Tuesday, January 31, 2006
♥ Mahjong day

Spent the last day of CNY holidays gambling away at Sokmui's house. Mahjong from 9.30am all the way till 3.40pm. Sokmui, Priscilla, Anson, Gary and I. And then we left her house at 3.45pm, headed Causeway to watch I Not Stupid Too at 4pm. Priscilla left because she didn't want to watch. The 4pm slot was sold out, so was the 6.30pm one. So we had nowhere to go. And we hanged around at Causeway for rather long, until we decided to have dinner at Pizzahut. Yah, we had dinner there from about 5pm to 6pm.

And then we had nowhere to go to again. So we went back Sokmui's house to play cards. Lol. We played till about 7.20pm. After that we watched TV in the living room, while playing one or two rounds of Dai Dee. And then we left.

Not really a fun day. Not to mention I borrowed Anson's homework but have not yet started "referring closely". Haven't done the Lit essay question, nor Differentiation(5), nor English Summary, nor the two Physics worksheets I should have completed eons ago. And those are the homework due tomorrow. The homework due the day after tomorrow is another list. Actually I have no idea what homework is due the day after tomorrow. Or for that matter, what other homework we have. But all these won't be a problem if I'm not online now blogging but instead doing my homework. And all these won't be a problem if the time now is not 10pm. And all these is definitely not a problem if I'm not sleepy. But I am. Thus homework is a problem.

And guess what. My bag is unpacked. I have no idea what lessons there are tomorrow, neither do I feel like checking because I have no need to since all my books are in school. Then again, I have no need to pack my bag then. Nah, I brought home some papers which have to be done because they are called homework. And I have to pack because I have to see which ones I have to bring to school tomorrow to copy refer closely tomorrow morning. Oh, but I know there's Geog tomorrow. And I'll be missing it again. My Geog file is still empty, and my Contents Page is still at number 9.

After 4 days of holidays, I realise I can't use "no time" as an excuse anymore. Actually it's because I'm lazy. Haha. But the thing is, I can't wait to finish Sec school, I can't wait to finish JC, can't wait to finish Uni, can't wait to just get married, have kids and enjoy life and wake up at 11am everyday. Lol. I know I'm not even 16 yet, lah. But, 10 years isn't that long, is it? We've already gone through 15 years. What's 10 years?

And, I'm sick of running when I don't feel like running, can't run when I feel like running, studying when I feel like sleeping, going for assembly when I feel like reading, having extra lessons when I feel like going home, listening to the teachers when I feel like drawing, doing this when I feel like doing that, and doing that when I feel like doing this. The only things we have freedom over doing in school is, drinking water, going to toilet, choosing what to eat for lunch and probably what pen you want to use to write.

But then again, you have to ask for permission to refill your waterbottle or go to the toilet. You are only entitled to half an hour or less of recess time to eat, and besides, your choices of what to eat are limited to only the school canteen because the school rule states that no student is allowed to leave the school premises during school hours. And you're only allowed to use blue or black pen for written work.

Sometimes when the school declares a day as a school holiday, the whole school will clap and cheer and be merry. But, it's only. A. Day. Tsk. And I counted. There are 190 days out of 365 days this year where we have to attend school. I know that's not too much and I should be contented I get to attend school and I should be positive about it since I can't not attend school. But, aiyah, sometimes I just feel like ranting. I'm not actually tired. But it's like, why can't the whole world NOT attend school and we'll still survive somehow what, right? The same way people survived in the past. No knowledge doesn't mean you have to be poor and live in slums what.

Have you watched A Tale Of Two Sisters before? The Korean horrow show, with two girls wearing bloody clothes sitting on a couch on the advertisement poster? My brother got the DVD, and I watched it two days ago. The show wasn't bloody. The plot is lame, actually. Lol. Overall, the whole movie is not worth mentioning if not because of the setting. I love the house the two girls lived in. (It's a big isolated house surrounded by grass plains and trees, and it had a walkway leading to a lake. And oh yar, the house was haunted by the way. -_-") The house wasn't exactly very beautiful or what lah. But I just liked it leh. It looked so isolated I wonder how the people living in it survives. Haha.

And the two girls needn't go to school. Everyday they get to do their own things in the day and night. Whatever they feel like doing. Okay, but the show didn't have a great ending. The elder sister became mad and the younger sister was actually a ghost. Lol. And and! I liked those closets where you open the two doors and wonder if someone is hiding in it. Haha. So Sokmui. Haha.

Got to sleep already. Because I've to wake up early tomorrow. Because I've to go to school. And I can't be late for school. Because the school rules say so. Tsk.

Tao Zhe - Hei Se Liu Ding

今天我心情有一点怪怪
可是说不出到底为什么
好像有一点悲哀的徵兆
可是病因不知道
头上有橘色的加州阳光
我的口袋只有黑色的柳丁
我只有一个蓝色的感觉
不要问我为什么
很想说但又感觉没有话好说
我只恨我自己逃不出这监狱

No idea what I'm trying to say.
No idea what I'm trying to tell myself.