Thursday, March 22, 2007
♥ Deserve?

Hello.

I'm evolving into a mug that has no expression, whose best capability is stone and the next best capability is to hold water. I'm starting to talk like this. I won't joke with you anymore. Because joking won't get me anywhere. And I've to get somewhere in life. But then again, I doubt I still have my life.

...

Okay I was exagerrating. Just trying to be funny, lah.

Oh, and I WANT TO MAHJONG ON 8TH APRIL, SUNDAY. YES YOU. I WANT YOU. ANYONE OF YOU. I NEED MAHJONG KAKIS URGENTLY. PLEASE. I MISS M SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH. :'(

:(

I'm sad. Some times like today I wonder if I really deserve the place in NJ. I'm not smart, really. And I doubt I'm top 5 JC-caliber. And I'm probably not as smart as the person sitting in front of me in the lecture and not as hardworking as the one sitting seven tables away. I got in because I was plain lucky.

Dream school huh. Now then I wonder, whether I've dreamt too far.

On a lighter note, I met with chunying at Causeway Point today after lessons. And I was so happy can, guess I really missed them alot.

I think the depressed thing is not caused by NJ, lah. Must have been some other things. I can't stop my mind from thinking.

If you feel sad that I'm sad, you can cheer me up by M-ing with me.

If you feel happy that I'm sad, that's such a mean thing to say. I hope the car crashes into you.

If you feel nothing when I said I'm sad, tell me how to feel nothing.

If you don't know how to feel nothing, and yet you're feeling nothing, say Yippee because you're so fortunate even when you don't know it.

Ah what's with this depressing post.

Oh and I lost track of which tags I've replied and which I haven't. So I'll just reply those who asked me questions.

Fiona > Yea injections sound safer. :) No idea whether pain or not. Can only pray, haha. Yep, thanks, I'll take care. :)

Pris > Next Saturday, ask the killer along. On?

Weeyang > YES let's mug. Next Sunday. Ask whoever (Kingkong, your dog, whoever) along. :)

All others > I didn't mean to make NJ sound boring. I guess it's just for the first week lah. It'll get better, and thanks for all regards to take care. :)