Thursday, March 10, 2005

i noe you're reading this.. becuz.. i'm not stupid..

nvmZ... =/

ann arh.. aHhhhHHHhhHHHhhhHHhhhHHHhhHhhhHHhhhHHhhhHHh

why are there so many mimosas ard me.. and i happen to be the stupid weed which doesnt feel a thing until i get plucked out by some weed-killers..

I REALLY DUN WAN CARE LE LAR

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wo mei shi... -____-

my fault ur fault his fault her fault.. why always back to this??!! ahHHhhhHhhHHHhhHHHHhhH

my fault.. kZ.. Mine.

damn u.. onli noe how to make me cry........

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zhen de mei shi..... for any others reading this.. er.. anybody.. skip reading this entry now -_- wo fa feng le

stupid crosscountry.. why cannot stop school today??!!! dun wan go skoo arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. someone break my legggs

wei shen mo yi ding yao bi1 wo tao bi xian shi... ran hou you bu rang wo tao.. bi1 wo mian dui xian shi...

I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF LAR

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for anyone else reading this.. WO MEI SHI... and stop reading....

damn me.. why i so scared ppl worry.. and den coming up to me and asking me if i'm alright.. =/

wo mei shi

wo mei shi

wo mei shi

wo mei shi

wo mei shi

wo mei shi

i noe why le.. scared ppl come up ask me if i'm alrite becuz scared i'll cry in front of them.. and i hate to cry in front of ppl.. cuz more ppl will start asking wad's wrong.. and i cant tink while crying.. so i say wrong things.. and den more ppl bu shuang.. and den i cry more.. and more ppl start asking wad's wrong.. and i start saying more wrong things and even more ppl bu shuang.. and the cycle goes on and on and on and on...

i'm crapping... plz ignore.. and u shouldnt even be reading this.. becuz i told u to skip this entry... so.. skip... skip.. u noe.. like a skipping rope.. skip.. ya ya.. skip... scroll downwards.. read the others.. dun read this...













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i hate to sigh.. cuz it doesnt help... but why cant i stop doing it.. damn me..

stupid flower.. wither den come alive.. wither den come alive.. muz well juz die lar!! si de tong kuai yi dian bu ke yi arh.. qian da.. stop pretending to be dead.. everytime throw halfway den come alive.. ahHHhHHHhhHHhh

i'm crapping.. and u... STOP READING THIS ENTRY

u tell me lar.. how to slp tonite.. how to go crosscountry tml.. zhen de bu xiang huo le lar.. tiao xia qu xia si ni... ya.. xia.. as in boo.. tht xia.. jump down scare u.. or cut.. or hang.. no place hang.. jump.. might scare small children.. cut.. long period of pain.. swallow medicine.. might not die.. suffocate myself.. sure fail.. run out find car knock me down.. might scare driver.. wait driver get into trouble.. bite tongue kill myself.. will onli bleed.. and pain.. but cant die..

someone giv me some suggestions..

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wo mei shi ok.. and PLS i beg u.. stop reading.. i cant stop typing cuz i feel like typing..

feel like pulling my whole gullet out and cutting it wif a scissors.. and den watch it snap.. like overstretched telephone wires.. feel like slicing the neck one whole round.. and watch the blood drip.. drip.. drip.. down.. and den pry open the skins.. and watch the blood veins go lala.. feel like sticking two satay sticks into the eyes.. push them all in.. sink the wood into the eyeballs.. all the way.. and den pull it out.. either the eyes come out althogether.. and den use a scissors to cut any vessels still holding onto the eyeballs.. if the eyeballs dun come out.. and onli the satay sticks do.. nvm.. at least the eyes hav holes in the now.. two small holes.. nice eyes there...

feel like slicing the tongue into thin strips.. and den hang it ard the ears as ornaments.. merry christmas.. new christmas tree there.. feel like plucking out every single fingernail on the fingers.. and den forcing myself to bite those finger.. at the part when raw meat is.. the part when the fingernails hav juz came off.. bite.. as hard as possible.. feel the pain.. feel the glory... feel like cutting the head into half.. vertically half.. wif a chopper.. the type u use to slaughter animals.. from the bridge of the nose.. all the way down.. down.. down.. hear the sound.. feel the joy.. rejoice...

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