Tuesday, April 24, 2007
♥ Wilted

Ah hello.

Sokmui, I too really think that I should be angry with you but I really aren't angry anymore. And I feel dumb for not being angry at you when I should because it makes me feel like a retarded retard whose feelings fade so fast (feelings fade fast is a cute alliteration, ha!).

-.-

Lol.

After training yesterday, I was beginning to regret asking Sokmui out for dinner because the blisters on my foot was killing me so badly I couldn't even walk properly. But then I can't contact her because her phone's out of battery. So I thought, nevermind, I must not skip dinner. I took 74 (in the dark, okay not really dark, but dark enough) to AMK but missed the stop (again!) and ended up 5 or 6 stops away. Anyway, I managed to reach AMK station at I-lost-track-of-the-time. Around 8.30pm? I don't know.

But then, Sokmui was still at Asian Civillisation Museum (Novena). -.- And I didn't know. And she told me she's ending at 8.30pm because that's what she was told. So I waited. And waited. And waited. And waited. And waited.

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And I kept thinking, "Ah, I'm running out of patience. My patience ends at the next Jurong East train, 4 more minutes. If she's still not here, then I'll go home."

But then 4 minutes later, the train comes and there's no Sokmui. So I looked at the screen and it says next Jurong East train in 5 minutes. And I thought what's 5 minutes man. She may be on the next train.

So I waited...

And then 5 minutes-train came. But there's still no Sokmui. So I looked at the screen and it says next Jurong East train in 6 minutes. And I told myself Okay, final liao. This is really the last train I'm going to wait.

6 minutes-train came and still no Sokmui. I walked to the front and almost walked in but then I thought What if she's on the next train? She doesn't have a handphone to call me. And she may really be rushing. What if, she reaches in the next train but then I'm gone, and then by the time she finds a public phone to call me, we'll both be so angry with each other. So I continued waiting. -.-

And then Wilson plus Abel Yang appeared. Wilson looked shocked to see me at MRT station so late at night, so he double-confirmed that I'm Meigui. -.- And then I told him I've been waiting for one hour. And he said, "Go home lah, your friend pang seh you already." And I told him, "She coming already, I think."

-.-

So anyway, they left and I continued waiting. Guardian closed and I continued standing outside Guardian because that's where I told Sokmui to meet and I didn't dare sit down on the other side in case she can't see me because she's not wearing specs and I can't see her because I fall asleep.

But she never came. :'(

One and a half hours later, I thought I wilted.

And then my phone rang. She called, and her first words were "Oh my god, oh my god. Go home go home."

........

I managed to very patiently ask her where she was. And she told me in a very scared tone she's still at the museum.

...........!!!

I hung up on her because

1. I was angry. Duh.
2. I was very sleepy.
3. I need a free hand to flag cab.

Zzz. And I was so angry/sleepy I rejected the many calls she called using her friend's handphone. Until the driver woke me up asking me which part of Dr16 I want to go. Then I answered her call and asked her to talk to me tomorrow because if she continued talking to me then, I may go really mad.

I thought I should be very angry now but this morning I woke up and Sandy kept telling me it's past and there's no use harping on it. Because it's not like if I continue sulking, anything will feel better. And the next thing I was thinking was what to have for breakfast, whether to have prata or chee cheong fun.

But I still feel kind of stupid for forgetting about it so quickly. Or I'm lagging? Maybe I'll start feeling angry tomorrow? -.- Nevermind.

On a lighter note, I forgot to mention that I SAW WU JIAO LIAN AT TAMPINES SPORTS HALL ON SATURDAY!!!! :D :D :D Haha! He still looks the same. And I met him at the water cooler. :D And he's the first person I met who can't remember my name!!! O.O Wow. I'm amazed.

Weeyang, I know you're jealous. I saw WU JIAO LIAN leh. Eh hey.

Friendly tomorrow at IJC. Yay! I can't wait because it's at IJC!!! :D Lol. I'll know my way around SO well. LOL. And!! I don't have to take 21974147 years to reach home! :D :D :D Hahaha! I want to go find the western stall aunty and say HI! DO YOU STILL REMEMBER ME? And tell her how much I miss her omelette. :D

And find my gay!!!!! :D AH LIAN! :D Ohhh. And 0723B. :D Ms Yun and Mr Wong! :D

-.- Okay wait. I'm supposed to be there for friendly match. I just realised it's not a tour kind of thing where you get free time to roam around the school. :( Come hall find me will you? Ooooooh. Then I can pass Emma Lee Lay Jia the stupid loudspeaker the money. :D

But then. The thought of revisiting the scary place where gigantic millipedes crawl around like nobody's business freaks me out.

Did I tell you, I'm actually scared of gummy worms?

...

Even typing that out makes me feel retarded. But I can't deny, I'm really scared of gummy worms. Even though I know perfectly well they're just stupid sweets. I can't help it, really. It's such a huge phobia that I had to look away when Melissa or Yixin are holding gummy worms. And when they offered it to me I back away. AND. I absolutely can't stand the sight of them putting those things in their mouths. I'm paranoid, but I totally can't help it.

I'm sure if you throw a gummy worm at me, I'll cry.

I think if you throw a real worm at me, I won't stop crying for three days.

Yawns.

Got to get some sleep. I hate to do things I don't like. And I don't like homework. Therefore I won't do the MI assignment. Anyway, that ice cream doesn't even know my name, can you believe it. Today during PW I was blanking out when she kept nagging and nagging at my group table (other groups she only talk 5-7 minutes, ours she talk for 20 minutes can!). And then she was talking to me while I was stoning. So she tried to call for my attention but she didn't know my name! And when I finally looked back at her, I stoned again and she nagged at me for falling asleep with eyes open. Stupid ice cream with weird hair. I suddenly think Mrs Yeo rocks. LOL LOL LOL.

Ah and Mdm Wong sms me yesterday to tell me she miss "you people", referring to 4/1 obviously, after she saw the note I left at her pigeon hole. I wrote her a lame joke the other time I went back to find Fiona and to get O's cert. Haha. I miss her so much too!!! :( Maths sucks without her. I love ice creams but I don't love ice creams that teach Maths and PW and is my form teacher.

There's at least one of her lessons everyday, can? Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Okay. Drink milk, then bedtime. |-)

Tags >>

chunkit > ... My sense of direction sucks, so? I won't die of it so thank you for your concern.

fiona > LOL. Miffy looks spastic. Start counting down to prep prelims! Get out of the diamond list lah! Haiyo. Do something and score 10 times better than Jeremy! Haha!

lingyi > Ha! How?

harnhwei > Everybody has eyes so everybody can tell you're TINY. LOL. And it's been 17 days since I last saw you. That's two and a half weeks and I didn't even have a good look at you the other time at East Coast before you disappeared to who-knows-where?

sokmui > I don't have the song! Get from Weisiang lah.

perlin > :D

aaron > Aaron looks better than aaron. aAron looks twit and you tend to leave out the first "a" and it becomes Aron.

shihwei > Lol, yea I remember you. You're the guy-with-handwriting-nicer-than-mine.

jas > YAH. And she blogs more often than you can! You can't even match up with her!! Everyday busy drinking Campbell soup arh? Hahaha! FOJJ. LOL.

emma > Should be real one? If not how to get those pictures? :D