Thursday, April 20, 2006
♥ sigh

Loads on my mind right now, feeling very erm, cluttered, if there's such an adjective. Lol. I don't know, I just feel as if I know too much. Too many inside stories, too many ugly sides of people I'm seeing. It seems like these few days I've been seeing lots of people flaring up, getting pissed etc etc.

There are people whom I can't stand. Not many. One. Two. Or maybe three. Many times I really want to just shout at them, for them to disappear from my sight. But on second thoughts, they haven't done anything wrong. They're just being themselves. And who am I to judge their character or actions?

And I never, or hardly cross their paths. So it's okay. But I really don't like seeing people around me getting upset because of things others do. I can get very fed up even though the matter may not concern me at all. I don't know why. Like, I can stand the class being noisy. But once Weixin or Gillian says "Walao so noisy." or "Very noisy leh.", I will shoosh the class.

And others' smiles really brighten my day.

I know I can be very very very very very irrtating sometimes. (Chunying still loves Soonkiat and vice versa.) Haha. What was I saying. Yah, me being irritating. But Aaron is still more irritating. And Miss Heng still tops the chart. That's beside the point. Just that I'm wondering, how many people have I actually offended unknowingly?

Oh. And another thing is. Sometimes stories I hear can be so disturbing I have nightmares about them. Er. Nevermind.

And sometimes I wanted to see some things, and then regret after seeing them. Because they're nothing like what I wanted to see. Or know, for that matter. It's happening so often these days. Many things I wish to know, and then realise, after knowing, I shouldn't have asked.

On a lighter note, I'm staying over at Gillian's house tomorrow night with Weixin, Chunying and of course Gillian, to study throughout the night for next week's common tests. Yes, I said throughout the night. Don't doubt it. I'm already doubting myself. Don't have to doubt me further.

Sidetrack. I haven't fallen down for a long time already. I wonder when will be the next time I fall down. -_-

Off to eat bananas. They cheer me up, somehow. You may consider getting me a bunch on my birthday. Just make sure they're ripe. I hate waiting for them to ripe before eating them. I have short span of patience.

And have a nice Friday tomorrow. :D