Monday, August 28, 2006
♥ QIAN LI ZHI WAI MV

I'M SO HAPPY THAT I'M CRYING NOW.

THANK YOU YONGYUAN. YOU'RE THE BEST. IT MAY SOUND WRONG BUT I DON'T CARE. I LOVE YOU FOR SENDING ME QIAN LI ZHI WAI MV. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

IT'S SUCH A HAPPY OCCASION BUT IT'S SUCH A SAD STORY. :'( I KNOW I'M CRAZY LAH. BUT I REALLY CAN'T HELP IT! HOW CAN ANYONE BEAR WATCHING JAY LOOK SO SAD?!

I KNOW IT'S ACTED OUT. I KNOW IT'S JUST A MUSIC VIDEO. BUT. IT'S JUST SO FREAKING SAD CAN. AND IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL. THE WHOLE VIDEO IS SO BEAUTIFUL. I WANT TO LIVE IN THAT ERA. BUT NO. IF I LIVE IN THAT ERA I CAN'T IDOLISE JAY. BECAUSE JAY WON'T BE BORN YET. BUT I WANT TO LIVE IN THAT ERA, WITH JAY. SO THAT HE CAN SING QIAN LI ZHI WAI AND I CAN WATCH HIM ON STAGE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO SHUAI.

AND THIS ENTRY IS IN CAPS BECAUSE I'M GOING SO CRAZY SMILING ADMIST TEARS. AND OF COURSE I'M GOING TO POST IT HERE FOR YOU IDOLISING-JAY-PEEPS TO DOWNLOAD. SEE. I'M SUCH A NICE GIRL. WHY CAN'T THEY LET ME SHAKE JAY'S HANDS INSTEAD OF LETTING SOME IRRITATING HEDGEHOG CALLED EH-REN TO HAVE THE PRIVILEGE TO SHAKE HIS HANDS.

LIFE IS UNFAIR.

BUT I'M NOT GOING TO POST THE DOWNLOAD LINK JUST YET. I'M GOING TO LET YOU PEOPLE WAIT THE WAY I WAITED FOR THE FILE EXCHANGE TO COMPLETE WHEN DEAREST YONGYUAN SENT IT TO ME. SO YOU'RE GOING TO CONTINUE READING MY RANTS UNTIL I'M SATISFIED.

OKAY, FINE. ACTUALLY NO. I'M NOT THAT EVIL. TOLD YOU I'M A NICE GIRL.

BY THE WAY, YONGYUAN CLAIM THE PART WHEN FEI YU QING APPEARED IN THE VIDEO WAS FUNNY. HE APPEARED ONSTAGE WHEN THE CURTAINS WERE DRAWN. AND YONGYUAN SAID THAT WAS FUNNY. I ADMIT IT SEEMS A LITTLE WEIRD. BUT NONETHELESS. THE WHOLE VIDEO IS BEAUTIFULLY CRAFTED. AND GUESS WHAT'S THE REASON. OF COURSE. JAY WAS THE DIRECTOR. WHY ELSE DID YOU THINK IT CAN BE SO NICE?!

ACTUALLY. THE REASON WHY I'M SO HAPPY YET SAD IS BECAUSE THE VIDEO CLICKED ME LIKE THE MOUSE CLICKED ON THE ENLIGHTENED BUTTON. YES, BABES, I'M ENLIGHTENED. I'VE FINALLY DECIDED WHAT I'M GOING TO DO. I DON'T KNOW HOW THE VIDEO HAS HELPED ME, BUT I'M JUST GLAD NOW BECAUSE I'M GONNA BE HAPPY FROM TODAY ONWARDS. AS FOR WHY I AM SAD. ACTUALLY I STILL DON'T KNOW. MAYBE IT'S TEARS OF JOY. OR MAYBE IT'S CAUSE I CAN'T BEAR SEEING JAY SO HAGGARD. OR MAYBE IT'S CAUSE I'M UTTERLY TOUCHED.

A BIG THANK YOU TO YONGYUAN, ONCE AGAIN. AND A BIGGER THANK YOU TO JAY.

NOW HERE'S THE LINK. HERE

WATCH IT. EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE JAY. EVEN IF YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT JAY. BUT I FORBID LONEHEARTER READERS TO NOT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT JAY. SO YOU BETTER WATCH IT. I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE. YOU BETTER WATCH IT. AND YOU BETTER SAY IT'S NICE. OR I'M GOING TO SEVERE ALL TIES WITH YOU. PRISCILLA KOH. THIS IS YOUR LAST WARNING. IT'S ABOUT TIME YOU LEARN TO APPRECIATE GOOD MUSIC.

AND ANOTHER REASON WHY I THINK THE SONG IS SO TOUCHING IS OF COURSE. THE LYRICS. SO, THANK YOU FANG WEN SHAN. YOU'RE A REAL TALENT. AND I LOVE YOU TO BITS.

BUT OF COURSE. I LOVE JAY THE MOST.

I'M SO HAPPY I WANNA TELL THE WHOLE WORLD I HAVE QIAN LI ZHI WAI MV.

THERE'S ONLY ONE THING IN THIS WORLD THAT CAN MAKE ME CRY SO READILY. JAY AND JAY'S SONGS AND JAY'S MVS.

11 DAYS MORE.

TELL ME HOW CAN I WAIT. HOW CAN I WAIT. AND WHEN WILL JAY COME TO SINGAPORE AGAIN. I WANT TO SEE HIM. BADLY. THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM WAS JUNE LAST YEAR (?) WHEN HE CAME TO SINGAPORE FOR INITIAL D PRESS CONFERENCE. STOOD THERE FOR 2 HOURS JUST TO SEE 5 MINUTES OF HIM. BUT I'M CONTENTED. I WAS BLOODY CONTENTED.

I THINK I'M REALLY CRAZY. BUT I DON'T CARE. I'M GOING TO DREAM ABOUT THAT MV, SERIOUSLY. IT'S MY FAVOURITE MV SO FAR. I LIKE IT MORE THAN FENG. I HATE TO SAY THIS BUT ACTUALLY I THOUGHT NOVEMBER'S CHOPIN WAS DISAPPOINTING. BUT YI RAN FAN TE XI. STILL FANTASY. FANTASY AGAIN. WHATEVER. I'M GOING TO LOVE IT. AND I KNOW IT. BECAUSE IT'S SO VINTAGE AND I SO TOTALLY LOVE IT BEFORE IT'S EVEN LAUNCHED.

I'VE WATCHED IT 23 TIMES ALREADY.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHY DON'T I HAVE A MP4 LIKE SPIKY SO I CAN UPLOAD THIS SONG INTO IT AND PLAY IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN IN SCHOOL?!

WHY.

WHY.

WHY.

BACK TO THIS WHYS THING. AGAIN. STOP IT. STOP REPLAYING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

NOBODY SAID THANK YOU WHEN I UPLOADED QIAN LI ZHI WAI AND ZI LONG THE OTHER TIME. THAT SHOWS THAT NOBODY DOWNLOADED IT AND LISTEN TO IT. THAT SHOWS THAT NOBODY APPRECIATES JAY. THAT MEANS JAY'LL BE SAD. THAT MEANS I'LL BE SAD. ='(

HOW. COULD. YOU. PEOPLE. DO. THIS. TO. JAY. AND ME.

ALRIGHT. THAT ME DOESN'T MATTER. BUT HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO JAY?!

(At this point in time, I think I should stop this entry and turn in early because there's still Physics practical exam tomorrow...)

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Bye.

P.S: I broke my bag. :( I want a Jay bag.