Friday, September 24, 2004

erm.. hi again.. din blog yesterday cuz wasnt in particularly a proper mood at nite.. was quite sad actually.. so i cried.. no point holding back my tears since i am at home and no one wud realli question me abt the reason why i cried.. so heck lor.. feel like crying den cry lor... =S

erm.. anyway.. abt the reason why i cried.. simple.. it's over.. those who understand den good.. those who dun, well, try discussing it among urselves during ur free time and then u may try observing me like ppl always do and den mayb u wud cum to some conclusion.. but at tht point of time pls cum and confirm it wif me so that no one goes off getting the wrong idea.. k.. i noe i may sound a bit ironic... but seriously no offence..

today came to skoo wif a sad face.. -.- i slept at 3am yesterday anyway.. i was reading the history tb from the back.. i read the last three chapters dat were not tested.. dun ask me why.. i dunno too.. guess i realli went a bit sot sot as described by ssssokmui.. anywayz, this morning was listening to yuan you hui.. kept on repeating the song over and over and over and i never get sick of listening to the song.. i dunno why.. i juz like it so much.. like i mentioned in the previous entry.. i realli felt that the lyrics were realli meaningful and i luv the song a lot a lot.. -sigh-

cried in cls early in the morning today.. guess onli sssssheryl and sssssokmui saw bah.. doesnt realli matter anyway.. i had said that i dun wan hold back any tears dat feel like falling.. it is a difficult thing to do and the person can onli feel worse by holding back the tears.. wad's the big deal of being seen crying.. at least nowadays my frens understand that i dun wan be asked why i cry.. let me cry finish first den try asking me few days later.. at least by then mayb my mind is in a clearer state and i could tok in human language.. wad i toking.. nvm..

as for today's lessons.. i did not pay attention in either chinese or d&t.. i rather say i paid more attention in PE.. =S.. played bacdminton wif class ppl.. play play play.. agree wif wad weihao said.. this is probably the onli PE lesson where i realli sweat... *raises eyebrow*

damn bored at home rite now.. yea.. i agree wif sokmui.. i luv blogging too...

my current mood is fine... at least i am alive, and i am neutral.. not particularly sad.. not realli very happy either.. juz neutral.. i luv such weather.. no sun, no rain.. mayb a little rain wun hurt.. but not too much lo.. i am feeling weird.. slight headache at my left brain.. mayb it's trying to signal to me that i should find sumthing to eat.. but haiz.. tell me where i am living.. u hav two options.. a) a cave.. b) a cave in ice age.. i tink both suits.. but of cuz the second one suits more.. >_<

i juz realised potato is a nice thing to eat.. was eating potatoes last nite.. ok.. i was meant to be drinking potato soup.. but i dun like the soup as much so i onli ate the potatoes.. =S.. and i went to ask my mum does she noe how to grow potatoes.. she gave me the weird stare and den answered very seriously "no".. i stared back at her and den said "who noes how to grow potatoes?" she answered very seriously again, "I dunno.." and she gave me the innocent look as if growing potatoes is a crime and she wasnt the one who did it.. =S.. yea i noe.. some ppl are going to say i hav a cute mum.. i noe sssssokmui is gonna say that.. yea yea.. =S

seen the cls photos today... ok overall.. sheryl hated 3 out of 4 of the photos becuz she doesnt look like herself in the photos.. i look so different too.. so girlie.. yea yea.. who ask me to be short rite.. kanna seated in the first row... muz put the hands on the knees.. and kanna seated beside form teacher oso.. candid foto turned out to be me and meiching so centralised... =/

end here then.. choz ppl..