Tuesday, February 01, 2005

eh hi =)

din come online for er.. one or two days.. juz read some ppl's blogs.. hrm..

had aNoThEr spastic dream last nite.. -_-

dreamt tht i was cutting up a person or sumthing -.- er.. place was at my old hse in amk.. in my parents' room.. diao.. in the dream there was like a dead person on my parents' bed.. diao.. and den i was cutting him wif some kind of surgical knife lar.. -_- the whole dream is so vivid and gross.. ew.. like i could feel the blood literally on my hands when i was having the dream...

could even remember the way i cut the person.. was like cutting him on his left chest.. cut three sides of a rectangle shape.. and den i flipped open the flap of skin.. (flap of skin.. yucks..) and den dunno wad i was doing le.. onli remember the whole dream is so bloody...

in the dream i was looking at things through my own eyes.. and the view is.. er.. o.O so close and bloody.

and den halfway through cutting, my sis came into the room.. and den asked me wad i was doing.. i was like saying "dun come in.. i'm trying to concentrate" diao?

and den my parents came home and den came into the room.. den sudd i changed sides and like looking at things through my sis's eyes.. which means i could see the bloody me wif the bloody knife cutting the bloody body on the bloody bed in the bloody room... and..

ewwwwwww X

and for the whole of today i feel sadistic.. -.- like when i saw a cat early in the morning on my way to skoo.. i stared at it and it stared back.. -.- sudd at the back of my mind i'm picturing myself twisting its head off blah blah.. er... and den i hav to shut my eyes and tell myself to be normal... -.- i'm frightening myself lolz...

ahem.. paiseh for the er bloody stuff... diao..

kkz.. better stop... my hair is already standing...

my cls is full of spastic ppl.. i tot having a screaming-and-swinging-ard-anson is enuff... but now there's an aaron who enjoys going round swinging his arms like he wants them to drop -_-... reminds me of kakei lolz.. juz dat kk's case more serious.. and den there's Joan Too... she's damn slow.. in everything.. -.- paiseh to suan her.. but she MAKES ME WAIT FOR HER at least once each day.. for wad.. badminton training.. tournament... EVERYDAY~~ wad else... her vocab is limitted to the following 3 verses...: "freako", "i hate you" and "you suck"... these three always come together.. juz hav to pay more attention each day and u could hear it once every 20 mins or so.. i hav to start a counter each day to count how many blardy times she use them on me each day.. diao.. =/ and she claims she's JUZ JOKING.. -.-

instances when she use the three verses.. is when i refuse to offer her seaweed.. especially so when i'm offering everyone but her.. reason.. simple.. she made me wait.. lala.. and when i did offer her, she made stupid comments like.. wahh today u so good.. never sua wo.. fine lar.. den dun giv her lo... hahaZ

another spastic person... weiwen.. the person sitting on my right now.. he reads comics in class.. ok lar.. i used to do tht in 2/6 oso.. but he luffs to himself.. ahem.. and he's reading.. ahem.. love hina.. er.... but three quarters of the time he explained to me wad's so funny i cant even understand a word.. and so he onli shows me pictures which are.. er.. X

the electron-neutron-proton teacher (mr tan) is leaving soon.. =S he teaches better than mrs vijay actually.. at least he's nicer to bully hahaz...

chem.. one word to describe mrs hyun.. [ER...] -_- sumtimes feel she's quite a nice teacher.. sumtimes feel.. errrrrrrrrrr.. nvmm... another spastic er.. cannot say teachers rite.. er er.. another SPECIAL being.. -_-

geo test coming up... haiz.. most of mdm neo's lessons i'm always sleeping/ copying down things i dun understand/ watching ppl ard me crap.. crap... haiz

sho fast one month over le.. february liaoZ... wah.. sho fast.. feel so shi bai... i actually still dunno everyone's names from my class... paiseh lar.. the onli few ppl i tok to from 3/1 are anson, jiahao, joan (most of the times i suaning her and she replying wif the three familiar verses...) ... and mayb weiwen cuz he's sitting beside me now.. the rest huh... got tok lar.. but not more than 3 or 5 sentences.. some havent even toked before.. =/ recess time always wif 2/6'04 ppl.. Zzz

3/1 quite slack actually.. compared to other classes.. very few hw.. and if hav.. onli some.. and not rush at all.. speed in class damn slow.. could fall asleep in cls today during maths lo.. sian diao

typed so long liao.. byeZ