Monday, June 26, 2006
♥ Happy Valentine

I know I said hiatus. I've broken the promise, that's all.

I sort of missed my blog so I came online to blog, after finishing the Chinese compo, redoing the last two questions of my Geography holiday homework because I spilled milo over it and I can't even read what I've written. It feels kind of, good to be home. Nah, you won't get what I mean.

I am supposed to blog for the sake of Chunying. Today's her three years, three months and three days anniversary with Mr Tan Cough Cough. But I lost the mood. So Chunying, count yourself lucky. But Soonkiat still loves Chunying, lah. Oh, I forgot about identity discretion. Sorry then, don't read that sentence about Soonkiat still loving Chunying, and if possible, don't read this sentence too. HAHA.

You know, a good friend of mine told me, "For those people who say money can't buy happiness, they don't know where to shop." I told her, "For those people who say they know where to shop, they aren't looking for happiness." And she said, "Didn't you always say it's the attitude that determines whether one is happy or not and not the other way round?" I told her, "But when you've lost the attitude to even think, where do you get the attitude to smile?"

Nah, just random.

By the way, today's Day One of Term 3. Nothing much. Though I have a feeling I'll do well this term. Huh, what did I just say.

Currently listening to Untitled, Simple plan. So old huh, the song.

I want to start this over again...

Somehow the only words I hear are "How can this be happening to me".

Lol. Sorry. I think I'm getting emotional because Ive just written the Chinese compo. Which is ridiculous because the bad guy lives and the good guy dies. And just in case you're wondering, I'm the bad guy, duh, I've to be living to write the compo what.

And Haobo's called me twice to ask me about his Chinese compo already. He had this dumb idea, dumb like, super super dumb. And so I gave him a not so dumb idea, which he intends to use for his compo. He asked where did I get all these ideas from. I told him I've just finished writing mine, that's why my mind's still fresh. Which is not true. Lol, 80% of the ideas come from what happened to me or what I've seen happened.

The other 20%, I made it up because compos with good (by good I mean sad) starts and happy endings usually score better.

So much for compos.

Happy birthday Sokmui. Uh, I forgot to pass you your card. It's a very special card. :D

Uh, so much for typing So much for compos. Huiming just smsed me for help on her Chinese compo. Uh, and I just gave her an idea. And uh, I think she's using it too. Uh, that's many uhs.

I think I should get some sleep. Today's been a long day. Tomorrow's only going to be longer.

"You'll laugh at every failure you may come across, and while others around you only see the dark clouds, you already see the rainbow."

"What if I drown in the rain?"

"But you still see the rainbow before everybody does."

"So it means, if I've seen it before everyone does, I won't get to see it when everyone does?"

"No, because you never will drown. Seeing the rainbow will keep you struggling, you never will drown."

"What happens when the rainbow's gone? While I'm still struggling?"

"Losing expectations is the scariest thing. So you scream, because it's scary, and I'll come running for you."

"You can't swim."

"I will."

Tonight... Wo men dou wang le hui jia de lu










Bu guan zhen yang yao ni ji zhu zhe yi wan. Wo wei ni chun zai. Happy Valentine.