Tuesday, March 22, 2005
first thing done when i reached home was to on the com and type this entry.. anger built up in me.. until gastric oso act up.. cant stop tinking abt it.. ren3 le yi4 tian1 le.. really is ren3 bu xia qu le...seriously...
i short hair.. is my problem.. loose belt.. is my problem.. i like to do geo in maths lessons.. i shuang do geo in maths lessons.. is my problem.. i feel like eating in both recess and lunchtime.. is my problem..
u can comment all u wan.. but i dun need to care.. but it realli is irritating and i cant stand it.. right from the start of the day i juz kept on tolerating.. and tolerating.. one whole day down.. i cant take it anymore.. and i juz hav to let out all the anger..
stop trying to show tht u hav the right to giv a damn abt all these things..
i'm sorry i ever drank your water.. from tml onwards i will never touch ur water again.. so tht u wun say tht i gan4 diao4 your water.. i'm so sorry..
i'm sorry i ever copied ur chem workbook... i promise not to touch any of ur things ever again
wan luff at my short hair.. fine.. everyone is luffing.. i cant stop u from luffing if u wan to.. i dun mind u luffing or wad.. but plz stop making it seem like it's the worse offence on earth to cut my hair short.. i realli felt like screaming rite into ur ear tht IT'S NONE OF UR BUSINESS WAD I WAN TO DO TO MY HAIR
rite.. at least tht is not so bad.. although i seem to be reminded of it and having to tell myself not to care abt it every other hour.. wadever
loose belt.. who do u think you are? mr ang? mdm hee? or wad.. and wadever gave u the idea my belt is loose.. juz becuz it's not two fingers tight.. i dun wan suffocate myself and i'm very comfortable wif how i am now ok?
i shuang do geo in maths lessons is my problem.. if i ever get caught it's also not ur problem.. stop saying i'm "bad" or WADEVER CRAP..
at least all these i could still tolerate
wad realli pissed me off was tht even HAVING LUNCH could attract ur utmost attention... the school rules din state tht if u ate during recess u cant eat after school.. neither did the law.. so i dun see wad's wrong wif eating in both during recess and after school.. whether i'm hungry or not is none of ur business.. i dun hav to report to u everything i do from whether i ate my breakfast to whether i wan to eat after school.. to say seriously.. i wasnt even hungry after school.. i ate becuz i wanted to hav my regular meals.. recess was my breakfast.. and tht was my lunch.. i believe we did learn in kindegarten tht we take three meals a day dun we?
stop giving all ur comments on every single thing i say.. stop giving all ur comments on every single action i take.. becuz i hate it and i've had enuff of tolerating..
i've had enuff of turning my head over to another direction and rolling my eyes.. and den turning back again and pretended as if i havent heard wad u said or wad u said didnt bother me..
it took me so long to finally realise.. if i stop giving a damn abt u.. u wud stop giving a damn abt me.. and so tht's wad i'm planning to do.. if tht's wad u wanted.. fine.. u got it.. juz wtf leave me alone


