Friday, May 13, 2005

i had things to blog abt de.. den blogger lagged and i forgot wad i wanted to blog abt.. so forget it.. blog on and wait for the thing to come back to me again..

feel like exercising.. running.. run run run run run run... i wan run... run run run run run run run.. tml going gym with ann.. -_- she suggest de.. i onli suggested exercising, or jogging.. she suggested go gym.. so go gym.. Zzz..

am very tired.. went jody's hse play mahjong today.. lost some money cuz i was suay.. met syn yeow at amk mrt.. how else can i define suay... suay...

dunno wad's wrong wif me lar.. sth keeps telling me things are not ok.. wad things.. er.. alot of things.. somehow wad others are going through make me think alot.. there are times when i sit in the bus or mrt on the way home and i juz kept thinking and thinking abt ppl.. and things tht happened.. den analyse analyse.. den come to conclusions.. den sometimes hav debates in the brain.. Zzz..

been having many dreams.. most probably cuz i'm sleeping too much.. Zzz

the first dream i remembered i had.. cant remember when i had it.. dreamt i was at home drinking water or something.. and den it started raining and a pri school fren of mine dropped from the sky when i looked out of the window.. eh wait.. not from the sky.. how to say.. she jumped from the building.. and den when i looked out of the window she plopped down.. and i remembered she waved at me while she dropped.. spastic

second dream i had.. i was driving -_- and den sudd ann was sitting in the backseat of the car and she screamed to stop the car while i was on a dark road at night.. so i braked.. and den she got out of the car and changed to the front seat beside me.. den i continued driving and den sudd she disappeared.. den i continued driving and i on-ed the radio.. and den ann appeared and told me to change the radio station.. so i changed.. and den she disappeared again.. and den i woke up.. spastic

third dream.. last nite.. dreamt tht a rabbit followed me home.. and den i accidentally squashed it cuz i close the lift door while it was halfway in.. and everything spilled out and blood blood and blood.. tht squashed feel.. gross but er.. fun.. -_- not as in squashing rabbits are fun.. but it's rare to hav such dreams.. so it's fun.. ok nvm...

feeling weird now.. i'm smiling cuz i'm not happy.. ok crap.. i'm smiling at the jokes, but the jokes are not funny.. they're not even funny becuz they are not funny.. u get wad i mean.. some jokes are funny becuz they're so not funny.. and i'm smiling at those jokes which are not even funny becuz they are not funny.. i'm smiling becuz i dun wan to cry.. lolz.. wad crap.. i'm smiling cuz i neither wan to cry nor wan to be expressionless.. so i smile for the sake of smiling..

meeting chingwen and gang for sushi ard evening tml.. i said i'm broke.. i realli am lar.. so many things to pay for suddenly.. but i'm splurging like siao.. i'm using the money tht is supposed to be waiting to be paid for the insurance fees due next month.. next month.. june.. means june hols die oso muz find job to make up for the money spent.. if not i cant pay the insurance bill.. crap.. why i so short of money..

shannon wun help me record house of wax cuz he broke up with shuyun and i'm supposed to be on shuyun's side.. =/ is his fault one mah.. ok... fine.. i dun take sides.. but anyone except him who noes abt this matter takes onto shuyun's side immediately.. it's darh darh obvious darh.. nvm..

yay.. my lunch for tml is settled cuz mine and ann's are on jiahao.. crap

feel like going for jogging now.. Zzz.. wad's my problem..

still cant recall wad was it i wanted to blog abt.. stml..

orh yar.. btw.. changed the background song to My Immortal by Evansence.. juz in case u hasnt realised..

nvm.. still cant recall wad izzit i wanted to blog abt.. choZ