Thursday, December 29, 2005

I am very confused about my sexuality.

-.-"

In case you haven't known, I realised a few months back that I've grown increasingly afraid of cockroaches. -_- And, I've no more soft toys on my bed, all of them I've kept in the cupboard. I don't know why, but I'm starting to think soft toys are very suffocating. Another thing is, I've been playing with Gastby for the past two days, experimenting them with my hair. -_- I tried gelling all my hair up yesterday and it could actually touch the top of the door.

And like I said yesterday, I've been wanting to cut spiked hair with long fringes. But weirdly, I've been thinking pink is a rather nice colour actually. I haven't played RPG games for a very very long time already, and I do think that lan is a waste of money. But I still watch soccer, and stay out late.

I think my parents raised me up like they would raise a boy. I don't know, but it seems like my other two sisters are straight feminine. They love mini skirts and they put on glittery makeup and they spend lots of money on shoes, clothes and hair, since they were 15. I don't know, but I think the only thing I would do with a lipstick if you pass me one now would be to draw I LOVE JAY on the wall, or present a clown if you insist I try makeup.

And, my elder sis has a full closet of her clothes (feminine) in my mother's room because the the closet in our room can perhaps only fit one third of her clothes. So, I share the closet in my room with my second sister. But in fact, the only clothes I bother hanging up are my uniforms, my PE shirts (I ironed them...), YEAH! teeshirt, class teeshirts, OBS teeshirt, a couple pair of jeans and some teeshirts. Her clothes make up the rest of the closet.

Lol.

I feel like playing mahjong. Haha.

Bye! :)