haiyoh, borrow homework also lazy to copy? Tsk tsk.

And buck up, wherever you go! Appeal back to IJ lah, not worth going JJ. Stay in IJ and WORK HARD WITH THE REST. I won't be around to play Bingo with you so pay attention in class! And, do your homework lah, stop slacking. Don't play Bridge with Gerald anymore, he's bad influence. Haha.

Gerald the vain

You may not even read this but in case you might, please stop looking so shocked.

Okay I can imagine your shocked face in front of the com that says "What?! WHO SAYS I HAVE A SHOCKED FACE?! -ultimate shocked expression-"

Yes, you have a shocked face. Oh, but I really shouldn't ask you to quit looking shocked, because your shocked face is really funny. Hahaha. Anyway, don't skip lessons anymore lah. You're smart but still, give the teacher some face? (Have to talk to you like you're a great man, because you're ego what.) Haha. I'll miss playing Bridge with you because then no one will bid with me already. :( Haha.

All the best! (And keep up with the Nervous thing. =P)

Qiaowei Munling

QIAOWEI! Oh my god, I'll miss you so much can. (sends flying kiss over) Haha. Always calling me Rosy. -.- Haha. And Munling who always start a MSN conversation with "Meigui!" Haha. Lol, and yah if I'm to write a will I'll give you all my Anderson uniforms too. :D

All the best in wherever you go! :D

Emma Lee Layjia

Sorry about Snoopy. Sorry sorry sorry sorry. I go back on Thursday or Friday after school and help you get it if possible okay? =X Sorry lah, forgive me. I treat you one meal, kay? And yah, class outing? Haha, you organise one lah. :)

Thanks for being so funny for the last two months. Haha, for making the class so much more lively. :) Take care and all the best too! :)

Hanhui the sunflower cactus shadow calvin klein HA

Lol. Didn't think that I'll have something corny to say to you right? Realised that I should at least say thank you to you because I didn't last year when we left Anderson. Yep, it's been great sitting with you last year, talking about everything from Mrs Yeo's bedroom adventures to the cactus and the shadow. Haha.

And this year, thanks for the help, the support and the understanding. Thanks for your funny face that I can't help suaning no matter how down or upset I am. Thanks for having that little trust in me, thanks for everything. :) All the best in SA Arts too! :)

0723B

Love you people. Great people, great class. I'll miss Shuhan who can't make out any single word puzzle; Nigel's Eh Lame; Sandran saying he want the whole class to withdraw so that he can top the class; Esther saying Oh shit during debate and all the fun times the class share.

Thanks for being there, for appearing, for making the stay in IJ worth it. For ever caring, cheering on. For those staying in IJ, treasure the time with the class and work hard together. For those who are not, all the best in your new JC or poly. Thank you all the same for every little thing you've done. You guys are great, and I mean it when I say you're great. :)



0723B.
Front: Syahid, Cake
Row 2: Qiaowei, Anthea, Sherry, Shuhan, Me, Charis, Munling, Dionis
Row 3: Ms Yun, Chunying, Shazly, Sandran, Nigel, Gerald, Chunkit, gillian, Esther, Delene, Layjia

It's been truckloads of fun. :)

Monday, March 05, 2007
♥ 699

I'm falling asleep. The dumb printer keeps eating up my paper. >:(

Posting results out tomorrow. I never felt the urge to get into NJ so strongly, until I crashed the Going To Crash Soon school aka AJ and felt the immense boredom awaiting behind the AJ (weathering away) gates. Therefore, I'm dying to get into NJ. Uh, I won't really die if I can't get into NJ. Okay wait, if I don't get into NJ it means I'll get into AJ. My, then I'll really die.

So, tomorrow is the day that decides whether I'm going to live or die. (Just to make it sound more dramatic.) It's a huge huge day and I'm so nervous I feel like sleeping.

-.-

Okay, that was to say I'm not nervous, if you didn't catch that.

Uh, printer just spat ink. TSK.

Oh anyway, this is my 699th post. Uh, and you're supposed to feel a certain extent of amazement because 699 posts sound like alot of posts. And considering how much crap I try to inject into every post, you should at least give me one clap and say Well done and Keep up the good work in your noble work of wasting everyone's time. Yea.

And since it's the 700th post next, I shall act abit more meaningful than usual (note key word is ACT) and blog an ultra sentimental entry about my first three months in the school that's three steps away. (That's exaggerated duh. I probably need 300000000000000000 steps to get from Innova to home since I walk so slow.) Eh, no lah. I can't act meaningful when it comes to meaningful stuff. I'll be sincere and from-the-bottom-of-my-heart and make you cry. MUAHAHAHAHA.

I'm getting retarded.

Okay, I got to get the GP project about elderly done. Sian. Last day of IJ tomorrow. Eh that sounds like IJ is going to collapse or something. -.- Nah, AJ collapse 289375310 times IJ also won't collapse lah. Ha.

Kay lah. Will blog again later tonight. :)

Saturday, March 03, 2007
♥ 7am

I'm awake today at 6.35am. AND I COULDN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP. All because I went to bed at 8pm last night. I always end up waking up early and having nothing to do. -.-

Uh. I don't know what to blog about. Oh, the birds at Woodlands are very noisy in the morning, I've never realised. Ah and the typing sound on keyboard seems noisier than usual early in the morning too. Play some music then.

Oh, I can watch Bleach. 117 out yet? YEP, IT'S OUT. Haha. But it's only 24 minutes. So at 8.03am I won't have anything to do again. My, Aaron is online! Woah. I thought I was the only dumb one to be awake at this time on a Saturday. LOL.

I like Si Mian Chu Ge. And HL milk ran out in stock. :( I finished two 1-litre packets in two days. Ha.

