Wednesday, July 05, 2006
♥ Day Spoiler

You know, I came online to blog because it's been a few days since I last blogged and I want to update this so that readers have something to read about.

But someone just has to spoil my mood.

I don't really mind talking to you because you haven't offended me in any one way. But it urks me when someone speaks ill of my friend in front of me. Yes, I never regarded him as my friend in the past. I disliked him for many of his traits, but as time went by, I realise he's not as bad as I thought, he can be rather nice at times, so I befriended him. And I hate it when someone comes over and tell me to beware of my friend because he or she has "motives". What other motives can there be other than just simply, GOING HOME?

And there you are telling me he has done bad things in Sec 2 because he's caused the breakup of a guy and a girl because he spoke ill of the guy in front of the girl, and yet he speaks to the guy everyday. You're telling me he's a two-facer. AREN'T YOU ONE YOURSELF. You think so lowly of him, and you're THAT sore when he doesn't talk to you in a dumb 7-11?? And because he doesn't talk to you in a polite tone in 7-11, you search and dig for a reason and finally concluded that it's because I'm present.

Then you go on SPECULATING rubbish that after I told you it can't be true, you continued telling me to beware of him because of what he's done two years ago (he's done it, or you imagined it happening?) and yada yada yada. The only reason why I hasn't blocked you is because I want to clear the misunderstanding (which I failed because I forgot I was talking to a stubborn cow) and I want to speak up for THIS FRIEND OF MINE. And in the first place, you're not in my list of contacts, I probably deleted it long long ago but I didn't check the box that said "Block this person too."

And when you sensed my impatience, you asked whether is it because I'm busy or because I don't want to talk to you. Obviously I told you the truth. You don't have to thank me for my honesty. I enjoy being honest with people. And I know there's no such catchy phrase as "Beware of your friends." Thank you for your feedback, though I doubt I really need it.

Another thing is, I'm utterly unhappy when you said "just wanted to know what you have to say". HELLO?! WHAT DO I HAVE TO SAY?! DO I HAVE TO ANSWER TO YOU? Stop making it sound like I've done something wrong, and you're trying to find out "what I have to say".

So many times I felt the conversation was so ridiculous when I've to go into details explaining each and every small little thing that took place. It got even more ridiculous when i realised the conversation was going nowhere, because, like I said, the person I'm arguing with is a stubborn cow. (Sorry gillian, stubborn and cow just seem to go together...)

Sorry people. This post is just to vent my frustrations, anger, whatever. It's a wrong choice to believe I can talk sense into a stubborn cow (sorry gillian, again) and I just realised I forgot to block him before closing that con. Now I don't know where to go to block this person who has my account under his contacts but I don't have his.

Okay, nevermind. I just want to say, I don't know what's the biggggg deal about being in the same train together. I've got friends who send me home, I've got friends who stay over at my house, I've got friends whose houses I stayed over in, I've got friends whom I go to movies to, even if it's just 2 people, even if it's just a guy and a girl, I don't see what's wrong with two people going out shopping together or studying together or whatever. And just because you're pathetic and ultra sensitive when it comes to people giving you the cold shoulder, it doesn't mean that the fault lies with others or the situation.

And right now, because I'm hot up and everything, I'm talking to Qinggui in such a serious tone I think I may offend him or something. Perhaps he'll come running to me with 772 fire extinguishers to kill me tomorrow. Uh oh.

This is the god-knows-how-many times I'm starting the chimology talk to counsel someone into thinking life is not as bad as it seems. And I wonder who I'm counselling really. The person or myself. I always feel better after that though. Haha.

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