Wednesday, May 09, 2007
♥ Brokeback

FOUR MINUTES TO TEN PM AND I'M AWAKE ONLY BECAUSE SHARON THE SERIAL KILLER (STSK) SAYS I'VE TO BLOG SO THAT SHE CAN READ FUNNY STUFF AND THUS RELIEVE STRESS.

AND I'M BLOGGING IN CAPS BECAUSE MY EYES ARE CLOSING AND CAP WORDS LOOK BIGGER SO I CAN AT LEAST SEE WHAT I'M TYPING. BUT IT GIVES THIS IMPRESSION THAT I'M ANGRY, WHICH I'M NOT. I'M JUST VERY SLEEPY.

Kay. Nevermind. I'll open my eyes bigger. I want to sleep.

On a very very very depressed note, I haven't drank HL milk for two days, because there's no HL milk in school today. Only chocolate and banana left, so I drank Meiji chocolate milk instead. And to make up for it, I tried drinking milk tea but I still feel sad. I hope there's HL milk in school tomorrow.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And school tomorrow is one Physics tutorial which I know I'll sleep throughout (IT'S 10PM ALREADY CAN). And the teacher will be dumb enough to think that I'm having a headache that's why I'm holding onto my forehead and looking down as if I'm thinking very hard. No duh, I'm sleeping so soundly you must need 70000N of force to wake me up.

Ah and back especially hurt today. I wonder why. Was on train just now and I laughed out loud when I thought of Brokeback (stupid old joke). Then I felt retarded laughing to myself so I laughed harder. And back hurts more when I laughed harder so I thought of Brokeback again. And then when I laughed, I felt retarded laughing to myself so I laughed even harder. And then back hurts even more. So it forms a viscious cycle and the conclusion is I'm a retarded Brokeback who laughs to herself in the MRT.

10.05pm. Kay max. Three minutes later I'll conk out and bring the com to the floor to sleep.

Anyway, thanks to all who cared. And those in the care-chain. -.- Those that asked others to cheer me up. And those with the permanent depressed faces (HA) who make me realise that I'm not that depressed afterall.

Thanks Muihiang, Hanhui, Jiahao, Weeyang, Jaslyn, Perlin, Arthur, Chunkit, Chunying (who represents we-all-know-who, so thanking one of them is enough).

And buddy, sorry I wasn't really there for you today the way you were for me yesterday. Hope you're as alright as you sound. And you do have a strong mind, NOT WEAK AT ALL. It's alright to think, yea. I know how it feels. And I'm sorry I wasn't there today to repeat the things you told me on other days.

ENOUGH. NOW SLEEP.