Thursday, March 10, 2005

halo..

hols cuming soon.. yay.. tml cross country.. laz day of skoo.. haiZ.. rather it be juz another normal school day.. end at 12.30.. =/ realli lazy go east coast tml.. Zzz..

suspect i hav a brain tumour or sumthing.. been having realli terrible headaches very often... panadol extra dun help.. juz headache.. and headache.. and headache.. the more i tink, the worse it gets.. and the stupid brain juz cant stop tinking.. =S

laz nite dreamt i quarrelled wif meiching -_- in a house.. dunno whose.. alot other 2/6 ppl were there.. and i cant remember wad we quarrelled abt.. i onli remembered she pushed me down the stairs -__- and i rolled.. and rolled.. and rolled.. and den i woke up.. Zzz...

i wonder how i would look like if i hav three hands.. -_- dun ask me why i suddenly tink abt tht.. i've no idea too.... spastic thoughts like this juz ocme and go.. come and go.. cant do anything to stop the damn brain from tinking abt spastic stuff... Zzz..

-real tired-

sumtimes juz dun wan care abt anything tht happen in the world.. whoever wan to do wadever.. dun wan care.. dun wan bother.. anything.. realli anything.. ni xiang zhen yang jiu zhen yang... sui bian ni... tht type of feeling..

especially hate it when ppl flare up at me.. especially especially so when i dun even noe the reason.. so stop doing it..

wadever lar... ni xiang zhen yang jiu zhen yang.. mei yi jian...

sumthing tells me.. tml wun be happy.. -_-

.. nvm.. prove the something wrong.. wo jiu happy gei ni kan...

zhen de mei you bi yao wei le bu kai xin de shi er bu kai xin.. he bi... wei qu zi ji...

wei shen mo xin zhong shi hui tong.. wei shen mo yan lei zhong shi hui liu.. wei shen mo fang shou mei yong suo shou de rong yi...

hao xiang hui dao na ge jian dan shi jie li... zao zi ji....

Zzz.. nvmZ... i'm alrite.. i tink -_- mei shi lar.. dun care me.. -_- nth drastic happened to me.. i'm ok... so dun worryZ...

`when the day comes for me to let go of the tired hand.. i believe i would.. when the day comes for me to forgo you.. i believe i would.. when the day comes for me to cry alone.. i believe i would... the day has come.. the tired hand.. the forgotten u.. the cries alone.. but why.. why cant i let go...

ann arh.. why izzit tht everything i use to console/ council ppl i can never use it on myself.. =/

... wo hen kai xin ok.. wo mei shi... zhen de mei shi... -__-

^^sounds so depressed up there.. den say wo mei shi.. =/ er.. fine.. dun tok le... =/

walking alone to mrt station.. thought more.. understood more.. dun understand even more...

tch... hav the urge to fall down now den dun go skoo tml.. -__-

kkz.. byeZ...