Haiyoh. I really have nothing to do.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Hai. I hate Saturdays. Because it's only one day away from Friday and my hate for Fridays have flowed over to Saturdays. So I hate Saturdays to a little extent as well.

OH. THAT REMINDS ME.

You know, the other time Spiky and I went to surprise Fiona on her birthday, bringing a spastic cake to her void deck and calling her down, Fiona showed us her SS common test paper.

Question: How far do you agree that (insert topic)?
FIONA'S CLASSIC ANSWER: Very far.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay lah. I want to watch Bleach now.

WOAH. SO NICE SO NICE. :D Aiyah no 118 to watch. :(

Bye! :D

Friday, March 02, 2007
♥ No more worms!

Ah, it's raining again. But then, no school tomorrow! :D Yay!

Huh, and did Sokmui actually mention playing badminton with Felicia tomorrow? I can't remember leh. (makes mental note to sms Sokmui) Oh, and I've to sms 23B to pay for the BBQ on Sunday (makes another mental note). Lol, by tomorrow morning when I wake up, the only mental note left up there is What to have for breakfast and What to have for Lunch and What time to sleep at night. Yea.

Uh.

We, that is, TINY (Hanhui lah, who else), Gerald, Zhiyang and I, played bridge at the void deck for 3++ hours. And Chunying sat beside me and watched us play bridge for 3++ hours.

It's still raining. My, it's 8pm, no wonder I'm so sleepy.

Actually there's nothing much to blog about. I'm blogging everyday, and not everyday is interesting. Uh, so I shall tell you the most interesting thing that happened today.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. -sinks into deep thought-

The most interesting thing that happened today was that I SAW NO LIVING WORM IN IJC TODAY! That's a HUGE THING okay. Maybe Santa finally received my last and my last last letter about wanting an extermination of all worms in the world and spoke to gods of all religions over MSN and signed a peace treaty with Mr Farmer (you won't know what I'm talking about if you didn't read those entries) and TADAH, NO MORE WORMS! :D

(I told you about 650 times that my blog is crap and 87% of the things I say here don't make sense and 93% is totally irrelavant to our real lives and that I love wasting your time reading these but still you read it. Stubborn.)

HL milk is nice. I like. :D

Tags >>

emma > Lol. You read the three paragraphs! Hahahahahaha! And yah lah, why did I even bother crashing AJ. Zzz. Crash IJ leh! On Tuesday the last day, come back okay! :D Anyway, it's not the same video they showed us on the last day of orientation. It's a different one with some pictures taken during lessons and other occasions. GOT YOUR PIC LEH. SOLO PIC. Haha!

funnyface/harn hwei/TINY > YOU IN AJ? Yah, you'll die there. Confirm. TUESDAY LEH. So soon lah. I don't want to be posted to AJ!! :( And yah lor! Why you interrupt my gay's tags! TSK.

jiaru > Hello! Haha. Aiyah, you never read all three paragraphs. I can't laugh at you. :( Lol.

gillian > GAYGAY (ew) I still can't view you blog lah! Lol. And yah, tagboards have word limit. I now then know. -.- And sniff, no more gay after Tuesday. Future class outings must find me lah, I enjoy laughing at each other by your swimming pool at a horrible time of 3am. Haha! :D

Aaron > Lol. We're just always talking about you and how irritating you are and comparing your Irritaing Index to others in our school. Like if we found a person to be more irritating than you, we'll go WOW SOMEONE IS MORE IRRITATING THAN AARON. But then, no such person found yet. So yah, you're still the most irritating one around. :)

Qiaowei > LOL. Hello! Muacks! (prays gillian is not looking) Haha, come back on Tuesday okay! :D

Okay lah, bye bye. I'll try sleeping at 10pm or later so that maybe I won't wake up so early tomorrow and find that I've nothing to do. -.-

Tadah!

Thursday, March 01, 2007
♥ :)

It's been raining straight for a day already. Or maybe longer.

Nah, I'm not depressed. Just tired. Of alot of things. Ha.

I feel weird. -.- I can't wait for Wednesday to come so that I can go to the new school and start afresh. Not like life in IJ is that bad, but it's getting boring, and very sleepy. But thing is, I may not like the new school (wherever that may be). I may start to regret leaving IJ and 0723B afterall. And then I'll start telling myself I just have to adapt to the new environment and yada yada.

And perhaps another three or four months later, I'll forget about what I said now about missing IJ already. Which is pretty saddening huh. So adapting may not be a good thing afterall. Because you'll start to forget to reminiscence.

Uh, so anyway, I feel like fried rice. -.- Lol, the mixed part, not exactly the food. I just had dinner. (Yes, at 5pm, nothing wrong what.) Cause I don't know if I'm really looking forward to JC life. Part of me wants to be back at Anderson, cramped in the Level 4 classroom with the rest of 4/1 and listening to Mdm Wong's prep talk for the 708th time. Lol.

Oh, you know, today during assembly, they showed the J1s this video showing photos of us for the first three months. And then there are those touching words and the very sad background music. And it ended off with "Once an Innovian, always an Innovian." That's so copyrighted can. It got even more obvious where that phrase came from when they introduced who made the video and Junwei came out and gave a bow. TSK. Haiyoh.

Anyway.

Ah, I forgot what I wanted to say. -.- Ye De Di Qi Zhang is a nice song. :)

By the way, sidebar has this box showing the 5 latest photographs I found really nice on Google Reader. It's been there since a long time ago already. Bet none of you noticed it. Haha.



This?

Nah. THIS.



Live the life you have imagined. :)

To unpathed waters, undreamed shores.
---William Shakepeare

:D

Now quit staring holes into me.