Sunday, February 27, 2005

typing this entry rite now at 12 midnight.. sumthing wrong wif blogger.. everything is blank when i go to the blogger page.. so no choice typing out on notepad.. tml den copy paste and publish...

juz bathed.. after reaching home.. currently feeling.. undescribed..

tht sort of feeling when u wan to do sumthing and den everything else tht u hav to do in order to do wad u want is not in the right state.. like u wan to get some ice and den the tap is out of water.. like u wan to slp but ur bed is broken.. like u wan to listen to jay's songs but the com hang.. like u wan to swim but u cant find ur swimming costume.. like u feel like cooking but u hav no ingredients and the supermarket is closed.. like u wan to do ur graph homework but realise u dun hav graph paper.. like u wan to take some photographs but the camera suddenly spoil.. like now.. like i wan to blog den blogger has problems...

tht kind of helplessness.. tht kind of frustration.. tht kind of..

i-hav-no-choice-but-to-submit feeling

wow.. i realli hate tht feeling..

everybody says tht every problem has its own way out.. so long as u are determined.. but no one says tht determination does not last long in anybody... who hasnt felt helpless b4..? tap out of water go 7-eleven buy ice.. no bed to slp on slp on sofa.. com hang den use cd player listen to jay's songs.. cant find swimming costume den go play in the rain.. no ingredients den cook instant noodles.. no graph paper den sketch graphs instead of draw.. camera spoil den go take neoprints.. no blogger.. use notepad..

sounds simple.. but 7-eleven ice is not hand made by u... but sofa is not as comfortable as ur bed.. but use cd player listen jay's songs need cd... but play in the rain not exercising muscles.. but instant noodles taste bland.. but sketching graphs is not completing ur homework.. but neoprints is smaller than photographs.. but blogging wif notepad is different from blogging wif blogger..

to make the best out of every situation is not the best afterall.. call me perfectionist.. but i dun like it when things juz happen like this and i am left helpless.. i hate being helpless..

nvmZ... hi.. -.-

today.. fine day.. nice weather.. -.- priscilla, jiahao and anson came hse today.. do eng project.. done.. done at 2 plus actually.. they stayed on unil 5 plus.. we played the aeroplane thing.. the one sokmui, naomi and sheryl played at my hse the last time they came.. lolz.. den we played snake and ladder.. -.- den we chatted wif the caveman over msn.. kk.. the caveman.. lolz.. and i watched half of La Bi Xiao Xin and den i felt sleepy.. so went to slp.. not yet 15 mins priscilla came into the room singing the damn song.. they wan go.. so went interchange wif them.. den bought dinner home.. at 10 plus went out wif mother and father.. went loyang dere watch sea while they went pray.. den had supper.. reached home.. bathed.. online..

i like dao dai.. for three reasons..
1. it's sang by jay.. i mean the one in the concert cd..
2. the lyrics are nice
3. i tink alot while listening -.-

ok.. mayb the last reason iz not good.. -.- but.. strange enuff.. i enjoy tinking.. lolz.. dun mean those type of tinking u hav to do in maths.. iz.. those type where anything can juz pop up anytime.. u tink of one thing.. which leads to another.. which leads to another and so on.. sumtimes it's memories.. sumtimes it's questions.. sumtimes i juz wonder abt stupid things.. things like how many trees are there in singapore.. or things like why are there different coloured rubber bands.. whether there is a specific reason for the difference in colours.. weird

juz refreshed blogger.. it's working again.. yay... time to copy and paste and den continue there...

copied.. now wad.. -.-

i dun feel like sleeping.. -.- although i feel sleepy.. ok wad crap.. i am sleepy but i dun wan to slp.. i feel like tinking.. telling my brain to continue tinking.. i juz dun wan to slp juz yet..

currently listening to.. An Hao.. hooray my fav song.. =/

everything is so still ard me.. even the fan is not on.. lazy to walk to the switch to on it.. the small fan beside hardly generate any wind.. -.- everything so static.. like time stopped.. i'm the onli one left moving.. -.-

why do i suddenly feel tht.. i.. seriously.. tink.. too.. much.. -.-

time to do sum diaoZ thing... comparison of qualities in me and family members...



yes i am bored.. time check.. 10 mins to one.. feel like slping le.. so.. slp..

choZ